These words have been held in his heart for a long time, Feng Xi can't say it to Feng Yu, he can't say it to Qing Qian, but now facing Feng Xiuyan, he can finally confide it, and his heart is a lot more comfortable. After speaking, she shrugged her shoulders as if she didn't care, and pulled out a hypocritical smile on her face that she had learned in her life as a killer, "Actually, it's nothing to think about, I can't rely on him anymore, I can't get stuck in this relationship anymore, even if I think about him again, I should learn to let go of him." ”

Feng Xiuyan looked at Feng Xi with a relaxed smile distressedly, and for a while she didn't know how to comfort her. She can't even imagine what a deep love that has lasted for 100,000 years is......

With such a deep affection, how can it be said that you can let go of it? It's just that she still remembers the incident between Ouyang Luoxun and Muluo who came out of nowhere four years ago, remembers that Ouyang Luoxun completely snubbed Qing'er for Muluo, and vaguely remembers that Ouyang Luoxun seemed to ask the emperor for an order to accept Muluo as a side concubine, but then Muluo suddenly disappeared somehow.

Feng Xiuyan could guess that Feng Xi would die, probably because it had something to do with Na Muluo. It's just that she doesn't know whether she should mention it or not. In the end, all the words turned into a sigh, "You must have had a hard time all these years......

"No, one day in the divine realm, one year in the human realm, four years in your human world is only four days for the divine realm, and for me, it is only four days to be separated from you." Feng Xi shook his head, with a faint smile on his face. In fact, at this point, she is already very happy that she still has these friends by her side.

Although she lost her love, she gained these precious friendships, so she has not gained nothing over the years.

In the past, in modern times, Feng Xiuyan had heard such a saying, the time of the divine realm and the human realm did seem to be different, but it was only now that I knew that those modern legends could also be believed.

"Xiuyan, don't worry, I will definitely find out the cause of your premature birth!" Feng Xi held Feng Xiuyan's cold hand outside the brocade quilt, and her face was solemn.

Feng Xiuyan's expression froze suddenly, her eyes were a little surprised, and it took her half a while to find her voice and say tentatively: "What do you mean...... My child didn't die innocently? She only felt her heart sink to the bottom in an instant.

"It shouldn't be very simple...... Feng Xi nodded, his face solemn.

After getting Feng Xi's answer, Feng Xiuyan's hands on both sides couldn't help clenching into fists, the green tendons between her knuckles bulged, she only felt that her heart was blocked by a big stone, her head was dizzy for a while, her eyes suddenly went black, and she only saw the light again for a long time, and even her breathing became difficult, and she endured the anger and grief in her heart, and her lips trembled and she couldn't say a word.

Looking at the thousands of emotions surging in Feng Xiuyan's eyes, Feng Xi pursed her lips and pondered for a moment before she asked tentatively, "Listen to Li'er, that side concubine came to see you this morning?" Did she do anything to you? ”

Taking a breath hard, Feng Xiuyan felt that the air around her had become thinner, making it difficult for her to breathe, but when she heard Feng Xi's question, she was stunned, and said with some hesitation: "You mean Tang Wanru?" She did, but she didn't do anything to me. You mean she caused me to give birth prematurely? As he spoke, his eyebrows couldn't help wrinkling, he could squeeze a fly to death, and there was a faint sadness between his eyebrows.

"I'm not sure now, but I always feel like it has nothing to do with her." Feng Xi stared at Feng Xiuyan's face intently, and didn't dare to make a conclusion, and at the end, she asked again: "Since she came to this palace, has she been embarrassed by you?" I feel...... Ouyang Luorui seemed to treat her well. ”

This was a little hesitant, because in Feng Xi's impression, Ouyang Luorui didn't seem to have much patience with women, but the woman was so coquettish in the study today, Ouyang Luorui was not impatient, it can be seen that he is unusual for that woman.

Hearing this, Feng Xiuyan pulled an ugly smile on her face, her expression was also a little lonely, and she said lightly: "She has been in this palace for more than a year, but she has not had any conflicts with me, and she has not usually targeted me, and occasionally comes to see me, especially after I am pregnant, she comes more." But I didn't realize what she was doing to me. After a pause, he said a little distractedly: "He was brought back by Ouyang Luorui, and he is the only woman he has taken the initiative to accept over the years, and I am just a protective card given to him by the emperor." He is naturally different from Tang Wanru, what am I in his heart......"

Hearing the sadness of Feng Xiuyan's tone, Feng Xi sighed in her heart, and already had doubts, "You...... Could it be that Ouyang Luorui is in love? In Feng Xi's impression, Feng Xiuyan has always been the woman who is spontaneous, eclectic, optimistic and cheerful, and doesn't care so much about feelings, not to mention, she still remembers that Feng Xiuyan once said that what Feng Xiuyan wants is a life that is respectful and irrelevant to Ouyang Luorui.

