343. Chapter 228. The dead heart

Moreover, in today's Fengxi body, the cultivation of Bai Luoxun, Feng Yu, and Qing Qian has been condensed, and they all have more than 100,000 years of cultivation, among which Bai Luoxun's cultivation is naturally the most powerful.

The point is that the cultivation of the three of them is in Fengxi's body, which is owned by Fengxi. This has added more than 100,000 years of powerful cultivation to her, so that her, who has inexplicably become a god, also has the powerful mana that a god of the god rank should have.

On the way back to Phoenix Mountain, Feng Xi obviously felt that Feng Yu and Qing Qian's condition was not very good, and their mana was also a little unstable. I couldn't help but increase my mana to set up the colorful auspicious clouds that supported the three of them, so that Feng Yu and Qing Qian could relax.

How could she not know in her heart that Feng Yu and Qing Qian would be like this, all because of herself.

But all along, she has failed to do anything for the two of them, and has caused them a lot of trouble, which makes her feel very guilty. Being able to share the burden for them like now, she can feel more or less comfortable.

Feng Yu and Qing Qian both felt that Feng Xi had become a powerful mana, and both of them looked at her with relief, and Qing Qian also quipped: "Now your cultivation is worthy of your god's rank." ”

Feng Xi smiled embarrassedly, and said with some guilt: "It's all because of me that you ......"

"Fool, what is it to do this for you. Even if you ask for your brother's life, your brother will save you. Feng Yu rubbed Feng Xi's head dotingly, looking at her eyes full of pity.

He has been very fond of his sister since she was a child, and he also sees the love and pain that Feng Xi has suffered over the years. Failing to save Fengxi 100,000 years ago was the biggest regret in his life.

Feng Xi looked at his brother with emotion, and then looked at Qing Qian, and felt quite ashamed of the idea that he had before: he didn't understand why he wanted to come back to life, and he had to face himself who was abandoned by Bai Luoxun, such a heart-wrenching thing, and would rather die 100,000 years ago, die at the hands of the cat demon, and never come back to life again.

She has a brother who loves him so much, and friends who are obedient to her, even if there is no love in this life, it is enough for her to have the motivation to live.

She stood in the middle, stretched out two hands, and took the initiative to hold Feng Yu and Qing Qian's hands, and the emotion in her heart could not be expressed in words.

Even if Feng Xi didn't say it, Feng Yu and Qing Qian could feel Feng Xi's affection, and the two looked at each other, and a smile appeared in their eyes. They all felt that Feng Xi had the will to live.

From the time Feng Xi woke up to just now, he was always forced to smile, and he didn't have the joy of rebirth at all. Both of them saw it, how could they not know?

Seeing that Feng Xi finally had the will to live now, the two of them were relieved.

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One day in the divine realm, one year in the human realm.

When the three of Fengxi came to Phoenix Mountain, three months had passed in the human world.

Ouyang Luoxun, Ouyang Luochen and the others had already returned to the capital of Yin State three months ago.

At the beginning, when Ouyang Luoxun suddenly appeared in front of everyone with white hair, everyone was so shocked that they couldn't close their mouths for a long time. The emperor asked Ouyang Luoxun again and again how this was done.

But Ouyang Luoxun kept silent about this matter, and refused to say even a word.

Therefore, there are many versions of speculation circulating among the people, one of which is that it is because His Royal Highness the Prince's true love of the Muluo girl suddenly did not say goodbye, and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was too sad, so he turned white overnight.

In fact, Muluo would suddenly disappear because she continued to pretend to be Xuanqing's identity, followed Ouyang Luoxun to the capital of Yin Kingdom, and lived in the Prince's East Palace.

Muluo lived in the dormitory of the crown princess who was originally Xuanqing, but Ouyang Luoxun never went there to stay overnight. I just occasionally go over to visit Muluo, that's all.

Therefore, there are rumors among the people that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince loves to say goodbye to the Muluo girl who is obsessed, and the princess who has fallen into love with the country and the city has completely fallen out of favor!

These things are all rumored among the people, but Ouyang Luoxun has no leisure to pay attention to these rumors.

