Section 3 Triple Fear
Su Wan was afraid that Ye Lan would find a shortcoming, so her heart was like a fire, and she wanted to stay in the room to accompany her, but Ye Lan drove her out. She had no master, she was hoping that Shi Jing could get an idea, but she didn't think that Shi Jing would say the words "I can stop it for a while, but I can't stop it for a lifetime", she was angry and anxious, and she couldn't care about anything else, so she ran back to Ye Lan's door with the boldness, pushed the door and wanted to break in, and before her hand touched the door, she felt a cold breath counterattacking upward, straight into the bone marrow, freezing her with a sigh and taking two steps back.
She knew that her cultivation was too far away from Ye Lan, and since Ye Lan didn't want her to enter the room, she wouldn't be able to break in no matter what. She was anxious in her heart, and shouted into the house: "Brother Ye, you don't want it, don't ......" shouted a few words of no, but she didn't dare to say what she didn't want him to do, hesitated for a moment, didn't hear any movement in the house, she gritted her teeth suddenly, pushed out with both palms, no longer paying attention to the biting cold air emanating from the house, and a pair of slender palms firmly pressed on the door.
The palms were connected to the door, and the cold air was like a poisonous snake going up along the meridians, and in a blink of an eye, it had reached the shoulder socket, Su Wan only felt that the cold air was like a knife, cutting the muscles and bones, and couldn't help but scream miserably. This pain was already very difficult, and she deliberately did not hide the sound of pain, hoping that Ye Lan would hear her miserable cry, and she couldn't bear it, so she opened the door.
She screamed a few times, but still couldn't hear the slightest sound in the house, at this time the cold air had reached her heart, she cultivated shallowly, knowing that if she allowed this cold to rage again, eroding her heart, she would not die, but she would also lose her cultivation and become a waste. She was delicate and delicate, and when she was dying, she was inevitably frightened, and wanted to withdraw her palms, but she was unwilling, and endured a few breaths, and could no longer support it, and wanted to withdraw her palms, but found that her arms were as stiff as wood and stone, and she didn't listen to the call at all. She sighed in her heart and said secretly: "Sister, Wan'er has a burden......
When his consciousness was drowsy, he suddenly felt a warm current coming from behind, this warm current slowly moved forward, and there was no sharpness, but where it passed, it was like sunshine and snow, and the cold air disappeared by itself, and this warm current had its own vitality, repairing Su Wan's meridians damaged by the cold as before.
Su Wan's mind turned clear, and when she looked back, she saw Yuan Qingsong's brows furrowed, his eyes blazing, looking at the door in front of him that was covered with frost, and there was anger in his eyes.
Su Wan's arms weakened, her palms left the door, and she said to Yuan Qingsong sadly: "Yuan Xianggong, please go in and persuade Brother Ye, he is sad that his sister will leave, I don't know if it will be, will it ......"
Yuan Qingsong sighed, nodded slightly, raised his hand, and was about to push the door, when he suddenly heard Shi Jing behind him say loudly: "Lao Tzu is the most impatient with this kind of children's love in his life, looking for death and life, what a refreshing character Brother Ye is on weekdays, how can he become such a mother-in-law and mother when he encounters this love word!"
Su Wan was afraid that Ye Lan had already done something stupid, so she hurriedly rushed in front of Shi Jing and entered the door, but she felt the cold air blowing on her face, she only took two steps, and it was difficult to get close, so she was about to exclaim in surprise, and felt the warmth behind her slowly come, gently dispersing the cold.
Su Wan turned his head to Yuan Qingsong and nodded slightly to show gratitude, and hurriedly turned his head to look at Ye Lan, only to see Ye Lan sitting on the bed, his arms lowered, and a piece of paper in his right hand.
Seeing this scene, Su Wan couldn't help but exclaim, she didn't think about it at the moment, she stretched out her hand and grabbed the hilt of the ice sword, hoping to stop Ye Lan from committing suicide. The arm was only stretched forward by half a foot, and Yuan Qingsong gently grabbed his wrist, only to hear him sigh lightly: "Miss Su, don't worry, if Brother Ye is bent on seeking death, this ice sword will have been stabbed for a long time, besides, if he really wants to let the ice sword stab, how can you stop it?"
Su Wan listened to his words, and felt reasonable, but seeing that the tip of the ice sword was trembling in front of Ye Lan's throat, she still couldn't stop the cold, her arm was strong, and she wanted to break free from Yuan Qingsong's palm, and struggled several times, but it was in vain, and in desperation, she had to say loudly to Ye Lan: "Brother Ye, you are not allowed to kill yourself!" My sister's last words to me in the whirlpool of time and space were to let me watch you closely and not allow you to do stupid things, you ...... , you have always listened to your sister's words the most, and her last word of advice, you must not disobey!"
Ye Lan heard her mention Mo Yao, a trace of anger slowly appeared in her dull eyes, and then endless despair surged in her eyes, and she muttered, "I knew she would say that......! , you are so ruthless!"
