288. The Second World. Chapter XXXVIII. The one that was abandoned

Ru Jingxin sneered, raised her eyes, with a contemptuous smile on her face, she looked at Dongfang Luo, and her tone was mocking: "Do you think that I really care about the position of the prince?" You are wrong, I have never regarded this position as a prince in my heart, if my father is willing to give it to me, I will inherit it, if he is not willing to give it to me, I will never force it. Even, in fact, I don't want to sit on that throne at all...... It's just that as the princess of the Phoenix Kingdom, the responsibility on my shoulders is too heavy, and I must protect my people. ”

Dongfang Luo didn't know the bitterness in Ru Jingxin's heart, but he also knew that Ru Jingxin was a good princess, and everything she did was for the people of their Feng Kingdom, in order to be able to keep the people of Feng Kingdom away from the war one day and live a happy and healthy life.

However, in the end, Ru Jingxin sacrificed herself.

Such Ru Jingxin made Dongfang Luo feel distressed.

"Princess, there is no one more suitable to be the monarch of the Feng Kingdom than you! Even if I Dongfang Luo sacrifices this life, I will definitely protect the position of the princess and prince! Dongfang Luo swore word by word.

Ru Jingxin did not react to Dongfang Luo's words, in fact, she never cared about the throne above the ten thousand people, and never really wanted to be an empress, what she looked forward to the most was just to live an ordinary life, and live a good life, so good.

At this moment, the window of her room was opening a small opening, and through the gap, she could just see the full moon hanging in the sky, and at this moment it was exuding a cold halo, just like her heart at this moment. She just silently watched the full moon, feeling the warmth and coldness of this world.

In the blink of an eye, it has been a year since she left Feng Kingdom. This year, her husband treated her like a stranger, and she often missed her hometown in the dead of night. But is she going to be the one who was given up by her father after all...... She is her father's biological daughter in the end, but his father never seems to have the slightest soft-hearted heart for her.

She's a princess, and it's really sad to be a princess.

Ru Jingxin couldn't help but fall into the memories, clearly remembering her childhood.

She still remembered that her mother, Feng Liuxuan, the empress of Feng Kingdom, was the only daughter of the former emperor, and her father, Emperor Ru Haojiang, was just a small five-grade official in Feng Kingdom. But her mother Feng Liuxuan fell in love with her father, and said that she wanted to marry Ru Haojiang, the first emperor loved her daughter very much, and saw that Ru Haojiang had some eloquent ambitions, so she named him a concubine.

But Feng Liuxuan didn't know that Ru Haojiang already had another woman in his heart, a woman who was his childhood sweetheart. Feng Liuxuan didn't know that the reason why Ru Haojiang married her, the princess, was because the monarch's order could not be violated, and on the other hand, because of his ambition, he coveted the position of the monarch of Fengguo, and he also knew that if he became the concubine of Fengguo, Fengguo would be his sooner or later!

In this way, Feng Liuxuan married Ru Haojiang as she wished, and after marriage, Ru Haojiang also treated Feng Liuxuan well, and gave birth to Ru Jingxin within a year.

Ru Jingxin clearly remembers that when she was five years old, she witnessed the stiffness in the relationship between her parents. Although she was young at that time, she was deeply impressed by what she overheard and still remembers it clearly.

She heard her parents arguing fiercely, just because Feng Liuxuan found out that Ru Haojiang had other women outside, and that woman and Ru Haojiang also had a four-year-old daughter! This so-called illegitimate daughter is only one year younger than Ru Jingxin.

And Ru Haojiang, as the concubine of Fengguo, is not allowed to marry another woman according to the law, and he can only have the wife of Feng Liuxuan, the princess of Fengguo, in his life.

Ru Jingxin also knew that the woman Ru Haojiang was outside was the lover of his childhood sweetheart before he became a colt! Her parents' relationship has been rift since that quarrel.

And after Feng Liuxuan learned that Ru Haojiang did not repent, but often visited and helped the mother and daughter, she finally couldn't bear it anymore, and ruthlessly sent someone to kill the mother and daughter. It's just that Feng Liuxuan sent that person and only killed that woman, but the illegitimate daughter escaped because of the woman's desperate cover.

It was precisely because Feng Liuxuan sent someone to kill Ru Haojiang's beloved woman that since then, the relationship between Feng Liuxuan and Ru Haojiang has completely broken down and can no longer be recovered.

In the six years after marriage, Ru Haojiang had already accumulated his strength in the Fengguo government and the opposition, and finally launched a palace rebellion in the seventh year, forcing the former emperor to abdicate and poisoning the former emperor.

Ru Haojiang has always been angry about Feng Liuxuan killing his beloved woman, and as soon as he ascended the throne, he ignored the obstruction of the Manchu Dynasty's civil and military forces, and ordered Feng Liuxuan to be sent into the cold palace.

Feng Liuxuan was treated like this by her beloved, her heart was like ashes, she became depressed and sick in the cold palace, and she went after only one year.

And Ru Jingxin was ordered by her father to forbid her to visit her mother in the cold palace, and even when her mother died, she was never able to take a last look!

Over the years, Ru Jingxin has always kept these things in her heart.

I have to say that in fact, Ru Jingxin has hatred and resentment towards her father in her heart. And Ru Haojiang is also extremely strict with her daughter, he has never been a loving father, but Ru Jingxin still misses the relationship between father and daughter after all, and is unwilling to do anything to hurt her father.

She even knew ten years ago that her father sent someone to find the illegitimate daughter who escaped her life and was outcast, and took the child back to Fengguo and kept her by her side secretly.

But Ru Jingxin didn't say anything after all, just pretended not to know about it.

And now, her biological father, the emperor, finally moved to abolish her mind and set up the woman who was the same as her own as the prince. It really chilled her.

She misses the love of father and daughter, but does his father really treat her as his daughter? She didn't know in her heart that his father hated her mother for killing his beloved woman, and he also hated Feng Liuxuan for giving birth to herself.

Ru Jingxin thought that Ru Haojiang had never thought about how much her mother had paid to marry him back then, and how she did her best to maintain a good relationship with the government and the opposition for him after marriage...... If it weren't for her mother, Ru Haojiang wouldn't be the emperor of this Feng country now!

Men, after all, are affectionate.

But even so, as a princess of a country, Ru Jingxin understands the responsibility on her shoulders, even if it is not for family affection, she has to consider the people of her Feng country.

She thought that this was her fate in this life, and even if she was abandoned by her biological father, she didn't seem to have a choice.

After all, she didn't want to lose her country.