Chapter 122 Defects
Fortunately, Xiao Mu finally came to his senses, but the morning had already passed by then, and it was probably around noon today. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Xiao Mu finally got rid of the "demon fear", and after regaining his senses, he thought that the crime he had given himself was not very appropriate, and then he felt that it should not be "not very suitable", but "completely inappropriate", or that there was no reason at all - obviously he was also wronged, whether it was a pervert who violated an underage girl, or a scumbag who cheated on him despite his pregnant wife, or a beast who was delusional about his uncle and sister-in-law, he didn't have anything to do with him at all, okay? Obviously, he just went to talk to Concubine Tian, and in the process of chatting, he drank two cups of herbal tea to go to the summer, and he originally planned to go to Concubine Yuan's place after chatting with her for a while......
First of all, when I was with Concubine Tian, I was completely unconscious, no matter what happened, it was completely unintentional, not out of my own heart, and it can be said that it has nothing to do with myself. And taking a step back, even if he deliberately went to Concubine Tian's dormitory, planning to do something inappropriate for children while spending the night with her, there is no problem at all, after all, who made himself Emperor Chongzhen now, and Concubine Tian was originally one of Emperor Chongzhen's harems?
And now it is the Ming Dynasty, in terms of the customs of this time and space, girls are everywhere at the age of thirteen or fourteen, compared with those people, Concubine Tian is already very mature, and she is not a destroying flower at all - or, in a sense, his current body is sixteen or seventeen-year-old Emperor Chongzhen, which is originally a flower, between flowers and flowers, let alone destroying things.
As for Lin Yi's problem, that's not a problem - it's also because it's the Ming Dynasty right now, and he is still the son of heaven of the Ming Dynasty, as the emperor, of course, it is normal for the harem to have countless concubines. According to the way of kings and ministers and husbands and wives in this time and space, even if it is the queen of the main palace, even if it is a pregnant queen of the main palace, she has no right to interfere with which concubine the emperor goes to spend the night, right? Or, according to normal logic, it is precisely because the queen is pregnant that the emperor wants to find other concubines to solve physiological problems, right?
Finally, there is the most important point: that is, Lin Yi was also a traverser, and she, the queen of the main palace, was also a fake. In fact, Lin Yi is neither her girlfriend in the later life (of course, she does not have a girlfriend in the future life), nor is she the original empress of Emperor Chongzhen in this time and space, in this case, what qualifications and positions does she have to intervene in the affairs of herself and other women?
However, despite the truth, Xiao Mu was also trying to convince himself with these analyses, but unfortunately, he had been thinking about it until the evening, Xiao Mu's heart still felt very twisted, and at the same time full of contradictions, and this feeling of contradiction was still very strong, and there was no tendency to alleviate at all.
How do you think about it, how do you feel awkward, Xiao Mu, who is extremely complicated and contradictory in his heart, didn't even eat a few bites of lunch and dinner. Wang Chengen, who was responsible for taking care of the emperor's diet and daily life, was of course very worried in his heart - it is said that after his strict requirements the day before yesterday, the meals made in the imperial dining room can be said to have reached the point of impeccable, but such a delicious food is placed in front of him, but the emperor has no intention of eating, and it looks like he is frowning, obviously because he is worried about state affairs.
Wang Chengen thought that the emperor was worried about national affairs, and of course he as a eunuch could not intervene in this kind of matter, after all, the example of Wei Zhongxian was placed there a few years ago, in fact, there seemed to be no good end in the end of eunuchs interfering in politics in history. Therefore, although he was very worried in his heart, as a thoughtful and disciplined eunuch, Wang Chengen did not dare to ask questions, for fear of interfering with the emperor's thinking about military affairs, so he could only do it in a hurry.
Fortunately, at this time, Wang Chengen saw that the queen mother was coming, and his heart was also happy. Since the emperor is depressed, the queen can just comfort her, and save the emperor from holding back his illness alone in hard thinking. As for the issue that the harem is also not allowed to interfere in politics, Wang Chengen is not worried, since she is the queen's mother, even if she does not mention national affairs, there must be other ways to comfort the emperor.
So this time, Xiao Mu and Lin Yi didn't need to speak, Wang Chengen waved his hand and motioned for all the other eunuchs and palace maids who were waiting here to go out, and then quietly withdrew from the main hall, leaving only the emperor and the queen mother in the palace.
Although Wang Chengen's guess was wrong from the beginning, Xiao Mu was not worried about military affairs, and Lin Ye was not here to comfort Xiao Mu, but he finally emptied the main hall and let Xiao Mu and Lin Yi get along alone, which was quite appropriate, because Lin Ye had something to tell Xiao Mu alone.
However, at this time, Xiao Mu didn't notice that Lin Yi had come, nor did he find that Wang Chengen had taken all the other people away, still sitting there motionless, looking pensive, just like the statue of the "thinker" in later generations, except that Xiao Mu was wearing clothes at this time, there seemed to be no other difference, and Xiao Mu's mind was full of those things that were not wearing clothes......
At this time, Xiao Mu happened to think about the most critical part of the whole thing, and he seemed to have figured out a little bit about why he felt so awkward - what Concubine Tian was an adult, what Lin Yi would think, whether he was a cheating negative man or not was only a superficial problem, but in fact, the fundamental and decisive reason why he was so complicated was that his first time was in such a way, without even remembering it, he disappeared in such a vague way.
Regarding the question of what his future wife is like and how he will really become an adult, Xiao Mu often fantasized before crossing over, but no matter how divergent Xiao Mu's thinking is and how rich his imagination is, he can't imagine that it will be such a way in the end. Although I definitely didn't suffer a loss in the whole process, or I took advantage of it at all, the most important thing is how I took advantage of it, and all the details in the process of taking advantage, I don't remember all these key things......
Xiao Mu, who finally figured out the essence of the problem, slapped his thigh excitedly, but immediately fell back into depression, because even if he figured out all the causes and consequences of the whole problem, time could not be turned back, things would not be repeated, and his first time would never be recovered-life was always full of such and such shortcomings.