Seeing a crack in the door of the house, the colonel stepped forward and said, "Hello, let's take a look at Sun Jiashu, he is a soldier of our regiment, let's take a look and leave immediately, don't delay for long, can you let us in for a while?" ”

"The patient is resting, please don't disturb, it's not time to visit." Zhang Li put her face against the crack in the door and said coldly, although there was a colonel standing in front of her, but in their hospital, even the colonel had to stand aside, and the colonel was not ranked at all.

"This is our regimental ......" the private was interrupted by the colonel as soon as he spoke, and it seemed that he was carrying too many things in his hand and was anxious to enter the house.

"It's okay, we'll wait at the door for a while, and please let us know when it's time to visit." The colonel said with a smile.

"Then you just wait." Zhang Li closed the door and returned to Sun Jiashu's bedside, thinking: This colonel doesn't know if he is really stupid or pretending to be stupid, he obviously refuses to allow you to visit, and he has to stand outside and wait stupidly, since you want to wait, then you can stand outside the door and wait.

Sun Jiashu asked, "Who were you talking to just now?" Why do I sound so familiar? ”

"Two soldiers, and one of them is a two-bar three-star colonel." Zhang Li said.

"Colonel? That's our captain, please come in. Sun Jiashu said busily.

"It seems that a colonel makes you nervous, and when you come to us, it doesn't matter what lieutenant or captain, what colonel or colonel is invalid, there are many colonels in our hospital, and the director of surgery who operated on you is a colonel."

"But he's my leader?" Sun Jiashu said.

"No, the hospital has a rule that you are not allowed to visit patients during non-visiting hours."

"Zhang Li, I beg you." Sun Jiashu pleaded.

Seeing that Zhang Li was indifferent, Sun Jiashu clasped his hands together and said, "Sister, it's convenient." ”

Zhang Li listened to Sun Jiashu's soft words, and she "giggled" and laughed: "It's about the same." She went back to the door and opened the door, saying, "Come in, Comrade Colonel." ”

When the colonel heard this, he said gratefully, "Thank you." Then he entered the house, Sun Jiashu saw that he was really the head of the regiment, and was about to struggle to sit up, but the head of the regiment hurriedly stepped forward and pressed him and said, "Don't move, Sun Jiashu, you just had surgery, and now you need to recuperate." At this time, the correspondent began to put large bags of nutritional products on the table, and the table was full, so many things, it was really enough for him.

"Commander, you see, it's coming, what are you doing with so many things?"

"These are all tonics that help the wound heal, and the sooner you get better, you can return to the army sooner." said the head of the regiment.

"Thank you, Captain." Sun Jiashu said gratefully.

"Sun Jiashu, how are you feeling now?" The head of the regiment asked with concern.

"It's okay, what are the troops doing now? I miss my comrades. ”

"I am helping the victims to save themselves, and my comrades-in-arms miss you very much, and they are all asking about your injuries, but now is a special period, and they can't come to see you, so I will represent, however, there is still a mess in the army, I will sit for a while and leave, you don't think about anything now, rest assured that your injuries are healed, in view of your most outstanding performance in this flood fighting and rescue, the regiment has compiled your deeds into materials and reported to the Standing Committee of the higher levels, ready to ask for credit for you."

Sun Jiashu asked: "Regiment commander, do you think I can still take the military academy exam?" ”

The regiment commander was silent for a while and said: "Comrade Sun Jiashu, don't think about anything else, the most important problem now is to heal your injuries, considering that you have taken the first place in the whole division in the military academy preliminary examination, the regiment will strive to win a place for you to be promoted." ”

Sun Jiashu lowered his head, and he could see the answer from the regiment commander's expression: he really couldn't take the military academy.

Seeing Sun Jiashu's emotions suddenly fall, the regiment commander said earnestly: "Sun Jiashu, don't think too much, if you are a soldier, you may face bloodshed and sacrifice at any time." In '79, when I fought back in self-defense against Vietnam, I was still a squad leader, and only 5 of the 10 fighters in the class came back completely. One soldier had a dozen legs blown off, one soldier lost an arm, and the other two soldiers were buried forever in the martyrs' cemetery, both of them were only eighteen or nineteen years old, and if there was no war, they would be the age to fall in love. In the war against Vietnam in 87, I watched several comrades-in-arms fall on the front line of Lao Son in a blur, Lao Jia at the commissary at the door, you know, he stepped on a landmine when the troops were about to withdraw and lost a leg, he had just been promoted to the position of chief of staff at that time, what a pity. The regiment commander lifted his clothes as he spoke, and there was an obvious scar on the position of his lumbar vertebrae, and the regiment commander pointed to the scar and said: "I still have a warhead here that was left in 79 and has not been taken out yet." ”

"Commander, now that medical skills are so advanced, can't you take it out with surgery?" Sun Jiashu asked.

"Okay, yes, but this warhead is too close to the central nervous system, once the operation fails, my lower body will be paralyzed, the doctor is not very sure, I don't want to take this risk, but now I feel that this warhead is moving slowly, and now it has begun to compress the central nervous system, this leg sometimes suddenly loses feeling, I am no longer suitable to continue to work in the army, my goal as a soldier is to become a general of the republic, and now it seems that it is impossible."

