Chapter 327: I'm Not Your Heroine
"Huh?" Trod didn't understand what Alicia was saying, and asked dumbfoundedly.
In the face of Trode's attitude, Alysia turned her gaze downward and said lightly: "I'm going to leave for a while, and it may be a bit long." β
"Where are you going?" This time Trode realized what Alysia was talking about, but he still didn't know much about the meaning, and now it was the heat of the battle, and Alysia said that she was leaving, which really confused Trode.
Alicia took a deep breath, her eyes fixed on Trode, and said, "I want to finish it in one breath without interrupting me." β
Facing the pressure that Alicia exuded, Trode had no choice but to nod silently, although he had too many things to ask, depending on the situation, if Alicia was not allowed to finish this matter, it seemed that nothing could be solved.
"First of all, I'm sorry to you, because I didn't explain anything to you about this before." As Alicia spoke, her eyes involuntarily drifted down, and the strong aura before seemed to be fake, with a hint of sadness, she continued: "I found a vacant seat in another squad of our division, they have a tank that is free because of an accident with a crew member, I will go there to fill the vacancy, and Hild and the others can use my tank." β
What Alicia said was so plain, such a calm tone was not worthy of the shocking things told in it, that it made Trode think for several seconds before he realized the essence of this matter, and he shouted loudly: "There is still such a thing in the 47th Division? Who is this assigned? I'm looking for ......."
"It's you, Troll." Alicia said softly, "I stole your name, and then signed your name on the document, all of which was done entirely by your Trode, so it is useless to find anyone." β
"Why ......?" Trode asked, as if he had lost his soul, with straight eyes.
Alicia lowered her head and swallowed hard. In a voice that was about to cry, he said, "Although it is said that it is to give up the tank to Hilde, this kind of excuse must not be perfunctory to you." You know, a lot of the criticism of you in the team now comes from me, and it would have been better if I had gone. β
"Don't listen to their nonsense!" Trode shouted, "I did it all by myself, they just can't say too much to me, so they just put the blame on you." And how can you have such naΓ―ve ideas? If you want to get out of the team, do you know what the team would be like without you? And ......"
The more Trode spoke, the more his body trembled. His hands were clenched into fists, the expression on his face was very painful, and he choked up and said, "If it weren't for you, I would...... I! β
"If this had been a few days ago, I would have been impressed by these words, but now I really don't need to stay anymore, thinking that someone else can take my place." Although Alicia had a smile on her face, it looked so sad and sad......
Trode looked at her dumbfoundedly, and she continued, "I want to say goodbye to you all tomorrow morning." Then entrust you to Trana and Hilde. β
"What?" Trode didn't expect Alicia to even think about this kind of thing, and judging from the fact that she was able to handle the document by herself, she was quite serious about it. From the pre-event to the follow-up. It should have all been calculated, and it is estimated that the reason why she has been wandering all this day is exactly that.
"When I first arrived in North Africa, you did look like a fool. And the lack of people to take care of it is really worrying. Speaking of this, Alicia smiled with relief and said, "Although now you are much stronger than before. But it still needs to be taken care of. I can see that both of them are of greater help to you than I can be, and not only that, but they are no less caring than I am. β
Suddenly, Alicia sneered and said, "Last night, we didn't find you, and then Hilde's girl cried with me for more than two hours. Some of the words were vague, but I could hear them. She has been liking you for a long time, but because of her own reasons, plus your attitude towards her is not particularly good, and you often let her 'tiger' style to be alone, which makes her not very comfortable. But after this incident, she seems to have finally discovered that you still have a side that you can rely on, and she is entangled in the previous feelings, so she has that interesting scene the day before yesterday......"
"On Tryna's side, although I'm not very expert, I can still see that her tactics are more mature than Vincent's. As for the personal feelings, you probably know better than I do. After Alicia finished speaking, she looked at Trode with stomach medicine.
As for Tryna's feelings, Trode did not deny it, compared to Alicia's warm feelings, Trode's feelings for him were more like fire, and for a sister who had already entrusted everything to herself, what reason could Trode have to refuse her?
As for Hilde's side, Trode was more or less surprised, unlike the warm wind and the fire, the feelings here were more similar to ice, but the temperature was not yet low to that level. Although I don't help myself much, it's quite useful every time. And compared to his own changeable attitude, Hilde's attitude towards himself can be described as consistent. Now he also understood what Heard meant when he said that "IV. and Tiger are both tanks". And he had done so many things that disgusted him, and she still had a good impression of herself, thinking of the suspicions he had about him, and even making a deal with Anselm about her in private, he wanted to give himself a few big slaps at once......
But now is not the time to think about these things, even if Hilde and Trema have all the benefits, even if they are both a head above Alicia, even if they both have special feelings for themselves. This is not the reason why they can replace Alicia, everyone is different, no one can be completely replaced by another person, not to mention Alicia's position in Trode's heart, although this man may not even be able to count the things he thinks about in a day, but if you want to say which person is put first in her heart. The answer is still not at all doubtful......
