(a)

Your eyelashes move slightly. Your eyelids move a little.

Just as I was about to get closer to see if you were awake, you sat up with a bone-fast speed that prevented me from reacting, and by the time your head left the pillow, the short sword beside you was already in your hand.

It was only after you had turned over and sat up like this that you saw me. You realize you're no longer in the fight. You slack off. You close your eyes again and sit there for a while.

I said, "Let's sleep a little longer." They probably haven't finished their lunch yet. ”

You open your eyes. You say, "Don't sleep." ”

You say, "Go and get them to eat quickly, call them in, and bring me something to eat." We're going to bump heads and act right away. ”

I said, "You're so tired, you need to rest." ”

You say: "The danger has not passed, we do not have time to rest." ”

I'm looking at you.

You smile wearily and say, "Go ahead." I'm so hungry. ”

I sighed, stood up, and went out to inform them to come and prepare food for you.

(b)

The door closed in front of me.

You meet behind closed doors, exchange situations, and plan your next steps.

I looked at the lines on the wooden door.

I stood there for a moment.

Then I turned around and went to prepare your food.

The meal was very simple, but I put the most effort into it.

There's so little I can do for you, it's the only thing that can help you.

I brought in the food and put it on the table in the barracks where I was staying.

I used to live here too Wentao, and later I lived in Huna. But they're all gone now. When I think of this, I can't help but sigh in my heart, there is an emotion that cannot be described and expressed in words.

I sat down at the table.

I sat there, motionless, listening to the sound of many people's legs and horses' hooves hurrying outside the house.

I'm waiting for you.

(c)

It was almost 10 years before I learned what happened when you were in the room for a meeting.

On that day, the first severe headache after returning from Kiyocheon hit you again.

As you lean over to point to the map, it suddenly explodes in your head.

Your eyes instantly turn black and you fall on the table, unable to move.

It ended after about 20 seconds, and by the time you struggled to get up straight from the table, your lips were completely bloodless.

When you recovered, Fu Tianliang looked at your face and said cautiously, "Commander, you are too tired. You really need to rest. ”

You press your temples, close your eyes and say, "I know." But we don't have time. ”

You put your hands down and open your eyes.

You say, "The situation is clear to everyone. The specific action will be arranged again at the waterfront. ”

You say, "A quarter of an hour to prepare." A quarter of an hour later, the whole army moved. We went to Linshui Town as fast as we could. ”

When you left the meeting, came here to see me, and informed me that I was going to leave with the army immediately, you didn't tell me about the headache just now.

In the hectic and continuous battles that followed, no one else told me either.

So, I don't know anything. I couldn't do anything for you.

It always seemed like this was the case throughout that life. I don't know anything. Nothing can be done.

You have carried all the hardships and hardships by yourself.

(iv)

It pains me to recall these things.

There are no words that can describe the shock and pain of remembering these past events. If I had to describe it, I might say: the pain was so painful that blood gushed out of all the pores of the body.

But even such profound pain is something we can bear.

We can stand still. Face all the abyssal pain. Even if it never ends.

When everyone dispersed, Fu Tianliang stood there without moving.

You ask him, "Is there something wrong?" ”

He said, "Yes." He suddenly fell to his knees.

He wept bitterly and kowtowed: "Commander, it is useless to mark it, and it is entrusted with it. Please lead the military discipline and punishment. ”

You say, "What's wrong?" ”

So, Fu Tianliang told you about Wen Gao's rape of me, and begged you to punish him with the most severe punishment in tears. He said that such a thing happened, so that Miss was frightened and humiliated, it was really shameless to face the commander, he should have apologized for his crimes, but he did not complete the task, and he still needed to protect Miss, and he was worried about whether you could return safely if you were alone, so he endured death so far, and did not dare to commit suicide. Now I ask for my guilt, let the commander punish him, and never complain.

After you listen, another cramp in your head, you shake your body, hold on to your chair, slowly sit down, and press your hand to your temple again. You sit there with your head bowed and silent.

Fu Tianliang looked at you and said worriedly: "Commander? Command? ”

You are silent for a moment.

You say wearily, "Get up." It's not your fault. It's my fault. ”

You say, "Wen Gao was chosen by me to stay." I chose the wrong person. My mistakes have always caused her to suffer like this. ”

Fu Tianliang said: "People's hearts are unpredictable. Don't blame yourself too much. ”

You say, "It would be nice to let me know sooner." I came back and went into the camp gate and fell asleep, how could I ignore her pain and sleep by myself for so long, without even a word of comfort to her! ”

Fu Tianliang said apologetically: "There are too many people in front of the camp gate, it is really inconvenient to say. After that you fall asleep. This was followed by a meeting. ”

You say, "Go ahead and get ready to go." ”

You say, "I'll go see her." ”

(5)

The door was pushed open. You walked in.

I stood up. I see the look on your face.

I quietly hid my right hand behind me.

You come up to me. You look at me. You say, "Let me see." ”

You pull my right hand forward. You look at it.

You feel so guilty that you came back so tired that you didn't even notice that my hand was wrapped around and hurt. Your heart is like a knife.

You say, "Does it still hurt?" ”

I shook my head.

You look up at my face. You say, "Qin'er, it's all my fault, and I have caused you to suffer again and again." ”

I hurriedly shook my head again and said, "No." It's not your fault. It was just an accident."

My words stopped instantly. Because you suddenly hugged me tightly. You hugged me so hard that you couldn't say anything more.

A powerful electric current passed through my heart in an instant.

Tears welled up in my eyes.

Drop by drop, they land on your shoulders and quickly wet half of your shoulders.

We hugged each other tightly for a while.

Then you say, "I swear I will never leave you in danger again." This is the last time. Never again. ”

You say, "I swear I'm going to let you stay in the safest place in the world." ”

You say, "I swear to God." ”