"Commander, you can't give up, who doesn't know? Becoming the commander of the 3235 regiment is equivalent to taking the through train to the general's road. ”

"I'm afraid I can't wait for that time, my job transfer report has already been typed, and I'm waiting for that day." The head of the regiment said with a smile.

Sun Jiashu was silent when he heard this, such an excellent regiment commander, but because of his injury, his dream of being a general was shattered, compared to the regiment commander, his pain was nothing, it was simply too small and too small.

"Comrade Sun Jiashu, you see, the farther and farther we go, we should sit for a while and leave, you don't have any ideological baggage." The head of the regiment said with a smile.

"Regiment commander, don't worry about me, I'm fine, the troops are busy, you can go back quickly." Sun Jiashu smiled.

"I thought you would be pessimistic and disappointed, worried about your psychological trauma, I didn't expect you to recuperate so quickly, now I am relieved, the army is now busy, we have to leave immediately, and I will take time to see you in a few days, Comrade Sun Jiashu, rest assured to recuperate, we are leaving."

"Let's go, Commander." After sending off the regiment commander, Sun Jiashu's forced smile became gloomy again, it seems that he has indeed lost his relationship with the military academy, and now he is a cripple, and he is no longer worthy of the green leaves, and there must be a break between them as soon as possible.

"Zhang Li, go and bring the review materials, I can tutor you in the ward." Sun Jiashu said to Zhang Li.

"Really squad leader Sun, I thank you in advance." Zhang Li left happily.

After sending Zhang Li away, Sun Jiashu hurriedly took out a pen and paper and began to write a letter to Luye, he felt that this was the most urgent thing at the moment, and he couldn't delay it for a moment.

Green leaves:

Hello, I've been thinking about a question recently, I was admitted to the military academy, you became a teacher, and we each have our own careers, and the question comes out: you won't give up your job to be a military wife in our army, and I can't take off my military uniform to be your teacher's family. I have thought about it for a long time, even if we can be combined, it can only be two places to separate, this feeling I have now deeply experienced, a parting is a pain, a moment of waiting is a moment of torment, such a life we can only torture each other, as you said, rather than a long pain is better than a short pain, while we are still young, we will each find the other half that really belongs to us, I will always remember you in the bottom of my heart, the first love as the best memory.

Love is precious until you break up, many people don't know how to cherish what they have, and they only see her preciousness until they lose it, but you are always the most precious in my heart.

Love is a feeling that makes you feel happy even when you are in pain; Love is an experience, even if the heart is broken, it will feel sweet; Love is an experience that feels beautiful even when broken. Falling in love with you is only for a moment, forgetting that it takes a lifetime. Whether you remember me or not, in your heart, there will always be a tear that I shed for loving you, forever and forever.

When a relationship does not belong to you, it has no value to you at all, so you don't have to think of it as a loss, leave me, maybe you will find the person who really belongs to you, this is your final destination.

The love is broken, I can't tie it up, try to let go, go or not, divide or not, I don't want to understand.

At the crossroads, we went separately. You walk away from my tears, I walk away from your hatred.

Time will slowly settle, and some people will slowly blur in your heart. Learn to let go, your happiness needs its own fulfillment.

I can feel your heartache, you have helplessness that you can't speak...... But you act like you don't care, and the more you do that, the more uncomfortable I feel.

I want to paint with you, with our hearts, to paint a painting that belongs to us, not caring whether it is sour, sweet, bitter, or spicy. With your time, that is my golden time, I don't care if it is a lifetime, whether it is dry, whether it is flawless, whether it is dazzling, the days with you are my happiest days.

Sometimes, love hurts. Cruel people, choose to hurt others, kind people, choose to hurt themselves, but I hurt you.

Who hasn't suffered from that crush? We always think that infatuation is very heavy, very heavy, the heaviest weight in the world. One day, looking back, we realized that it had always been very light, very light.

Sometimes, it is for love that I quietly dodge, but what I avoid is the figure, but what I can't avoid is the silent feelings.

Some losses are predestined, and some fates will never come to fruition. Loving someone doesn't necessarily have it, and having someone means you must love her well......

"Helpless Escape"

Love to the end but choose to escape/Leave the lonely you/

Affectionate friendship / I only bury deep in my heart /

When I was lonely, I took it out to bask / It is the best memory of my life /

I don't have the courage to carry on love / but it breaks your heart completely /

Live up to your love / Return in the next life / I only have the choice to escape in this life /

Sun Jiashu put the letter paper into the envelope, saw that the name and address of the recipient on the envelope were accurate, then put the letter on the bedside, and then lay down, he remembered an ancient poem that often hung on his lips when he was with the green leaves: I want to know you and live a long life. There are no tombs in the mountains, the rivers are exhausted, the thunder and earthquakes in winter, the rain and snow in summer, the heaven and the earth are combined, and you dare to be with you! But now they have all gone back on their word, is love really so fragile, can't withstand a little wind and rain, can't stand a little setback? He felt a pang of heartache, simply didn't think about anything, closed his eyes like a man who had just died, and fell asleep unconsciously.