In the floating of thoughts, Yang Wenbin fell asleep deeply.

The train, after more than ten hours of bumps, finally arrived at the Mengli Railway Station.

Yang Wenbin got off the train with the flow of people and got out of the platform.

In the square in front of the station, he was a little dazed.

Because, in the past, there were only a few floors in front of the station, which has been replaced by high-rise buildings rising from the ground, one after another.

Is this still the capital of the league that I remembered when I was a child?

Quietly, the city has been turned upside down.

Yang Wenbin has only been to this city three times.

I remember that the first time was in April and May of the year I graduated from junior high school. The middle school teacher organizes all students who apply for the examination to go to the No. 8 Middle School for additional examinations in music, physical education, and art subjects. At that time, he knew that the capital of the League, who knew it, was a middle school.

A school represents a city.

The second time, after eight years, he had already finished his secondary school and was about to graduate from university, so he came to the city's secondary normal school for an internship as a history teacher.

That time, in his spare time, he visited the ancient city, what the south tower, the north tower, and the locust tree cave, and stayed here for more than two months. I have a relatively complete impression of the city.

Counting this time, it is the third time, but it is also a time flies, and another eight years have passed.

The world is changing, and the development of cities is really fast.

It was already half past seven in the morning.

Yang Wenbin didn't know where the League Hospital was, so he had to take a taxi and go directly to the League Central Hospital.

He had just gotten into the taxi, and after a while, he received a call from his sister.

The phone said that they had arrived at the emergency room on the first floor of the central hospital, and she was paying the fee.

When Yang Wenbin arrived at the hospital, there were few people in the hall on the first floor.

On the chair on the side of the hall, he met Abba, who was waiting to be examined.

Abba was already thin, and now his face has lost weight significantly, but his spirit seems to be quite good.

When I saw Yang Wenbin, I asked, "Why are you here?"

I'm just a little sick, come here to see, you see how you can rush back, don't delay work! ”

Yang Wenbin hurriedly explained: "No, I happened to be not busy during this time, so I came back to take a look, and I happened to hear my sister say that I came here to see a doctor, so I rushed over." ”

After a while, my sister walked down from the upper floor with the bill, and then, several people came to the door of the CT room and waited.

"Yang Guodong, who is Yang Guodong, it's your turn!" The doctor shouted from inside the room.

"I am!" Abba said.

Yang Wenbin and his sister helped Abba into the CT examination room, sat on the examination table, carefully helped him take off his shoes and lie down.

After that, I saw the examination table, which was swinging up and down, left and right in the circular instrument under the control of the doctor.

The doctor asked several people to exit the exam room.

After a while, the door to the exam room opened.

Yang Wenbin and his sister helped Abba up from the examination table and put on his shoes.

I came to the small stool in the hallway and waited quietly for the results of the examination.

Years of life as a soldier have almost cut off Yang Wenbin's contact with the local community. He didn't know anything about local things.

Now, Abba is sick, but his eyes are black. A friend I know who works in a local hospital didn't think to look for it, I really don't know it.

Fortunately, I have my sister, after so many years of work, she has really come into contact with and met some colleagues in all aspects.

This time, my sister went to the Central Hospital of the League to confirm Abba's condition at the recommendation of her colleague's relatives.

After a while, the results of the examination came out.

My sister and Yang Wenbin were called separately to the doctor's office on the second floor.

The doctor, not very tall, about fifty years old, wore a pair of glasses and had the demeanor of a scholar.

The unique temperament formed by many years of career makes people awe of him.

My sister was the first to walk up and ask, "Doctor, how is my father's condition?" ”

After confirming that the office door was closed, the doctor said to the two people, "You sisters are both here, so I'll tell you two about the examination, and the CT film came out just now."

Your father's illness was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. Now, the cancer has spread to the diaphragm, kidneys, and lymph. ”

"How do you need to be treated?" Yang Wenbin asked.

"At this point, in terms of treatment, I don't think general surgery, radiotherapy, and chemotherapy are very suitable.

Because, after all, your father is in his sixties, and he is almost seventy, and her physical condition is not suitable for surgery.

In addition, in our experience, even if the cancer cells are not cleaned up after surgery, the effect of surgery will be greatly reduced. If it spreads, it is difficult to pick it off.

At the same time, his physical condition is not suitable for radiotherapy and chemotherapy.

If you force him to have surgery, it will make him more painful, and then he may not be able to get off the operating table.

Radiotherapy and chemotherapy use radiation and chemical drugs to kill cancer cells. However, normal cells can also be damaged, especially for white blood cells, red blood cells, etc. in the blood, and the degree of damage will be very large.

Moreover, after radiotherapy and chemotherapy, all my hair fell out. The digestive system will be greatly damaged, the patient will have a decreased appetite, and the body will appear weaker. Therefore, from the perspective of practical effects, it will accelerate the death of patients. ”

Hearing the doctor's diagnosis, this is tantamount to pronouncing Abba's death sentence and destroying Yang Wenbin's last illusion. Yang Wenbin felt confused: "What should I do?" What to do? Which means should be used for treatment? He couldn't make up his mind.

My sister asked, "If I don't have surgery, radiotherapy, and chemotherapy like my father, how long will I survive?" ”

The doctor said, "In his case, it's three or four months. Seven or eight months for the long time. Of course, if all aspects are well controlled, it is possible to create miracles and survive longer.

Based on our relationship, my advice is: do not have radiotherapy, chemotherapy or surgery. Take conservative treatments, take some anti-cancer drugs, supplement nutrition, and spend the last time and live a comfortable life. ”

Yang Wenbin and his sister are full of pain in their hearts. In fact, the choice in the hearts of the two people is the same, don't let Abba, in the last time, be too painful.

Without surgery, it is possible to live for seven or eight months.

After surgery, radiotherapy, or chemotherapy, you may not be able to get off the operating table. It's a matter of a few days.

In the end, it is really painful to choose children.

Because of their own choices, it determines the length of survival time of their loved ones.

It's a hard decision to make. Because different choices will bring different consequences. No one can make a choice for their children.

Even the father himself was even more indecisive when faced with this problem. If you are under a lot of pressure, knowing this news will not only not help your condition, but will even aggravate your condition instantly due to psychological pressure. Causes an early end to the time of life.

So, Yang Wenbin and his sister asked the doctor: "If you don't have surgery and rely on drugs to maintain it, what kind of medicine do you need?" Where is it sold? How much does it cost? The result? ”

"I have one here, called Conlight, some time ago, a patient of the same kind took this medicine and survived for more than half a year. If you want to use it, I can prepare some for you.

However, this is a new anti-cancer drug, which is relatively expensive and not easy to buy.

By the way, you two will go back and discuss it, and I'll let me know if you need it.

This is the thing, the situation is the case, you two, you have to treat it correctly. The doctor said earnestly.

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