After saying this, he looked back at the ice sword in front of him, and there was an infinite longing in his eyes, but this longing was only a flash, and then it quickly dimmed, and it was replaced by a dead gray. He sighed, turned his head to look at Yuan Qingsong, waved the letter in his hand to him, shook his head and said with a wry smile: "Mrs. Hong and Brother Hong have long had a covenant of life and death, but I thought that Mrs. Hong would be young in Mingshan and would not be willing to live and die, but I didn't expect Mrs. Hong to entrust Mingshan to me, a cheap father-in-law, and she still kept the covenant of life and death between his husband and wife, and resolutely went with her husband." The two of them live together, and die together, which is really enviable. ”
When everyone heard him say this, they knew that he had lost his will to die, and they couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, Shi Jing's face was full of anger, but he was slightly stunned at this time, sighed lightly, and the anger on his face faded, but there was a trace of pity. Yuan Qingsong looked at Shangguan Qin's masterpiece in Ye Lan's hand, and felt ashamed and ashamed in his heart, and couldn't help but lower his head, not daring to look at it again.
Ye Lan also glanced at the letterhead in his hand, sighed, folded the letterhead gently, put it into the envelope again, and then took out the Qiankun bag, cherished the letter into the Qiankun bag, and then waved his arm, the cold air in the room dissipated, and the ice sword hanging in front of him disappeared. He turned his head to look at Su Wan, stretched out his hand, gently wiped away the tears on her face, and sighed softly: "Wan'er, don't worry, I won't kill myself again, I ...... I don't dare!"
Just now he looked at the ice sword hanging in his throat with eyes full of longing, Su Wan and Shi and Yuan both saw it clearly, the three of them only knew from his eyes that he was all disillusioned at this time, and he had nothing else to ask for but to die, and then saw him take back the ice sword, although they all felt slightly relieved, but they also wondered, I don't know why he would give up the idea of martyrdom, and then they heard him admit that he didn't dare to seek death, and the three of them were even more puzzled. Yuan Qingsong is the demon body of the mandarin duck achievement, his mandarin duck family has always been in pairs, life and death together, one person dies first, the other is never alone, for him, martyrdom is a matter of course, so Shangguan Qin committed suicide, although he felt sad, but there was no surprise, at this time he heard Ye Lan say that he did not dare to commit suicide, but he was very puzzled, and couldn't help but ask softly: "Don't dare?"
Ye Lan raised his head and glanced at him, nodded slightly, and said slowly: "Yes, don't dare!" As monks, we can all use the imaging technique, and we have all seen people turn into ghosts after death, ghosts are ignorant and unconscious, and they are moving forward in a daze, not knowing where to drift, not knowing whether to go to the Yellow Spring, or to rush to life. If a person dies and has no soul, and is gone, then once A-Yao dies, I will only have endless suffering left in my life, and living like this is really ten thousand times more painful than death. But after death, everything is not empty, if the wisdom is not lost after death, maybe I and A-Yao still have a day to see each other in the dark, A-Yao because of her father's affairs, the most shameless martyrdom, with her character, if I know that I am martyred for her, I will definitely look down on me, and will never forgive me, I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of seeing her face again after death, so dead, but it is more desperate than living to suffer from this lovesickness, hey, I only live to suffer, but looking for death is eternal life and eternal hope of goodbye to A-Yao, so so, I don't want to live, but I don't dare to die, A-Yao, A-Yao, you...... , you're so ruthless!"
Yuan Qingsong heard him say this, his heart suddenly felt down, and suddenly thought of Shangguan Qin again, shook his head and sighed: "How good it would be if Mrs. Hong also thinks like this, the Hong brothers and their wife have a deep relationship with each other, and they have long had a covenant of life and death, Mrs. Hong kept her promise and died for her husband, which was originally respectable and admirable, but after all, she had a child who was still in infancy, and I should have thought of Mrs. Hong for the sake of the child...... At that time, I was obviously in front of Brother Hong, and the person who stepped forward to stop the monk of the three poisons should have been me...... It's me, it's me who killed the Hong brothers and his wife!"
Shi Jing saw that his eyes were full of tears, his face was full of shame, he lowered his head, and he couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into, so he sighed lightly at the moment, patted him on the back a few times, and said comfort, wanting to persuade him a few words, his lips moved a few times, but he didn't know what to say.
When Ye Lan heard Yuan Qingsong say this, he only sighed faintly, and did not say much, and a dead air appeared in his eyes again, as if everything in this world had nothing to do with him.
Yuan Qingsong blamed himself for a long time, suddenly raised his head, and asked Ye Lan: "Brother Ye, what did Mrs. Hong say in her last letter? Brother Hong and his wife can be said to have died because of me, Yuan is ashamed, and he can't wait to die on behalf of the two. ”
Ye Lan listened to his question, but he didn't hear it, and after a while, he slowly raised his head and said slowly: "I didn't say anything, I just said that Ah Yao and I are Mingshan's stepfather and mother, and now she is gone with her husband, Mingshan has no biological father and mother, and there is no A-Yao, the stepmother, so I can only raise him by my stepfather." Hey, I understand this Shangguan sister's careful thinking, she made up her mind to keep the covenant of the husband and wife to live and die together, and was determined to go with her husband, as for Mingshan, she has a credible person in the Jade Alliance to raise her son for him, Wang Baoxiu's eldest brother is a daughter, and Ming Ruoshui's sister is tender and chivalrous, all of which are people who can be trusted. It's just that Sister Shangguan knew that I had a heavy relationship with A-Yao, and expected that I would commit suicide and martyrdom, so she put the burden of raising Mingshan adults on me, hoping that I would pick up this burden and break the idea of seeking death, but in fact, she didn't know that I didn't dare to seek death at all, but this thought was in vain......"