228. The First. Chapter XI. Kindness or love
Shangguan Yu wouldn't even know that this woman who took such great pains to get close to him was just to repay him for saving her, in order to block the catastrophe for him, changed his life, and vaguely fell in love with him, that's all.
In this way, Feng Xi followed Shangguan Yu and lived in the general's mansion openly.
What neither Feng Xi nor Shangguan Yu expected was that Shangguan Yu's mother, Mrs. Shangguan, a woman who was nearly forty years old, liked Feng Xi very much from the first time she saw Feng Xi.
But this really embarrassed Feng Xi, although this Shangguan wife is Shangguan Yu's mother, but after all, she is more than 30,000 years old, and it is really difficult for him to call out the word "aunt" to such a "young" person, and treat him as an elder. You know, if you really want to talk about seniority, you don't know how many generations you want to be higher than this person, what a sin! But for Bai Luoxun's sake, she Fengxi endured it!
Cheeky, he used the coquettish skills of Feng Yu, Feng Wang, Xiao Qianqian and others on weekdays, and called "aunt" in a sweet voice one after another, and tried his best to please Mrs. Shangguan so much, I almost don't know what year it is, and I am satisfied with Feng Xi's name!
I can't wait to recognize Fengxi as my goddaughter directly.
This really scared Feng Xi a lot, and this Shangguan lady really mentioned that she wanted to accept Feng Xi as a righteous daughter. Because when Mrs. Shangguan asked about Feng Xi's family history, Feng Xi had a bitter face, and only said that she grew up in the mountains, and there was only one sister in the family, and that sister naturally referred to Qing Qian, Feng Xi knew very well in her heart that when Qing Qian woke up, she would definitely run to find herself, no, in order to save trouble at that time, she even made up her identity for her.
Mrs. Shangguan saw that Feng Xi's life was so pitiful, and she was very distressed, so she said that she would simply accept Feng Xi as a righteous daughter, and Feng Xi was petrified on the spot. Let's not say that she has become a brother and sister or sister with Bai Luoxun, that is, Shangguan Yu today, just saying that she is a 30,000-year-old old phoenix who wants to call a forty-year-old woman a mother, she doesn't have to live directly, let her father, queen, and brother know that she has to peel off her skin.
Fortunately, Mrs. Shangguan saw that Feng Xi was quite embarrassed, so she didn't force her, but she didn't think it through, which made the palm-sized little liver in Feng Xi's chest put back in place and continued to jump safely.
And Shangguan Yu saw that his mother loved Fengxi so much at first, and he was still a little worried in his heart. Especially the people he sent couldn't find even the slightest bit of information about this woman, let alone any family background, which made him inevitably worry about the safety of his mother and Feng Xi together, but it was not good to tell his mother about Feng Xi's strangeness, so he hid it from his mother.
He let Feng Xi live in this general's mansion, just to find out what she wanted to do when she came to him.
But after getting along day by day, he also found that this Feng Xi didn't seem to have any ill will towards him and his relatives, even his fifteen-year-old sister Shangguan Ting, a willful and rude little girl on weekdays, actually liked Feng Xi very much, and only knew how to be entangled by Feng Xi's side all day long.
At the beginning, Shangguan Yu didn't want his mother to worry, so he said that Feng Xi was a friend he had met outside before, and this time he came to the imperial city to play and stayed at home for a while, and now that they get along so well, it is not easy to say anything.
But he didn't realize that in his shallow consciousness, he had already lost his initial precautions against Fengxi, and even some things had changed subtly in the bits and pieces of getting along. And when he found out, that emotion had already been overflowing out of control, but he still chose to escape, just because of the vow he had made in his heart.
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One night, Shangguan Yu drank alone to the moon in the gazebo in the courtyard of his house, and his starry eyes seemed particularly silent in the dark night.
"Yo, General Shangguan is so Yaxing!"
Feng Xi suddenly appeared out of nowhere, still bored on weekdays, looking fixedly at Shangguan Yu who swallowed glass after glass of wine.
Shangguan Yu raised his eyes and glanced at Feng Xi, who was still dressed in red, and didn't say anything, just drank his own wine. It seems that since the first time he saw Feng Xi, she had never worn clothes other than red.
"What can't the general figure out? Why do you sit here and drink alone? How lonely it is! Why don't you let Fengxi accompany you to drink two cups, okay? Feng Xi said as he consciously sat down in the opposite position from Shangguan Yu, not planning to give him any chance to refuse. She took a wine glass casually and poured it full of wine, her lazy posture had a touching charm, and she didn't wait for Shangguan Yu to answer, she directly raised her glass and touched him, and then raised her head and drank it all.
Shangguan Yu couldn't help but look at Feng Xi for a long time, he never understood why Feng Xi had to go to great lengths to get close to him, but he never saw any clues.