Xuanqing died, and his heart died with it. He has only been a clear person in his heart from beginning to end, and who cares what others say. As long as he knows that he only loves to show off one person, it is enough.

Muluo saw that Ouyang Luoxun had been drinking heavily all day for three months, as if she had seen Bai Luoxun during the time when the little princess of the Phoenix Clan had just been scattered, which made her very sad.

She clearly remembered that 100,000 years ago, after the little princess of the Phoenix Clan was gone, she was worried because she heard that Bai Luoxun was devastated because of this, so she specially rushed to visit him in the country of Qingqiu. As a result, I saw Bai Luoxun, who borrowed wine all day to kill his sorrows, locked himself in Qingqiu every day and drank to live......

This situation lasted until Bai Luoxun brought the body of the little princess of the Phoenix clan to the country of Qingqiu, and then it gradually ended.

At that time, God knows how worried Muluo was, for fear that a good genius of the God Realm would be ruined like this. Bai Luoxun's self-degradation during that time was a past that she couldn't help but feel sad when she thought about it now.

Now seeing Bai Luoxun repeat the same mistakes again, Muluo is worn out, he can't persuade him to say anything, and his heart is even more sad.

She didn't know what she could do to soothe his dead heart...... I don't know what else can be done for him, so that his mood can get better and slowly get out of this relationship......

All Muluo could do was continue to pretend to be Xuanqing, so that the people of Yin Kingdom did not discover the fact that the real crown princess had long disappeared...... All she could do was to stay by his side silently, even if he didn't listen, she had to comfort him every day......

In the end, she still hopes that Ouyang Luoxun can regain her strength and turn back into the Bai Luoxun who didn't know Feng Xi before. At that time, Bai Luoxun was really the pride of the entire God Realm, and almost all the goddesses in the God Realm longed for it!

She misses Bai Luoxun very much, at that time.

After three full months, Ouyang Luoxun's heart has always stayed on the day of Xuanqing's death, and he has never been able to get out.

On this day, the sun was shining, but Ouyang Luoxun's heart was still gloomy, and it was even raining lightly.

As usual, he went to the restaurant alone to drink and get himself drunk, so that he could hallucinate and show off the phantom in front of him.

What he hopes for most every day is the moment when he gets drunk, and every now and then, a dazzling figure will appear in front of his eyes, and only at that time can he see the beloved in his heart and see her smiling at him......

No one knows how afraid Ouyang Luoxun is in his heart, afraid that he won't be able to see Xuanqing, and that he will forget her handsome smile......

Before, didn't he forget about Fengxi for three hundred years? He didn't dare to imagine that if he accidentally forgot Xuanqing one day......

Drinking alcohol not only allows her to see the beloved in his heart, but also allows him to forget all the pain in his heart and the responsibility he carries on his shoulders. At that moment, it was as if the whole world was left with him and his beloved, just the two of them, living happily together......

There is no parting of life and death, no conspiracy to hurt, and no misunderstanding...... There are only two of them in the world, carefree, happily together.

But on the contrary, Ouyang Luoxun's alcohol consumption is too good, it is simply a thousand glasses not drunk! Every time he wanted to get himself drunk, it took a long time...... Then I can see the delicate person I think about day and night in my heart, and see her gentle smile at myself.

Only at that time can Ouyang Luoxun feel that he is still alive, can he find the meaning of his survival, and can he really feel the heart in his chest, and he can still beat......

There are no dazzling days, his world is only a gray scene, only the boundless darkness that does not see the light of day, making him think that he is actually dead.

More often, Ouyang Luoxun even feels that when he is actually drunk, this world is real, because in that world, there is his beloved......

He would rather be drunk all day long, and would rather regard the qiē he sees and feels when he is drunk as real, and the qiē in reality as illusory......

Only in this way can his heart be slightly better......

Ouyang Luoxun thought that he couldn't forgive himself in his life, so he hurt Xuanqing and Fengxi so much...... Over and over......

He thought that if he could, he was really willing to exchange the whole world for Feng Xi's life. Because, only Fengxi is his world! He doesn't care about any living beings...... All he wants is her! As long as she's alone......

