After eating, after his sister and younger brother went out, Li Rujin came to his mother and asked, "Mom, do you have something to discuss with the child?" Li Rujin's mother looked at Li Rujin and said, "You follow me to the inner room." www.biquge.info After finishing speaking, Li Rujin couldn't help but feel a little uneasy in his heart, and secretly thought, "Did my mother find something?" But he didn't stop, and followed him into the inner room.

When he arrived in the room, Li Rujin's mother did not speak, and handed Li Rujin a book-like thing, Li Rujin took it and looked at it, it turned out to be an account book, and he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. Li Rujin walked to the side with the account book and looked at it, what was recorded in the account book was the daily expenses of the family, which was nothing more than what he bought on that day and how much money he spent, but when he saw the end, Li Rujin couldn't help but raise his hand and rub his forehead, because the balance on it was only more than two hundred yuan. Li Rujin's family's daily expenses are about 30 yuan, or thrifty, this money can support more than ten days, today is only May 10th, and there may be an embarrassing situation where there is no money available for a few days at the end of the month. Li Rujin felt that his head would no longer be dizzy because his head had become bigger.

At this time, Li Rujin's mother said: "In a few days, the store's surplus from the previous month will be able to take it home." Originally, you were just discharged from the hospital today, not because I told you this, but you are already the head of the family, you must know these things, and there are some things that you must prepare and plan for in the future. Think about it and then do it, got it? The last few words were said in a somewhat heavy tone, vaguely with a hint of dissatisfaction. Li Rujin's heart sank, and he secretly thought, "Why did my mother use a plan to knock the mountain and shock the tiger against me, what did I do to make her dissatisfied?" But he said, "The child has been taught, and he must pay attention to it in the future." "Okay, you go back first, think about it." After speaking, he asked Li Rujin to go back to the room.

Li Rujin returned to the room, sat at the desk depressed and began to think about it, Li Rujin went through what happened in the past two days from his head, and found nothing, which is what Li Rujin did in his previous life, Li Rujin suddenly remembered the reason for Li Rujin's death in his previous life, which was to save a girl who fell into the water, and drowned, before he crossed over, the Li Rujin in his previous life was sure to be dead, otherwise, his soul would not have the opportunity to occupy this body, thinking of this Li Rujin understood, If he hadn't crossed over, then now Li Rujin had died, and the blow his death would have been devastating to this family, the old, middle, and young generations of family heads were all gone, is this family still there? Although he has a younger brother Li Ruhu, but when his younger brother becomes an adult, it will take at least seven years, seven years of ups and downs, can this family support it, will it be fragmented, thinking of this, Li Rujin didn't dare to think about it anymore, a cold sweat broke out on his body, and he secretly said in his heart, "Fortunately, I crossed over, at least I saved a family." Thinking of this, Li Rujin felt that it might not be a very bad thing for him to travel to this other world.

This is the first time that Li Rujin has psychologically admitted and accepted that he has crossed this incident, and he used to have this attitude of admitting but not accepting. On a psychological level, I have not really accepted that I have crossed this matter. And what happened this time made Li Rujin's mentality change, which made Li Rujin truly accept and integrate into the world and played a vital role.

Li Rujin remembered a passage on the earth: "A good man is not judged by whether he has a lot of money and is famous, but even if he lives like a dog, as long as he takes good care of his home, he is a good man!" At this time, Li Rujin understood the true meaning of being a man, and how important a man is to a family. Li Rujin remembered the home on the earth in his previous life, the failed marriage, and the woman who loved him, Li Rujin burst into tears. A woman as gentle as water! How desperate she was for herself made her leave herself, from the man she loved....... "I love you, but I can't take it anymore." The whispered words, the tone of the farewell, the woman could not bear to shout at herself at that time. Li Rujin's heart was like a knife, how much he had wronged that woman....... At this moment, how much Li Rujin longed to return to the earth and return to that woman's side. If he could, he would have knelt down and begged for the woman's forgiveness, but unfortunately he could never go back, never again to the woman.......

Li Rujin thought about the present again, and thought of the woman he called his mother, if he really died..... I thought of the howling sound in the hospital..... Li Rujin couldn't sit still any longer, got up, walked quickly to the inside, walked to his mother, knelt in front of his mother with a "plop", kowtowed three times respectfully, and said in a deep voice: "The child is not filial, which makes the mother worried." Li Rujin's mother's face was full of tears, but her eyes showed a happy look, and she grabbed Li Rujin's hand tightly and said, "Jin'er, you have finally grown up." After so many years of hard work, it finally paid off at this moment!! Li Rujin's mother helped Li Rujin up, then asked Li Rujin to sit down, and said to Li Rujin: "Jin'er, you have grown up, and the affairs of the family should also be explained to you. ”

Through Li Rujin's mother's narration, I knew how bad the situation at home was. When my father was alive, my life was still prosperous, but since my father died in battle, it has been getting worse and worse every day, and the year is not as good as a year. This year, I relied on eating the old book to support my life. The business of the shop is also not satisfactory, and it used to bring three per month to the family. The income of 5,000 is now only a thousand. This family needs at least two thousand yuan of expenditure per month to maintain, a large family of people eat horses and chew, and the next person's monthly case, sister. My brother's pocket money, which one doesn't need money!

In his previous life, Li Rujin did not worry about money, before work, his father was an executive of a state-owned enterprise with a good income, and his mother was in business, and opened a supermarket of a large scale, and the business was booming, and the money flowed in like flowing water. After graduation, he directly entered the Light Weapons Research Institute of the Commission of Science, Technology and Industry for National Defense, as a civil servant, and also enjoyed the treatment of cadres, with a double salary, one for the local and one for the army. The annual income will not be less than 300,000.

Li Rujin is the only son in the family, and he is a student bully in school, a real scholar, jumped two levels in primary school, one level in middle school, studied hard for three years in high school, and was admitted to Harbin Institute of Technology, China's top science and engineering university. On the second day after getting the admission letter, Li Rujin's father spent more than 3 million yuan to buy a Land Rover for Li Rujin. Aurora Range Rover, top-of-the-line. In his sophomore year, Li Rujin's parents relived their honeymoon and traveled around the world, only to die in a plane crash and never returned. Li Rujin was depressed for a year and also took a year off from school. In the second year after the death of his parents, Li Rujin regained his strength, and after graduating from university, out of interest in the military. I was admitted to the National University of Defense Technology and studied until I got a doctorate. After graduation, he joined China's military industry and became a military industry researcher.