"Hold on, I'm coming. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info open your mouth and grow your mouth. Come! Help with intubation. ”

"What's wrong? Reflex tremor? ”

"It's a foreign body inhalation in the lungs! I need a straw and someone needs to hold him down. ”

"I'm ready, hold on."

A wave of chaos invaded my peace. The blonde teen is replaced by two busy figures.

The throat stinged from the entry of a foreign object, and with the gentle vibration of the motor, a mass of something rushed out of the throat from the chest.

The crisp air filled my lungs, and I had never felt more at ease.

Fu Jiang's luck pulled me at the last minute.

There is a chance to gaze at reality again, and even the gloomy critical illness room seems warm and comfortable.

It was Karin who discovered the anomaly. Once again, she saved my life.

This incident happened suddenly, not an accident caused by the disease, and it is difficult to be detected under normal circumstances, right...... She kept watch outside the door.

The thought of the beautiful goddess of the battlefield who guarded me sleeplessly because of my relationship made my heart feel hot.

Either way, I still have a place in her heart.

The reality is cruel, but it's really good for me. It is also a pleasure to lie on the hospital bed and admire her busy appearance.

She went around everyone's beds and left after making sure everything was in order. He didn't say a word to me during the whole process, which made me infinitely disappointed after carefully preparing words of thanks.

At first, I was a little resentful, am I treated the same as ordinary wounded?

Then he became lost and depressed.

I guess I was mistaken, she really happened to pass by and saved my life.

Yes, she is the goddess of the battlefield, the goddess of all of us.

I was so dizzy that I was expecting special treatment from her.

There was a tingling in my heart, is this the so-called pain of falling out of love?

I've never been in love, but I've experienced a breakup first.

Even I feel so pitiful.

For a long time, my heart was gloomy, and I thought it would be better to die immediately, maybe she would notice me and shed a few tears.

After a few days, my mood finally improved.

In order to get out of the shadow of falling out of love, I tried to turn my attention to other things.

The rumbling of artillery continued incessantly, both from nearby positions and from far away, from enemy-controlled areas.

At first, I didn't think it was a constant exchange of fire. But the artillery fire has not stopped, and even has a tendency to intensify, which surprises me, what is going on?

Whose hand is this endless shelling, if it is the enemy's shelling, we would be too calm here.

If our artillery bombardment has finally begun, why can't anyone be heard cheering?

Moreover, a rapid attack refers to a short-term fire strike, and there is no delay for several days without stopping.

I was injured in my spine, and although the overall injury was not serious or fatal, it was very slow and I could not move at will.

The tactical terminal was taken away, making it impossible for me to know the progress of the battle.

Although Karin came to see me every day, she would not say a word to me.

She always made rounds of the entire ward and then left.

Every time it hurts me, because even in the face of ordinary wounded, she will greet me with a gentle tone, but she is so cold to me.

Familiar comrades-in-arms died of death, and there were no friends, and I was almost isolated from the world in the ward.

With growing doubts in my mind, I spent the most boring period since joining the army in the ward.

Finally, Ruan Pai came to see me.

Faced with a face that was always serious and sharp, I asked the question in my mind, but the answer was: "I can't tell you unless the Ministry of Internal Affairs dispels its suspicion of you." ”

"What!"

Ruan Pai's words were like a thunderbolt from the blue, even if his volume was not loud, it shook my head to the point of dizziness.

"Doubt me? Why! ”

"No, the fortress battery was shot down by naval guns. To accomplish such a precise strike, someone must guide it. ”

"They doubt me?"

Ruan Pai nodded lightly. Tears welled up with grievances, and it took me a lot of effort to restrain myself.

It's a shame not to let people see me crying.

Ruan Pai just chatted with me without any pain and then left.

He said it was because he was on a mission, but I knew he was trying to avoid suspicion and minimize the time he spent in contact with me.

