(I went out yesterday, and when I came back, my brain was already confused, and I didn't have time to update, forgive me!) Today is the fourth watch to make up, shamelessly begging for votes and support! ）

"Xiaolan, come here......"

Hearing Lu Ren's call, Lu Lan slowly approached. Lu Lan and Cao Ang are also very familiar, although they are still young at this time and they are not very clear about this matter, but the background of the street child still makes her more or less understandable, and her attitude towards Cao Ang will be a little different. And suddenly hearing Cao Ang's death, Lu Lan was also stunned.

Looking at Cao Ang's tombstone at this moment, Lu Lan bit her lip and did not speak. Lu Ren originally wanted Lu Lan to go to the pillar incense, but saw Lu Lan take off the jade ring around his neck, carefully held it in his hand and presented it to Mrs. Ding and said, "Madam, this is the jade ring that Zixiu Gongzi gave me that day, and now I will return it to my wife as Zixiu's belongings." ”

This jade ring was originally given to Cao Ang by Mrs. Ding when she performed the crown ceremony, but now she suddenly found that it was in Lu Lan's hands, and Mrs. Ding immediately realized something, and then looked at Lu Ren in surprise, and Lu Ren nodded silently to Mrs. Ding.

With trembling hands, she took the jade ring in Lu Lan's hand, and Mrs. Ding also carefully dried Lu Lan for a while. After reading it, Mrs. Ding smiled sadly, slowly got up, and then invited Lu Ren aside, and said in a low voice, "Ling Jun bothered...... In fact, the concubine also likes Lan Yatou, but she only sighs that Ang'er is not blessed...... Now that Ang'er has died, please make another plan for Lingjun, don't delay Lan Yatou. ”

Lu Ren's heart was very confused, and he couldn't say anything.

Mrs. Ding looked at Xiao Lu Lan over there again, shook her head with a light sigh, and said: "I recently heard that there is a large family in the capital of Xu that has a new female death, and the age is similar to that of Ang'er, and the concubine body makes people say that this Yin relatives and beggars are buried together, and the big family has also readily agreed, so Ang'er is not alone underground......

Lu Ren nodded slightly, and when he looked at Cao Ang's tombstone again, he suddenly felt a little self-reproach in his heart. Because in Lu Ren's opinion, he, a person with a "cave rhino heavenly machine", could have saved Cao Ang from death, but because of his self-righteous approach, Cao Ang still died in Wancheng like the course of history.

If it wasn't about him, Lu Ren might not care, but now Cao Ang is one of Lu Ren's best friends, and he can save his friend but can't save it, how can Lu Ren's heart feel better? What's more, Cao Ang is the person who Lu Ren originally wanted to entrust to these people around him after returning to the Wear Flash Man...... Whether he wanted to save Cao Ang for the safety of his friends or for his own selfishness, Lu Ren really couldn't say it now, and he only had a little self-blame in the chaos.

After being silent for a while, Lu Ren still said something to Mrs. Ding that he didn't know what to do: "Madam, it's Lu Ren's fault, and I killed Zi Xiu......

Mrs. Ding looked at Lu Ren with a little surprise, and after a while, she figured out what she said, "Why did Ling Jun say this?" What does Ang'er's death have to do with Lingjun? Before Ang'er left, he mentioned to the concubine that Ling Jun wanted Ang'er to stay in Xudu and govern the people with you, maybe if Ling Jun insisted on it at that time, Ang'er would be able to avoid death. It's just that everyone has their own ambitions, and Ang'er is bent on making contributions on the battlefield, since Ang'er has made up his mind, how can you dissuade you? ”

"But ......"

Mrs. Ding waved her hand gently, but a little anger suddenly surged between her eyebrows: "It wasn't you who really killed Ang'er, but his father......"

Lu Ren's heart jumped suddenly, knowing that Mrs. Ding already knew where Cao Cao's Wancheng defeat was at this time, and even hated Cao Cao. It's just that for Lu Ren, a person who can obviously save the situation, where is there no fault for his almost inaction? People say that those who don't know are not guilty, and Lu Ren's situation is only afraid that he will "know and bear his guilt", but Lu Ren really can't say these words.

There was silence for a while, and Lu Ren suddenly wanted to do something for Cao Ang, a good friend who he had actually selfishly and used for a long time, so that his heart could be better. After thinking about it, Lu Ren returned to the carriage and got the flute, stood in front of Cao Ang's tomb and said to the tombstone: "Zixiu, I'm sorry for you as a friend, I have lied to you for so long, and I have used you for so long...... But I'm really helpless, because if I don't do this, I might have died a long time ago, and if you had the knowledge, you would have forgiven me, right? Finally, let me play a song to see you off......"

With the flute on his lips, Lu Ren played the song "Imperial Sword Jianghu - Lengthened". When the high but somewhat sad music sounded, Lu Ren suddenly seemed to understand that he was wrong...... Or should it be said that the fault is really not in him.

The death of Cao Ang now has too many similarities with the deaths of Li Lao and Xiaoping in Xuzhou at the beginning, the same is that Lu Ren has issued warnings and reminders in advance, but the final result is still not much different. This made Lu Ren understand that the direction of history should not be influenced by his small character who has always been cynical and only seeks self-preservation in just a few years.

