(a)

The voice said, "What you can't do at the pinnacle of your power, no other force in the universe can do. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info has more Evergrande power, but it takes care of more. In the end, individuals can only be rescued separately. If the individual does not respond to this more ever-powerful force, it will not be effective for the individual. ”

The voice said, "If you can find that way, the answer is on the way you came." So, you have to go back to find out. You have to search up and down, without distractions, to know. ”

(b)

Then, suddenly, I opened my eyes and found myself foaming at the mouth on the bed.

I know I didn't die successfully.

I don't know what caused the function of sleeping pills to suddenly fall halfway. Perhaps, I bought fake sleeping pills.

But how to interpret that voice?

Now, as if waking up from a nightmare, I can't find the sound anymore or prove it ever existed. However, I remembered what it said: "If you kill yourself once, you will experience suicide repeatedly." It was tragic, and very painful. ”

I don't know why, I believe this sentence. I don't need a reason, I don't need a proof, I don't need logic to believe this.

Since then, I have never attempted suicide again.

It's not because of fear of death.

In fact, in the final moments, on the edge of the space, that voice reminded me again.

There is something more meaningful than doing this desperate companionship: I want to save you! I want to be a strong and soft embrace for all dying beings, to be able to block the dispersion and extinction of all life at the last moment, to lovingly show the way and the truth to all the scattered souls, to stop all life from repeating itself in a long life and death judgment.

I'm going to come back and explore this method! The voice told me that there was such a way and a way.

That's what I died, knowing this.

I won't go in vain, and I won't go back in vain!

(c)

Dear you. We are not separate, we are not separate. We are connected.

When you're at war, there's no way I'm not at war.

When I'm in solitude, you can't be in solitude.

When you're in death, there's no way I'm not in death.

When I'm on the trek, you can't be without the trek.

I can't leave you to go anywhere else. Because I am you. I'm either nothing. Either that's you. You are another appearance, another state of me. Our connections and entanglements go deep into the quantum level, into the final level of the "indivisible". My concern for you is eternal and universal.

It's not so much man-to-person, it's matter-to-matter, particle-to-particle, and element-to-element.

It goes far beyond the boundaries of this life and of the human body, let alone between men and women.

So, there is no consolation. It can only be self-justified.

(iv)

After getting rid of the near-death pain caused by sleeping pills and the various discomforts that followed for more than 20 hours, my desire to die has weakened.

I got up in a daze, ordered a takeout, ate half a bowl of white rice porridge, and went to take a shower to clean my body of the unpleasant aftertaste of death.

When I got back to bed, I suddenly remembered two books that the Tibetan teacher gave you when we were in Bosang, one is a biography of His Holiness Milarepa and the other, I remember, is a book on the bardo realm after death, which details the process of going to the six realms of reincarnation from the beginning of the bardo journey to the end of the bardo journey.

At that time, although I read this book once, I only had a vague impression that it was really detailed and true, and definitely did not look like it was fabricated.

I especially need to read this book again now.

I calmed down, cleared my head, and began to recall where the book is now.

I remembered, this book, after we came back from Beausan, you put it together with those historical tomes that I bought. It should now be in the vault of the bank you rented for me, along with all those tomes.

As a result, I could no longer live in Xiyuan.

The next day, after I had recovered a bit, I hurriedly bought a ticket for the return trip, rushed back to the bank, went to the basement, opened the safe deposit box, and found the book.

I took the book back to my home and eagerly opened it to examine it.

I was amazed to find that all the parts before the breath and consciousness disappeared, it was written accurately! Indeed, it is what I have experienced myself!

So, can it be inferred from this that the rest of it is also a completely truthful description?

My heart was pounding with excitement.

Could it be that there are really people in this world who have crossed over life and death? Does anyone really know the whole process? So, if I follow this person, will I be able to understand the world after death? Can you know where you're going?

Isn't it, we don't have to wait for billions of years of future life to meet, I can take the initiative to find you, take the initiative to go to the world you are in at the moment? Can I go and rescue you from that terrible and immeasurable bloodshed?

I read the book over and over again.

My heart is getting stronger and stronger.

I want to follow in the footsteps of this forerunner, and I want to witness the correctness of the second half as if I had witnessed the first half!

(5)

The following poem is an excerpt from Karma Chagme Rinpoche's Teachings on Mountain Retreat:

"By impermanence, you are in the past. You don't know that you're dead or not, you're still in doubt, you no longer have flesh and blood, but only a mental body (bardo). ”

"You're an eight-year-old child, and no matter where you're born, you're going to see that light, that color. Although there is no sun or moon in the sky on this trip, you can also illuminate yourself. ”

"Sometimes you remember your past life and your present life and see a little bit of your future life. But once you remember it, you immediately forget it, and it becomes obscure again. ”

"Getting rid of your body, you can swim in three thousand worlds in an instant. Sometimes you go up to the top of the mountain, sometimes you go down to the bottom of the sea. The people who travel with you are fickle, sometimes you walk with the dead, sometimes with the living. ”

"You have no reflection in the underwater mirror, and you have no shadow yourself. If you walk on sand or mud, you will not leave a footprint. You are amazed at what you see. You think you still have a body, but you don't have it anymore. ”

"You feel sad to know that you're dead. You're thinking about what to do, and you're panicking. You run around, hurry! Where can I find a body? ”

"You have a lot of fears and a lot of expectations. You have received a lot of condemnation, accusations, misses, concerns, praises and criticisms. When people say what you say, they hear you a word, and they don't hear a word of what you say. It makes you feel very sad. You tell them, don't worry, don't cry, I'm here. You call their names and go up to them, hug them, comfort them, but they can't see and keep crying. ”

I recommend you to read this book.

Maybe you don't believe in another world after death. But it doesn't hurt to look at it. It doesn't take much of your time, anyway, every day you read online articles, you have a lot of time to waste. What if, in the bardo world after death, there really is?

(f)

What is Farewell? Goodbye doesn't have to mean an increase in distance. Goodbye is: Since then, no contact has been possible.