Chapter Eighty-Four: Where Love Is Deep, But There Is No Trace

King Yingji of Qin said to everyone, "The lonely king and the patriarch have something to say, everyone should step down." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”

Everyone hurriedly retreated.

Ying Ji said to Ying Xuan, "No matter what, you are not the King of Qin after all, although you exercise the clan order to make the front-line fighters have scruples when fighting, but you are definitely not comparable to the lord of a country, and the benefits I can give them are far greater than yours." ”

Ying Xuan smiled and said, "You are right, the lord of a country is much more useful than me, the patriarch, but I am very curious, when will there be a place for you to speak in this Qin country, I think this Qin country is not all ordered by Mi Bazi, Wei Ran and others." ”

Ying Ji said helplessly, "Ying Xuan, it's the Queen Mother, even if you don't like it anymore..."

Ying Xuan interrupted Ying Ji and said, "You are wrong, I don't dislike it, I am also a woman, I admire this woman very much, but she is an unfavored princess, how humble she was when she came to Qin, but she was able to endure humiliation and burden."

Ying Xuan sneered and continued, "Oh, like the king of Yue, Goujian, who has been lying on salary for several years, and now he has finally got what he wanted, and he became the queen mother of Qin, and the glory that he did not get in Chu has been obtained in Qin, so I am very proud." ”

Ying Ji glared at Ying Xuan and walked up to her, "If I say I'm proud, what do you think?" ”

"You."

Ying Ji grabbed Ying Xuan's shoulder and said angrily, "Do you have a heart, you can't see that I ignore the opposition of my mother and uncle, you can't see that I took the risk of Wei Yu taking me hostage to save you, where is your heart, is there only hatred for my mother in your eyes, hatred for my uncle, only hatred for the Ying clan, but you can't see my sincerity to you, do you know, my mother is not only a son like me, do you know the pressure and risks I take?" ”

Ying Xuan looked at Ying Ji and said, "Without you, I can leave the beam." ”

Yingji smiled cruelly, "Is it to leave as a corpse, or to leave as a rat after exchanging with people." ”

Ying Xuan bit her lip and was speechless, she used her hand to remove Ying Ji's hands, but Ying Ji said to Ying Xuan in a good-natured manner, "You, the patriarch of the Ying clan, are just the patriarch of the ancient clan of the Qin State, do you think the people of the Wei State will value this?" In their eyes, you may have a slight effect, but you are far worse than the King of Qin? ”

"I, Yingxuan, have never regarded myself as very important, let alone made any extravagant expectations." Ying Xuan replied with a pun.

Yingji lowered her head and looked at Yingxuan, sneered at her and said, "Thinking about non-separation, your Yingxuan clan patriarch doesn't think about non-separation, it's the lonely king who thinks about non-separation, do you mean I'm wishful thinking?" ”

Ying Xuan tilted his head to the side, and did not answer Ying Ji's words, Ying Ji squinted his eyes and said, "It turns out that I was wrong, wrong, I always thought that there was hatred between our mother, uncle and Ying's family, but it turned out that the beauty already belonged to her, I was just curious about who that person was." ”

Yingji gently stroked Yingxuan's face with his hand, and he said word by word, "The lonely king has to shave that person alive, what does Xuan'er think?" ”

Ying Xuan waved his hand and shook off Ying Ji's hand and said, "You don't talk nonsense, there is no such person." ”

"Whenever you are in danger, do you know the pain of the Lone King's five burns, if it weren't for the Lone King's repeated help, would you still be alive today? Today, in order to protect this person, you don't even tell the truth to the lonely king, you say, who is that person, the lonely king wants to see that he is stronger than the lonely king, and is comparable to the lonely king's sincerity to you. ”

Ying Xuan ignored the jealous crazy Ying Ji, Ying Ji was walking around the house anxiously, he suddenly thought of something and asked Ying Xuan, "But what Zhuang Zhou Gao disciple Yi Xiaochuan next to you, is he a life-saving grace for you, isn't he?" ”

"Is this what you're looking for me to say, can I go?"

Ying Xuan was about to walk out of the house, and Ying Jiyin's voice sounded in the house, "The Lonely King will definitely find that person and erase it." ”

Ying Xuan paused and walked out of the house without any excuse.

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Many years ago in Yongcheng, Qin State, Ying Xuan returned to Yongcheng with Ying Yun and became full of vegetarian food.

Ying Xuan came to the mourning hall in the middle of the night, she sneaked left and right, and waited silently alone until dawn.

The footsteps in the middle of the night suddenly sounded, and Ying Xuan looked blankly, only to see Bai Qi walking in. He sat next to Ying Xuan and said to Ying Xuan, "Don't feel uncomfortable, it will be better to cry." ”

Ying Xuan looked at Bai Qi in a daze, and said with a smile, "You, are you talking to me?" ”

Bai Qi frowned, he shook Ying Xuan fiercely and said, "Ying Xuan, Ying Xuan, you are sober, I am Bai Qi, look at me, do you recognize me?" ”

Ying Xuan kept nodding his head and said, "Bai Qi, Bai Qi, ah, it's you, how could I not remember you." ”

"What the hell is wrong with you, why are you like this?"