The current Lu Ren is only a small pebble at best, and at most he can only stir up a small wave in the historical trend. If he really wants to change the trend of history and the course of the general trend, unless he becomes a big figure with great influence like Cao Cao, it will be just a piece of paper to ensure that the gradual expansion of the "butterfly effect" will not be more than ten or twenty years. But the question is, will the current Lu Ren have the kind of ambition and willingness to stay in the late Han Dynasty for so long?

In the sad music, Lu Ren's heart was also filled with a little helplessness that he couldn't really affect the historical process, and this mentality was brought into the music, which made the already sad "Yuxian Jianghu" even more sad and desolate. And when he was about to run out of breath, Wan'er's flute was tightly connected, and the flute was also full of sadness......

Two flutes, one played for his friend because he was guilty, and the other for his brother who cared for him, and the sad sound of the flute gently wafted over Cao Ang's tomb. Listening to this sad music, Mrs. Ding, Wan'er, Cheng, Xin, Lan, and the maid ...... Even Lu Ren's own eyes were marked with tears.

At this moment, in the small jungle a little far away from Cao Ang's tomb, there was another person looking at Cao Ang's tombstone from afar, listening to the flute sound of Lu Ren and Wan'er, and tears were also drawn from the corners of his eyes. After a long time, Lu Ren and Wan'er finally finished the song, said goodbye to Mrs. Ding, and boarded the carriage to turn back to Xuchang City, but this person disappeared behind the tree in a flash to avoid Lu Ren's car, and Lu Ren's behavior of raising his sleeves to wipe away his tears on the carriage also completely fell into this person's eyes.

When Lu Ren's car drove away, the man looked at Mrs. Ding, who was still crying in front of the tombstone, but he wanted to step forward but stopped. Turning around slowly, this person whispered to another person behind him: "Feng Xiao, why did you recommend Yihao to Gu in the first place?" ”

Guo Jia pondered for a moment before saying: "When Jia first met him, he felt that although he was not a person who could plan for the main public painting, he occasionally had foresight and high knowledge in his chest, and he could be a senator. As for his ability to specialize in agriculture and the people, it was really unexpected. ”

Cao Cao sighed: "Yes, in addition to being a capable official, he is also a senator with occasional foresight. It's a pity that Lone didn't take your words to heart, and he couldn't take his advice to Lone to be careful...... Remorse, hate! If Lone can listen to Yihao's words, how can he have such a big loss? ”

"Lord ......"

Cao Cao waved his hand, looked at Cao Ang's mound and said softly: "Mrs. Ding is here, it is inconvenient for me to come forward to pay tribute to Ang'er, so let's come back another day......"

Recalling the sad music played by Lu Ren and Wan'er just now, as well as the picture of Lu Ren wiping the corners of his eyes in the carriage, Cao Cao sighed again: "Lonely but beloved son, why didn't Yihao lose his friend because he was lonely?" Fengxiao, you invited Yihao to come to the house tonight on behalf of Lone, and Lone wanted to have a long talk with Yihao. ”

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At the beginning of night, in the backyard of Cao's mansion, Lu Renzheng saluted Cao Cao, who was raising a glass to the sky in the pavilion, with a little uneasiness: "Ming Gong summoned me here when he entered the office, I don't know what he ordered?" ”

When Cao Cao saw Lu Ren coming, he ordered all his attendants to retreat, and beckoned to Lu Ren again: "Could it be that you have to be invited here by some militaristic political councilor?" Yihao doesn't have to be restrained, come and sit here. ”

“……”

Lu Ren carefully went to the pavilion, but found that there was only one table in the pavilion, and the only one that could sit for Lu Ren was the other seat opposite Cao Cao's seat. At this moment, Cao Cao was half-lying and half-sitting with his back leaning on the pavilion pillar, seeing Lu Ren's somewhat overwhelmed actions, he turned over, took the wine spoon and scooped up a glass of wine from the wine cup reserved for Lu Ren, and said: "Yihao, I didn't call you here for the sake of military politics, and I don't think I'm alone tonight...... I just want to invite you to come and have a few glasses of wine with me, as a father who has lost his beloved son, and an elder who has lost a friend. I'll talk about that later, but I'll fill this cup first! ”

After saying that, Cao Cao didn't pay attention to Lu Ren, and raised his head to drink all the wine in the cup, and Lu Ren could only drink with him when he saw this. When the wine was all in his throat, Lu Ren put down the wine cup and returned to eye level, he suddenly noticed that Cao Cao's cheeks were hung with two lines of crystal tears reflecting the glow of fire. At this moment, Lu Ren suddenly felt that the Cao Cao in front of him was far from the traitor in the troubled times in his image.

Cao Cao stretched out his hand to scoop the wine again, and sighed lightly with a somewhat frustrated look on his face: "Yihao, I regret it now...... I still remember that when the army was about to leave, you came to me to admonish me and tell me to be careful, but I did not take your words to heart. Now Dian Wei is dead, and Ang'er is also dead......

Another glass of wine was scooped into the glass: "You know what? There are some things that I can't say in front of people, even in front of Feng Xiao, who is closest to me, and can be called 'Ming is the main minister, but in fact, I know the friend', but I may be able to say it in front of you, a friend of Ang's childhood...... I said in front of people, 'I fold my eldest son, love my nephew, there is no deep pain, and I cry Dian Wei also', in fact, I love and respect Dian Wei, and I ...... Is it to ask the whole world, how many fathers will not love their children!? When I said this sentence in front of people, how many people could understand the guilt in my heart for Ang'er!? ”