"No! I disagree! Trode said loudly, not as imposing as he had shouted before, but his tone was more determined.
He stared at Alicia and said, "Regardless of your and my affairs, Hilde's ability is clear even to Colonel Anselm, and now I can't replenish her with a tank because the situation doesn't allow it, as long as she survives this battle, it's not a problem." Also, if you go to another squad, the number of tanks in Squad217 will be reduced from nine to eight, and the combat effectiveness will be reduced, which is something that I, as the captain, are not allowed to happen. β
"Finally. It's a bit of a no-brainer that you want to sacrifice yourself in exchange for the unity of your squad. Trode lowered his head, regained his calm tone, and said slowly: "After all, we have been fighting together in North Africa for so long, and we know each other to a great extent. Hans was able to quarrel with me because he really couldn't look past my stubborn behavior, and after all, if he was an emotionless person, I didn't believe that he could quarrel with me with real feelings. As long as this relationship is still there, there is hope that this problem will be solved! β
Alysia couldn't help but be a little moved, but she still shook her head lightly with a bitter expression and said, "I admit that your feelings still exist. But now you both have a hurdle that you can't overcome, and if you keep this situation going, then it will only make your relationship worse and worse, until you finally hate each other. It's not even as good as someone you don't know, and at that time, the team should have dispersed a long time ago. This is something that not only me, but everyone else does not want to see. β
Alicia continued: "Now you are in dire need of a chance to calm each other down, and if I leave the team now, I can calm everyone down and think about this matter from the beginning, so that you can take this opportunity to find a balance with those who oppose you, and this matter can be solved." β
Both sides make a lot of sense, but both of them are just making excuses for one thing, that is, the question of whether the relationship between the two can still survive. Trod didn't know how determined Alicia was to leave the team, knowing that Alicia's ability was actually not high, and even if she put up her name, Trod didn't think that Alicia could find a suitable position for her. Although both of them are in the 47th Division, but the troops of a division are so large, in wartime, it is estimated that it will be quite difficult to meet each other, although he can't convince Alicia in official affairs, but in terms of personal feelings, Trode can't let Alicia leave no matter what......
"Since you filled out that document under your pretense of me, then I can still recover it, as long as I go to Captain Buttermess tomorrow morning, all your efforts will be in vain." Trode said that, but he didn't really want to do it. At the end of the day, this forcible use of force to keep Alysia was only a last resort, and she was only saying this to threaten Alicia, and if she could retreat and give up on this plan, it would be what Trode wanted to see the most.
Still, Trode's mind is a little beautiful. Since Alicia was able to make up her mind to separate from him, it proved that with this level of threat, she must not be able to waver.
"If you do that, I'll disappear from you forever tomorrow......" Alicia said coldly with her eyes tilted to the side.
"Why? Why are you pushing me so hard? Trood shouted again, he didn't know, where did Alicia get this idea, although this problem was indeed very tricky, but why did he choose this method of flesh and sores to solve it?
The more Trode thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became, although he was always proud of his smart brain as his capital, but now in the face of such Alicia, his head couldn't think of anything, in a hurry, he took three steps and two steps, and directly stepped forward and hugged Alicia.
Alysia was suddenly hugged by Trode, and after a little surprise, she wanted to push Trode away, but the latter really used a lot of strength, and after seeing that she was unable to break free, Alysia gave up and began to lean on Trode and sob.
"Don't go...... Don't go ......"
Although Alicia was still sobbing, Trode had completely cried, he had already exhausted his words, and the only thing left was to stay through feelings, and no one could not be moved by Trode's heart-wrenching call, even Alicia, who had already made up her mind to leave him. Trode's every call was like a knife stuck in Alicia's heart, and the pain could not be described in words. Slowly, Alicia couldn't help it, and began to cry when she hugged Trode, and the two people who were hugging in the cold winter night let out a heart-rending cry, even if it was an irrelevant person, hearing this cry, they would feel endless sadness......
Of course, the grief of pain cannot be there forever, although Trode still wants to continue to cry and continue to vent the bitterness in his heart. But Alicia had slowly recovered, and pushed Lord's hand on Twitter, and though reluctantly, the latter let her go, and the two stood ten centimeters apart, staring at each other......
At that moment, there were no words, for silence was better than sound, and everything was in each other's eyesβTrode's tearful eyes told Alicia that he could not let go of her; And Alicia's already weeping eyes told Trode that her decision hadn't changed......
"Don't ...... I don't want to ...... like that."
It's not so much about keeping Alicia as it is about Trode's lamentation.
And Alicia looked at such Trode, gritted her teeth and said, "Don't let me look down on you in this last hour!" Trowde, you're a man, and you have to endure these things! β
"Bear ......," Trode said with a wry smile, "of course it's my responsibility to maintain the squad...... But! It's not my responsibility to bear to be separated from you! What made you leave, was it my ugly appearance? Or ......"
"Nope." Alicia shook her head lightly and said, "It's not that complicated, just because I'm not your heroine......" (To be continued.) )