Chapter 525: Against the will

"I've disappointed you." Princess Ah Luo broke the silence and said softly: "Maybe you want me to be considerate and gentle to you in the past three days, singing and dancing for you to make you happy, but I didn't. For you, you must have had a hard time in these three days. ”

Wang Yuan smiled slightly, but did not answer. Stretched out his hand to untie the cable of the boat and said: "Let's go to the lake to enjoy the moon, tonight on the night of the full moon, boating on the lake must be a special fun." ”

Wang Yuan jumped on the boat first, and Princess Aluo hesitated for a moment and also stepped into the boat. Wang Yuan gently waved the oar and slowly rowed the boat towards the center of the lake. The last rays of sunset in the west disappeared, and the moonlight became brighter, shining with the waves on the lake, and the boat rippled in the silver light, and the reflection of the water surface and the moonlight emitted a faint glow around the men and women on the boat.

After rowing for a while, Wang Yuan stopped paddles, let the boat float in the lake, turned around and looked at Princess A Luo who was thinking about it in a daze, and said, "A Luo, I have had a very happy life in the past three days, I have not had such a peaceful and peaceful day for a long time. Look here, it's like a fairyland, living here, all worries can be left behind for nine days, and I enjoy these three days. ”

Ah Luo's eyes lit up, and she looked at Wang Yuan and stopped talking. Wang Yuan sighed lightly and said, "However, although this place is beautiful, it is only a beautiful scenery. The lonely and lonely wonderland seems to me imperfect. A truly perfect fairyland has not only beautiful scenery, but also people who know each other. Life is just a few decades, if a white horse flies, all this is a dream. The only reason why this dream is still real is what it has experienced. Even if it's pain and sorrow, or happiness and happiness, that's a human experience. Without these experiences and insights, this dream would be a blank dream, which would be equivalent to coming to the world in vain. ”

Ah Luo was silent, although she didn't understand why Wang Yuan was so emotional, but she could also understand what Wang Yuan wanted to express.

"All experiences will make the dream of life more abundant, leaving many traces of existence, sometimes we may not dare to face it because of fear, so we choose to escape, choose to hide in the mountains and old forests to enjoy ourselves. This may not be wrong, but in my opinion, it is a kind of passivity and cowardice. Wonderland does not only exist in the mountains, forests and lakes, not only quiet and ethereal, not just away from the hustle and bustle. Wonderland is actually in everyone's heart. Everyone suffers for the sake of the future, suffers for the peace and happiness of their families, and sheds blood and sacrifices for the justice in their hearts, in fact, they are building the fairyland in their hearts, and in my opinion, that is the real fairyland. Wang Yuan said softly.

A Luo Xing's eyes sparkled and looked at Wang Yuan, and secretly cheered for Wang Yuan's words in his heart. Although it is a little unbelievable that a young man who is not yet a weak crown can say this, it also proves that the person in front of him is not a shallow person. He is not only a great hero, but he also has a deep and unpredictable mind, and this trait is even more mysterious and fascinating.

Wang Yuan stretched out his hand to pick up something from the boat, the moonlight was bright, and Ah Luo could see it clearly, it was actually a wreath woven of flowers. Wang Yuan slowly put the garland on Ah Luo's head, reached out to hold Ah Luo's hand, looked directly at Ah Luo's eyes, and whispered: "Ah Luo, I'll answer your question just now." You asked me if I had been disappointed in you for three days, and I replied yes, I was not disappointed. ”

Ah Luo's face was flushed and her face was feverish. The little hand was held by Wang Yuan, feeling the warmth of the other party's skin, all of which made her panic in her heart, and she didn't know what to do.

"In the past three days, I have seen the most simple and pure Aluo, a princess Aluo who is willing to be lonely and can endure loneliness. Yes, you didn't deliberately please me, you didn't sing and dance for me, and you didn't say half a word of flattery to me, but I could feel your love. The clothes you made for me were good, and I'm sure that was the only time you made clothes for someone because it didn't fit, but it was love. Under the scorching sun, you brought me tea and put on a bamboo hat to shade me, worried that I would be attacked by the scorching heat. In the middle of the night, you quietly came downstairs to cover me with a thin quilt, for fear that I would suffer from the cold of the night. In the past three days, we have lived the most ordinary life, watering flowers, picking vegetables, digging bamboo shoots and catching fish, and these things are too much and even a little boring. I'll admit that I find it boring too, but I always see your warm and concerned gaze every time I do things, which makes me feel very warm. So, I can only honestly tell you that you have captured my heart, and I do like it. ”