He is even willing to exchange his long life for Fengxi's ten years! used his life to exchange Fengxi for ten years of innocence. Even if this is the case, it is good for Ouyang Luoxun.

However, God could not hear his wishes. The whole world has not changed because of Feng Xi's death, or his mood, the sun still rises in the east and sets in the west, time still does not stop, everyone's days are still illuminated, and there is no change in the slightest.

Sometimes, Ouyang Luoxun would suddenly have a thought, a thought that the whole world would go to Fengxi's funeral...... He thought that if Feng Xi died alone, he would be very lonely......

This thought would pop up from time to time, and he himself would be slightly surprised.

Ouyang Luoxun didn't know that this was an idea that he couldn't want as a god. But he always can't help but have this idea in his mind, sometimes he really wants to, just let the whole world go to the funeral, such an impulse.

This time, compared to the time when Feng Xi's soul was scattered 100,000 years ago, it made him sad and painful, and he really wanted the whole world to go to Fengxi's funeral.

Just as Ouyang Luoxun was pouring his own wine, a goose-yellow figure suddenly appeared in his sight.

He wanted to ignore the figure directly, but the figure stood in front of him, and sat on the seat across from his table, looking at him indeed.

Only then did he raise his eyes expressionlessly to look over, but when he saw this person for the first time, he couldn't help but be stunned.

He looked at the person in front of him almost obsessively, and his eyes shone with a light that had long since disappeared recently. After a while, he finally couldn't help but sneer, raised his hand and stroked his forehead, and muttered: "I got drunk so fast today, I finally saw Xi'er again......"

He thought he was drunk, but suddenly heard the gentle and soft voice of the woman opposite ringing in his ears: "Brother-in-law, don't drink anymore." ”

Ouyang Luoxun was stunned again, the obsession in his eyes disappeared, and was replaced by a coldness.

He judged at the first time that the woman in front of him was not Xuanqing. Even though their looks are exactly the same, she is not Xuanqing, her voice is different from Xuanqing, and her personality looks different. Moreover, she also calls herself brother-in-law.

After Ouyang Luoxun reacted, he couldn't help but sneer, he even thought that he was drunk, and the person he saw was the person he had been thinking about for a long time...... turned out to be Xuanqing's twin sister in the world, An Qiyue.

With this realization, Ouyang Luoxun directly ignored An Qiyue, who came out of nowhere, picked up the wine bottle by himself, and continued to add wine to the bowl.

It seems that he still hasn't drunk enough, otherwise why wouldn't he be drunk yet, and he is still so sober that he can't even see the shadow of the person in his heart......

Seeing that Ouyang Luoxun didn't care about his own existence at all, An Qiyue couldn't help pursing her lips, and mustered up the courage to reach out and take the wine bottle in Ouyang Luoxun's hand.

Ouyang Luoxun found An Qiyue coming to get his wine bottle, and couldn't help frowning, raised his eyes, and looked at her with displeasure. saw that her face, which was obviously a little timid, suddenly had a hint of stubbornness, which made him associate the person in front of him with Xuanqing for a while. Once upon a time, Xuanqing also looked at himself with such a stubborn expression......

But immediately after that, An Qiyue's somewhat anxious voice came from her ears, "Brother-in-law, you really don't drink anymore!" Look what you've been tossing yourself into! If my sister has a spirit in heaven and knows that you torture yourself so much and are so painful, she will not feel good in her heart! ”

Every word An Qiyue said was clearly transmitted to Ouyang Luoxun's brain, allowing him to clearly distinguish once again that the person he saw was An Qiyue, not Xuanqing......

In my heart, I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss again.

Nothing is more heartbreaking than a person who looks exactly like his beloved, but is not his beloved.

Even if Mulu Luo dangled in front of his eyes all day long with a dazzling face, Ouyang Luoxun was indifferent. Because Muluo's face is a trick, just like Ye Hui'er pretending to be Xuanqing's sister is a truth, and these gods with high cultivation can be seen at a glance. With Mucun's face, Ouyang Luoxun could naturally see her true face at a glance.