Everything was clear, the tactical terminal was taken away, someone was sent to guard outside the ward, Karin didn't speak to me, all because someone suspected me of being a traitor.

It's really ridiculous in the world, I'm not a big person, hovering on the edge of life and death all day long, what am I guilty of, and what may I leak?

As a fighter at the bottom, I don't even recognize the tactical terms and coordinate parameters at the bottom level.

I actually said that I was a spy. At this time, there is still internal friction, no wonder the millions of troops are beaten like pigs' heads. It's no wonder that only the troops that fight among themselves can win the battle.

I don't think anymore, I don't worry anymore, I don't think about it, but I feel cold.

Thanks to my painstaking efforts to join the Volunteers, I was born and died to resist the invaders, and in the end I was only charged with being a traitor.

I'm a slut, I'm ......

What kind of shelling, victory or defeat, casualties, all I threw aside.

I began to hate my luck, how good it would be if I could die on the battlefield, at least knowing that I was a martyr and would be missed.

It's good now, I have become a spy that everyone despises and shouts and beats, especially after a heroic battle, and the ironic result makes me lose the strength to sigh.

Karin, the goddess of the battlefield, she didn't see me as an ordinary wounded, I was not even as good as an animal in her eyes, she saved me as a sign of the goddess's mercy.

I was stupid enough to expect her to look the other way, and it was so stupid for me.

In Karin's eyes, I'm no different from a piece of garbage, and the world is no longer interesting to me.

The reason why I didn't know myself was because I didn't want to be seen as suicidal in fear of sin. This is my silent protest against unfair treatment.

How am I still alive and how good it is to be dead.

Karin was back in the ward, talking to everyone in the room gently, making their beds and even washing their bodies.

I quietly watched her busy, with no sorrow or joy in my heart, because I knew that this had nothing to do with me, and as a pile of garbage, I did not deserve to be treated gently.

"Here, turn sideways, I'll wash your body."

Sure enough, the gentle voice came to me and became an indifferent almsgiving.

She must be thinking that spies are also human beings, so she should reluctantly clean him.

"No need."

I rolled over and gave her a back spine.

Maybe it's because I've always been grateful for the response, and the goddess is very uncomfortable with my reaction.

I felt her standing behind me for a long time, but she didn't speak.

I'm stunned, I haven't been treated so meanly, I must be very unhappy and the spy will show you a look.

I felt a sense of revenge, and the depression I had been feeling for a few days finally found an outlet, and the heaviness in my heart finally subsided.

"Poof, you're angry, aren't you? Don't be childish, cleanliness is important for the body, otherwise the wound will become infected. ”

Childish? She even called me childish. These days of being misunderstood, isolated, and in a cage-like ward, I just don't want her to wipe me off, and I am actually called childish.

I just felt the fire surging up Nameless, and I suddenly turned around and shouted at her, "What's wrong with being angry? Can't spies be angry? I'm a spy, so I should have been coldly and violently attacked by you all the time, so can't I be quiet alone?! ”

Facing me, Karin's face was full of astonishment, "Spy, who said that?" How did I not know? ”

"You are still quibbling, every time you come to check the ward in the past few days, you only ignore me. Ruan Pai has already told me that I am under investigation, and the suspicion of being a spy cannot be ruled out. ”

She looked at me stunned for a long time, first her eyes curved into the shape of a beautiful half-moon, and then she covered her mouth with her hands, and the wild laughter that even moved her hair was displayed in the form of a muffled whimper under her great control.

"Fool! That's because I know you so well that I don't need to make all those false things. Don't you feel weird? I'm not a resident military doctor, so what do I do when I come to the ward every day. It's because you're here that I'm here! ”

Karin's words made me suddenly go from great sorrow to great joy, and my body couldn't adapt for a while, not only could I breathe, but even my heart rate was uneven.

During the alarm of the life support device, Karin was busy, and I was uncomfortable all over my body, but I was in a good mood.

Karin didn't dislike me, and the world suddenly became a better place.