Ah Luo's body trembled slightly, her palms became cold, and her body curled up together. Not the wind chill on the lake at night, but the excitement. A Luo is not a reserved woman, as the princess of Nanzhao Kingdom, A Luo gives the people of Nanzhao Kingdom the feeling that she is generous, dignified, courteous, wise and smart. But Ah Luo was emotionally blank, and when she found out that she liked Wang Yuan, Ah Luo actually felt deep self-reproach in her heart. She felt that she shouldn't like Wang Yuan, which seemed to be a betrayal. Because of this, she resolutely wanted to live in the mountains, not so much because of Nanzhao's customs, but because Ah Luo wanted to atone for her sins in this way.

When Wang Yuan appeared in front of her, Ah Luo was very flustered, she didn't want to show her love for Wang Yuan, so she deliberately responded with indifference. But in every move, word and deed, his heart was still exposed, and he was made transparent by Wang Yuan's words, and there was nowhere to hide.

"Now I solemnly ask you to come with me, I will take you away, and I can't let you stay here. It's not a wonderland, it's a place where you can lose yourself. Wang Yuan said in a low voice.

Ah Luo twisted her body in a panic, looking forward to this scene countless times in her heart, and wishing for this moment in her dreams countless times, but when this moment really happened, Ah Luo felt panicked and scared.

"I ...... I ......" Ah Luo muttered in a low voice, trying her best to pull her palm out of Wang Yuan's hand, struggling so that the boat swayed from side to side, almost overturning.

Wang Yuan frowned and said, "Don't you want to?" ”

"I ......" Ah Luo didn't know how to express her mood at the moment.

The flame in Wang Yuan's eyes began to slowly extinguish, and finally let go of Princess Aluo's palm, turned around and sighed softly, grabbed the oars and began rowing. In the moonlight on the lake, the boat was rowed to the shore. Wang Yuan stood up, jumped onto the shore of the lake, turned around and gently arched his hand to Princess Aluo, who was sitting in the lake, and said, "Princess Aluo, it seems that she is making a fool of herself, I said that I didn't see my portrait in your room, it seems that your brother is lying." You're not in love with me, I'm just wishful thinking. In that case, I will not disturb your peace, and there may be other solutions to the fact that you have to live in the mountains, and I may think of other solutions, or if you need my help, I will come back to help you out of the confines of this matter. These three days have been wonderful, they have given me good memories and I am very happy. Then I'm going to take my leave, Princess Arlo, take care. ”

Wang Yuan turned around and strode forward, his steps were decisive and fast, and he soon walked through the flowers on the shore and walked dozens of steps away. Ah Luoshang, who was sitting on the bow of the boat, was stunned, and suddenly woke up and found that Wang Yuan's back had become blurred under the moon, and suddenly seemed to feel that his heart had been hollowed out, as if he had lost the most precious thing in an instant, as if his soul had also left his body and gone away, and he suddenly panicked.

"Don't go, please don't go." Ah Luo opened her mouth, but she didn't make a sound.

The figure strode away and disappeared into the moonlit flowers. Ah Luo suddenly woke up, stood up and hurriedly went ashore to catch up, the boat that was already swaying was made by her violent movements began to spin, Ah Luo leaned, stepped on the air, and fell into the icy lake with a 'poof'.

In just an instant, the water of the extinct lake came in, Ah Luo couldn't swim, she really couldn't swim, and her instinctive reaction after falling into the water was to grab and kick in a panic. After a few sips of water, her mind began to blur. In just a dozen breaths, Ah Luo felt that the world was spinning around him, the whole world collapsed in front of his eyes, and his body began to sink into the cold lake water.

The moonlight in the sky shone brightly, through the ripples of the lake, shining on the pale face of Ah Luo who had sunk into the water. Ah Luo's heart was like ashes, and for a moment she realized that she was going to die here, and the remorse in her heart was overwhelming. She regrets that her reserve and hermes failed to express the love in her heart before death comes, and she regrets that she failed to face her heart.

"Well, that's fine. It's not really meaningful to be alive. Arlo's inner voice told herself, and her hands and feet gave up struggling, and her eyes looked through the lake, watching the moon in the sky turn yellow and dim, and her body was enveloped in a dark and thick darkness.