After half a ring, he raised his glass and drank the wine in the cup on his back, full of pride.
Putting down the wine glass, Shangguan Yu said in a serious tone: "Fengxi, General Ben still doesn't understand, why are you so close to me?" After a pause, he added: "If General Ruben initially thought that you were trying to achieve something, I don't think you have to treat my mother and sister like this, Fengxi, what do you want to do?" He could see that this woman was sincere to his mother and sister, and if not, he would not let her stay in the house for more than two months.
"Shangguan Yu, if I say, I don't have any purpose, just to get close to you, because...... Because I like you no, do you trust me? β
ββ¦β¦ Letter. But you also know that I already have a fiancΓ©e, no matter how beautiful you are and how beautiful you are, no matter how beautiful you are, there is absolutely no possibility for you and me. After a moment of silence, he raised his glass and replied, and after finishing speaking, he raised his head and drank it all, but he never looked at Feng Xi again.
"Oh? Why are you so anxious to give an affirmative answer? There are some things that you will never know if this is possible if you don't give it a try. β
Feng Xi's slender jade hand played with the wine glass casually, pretending not to care about the senseless appearance, but his heart was already sad like a river and a sea.
"All I need to know is that you and I are impossible, that's enough." The cold words overflowed from Shangguan Yu's mouth, as if he was telling something that had nothing to do with him, as if he was saying that today's moon was really round and calm, and the calm and calm touch deeply stinged Feng Xi's eyes.
"Shangguan Yu, what you said is really hurtful! It's still as ruthless as ever! Feng Xi was not angry, although his heart was heartbroken because of his words, but the smile on his face became more and more brilliant. The more painful I feel in my heart, the brighter I have to smile.
"You once said that the person who saved you was Song Yingyu, please sue me, what's going on?"
Finally, Feng Xi still asked out of his mouth and asked what he had been wondering about. This matter has always been a pimple in her heart, she can't figure out why the person who saved him has inexplicably become Song Yingyu?! And in the more than two months she lived in this Shangguan Mansion, she deliberately tried to talk to some domestic servants, but everyone unanimously affirmed that it was Song Yingyu who saved their general, even Shangguan's wife. But she could vaguely see that Mrs. Shangguan didn't seem to like that Song Yingyu very much, and she was not very willing to let Shangguan Yu marry Song Yingyu.
"I was seriously wounded on the battlefield, and I was hit by a poisoned arrow in the chest, and my body was unable to support me, and I passed out. When I woke up, I found that Yingyu had been by my side. Shangguan Yu didn't hide it, anyway, this is something that the whole world knows, just a simple explanation. Saying this, he remembered that when he just woke up, he saw Song Yingyu's cute appearance like a frightened deer, and his heart couldn't help but be gentle.
The smile and gentleness unintentionally revealed in his eyes were like thousands of needles, piercing deep into Feng Xi's heart.
And his words made Feng Xi can't help but recall that when Shangguan Yu was still the young master of Qingqiu, she was in the stomach of the ancient fierce beast with her, and she also saw him who saved her as soon as she opened her eyes, and she even witnessed him kill gluttony and save herself. It's precisely because of this that she has been chasing him so far, isn't she?
Thinking of this, Feng Xi's heart also softened, and she continued calmly: "I heard that you got acquainted with her because she saved you, and vowed to marry her, but is that? β
Shangguan Yu nodded lightly, noncommittal.
"Shangguan Yu, if it wasn't her Song Yingyu who saved you in the first place, you ...... Will you marry her? β
Shangguan Yu was stunned imperceptibly when he heard this, this question was something he had never thought about, and he had never wanted to think about it.
"There won't be this if, and the only person I'm going to marry is her." He always believes in Song Yingyu, and naturally he will not doubt her because of other people's words and make her sad. He once said that if he lived up to her, he would only marry her in this life.
"You're so sure she saved you? Don't give me such an ambiguous statement, your affirmative answer, but it can only be established on the premise that she saves you, what if the person who saved you is not her, but me? Now, shouldn't the woman you want to marry be me? The more Feng Xi talked, the more excited she became, she just couldn't stand it, she couldn't stand Shangguan Yu's meticulous care and gentleness for Song Yingyu, just because he thought it was Song Yingyu who saved him, and she couldn't stand it because he wanted to marry Song Yingyu because of this!
If this is the case, the person he Shangguan Yu should marry is also her Fengxi, not the Song Yingyu who came out of nowhere!
Taking a deep breath and forcing himself to suppress the anger in his heart, Feng Xi looked at Shangguan Yu fixedly, and said word by word: "Your feelings for Song Yingyu are they kindness or love?" I'm afraid you can't even tell the difference......"