(a)

Jackie is the younger brother of Stormy Snow Moon and my right-hand man. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info he shared a lot of important work in the business field and became my indispensable right-hand man.

I first met Jackie because of the ups and downs.

Feng Hua Xueyue, a Chinese writer I met on the Internet during the unhappy days of his marriage, he lives in the United States with his mother and younger brother.

We met because of the magazine business, but later we got along because of our work, and we started to have in-depth conversations on the Internet, and we found that we had a lot in common with each other, and we often resonated deeply.

During that time, we spent a lot of time chatting online, sometimes staying up all night, not knowing the of the East.

Unconsciously, we became friends who had never met.

Later, I was invited to play an online game with a server set up in North America.

In that game, there is a scene of the Moon Palace, where PK is forbidden and the player can rest and dream.

After dreaming, you will come to a message board. Because it's a time-consuming project that doesn't gain any XP, not many players come to dream about it, and the message boards are always empty.

But I love it here. Chatting here, it is not often that people suddenly rush over and raise a knife to cut, nor will they be chased.

I often talk to Fenghua Xueyue here, and we talk about everything.

Fenghua Xueyue said, you know more about me than my mother now. Maybe in this life, no one will know more.

I think so. He said everything to me, and it was probably difficult for him to be so completely open to others.

We were very comfortable and relaxed together.

I especially like the message board in the game. I often dream of going there to leave a message.

On that blank message board, I wrote the earliest chapter of the book: Baojing Lake.

Writing about you, about our past and present lives, is the strongest, most enduring and most difficult desire to fulfill in this life.

I've tried a million times, but I can't write what I want to write, and each time I've been pierced with intense pathos, and my body is bruised.

However, that time, I managed to finish writing about Baojing Lake.

I think it has something to do with the warm and friendly environment that the wind and snow moon have created for me.

Wind and Snow Moon often see me dreaming in the Moon Palace.

He wondered why I had stayed in my dreams for so long.

So, he also quietly went to the dream to look at the message board, and he saw the story of Baojing Lake that I wrote on it, and saw you in my heart.

As a writer who has been writing for many years, he saw the emotion in this endless story, and he was deeply moved by this emotion.

He wanted to give me a response, but he didn't want to frighten me.

So he also started writing his inner story on the message board.

I read his story.

We silently read the stories we most wanted to write in each other's minds in our dreams, exchanging the pain we least wanted to say to people in our lives.

Fenghua Xueyue had just fallen out of love at that time. When he was in China, he had been in love with a Guangzhou girl for a long time, and it reached the point of talking about marriage, but the girl suddenly proposed to break up with him and go to Europe with another person.

He struggled to keep and did his best, but he did not succeed in salvaging the relationship. The girl eventually cut ties with him and went to Europe for graduate school with her new boyfriend.

Feng Hua Xueyue left Guangzhou alone and came to the United States to meet his mother and younger brother Jackie, and found a job in a Silicon Valley company.

He didn't tell his family about this shattered love, and he was depressed all the time.

The night is long, and no one is facing each other.

That's how we met.

I read Fenghua Xueyue writing affectionately about his past girlfriends and their childhood love.

And he read the fragmented memories of my past and present lives that I had struggled to write.

We're just in a game, and we're in love with each other.

We have become the kind of friends who are more intimate than each other.

(b)

Later, Fenghua Xueyue proposed, we may still meet, it is not easy to meet a friend in life, and it is not easy to miss it in person, for both parties, it will inevitably be a lifelong regret.

I was silent, but I didn't object.

So, he sent me a photo: a mild-mannered young man who looked sincere and kind.

Then he sent me pictures of his brother and mother.

His mother, who had been divorced for many years, was currently living in the United States, living with a local and in good financial terms. After settling down and getting a green card, the mother decided to take the two sons, who were studying in China, to the United States. In this way, the two brothers came to the United States one after the other and took root in this land.

Feng Yue Xueyue asked me if I could stop by to meet him when I came to the United States, if it was not convenient for him to come to see me when he returned home.

I didn't promise him at the time.

But then, when I was distraught and went to New York State alone for the Christmas holidays, it suddenly occurred to me that I could go to meet the wind and snow, and his family lived in Buffalo, which was very convenient to drive.

I was going to start the divorce process when I returned to my home country, and before I made this important decision, I wanted to talk to someone who had no stake in it.

When I arrived in the U.S., I called Fenghua Xueyue and said that I could go to his house to meet.

He heard my voice and was ecstatic. We made an appointment.

However, when I arrived at my accommodation in New York and settled in, I unexpectedly found out that I was pregnant! As a result, I fell into a state of turmoil and confusion, not knowing whether to divorce or not, and not knowing whether to meet the wind and snow.

Hesitantly, I drove to Buffalo.

I drove past the lawn in front of the American home of Stormy Snow Moon and Jackie, and saw the two brothers, Snowy Wind and Jackie, watering the lawn.

I've seen their pictures and recognize them at a glance.

I slowed down and hesitated again.

But I didn't stop in the end, I drove past their house and back on the highway.

I was afraid that after I continued, I would never want to go back to my failed marriage, and I would no longer have the desire to have a baby from a failed marriage.

But I can't let a baby lose its life because of my unhappy marriage.

I've done something similar before. I swear, and I promised, that I would never do it again.

When I returned to New York, I collapsed in bed and called Fenghua Xueyue to apologize for the no-show, but did not explain the reason for the no-show.

Fenghua Xueyue was also very considerate and did not ask any further questions, and he accepted my remorse very leniently and plainly.

Next, I was found by Kaohsiung and escorted back to China by him.

I got back to my daily routine.

No one knew that I wanted a divorce, and no one knew that the wind and snow existed - except for Kaohsiung.