Chapter 108: Nature in Crisis
“...... Misunderstanding, it's really just a misunderstanding......."
Wood hid in the darkness and made only sounds. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info It's as if it were his world, and even though we are only a few meters apart, we have to talk in this way.
I was still angry, and the red in my field of vision, soaked in a thick black mist, turned into a thick black and red. I don't care what you say.
Misunderstand?
Look at the swelling on Yushiro's forearm, the broken spots, the black and red parts, all of which are proof that he has suffered a heavy blow. If it's an enemy, it doesn't matter, she is her own person, a comrade-in-arms, and a person who can entrust her back. Damn bastard, he hurt her like that.
"Unforgivable!"
The sane part of my consciousness was surprised. I was able to make such a sound. Say curse-like words that only the demons of hell have.
“......”
The inconvenience of the body, the contrast of combat power, and the difference in the environment are all meaningless in my opinion. All I wanted to do was to go into the black mist and catch that despicable wretched worm, tearing apart tendon by tendon and making him suffer a hundred times as much as Yukiyo endured.
Before reason warned me, I had leapt into darkness for the rest of my life.
In a state of rage, my vision and thoughts are blurred. I only felt that there was a thick black mist that could not be dissolved. Screaming, the screams that don't look like a human being. Cries of pain under heavy blows, and desperate pleadings. All of these weeks come together and rush left and right in my mind.
I don't know how I got in, I don't know how I got out, and I don't know how I fought with my left hand, with my right hand and right leg crippled.
"That's it! Enough, don't kill her. ”
In the end, it was Yukiyo who stopped me from venting the fight. Her clear voice was like the first rays of the morning sun, piercing the darkness and freeing me from tyrannical control.
When I finally regained my self and my vision became clear, I was greeted by Yukiyo's frightened expression and the beaten inhuman Wood.
"What's wrong with you, you're crazy. I shouted to you to stop, didn't you hear? ”
I shook my head in a sloppy manner, and I saw the head of the eldest sister who was protecting the inhumanoid Wood behind me.
She didn't even care about being unclothed, and was using her body to stand in front of Wood.
If I hadn't stopped in time, she would have been beaten up the next moment.
"What are you going to do, I'm teaching a lesson to those who dare to shoot at you, so that this kid will have a long memory and stay away from you in the future. Why did you rush here? And protect him, why? He was the one who beat you like that, not me! ”
In the face of my roar, Yukiyo first stared at me in incomprehension, and then showed a look of understanding. She left Wood and came to me in a draped blouse that could not be covered.
The gentle hug and whispered thank you melted the ice in my heart. Looking at her two red and swollen arms, my heart was full of guilt.
"I'm sorry I didn't protect you."
"Silly brother, it's my sister that I did on my own, and being able to be saved by you is a blessing that I cultivated in my last life."
The gentle touch on my cheeks will be a treasure for my whole life.
......
Until the end, I couldn't figure out what Yukiyo meant by self-inflicted self-inflicted self-inflicted words. Since she didn't want to say more, I couldn't ask in detail.
Go back and examine Wood's injuries. Basically, it is a skin injury, although it looks ugly, but it has no effect on the muscles and bones.
I don't know if it's this guy's luck, or if it's the result of the last trace of clarity in my heart in a state of rage.
Anyway, when he woke up, it was like a ghost when he saw me.
For this incident, the two parties involved are very secretive, I pretended not to care about it on the surface, but in fact, I thought about it repeatedly in my heart.
What we encounter is the most instinctive human response in a desperate situation.
This phenomenon is not uncommon in history.
In some accounts of disasters and accidents, as well as the effects of man-made disasters caused by war itself, we can hear from time to time that the so-called inhumane phenomena mentioned in the relevant records.
For ordinary people, the most popular way to talk is the phenomenon of cannibalism.
Basically, as long as there are people, once they are put into a real desperate situation, or make them think they are in a desperate situation. Human nature will come to an outburst. At this time, people are different from usual, they no longer follow the social and moral norms that they have followed for several years, and their own survival is the first priority.