Ying Xuan didn't reply, and Bai Qi scolded loudly, "Let me ask you, what's wrong with you, you talk, talk?" ”

Ying Xuan slowly raised his head, "It's me who should die, it's me, why didn't I die, what they wanted to kill was the head of the Ying clan"

Ying Xuan pointed his finger at himself in confusion, "But I am, I am the patriarch of the Ying clan, why did my cousin die?" That, that, they said they were going to kill the patriarch of the Ying clan, my cousin said to me, she said, 'Xuan'er, you are still young, my sister can no longer take care of you in the future, you have to take care of yourself', you see, how stupid my cousin is, she is not smart at all, why should she die for me, I will not be grateful to her at all, not at all..."Ying Xuan said as tears welled up from her eyes, she shook her head fiercely.

Bai Qi choked up and said to Ying Xuan, "Don't think about it, don't forget her advice and expectations, she wants you to live, she wants you to lead the Ying clan people to continue to walk and complete what she didn't finish, how can you have such a big sense of guilt, you have to know that it wasn't you who killed her, it was Mi Bazi, it was Wei Ran and them, not you, not you Yingxuan." ”

Ying Xuan argued loudly, "No, it's me, it's me, she died for me." ”

"Yingyun is not for you personally, she is for the Ying family, for the future of the Qin State, not for you, don't you even understand this?"

"When my cousin ......" Ying Xuan began to ramble about the past, Bai Qi sat aside and did not interrupt Ying Xuan's words, he understood that Ying Xuan's heart was already like a knife at the moment, but there were a lot of mundane things during the day, she must always keep a clear head, Ying Que said that Ying Xuan was in the mourning hall late every night, Bai Qi understood that only at that moment, Ying Xuan could remove all the disguises, her eyes and heart, were infinite remorse and endless hatred, Bai Qi quietly listened to Ying Xuan chatter about the past.

Ying Xuan's nagging finally came to an end, and Bai Qi asked, "Isn't it much better to say it." ”

Ying Xuan nodded, and slowly came to her senses, she sighed slowly, "It seems that all happiness has left me." ”

"Yingxuan, let me ask you, if you walk alone in the vast darkness alone, you can't see the end in front of you, and you can't see the road you walked when you came, would you be afraid?"

Ying Xuan leaned on Bai Qi's shoulder, thought about it and said to Bai Qi, "Whether it's day or night, I don't think I'll be afraid, and I don't need to be afraid." ”

"Need?"

"No matter day or night, sword mountains and sea of fire, even if I am in danger, I don't need to be timid, because I am a descendant of Xuanniao, because I am a member of the Ying family, the Ying family has the most noble blood in the world, whether it is in the era of flood and famine, or the period of the princes of the Warring States, our surname Ying represents perseverance and perseverance."

"Even if you fall in the darkness of the night, and you don't see the end, you can't find the way you came?"

"I at least worked hard, maybe I can't see the end, but I at least worked hard, I won't regret it, I don't have to be disappointed, as for the way I came, why should I look for the way I came, even though the road ahead is unpredictable, difficult and dangerous, but people don't live to face all kinds of unsatisfactory, I won't be afraid, let alone think about escaping."

"But you regret your choice?"

Ying Xuan just pursed her lips and did not answer Bai Qi's question.

Bai Qi continued, "If you can look at this matter objectively, Yingyun is not as valuable as you, for the Ying clan, for the Qin State, what they need is you, not Yingyun, Yingyun understands this, you also understand, but because of guilt, you are stuck in the quagmire and unwilling to come out, do you think this is right?"

"My cousin is not an ordinary person."

"The road ahead will be more and more difficult and bumpy. Now your situation is like walking alone in the night, unknown dangers will continue to come, if you are not afraid, why not go on bravely, even if you know that you can't see the end. ”

Bai Qi paused for a moment and then said, "You just feel guilty about Yingyun's death, but life is inevitable to die, no one can escape, Yingyun Ruoquan knows that you are so self-defeating, she will be very sad, she will leave the hope of life to you, not to you Yingxuan, but she left it to the person she thinks is the most suitable to be the head of the Ying clan." If there is someone better than you, who is more worthy of the task, I think she will not hesitate to sacrifice herself and keep that person. ”

Ying Xuan nodded and said, "For the sake of the Ying clan and the Qin State, even if we die a hundred times, we will be willing to eat." ”

Bai Qi gently patted Ying Xuan's shoulder, and Ying Xuan asked Bai Qi, "Why did you come here, did Patriarch Bai agree?" ”

"I'm worried about you, you, sometimes it's just a tendon, it's awkward." Bai Qi rubbed Yingxuan's hair lovingly.

"Go back quickly, don't embarrass the Bai patriarch, your Bai clan is not easy now, don't make trouble for this matter anymore, otherwise, Mi Bazi, Wei Ran and others will embarrass you."

Bai Qi slowly said to Ying Xuan, "Now all ethnic groups are extremely difficult, you and I both know, but I heard that Wei Ran is under the banner of recruiting troops for the national government, but in fact recruiting his own forces, I want to take this opportunity to give it a try." ”

"Is this a game with a tiger?"

"Hehe, don't worry, this is just an expedient measure, and you know the current situation, Wei Ran and others blindly suppress the talents of the Ying clan and the various clans of the Qin State, in case we have heavy troops in our hands, which is not good for them, only in this way, we can get the military power, and when the time is ripe, we can wipe them out."

"If you take refuge with Wei Ran and the others, even if it is a false refuge, the Bai Patriarch will be very angry, and may even expel you from the Bai Clan, you don't have to sacrifice so much for me."

"I'm not for you Yingxuan, I'm for the Qin tribes, for my Bai clan, but by the way, I'm just helping your Ying clan, now your Ying clan is so difficult, I hope to be able to add strength to your defeat Mi Bazi, Wei Ran and others in the future."

A knock on the door interrupted Yingxuan's memories, and she walked to the door.