Feng Xiuyan shook her head, she couldn't see joy or sorrow in her eyes, and only let out a low sigh with melancholy: "Maybe." ”

The corners of her lips once again appeared with a smile that was more ugly than crying, and she said desolately: "In the four years of marriage, he has only touched me twice, and these two times he forced me in anger...... The first time was the wedding night, and the second time, I had this child. I just wanted to give birth to this child and attach all my feelings to this child, but now that this child is gone, my heart is empty. He wasn't there when I needed him the most, you say, how can I still love such a person? My heart for him is dead. ”

After a pause, he continued: "I don't know when it started, I don't even know what I like about him, he obviously doesn't have any place I like. Maybe I really answered that sentence, there is no reason for true love, I love him, I don't know why. I tried very hard to hide all my feelings in my heart, I don't dare to be emotional in this royal family, you know, the men here are all three wives and four concubines, he doesn't love me, sooner or later there will be a group of wives and concubines, and I don't dare to be emotionally attached to him. But it wasn't until the day he brought Tang Wanru back that I knew I was really trapped. But I couldn't do anything, I could only stay where I was, and do my best to ignore him and Tang Wanru, ignore his kindness to her, ignore his concern for her, and after a long time, I thought I really didn't care. Between us, I should never have had this child, and I have such a sad hope again. ”

Listening to Feng Xiuyan's words, Feng Xi's heart also lingered with a touch of sadness, what Feng Xiuyan said, isn't it her mood? She also rekindled her hope because of the arrival of her child, but in the end, she was just disappointed.

Thinking of this, Feng Xi couldn't help but have a layer of tears in her eyes, looking at Feng Xiuyan, her eyes were full of pity, and she couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged her in her arms, and said in a gentle tone: "If you want to cry, cry out, don't hold back." Blinking vigorously and holding back her tears, she made Feng Xiuyan cry, but she couldn't cry herself, she was afraid that if she cried, it would make Feng Xiuyan's mood even heavier.

She thought that Feng Xiuyan must be looking forward to the arrival of the child, just as she was looking forward to the arrival of the child in her womb. However, after all, they have no chance with their children and cannot be mothers. Feng Xiuyan is eight months pregnant, longer than Feng Xi, and if she thinks about it, her love for the child should be deeper.

What could be more desperate than seeing your own child die?

Feng Xiuyan's head was on Feng Xi's shoulder, and her whole body couldn't stop twitching when she choked, and finally she cried out with a "wow", choking up while crying: "I really don't want to stay in this palace anymore, I really can't stand watching him and other women talk to me all day long, and I really can't stand it." ”

Feng Xi patted Feng Xiuyan's back to help her calm down, and finally made a decision in her heart, and said in a firm tone: "If you really want to leave him, I will help you." When we find out the cause of the child's death and punish those who should be punished, let's go, okay? ”

"Yes." Feng Xiuyan sobbed and nodded, her shoulders trembling constantly, she believed that Feng Xi, the goddess, must have a way to get her out of this cage and leave this sad place.

Thinking that Feng Xi was a goddess, Feng Xiuyan suddenly stopped crying, suddenly came out of Feng Xi's arms, looked at Feng Xi's face in a daze, and said seriously: "Since you are a goddess, can you send me back to the era in which I originally lived?" There was a glint of anticipation in his eyes.

Hearing this, Feng Xi couldn't help but be stunned, and then remembered that Feng Xiuyan said that she was a person who had traveled through, and she also understood that Feng Xiuyan wanted to go back to the future world, but ......

A look of embarrassment appeared on Feng Xi's face, and he said a little entangled: "I don't know much about this, I really have never heard of such a thing, I don't even know how you came here." Otherwise, when the matter is all dealt with, I will go back to the God Realm to help you inquire. "What she can't do, she can't promise anything.

"That's all it can be." Feng Xiuyan nodded lonely, and a look of loss appeared on her face again. It's been four years since she's been in this overhead dynasty, and there's never been a moment that makes her want to go back more than she does now.

Feng Xi waited for Feng Xiuyan to calm down, so she asked Li'er to bring the chicken soup that had been boiling for several hours, and personally fed Feng Xiuyan spoonful by spoon into her stomach. People who have just given birth need to take more supplements, this common sense Feng Xi still has, and she doesn't want Feng Xiuyan to fall ill in confinement.

It's just that Feng Xiuyan is tasteless, and everything she eats is the same as drinking boiled water.