The 236th revisit to the former home

"Knighted ......"

This word reminded Lu Ren of the fact that Xun Yu tried to dissuade Cao Cao from failing to claim the title of public servant, and finally committed suicide with hatred, and hesitated to stop. After thinking about it for a long time, Lu Ren turned around and said, "Xun Gong, there are some things I don't know whether to say or not. ”

Xun Yu said: "Just say it." ”

Lu Ren said: "Xun Gong has read countless people so far, and it can be said that he has never lost his eyes, but it is very likely that Xun Gong will look at a person in the future, and this person will be the person you have always trusted the most, and you may be disappointed when Xun Gong is concerned, right?" Xun Gong, if there really is such a day, you might as well come to me......"

After hearing this, Xun Yu closed his eyes and pondered for a while before saying, "Who are you talking about?" ”

Lu Ren walked to the door of the hall and looked at the starry sky, which seemed mysterious, but in fact, there was an indescribable discomfort in his heart. Lu Ren knew that Xun Yu was likely to follow in his footsteps in the future, and was extremely disappointed in Cao Cao. The difference is that Lu Ren was disappointed in Cao Cao's sacrifice, and Xun Yu would be disappointed in Cao Cao's transformation.

With a long sigh, Lu Ren lowered his head and said softly as if talking to himself: "The secret of heaven must not be revealed, and at that time, you will understand, Duke Xun." I hope that if you really come across that day, when your heart is extremely disappointed, you will not think about dying, but find a way to come to me. Maybe at that time, with the help of you and me, there will be some room for salvage. ”

Xun Yu frowned and looked at Lu Ren for a long time, shook his head and said, "You really have a lot of things to hide from people. I've known you for more than ten years, but I still don't know you know the art of astrology until today. ”

"Okay, this time it's not me who lied, you guessed it yourself."

Lu Ren smiled casually at Xun Yu: "Maybe it's because I'm not good at learning and I'm wrong about something, right?" Besides, this is the way things happen in the world, and everything is possible! Anyway, that's what I say, no matter what happens. When one day Xun Gong feels discouraged and cornered, you must come to me. ”

Xun Yu said: "I shouldn't have such a miserable day as you say, right?" That's it, I'll just do it. Maybe someday, as you say, I might be useful to you. ”

Lu Renxin said: "Yes, maybe it will be useful...... But if a person's ambition swells up, who can really stop it? ”

Xun Yu asked again: "Yihao." Who the hell is that person you're talking about? Can't you tell me? ”

Lu Ren shook his head, let Xun Yu guess for himself. And with Xun Yu's current situation, most of them told him that he was Cao Cao, and Xun Yu would not believe it, or that Xun Yu actually knew Cao Cao's ambitions during this period, but always thought that he could dissuade Cao Cao. And he talks too much here, and if he doesn't make a good fuss, he will think that he is playing a discordant plan. Moreover, Cao Cao is not even completely unified in the north now, and Xun Yu needs a full-hearted support in the rear.

The night was getting deeper, and Lu Ren looked at the starry sky for a long time before he said, "Xun Gong." Be careful of the area around Luoyang and Wancheng, the troops in these two places must not be easily mobilized. Liu Bei was in Xinye, but once he saw that Xu Du's troops were empty, it was difficult to guarantee that he would not persuade Liu Biao to send troops to attack. However, Liu Biao's health is not very good, and he may die of illness at any time, and the power of Jingzhou is mostly controlled by the Cai family, but the Cai family has a heart for Cao Gong...... This can be regarded as a little bit of Jingzhou insider information I brought to you. ”

Xun Yu clicked the door again, and when he saw that Lu Ren was already ready to leave, he got up and said, "Yihao." When I saw it in a hurry, I had to say goodbye in a hurry. You and I have been friends for many years, and let me send you out of the Xuchang City Gate. ”

Lu Ren said: "No need Xun Gong. It's not hard for me to get out of the city. You don't have to send me, don't forget that I pretended to be a humble husband, and the dignified Shangshu ordered me to send a husband out of the door, didn't it make people suspicious? I'd better sneak out the back door. ”

Xun Yu said: "That's it! By the way, if you didn't leave Xu Capital so soon, you might as well go to the grave of Wan'er in Lu Town, south of the city...... The inscription was written by the lord himself. The lord said that he had failed you that day. What ...... done"

Lu Ren shook his head and said, "Needless to say, Lu Ren knows it in his heart." ”

Of course, there are a few of them, it is just an empty tomb, and Wan'er's body has long been passed back to the base by Lu Ren for preservation.

