(a)

That day, we talked for a while on the Great Wall, and then we smoked again. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I asked Lu Xiaoguang, "How does it feel to get divorced?" ”

"It's a terrible feeling," he said. ”

I asked, "What is it like to live with someone you don't like, or who you've never liked?" ”

"Worse feelings," he said. You don't understand it. ”

I said, "I understand. ”

He said, "You're still a little girl, and you've never been married." You don't understand. ”

How could I not understand. Liu Shen and I have lived together all my life.

I said, "I can." ”

He said, "You can't. ”

I said, "When I see each other, I feel disgusted." Looking at each other's every move, I don't like it. "I think if I don't see each other, the air around me will be fresher. I don't want to tell each other anything, I don't want to say a word or two by chance, and I never hear what I want to hear. There will be quarrels over all the details. Let's go out together and choose different roads at all the forks. ”

I said, "That's how it feels." ”

He looked at me again and said, "Hehe." If you know, you still come to ask me? ”

I said, "I'm just trying to compare, is it better to feel lonely than in this marriage?" ”

I said, "Which of the two tastes is more pleasant?" ”

"It's not good," he said. Actually, neither is good. ”

He said, "When you're lonely, be quiet." ”

(b)

Then he said, "You're lonely." ”

He said, "There is something special about those murals that means something special to you." ”

I said, "Yes." ”

He said, "I'll fix it." ”

I said, "Thank you." ”

He said, "Can you walk back on your own now?" ”

I said, "Lie down a little longer." ”

I said, "Let's stop talking." That's it, let's be alone together. ”

"Good idea," he said. So be it. ”

We stayed there for an hour and then went back together.

We never said another word to each other.

(c)

After the visit to Badaling, because of the follow-up funding problems and the problem of borrowing precision machinery, I also followed Mr. Lu Xiaoguang to report to the competent department, and we went out for a meal together after finishing the matter.

Teacher Lu Xiaoguang said, the matter is finally done, let's drink some wine and congratulate. He said he had come for a treat. So, we drank together.

Lu Xiaoguang's alcohol consumption was originally very large, but his condition has been bad recently, which seriously affects his performance.

I can't drink enough, and even worse when I'm in a bad mood.

We were supposed to drink because we were happy. However, I don't know how to do it, and when I drink it, I get a little stuffy. Then it felt more and more stuffy and gray. So, in the end, there was still a little left of the ordered wine.

I said, "Take it back and drink it again in the evening." ”

Lu Xiaoguang said: "Forget it. Drinking unhappy wine, you don't need to bring it. ”

Then, we took the subway back to the hotel together.

By this time, it was almost 10 p.m. The rush hour in the subway has passed. We got on the bus and found our seats. There were not many passengers in the carriage, and there were some empty seats.

When the train started, I felt like throwing up.

Teacher Lu Xiaoguang looked at my face and said, "Are you okay?" ”

I overcame the feeling of flowers in front of my eyes. I said, "It's fine. ”

Then we sat in silence all the way to the carriage.

(iv)

After a few stops on the train, a very young couple came up. As soon as they arrived, they both sat in the back row of the carriage. As soon as they sat down, they hugged each other tightly.

They didn't say anything, they sat down and hugged each other tightly.

The girl closed her eyes and snuggled tightly into the boy's arms. The boy hugged her tightly, patted her on the shoulder, and said nothing.

Their action as if no one was around immediately attracted the attention of all the bored passengers in the carriage.

For a moment, the bright lights of the gaze were all directed in that direction. But they didn't notice anything. They are just so immersed in their own world, that they don't respond to all the gazes. With that tight hug, they formed a small closed world at the back of the carriage.

After another two or three stops, some passengers got off and some got on. They remained in that position and did not move, as if they had been frozen into stone.

They hugged each other like this, as if they had been born like that. They snuggled up to each other like this, as if they were frozen in something.

Some passengers see that there are empty seats over there and want to pass, but when they walk nearby, they feel the power of enclosing and repelling everything. So, they hesitated for a moment and walked back again.

When the seats in front were full, some people had to stand.

At this moment, some slight voices of dissatisfaction sounded in the carriage.

After a few more stops, an old lady came up. She repeated the move of walking to the back, then hesitating, then turning back and standing in the doorway.

A single young man sitting at the door of the car stood up and gave her his seat.

At this moment, I heard an old man reading the newspaper in the carriage fold the newspaper, and he coughed vigorously to the pair in the back, but this cough seemed to fall into a bottomless black hole, and there was no echo at all. The tightly embraced couple still didn't react. They didn't even move their eyelashes.

The old man felt some kind of anger at being ignored. He muttered in a whispered and angry voice: "Young people now, don't be ashamed. ”

This phrase struck some chords in the carriage.

"Really, in public."

"It's immoral."

"I thought I was at home."

"It's really not like words at a young age."

(5)

Lu Xiaoguang moved beside me. He couldn't stop looking at the pair with his eyes. I had a feeling he was a little bit eager to take the plunge.

When he was about to stand up, I asked, "Mr. Lu, what are you going to do?" ”

He said, "Damn, I can't stand it." ”

He snorted with wine and an angry look on his face.

He said, "Damn, openly showing off like this, as if no one else exists." ”

I said, "What are you going to do?" ”

He said, "I've got to tell them there's someone else in this car!" ”

I grabbed him and I said, "Don't go." ”

Lu Xiaoguang gently broke free from me.

He said, "Don't stand in my way, my heart is holding back." ”

As he stood up, I grabbed him again. I said, "Please, don't go." ”

Lu Xiaoguang was pulled by me, his footing was unstable, and he fell back to his seat.

He was about to get back on his feet when he saw my expression. He saw the tears in my eyes.

He paused for a moment, then he gave up.

He sat back on his own. He buried his head in the palm of his hand and covered his eyes. (To be continued.) )