(a)

Hearing you say that you are not in good health, my heart suddenly hangs. I felt my scalp tighten and my throat was choked.

Could it be that this same tragedy began again before we met?

Are we destined to experience the pain of parting again?

My voice trembled and I said, "What? Is your heart disease very serious? ”

You say, "This is how it was when I saw the magazine. ”

I said, "So, what now?" ”

You say, "Now, things have changed a little bit. You don't have to worry. The improvement of the situation has given me confidence. When I saw that you were about to walk down the steps and leave me, I was finally able to make up my mind, and I couldn't help but open my mouth to reveal my identity to you, and explain everything. ”

I said, "You're healed now, aren't you?" ”

You shake your head and say, "It's not completely healed, but it's much better." I still have my heart medication with me, but I haven't used it for more than half a year. The condition has been well controlled. ”

You take a medicine bottle out of your pocket and show it to me, and sure enough, it's a quick-acting medicine for your heart.

You say: "My personal doctor knows the ins and outs of my condition best, and he is also surprised by the sudden improvement of my condition, and he cannot explain the reason for the spontaneous improvement. However, he said, if this improvement continues, and if I take care of my health care on a daily basis, I may be able to live a long life with illness. ”

I look at you in amazement.

I said, "During this time, did you meet great specialists and receive new treatments?" ”

You say, "Not really." Ever since the doctors announced that my condition was so severe that I could collapse at any moment, I gave up all treatment and waited for my end with peace of mind. ”

I said, "Is it self-healing?" ”

You say, "Yes." ”

I said, "You must have done something, otherwise the situation wouldn't have changed on its own." ”

You say, "Maybe something I've done has an impact on that." ”

You told me that since you thought you wouldn't have a normal lifespan in this life, you have devoted most of your energy to charity, especially those related to medical assistance.

In fact, the time you took the train to Munich with a very serious heart disease was to attend a ceremony for a charity project of the International Organization of Doctors, which provides free stents and free surgeries to patients who cannot afford to have heart stents fitted. Because of a heart attack, you can't travel by plane, so you have to choose the train, and it's a very slow, smooth, spacious and well-ventilated tourist train.

You say, "I made a wish to provide 10,000 people with heart disease with free stents and free surgeries before I die." If you can fulfill your wish, even if you don't meet you, you die quietly, and this life is not meaningless. At the very least, I turned my life into a new life for 10,000 patients. ”

You say, "Perhaps, it was this wish, and the actions that followed, that extended my life." ”

I said, "It must be like this." Now you are no longer living for yourself, but for the lives of others. This is the extra life that comes with your good intentions. ”

We all invariably remembered that in the past, you suggested that Liu Shen marry with the ancestors of Tubo and Rong, instead of fighting against them, and this suggestion brought you rare painkillers for the return of the Luo Kingdom to pay tribute, and with the help of painkillers, we had the final farewell and meeting, and had a trip to Baojing Lake and Yuanjue Temple.

Now, the same situation is repeated.

Your generosity in supporting the lives of others has given you extra life, improved health, and the possibility that we will meet again today.

We are relatively speechless, immersed in a deep appreciation of the laws of fate.

Although we have committed serious mistakes in the past, which have led to very unfortunate consequences, we are by no means resigned to fate, and we can indeed rely on our current actions to influence the direction of our destiny.

My life is in my hands, and my life is made by me.

As long as we understand the profound cause and effect relationship and grasp the laws of changing circumstances, everyone can become the master of fate.

(b)

After gazing affectionately for a long time, your voice breaks the sweet and poignant silence once more.

You pull out a silver-cased pocket watch with a cabochon embossed surface from your pocket.

You show me the pocket watch.

I looked at the intricately carved ornamentation on the case. That's your family's ornament. Like the ornament on your ring, it is engraved with the famous scimitar in the shape of a crescent.

You motioned for me to open it.

I opened the case and saw that on the inside of the case, there was a small oil painting.

The picture shows a beautiful ancient Chinese woman, holding her hair in a high bun, wearing a golden phoenix-style headdress, gorgeously dressed, dignified and demure.

I looked at my face from a thousand years ago, and my heart was mixed, and I didn't know what to say for a while.

Then, I saw the time on my pocket watch again.

The pocket watch actually stopped, didn't move. The time on the dial stands still at 16:42:27.

I stared blankly at the time.

You say, "Remember this time?" ”

I look up at you.

You say, "This is the last time we were apart." I remember it very clearly. At that time, I was crushed under the tires of a car and saw you climb over the protective rope fence and rush out of the shooting range. My eyes made eye contact with yours. I saw your eyes in grief to despair, helpless and terrified. The way I look at you fades in my consciousness and dissipates into a blank slate. Behind you, on the snow-white wall, there is an electronic clock, on which the time is 16:42:27. It was the last moment of the end of my previous life. ”

You say, "I always remember this set of numbers vividly. I bought this watch for myself the day I turned 20 and came of age. Since that day, I have been carrying this pocket watch and keeping time fixed in this moment. It has been with me for more than 20 years. ”

You say, "I think if we can meet again, on the day we meet you, I'll give you this watch and ask you to start winding it all over again and get it moving again." ”

You say, "Qin'er, now, we can finally be together again." Let's start moving around with this watch. Let's end the nightmare and long wait of the past once again and start a new life again. ”

I clutched the watch tightly, tears blurring my eyes once more.

You say, "But before it all starts again, I want to say to you, Qin'er, if everything has a beginning, there must be an end." If there is a generation, there must be an extinction. If there is an encounter, there will be a separation. And the end can happen at any time, not necessarily when we're ready, not necessarily in the way we envisioned. Do you, for now, fully understand this? ”

I nodded vigorously.

You say, "Good." So, are we going to start again? ”

With tears in my eyes, I gaze at your face. I said, "Now, I don't fear the sudden end of everything anymore." I was only afraid that when everything in this life came to an abrupt end, nothing really meaningful had yet begun. ”

As I spoke, I lowered my head and tightened the winding of my pocket watch.

I heard the crisp ticking of my pocket watch.

The second hand on the pocket watch began to move forward one block at a time.

We looked side by side at the pocket watch in my hand, and we kept moving forward every second.

Time begins again, and space unfolds again.

In this way, we left the joys and sorrows of the previous life and began a life of dependence on each other in this life.

This is the beginning of happiness again.

It is also the beginning of the end again.

It is the beginning of reunion after a long catastrophe,

It was also the beginning of the long tribulation that dispersed again.

In this regard, we have personally witnessed and clearly understood,