And Lu Ren finally paused and asked, "I'll ask the last sentence when I leave." Can my original dwelling be rebuilt after it has been burned down, and if so, who lives there? ”

Xun Yu said: "It has not been rebuilt so far, and it is still a ruined wall...... That's what Cao Gong meant, saying that he was going to rebuild it when you returned to Xudu to re-take office. In fact, it is not difficult to rebuild the house, it can be restored in a few months or a year, but the difficult thing is the thousand books you left behind. Don't say that others don't know what is written in it, even if you, the person who wrote it down, it will be difficult to recover it without spending several years, right? ”

Lu Ren said: "If you go, you will go, and the will of heaven will be difficult to violate...... Xun Gong, farewell! ”

Xun Yu called: "Yihao, wait a minute! What should you do if the lord of Yizhou is unwilling to give it to you, but still routinely appoints others to take office? ”

Lu Ren said: "Xun Gong, you can look at it, in the eyes of others, no one wants to go to the barbarian and poor land." In that case, let him go to Nanpi to board the ship and then look for me in Yizhou, I will treat him well, and I will never let this titular Yizhou be too thirsty and hungry, and let him live freely and be worthy of him. ”

Xun Yu shook his head and said, "You...... Take care. ”

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Lu Ren slipped out of Xunfu through the back door, turned back to the dark part of the street and found the anxious guard. The guards were naturally relieved to see Lu Ren come out safely, and were about to escort Lu Ren back, but Lu Ren suddenly said, "Don't be in a hurry first." Secretly come to Xuchang...... Let's go to where I used to live. Anyway, in the middle of the night, no one will pay attention to the ruins. Besides, the moonlight is quite bright, so let's go and even dispense with the lights. ”

The two guards looked at each other and nodded secretly. The three of them turned around and came to Lu Ren's original mansion.

As Xun Yu said, it has not been rebuilt in five years, and now it is full of scorched wood, black walls, and cobwebs. Lu Ren and his guards walked through this ruin, and everywhere Lu Ren went, memories of the past would spring up in Lu Ren's heart.

"This is the hall...... At that time, every time I went out and came back, Wan'er would greet me here, and later Lu Cheng and them were added, and the family gradually became lively......"

"This is the city is the room of those two boys, hehe! Those two boys have made jokes here......"

"Study, ......"

Lu Ren stood in front of the door, and the picture of Cai Yan quietly proofreading the book here appeared in front of him. At the beginning, all his hard work was here, and later Cai Yan also spent a lot of hard work, but it was just ......

After taking two steps forward, Lu Ren stepped on a few fragments, bent down to pick them up and looked at the moonlight, although the handwriting was a little blurry, he could vaguely identify the poems written by Cai Yan. He carefully picked up a few pieces from all over the room and looked at them piece by piece, but Lu Ren had a strange feeling in his heart, and said in his heart: "It's strange, why are all Cai Yan's poems and bamboo slips, and I can't see any of the documents I wrote down at the beginning."

At that time, Cai Yan did not write many poems, and most of the books in the room were intellectual documents. If it were all burned, there would always be a few fragments left with these poems...... By the way, it's Zhang Chunhua. At that time, I set off the fire and left in a hurry, but I didn't care about Zhang Chunhua. At that time, although I blew her away, it was not difficult for her to snatch some documents out while she was fighting the fire. Besides, she helps Cai Yan take care of the literature, and she knows better than me where to put the useful literature. Forget it, it doesn't make sense to think about it again. ”

Turning around, Lu Ren turned to the room where Minchan had been arranged, and suddenly a guard quickly stepped forward to protect Lu Ren and whispered: "Be careful, there are people in the room!" ”

Lu Ren paused for a moment, then shook his head and said, "Don't be afraid, who will live in this kind of place that has been burned to the ground?" In my opinion, most of them are beggars and homeless people who have settled here. Let's sneak over and take a look, don't scare people. ”

The three of them cautiously walked to the door, and Lu Ren was about to quietly push open the door to take a look inside, but a female voice came out inside: "Yihao, is it you?" ”

"Is it Minchan?"

The guard, who had been nervous for a long time, relaxed his heart, but Lu Ren smiled and said, "Ah Xiu is really you." ”

The door that was almost falling was gently opened, and Minchan was dressed in a fiery tight suit, with an unsheathed long sword in her hand, standing in front of the door with a smile and said, "It seems that you have guessed that it is me just now." ”

Lu Ren raised his eyes and looked around, and said with feeling: "This place has already been defeated, except for you and me, who will come here except for you and me, who are the people who used to be the masters here?" ”

Minchan stretched out her finger and poked Lu Ren's waist and said, "Then I heard you say just now, 'Most of them are beggars and homeless people here', are you deliberately scolding me?" ”

Lu Ren shook his head and said, "I didn't react at that moment!" I didn't remember until I walked to the door. Didn't you live here for a while? Ah Xiu, how did you think of this? ”

Minchan said: "It's the same as you." You're here to revisit the old place, and I'm here to feel nostalgic for the past. As soon as I got here, I was thinking that I was bent on dying, but you saved me, and then it became the way it is now. ”

Lu Ren said: "Sometimes I wonder if you really killed me with a sword at that time, I wouldn't be as tired as I am now." ”

Minchan said: "What? Do you feel tired? ”

Lu Ren nodded silently. He is not ordinary tired, he is just a very ordinary person, but now he has put too much burden on him. There are both those who are pressed on him by others, and there are also those who are pressed on him by himself. Many times, Lu Ren wondered what was the point of doing this, and whether it was appropriate.

Seeing Lu Ren's extremely sad expression, Diao Chan gently leaned over to Lu Ren's side and said softly: "Yihao, if you are really tired, don't do it anymore......"

Lu Ren shook his head, stretched out his hand to wrap his hand around Minchan's thin waist and said, "I've come this far, and I can't turn back for a long time." I chose this path by myself, and I had to keep going. And it's not just me now, too many people have been involved, and if I give up, it will hurt a lot of people...... Don't worry, I'm only feeling sad once in a while, but I'll still do what I need to do. (To be continued.) )