As the most powerful human desire, appetite plays a great role here.
As a result, cannibalism is often heard in many disasters.
What surprised me was not that this phenomenon would occur among the three of us, but that as three special forces, this incredible phenomenon had already occurred in less than a few days after they had just fallen into a desperate situation.
What is the nature of human beings, what kind of person I am, and what is my inner self is like are all questions that make me introspect even in a desperate situation.
The two of them didn't say anything, and I could roughly guess the development of events.
It's not that I have great analytical reasoning skills, it's all because of my major in college.
As a history student and a former aspiring historian, there is not much of an incredible thing about this event itself.
Entering a desperate situation, in order to survive, Yushiro and Wood show two completely different desires.
Yukiyo's desires are related to offspring and continuation, so the behavior she exhibits is sexual. Since I had shown an appetite before the others, that is, a cannibalistic trait, she chose the only other person who could have a descendant with him, and that was Wood.
Unfortunately, her choice was very wrong. I was an early adopter of instinctive desires, but I didn't lose control, while Wood, on the other hand, was silent and not good at communicating, and his control over his own desires was already relatively weak. Once encountering a desperate change, it is the first to break out out of control.
What I saw was actually his attempt to use violence to kill Xue Dai, who was on the verge of desire and had little self-defense, which is why the eldest sister, who is usually violent and in fact not a vegetarian, would be planted in Wood's hands.
There's another thing that I'm really concerned about.
That is, I myself exhibited an appetite trait in a desperate situation, and under normal circumstances I would have evolved into the same cannibalistic tendencies as Wood.
That strange dream is a true portrayal of my heart, in order to survive, I really want to eat people, I want to eat the companions around me.
But the scene just now is very similar to my performance on the battlefield.
I ignored the primitive desires of the body and turned to a frenzied battle to defend the social and moral norms that should be abandoned by the body.
It can be said that among the various behaviors of the three of them, my own behavior is the most abnormal.
Could it be that there are so many desperate situations that I can control my desires in this situation?
“...... Zhao Ping...... Zhao Ping, are you listening? What are we going to do? ”
Yukishiro's voice pulled me back to reality.
Ever since this happened, she has sometimes avoided my gaze and acted the opposite. She has a growing tendency to rely on me, and perhaps she herself has not noticed this change.
"Excuse me, I'm thinking about it, what did you just discuss?"
I turned my head to look at Wood, who looked away as if a mouse had seen a cat, with a look of fear on his face.
He was able to communicate normally with his former victim, Yukiyo, but he couldn't communicate with me.
The fear caused by instinctive repression is not something that can be resolved in a moment.
I had no choice but to turn my gaze back to Yukiyo.
She also looked deflated.
After the attack, Wood was very nervous, even though the two of us made it clear that we didn't blame him anymore. I also brought out the disaster theory to comfort him, but the otaku seemed to be closed in his own world and did not accept other people's explanations. reminded him all day long, and he couldn't treat him as a normal companion anymore.
"We're talking about what to do next. It's been a whole day since Wood and I were left here, and you've been here for half a day. There is nothing here but air. If you don't want to get out of here...... We will never be able to leave. ”
"Can't leave! No! I don't want to die here, I'm still young and there's a lot to do. I don't want to die. Really, you two have to believe me, it's really not my fault, I didn't do anything, I didn't do it. I also want to save people, I want to live, I don't want to die! ”
Xuedai's words touched a nerve in Wood, who was extremely anxious and irritable, incoherent and illogical.
Watching Wood's hysterical seizures from the sidelines, Yukiyo comforts him like a mother. Instead, I was thinking that our current state was, like Wood's heart, chaotic and full of pitfalls.
If we don't get things out of our heads, we won't be able to get out of it.
Death is the norm, survival is special.
If you want to survive, you have to be one of the special cases. Is there really a way to survive by relying on just the three of us? Or is everything we are in vain?