0116 Self-blame
When Gongsun Zhan heard this, he also exhaled a breath of turbidity, his deep-locked eyebrows were slightly soothed, and a long-lost smile appeared on his face, he looked at Fan Fang, and his cold and resolute face seemed to show a glimmer of hope. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
And Fan Fang also looked at Gongsun Chan with confidence, as if he was quite proud of his idea, yes, this risky move is indeed a way, and it is also a way in today's situation, there is no way, it seems that for Gongsun Chan, this is already the best way.
At the end, Gongsun Zhan breathed a sigh of relief again, he turned his head to look at Fan Fang, and asked rhetorically: "According to the meaning of justice, where should we place that Lu Fengxian is more appropriate?" Do you have the right place in mind for us to choose? ”
Fan Fang thought slightly, and then stroked the mustache and said slowly: "Pingyuan County is a good place, why not place it here, this is the closest to Yuan Benchu's stationed soldiers and horses, and this is also the primary area where the battle is triggered, this location is very critical!" ”
Gongsun Chan listened to Fan Fang's words, slowly closed his eyes, as if he began to think, Fan Fang saw Gongsun Chan like this, and returned to his original position without hurry, sat down slowly, and then, took a cup of tea next to him, and began to drink it slowly.
Fan Fang knew that every time at this time, it was the time when Gongsun Chan's heart was thinking about it repeatedly, and it was also the time when Gongsun Chan wanted to make a decision, so he didn't need to disturb Gongsun Chan, and he didn't need to be in a hurry, anyway, things were already like this, just take one step at a time, what else could he do?
The dark night shrouded the earth, the spring breeze outside the window was also blowing hula-hula, blowing the paper-paste window rattling, and on the table in the study, the oil lamp was also bubbling sparks, but this study was dark, and one side of Gongsun Zhan's face was also facing Fan Fang, and there was no expression on this side of the face, some were just a sad face, a sad face that Fan Fang had seen countless times.
Recently, this sad face has always climbed on Gongsun Zhan's face from time to time, as if he was following Gongsun Zhan, and Fan Fang was also worried about Gongsun Chan at the beginning, but after a long time, Fan Fang got used to it, because a person's current sorrow in the face of the enemy cannot be eliminated by just one person or two people.
Why is Fan Fang so clear, and why is Fan Fang no longer dissuading? No longer comforts Gongsun Zhan, because Fan Fang is also such a person, a person who is full of worries and worries, but he is different from ordinary people, he will not hang things on his face, he can't let others see his sadness, especially Gongsun Zhan.
I don't know how long Gongsun Chan sat there thinking about it, Fan Fang just felt that his heart was also reminiscent for a long time, when Gongsun Chan's sigh came out, the tranquility of the whole room was broken, Fan Fang also came back to his senses, no longer thinking about those troublesome trivial matters, just looked at Gongsun Chan with two eyes intently, waiting for Gongsun Chan to speak.
Gongsun Zhan looked at Fan Fang and said abruptly: "Justice, tell me, what did I do wrong, why are they all so reluctant to me?" What is wrong with me, that God wants to torture me like this? What has happened to me that God wants to punish me like this? ”
Fan Fang didn't expect Gongsun Chan to complain like this, he would talk like this, Fan Fang's heart also had a little ripple, indeed, this series of things happened to Gongsun Chan at the same time, which made him indeed a little unbearable, but, at the beginning of this troubled world, who is not like this?
If you have to compare your heart with your heart and complain about the sky, then the dead Dong Zhuo, the killed He Jin, and the ten permanent servants who were wiped out by the regiment, wouldn't they cry for three days and three nights? This is a world where the strong survive and the weak perish, and no one can help this true law.
In the end, if you are that Haoqiang, you will understand, but when Gongsun Chan has no way out in front of him, he is depressed and depressed, and he vents it for a while, Gongsun Chan's current state is also the norm for most people, maybe, He Jin or Dong Zhuo, when they are dying, their state of mind is also like this, and even their state of mind is worse than that of Gongsun Chan.
How else can Fan Fang convince Gongsun Chan at this moment? What else can Fan Fang do at this moment? Fan Fang sighed and said slowly: "Lord, there is a very good saying, do your best, obey the destiny of heaven, our efforts have been put in place, and the rest will depend on God's arrangement."
This person has metabolism, feng shui has a rotation, no one can be strong forever, no one will always be strong, crises and opportunities are always one after another, one after another, maybe our crisis is an opportunity? ”
Gongsun Chan nodded, a wry smile appeared on his face, and he didn't know if he was more bored in his heart, or if he wanted to open a little, he shook his head helplessly, and pulled up the front account at Fan Fang and suddenly asked: "Righteousness, people say that my Gongsun Chan is brave and good at fighting, and he is a very headache master, do you think so?" ”
Gongsun Zhan's question was inexplicable, and Fan Fang, who asked him, didn't know how to answer, but since Gongsun Chan asked about himself, Fan Fang couldn't help but answer, so Fan Fang began to change the topic and said: "Lord, it's been such a time, why do you still think about those unhappy things?" It's better to ......."
"You don't have to comfort me, I understand the truth and things very well, I was born in a Jiangmen family since I was a child, although my tutor is not much higher than that Yuan Benchu, but it is not worse than Liu Xuande or Cao Mengde, so I can do what they can do, and I can guess what they think.
However, I am a straight person, I am a person who can't stand loneliness, I can't see that my brothers can't live a good life, and I don't want to watch you live a life of grievance, I just want to take you to the world in a hurry, let the heroes marvel for us, and let the heroes surrender to us! Gongsun Chan said excitedly.
Fan Fang said here: "The mind of the lord, Fan Fang understands, those generals are also like mirrors in their hearts, otherwise we will not unswervingly follow the lord to fight in the east and west, our hearts are the same as the lord, where the lord points to, we will fight!" ”
Gongsun Chan smiled and continued to Fan Fang: "Hehe, righteousness, I know your loyalty to me, but we are in this predicament today, and it is inseparable from my belligerent heart, which I know very well in my heart!" ”
Fan Fang heard that Gongsun Chan was counting himself, and his heart was also inexplicably uncomfortable, so he couldn't help but comfort Gongsun Chan: "The lord has worked hard and for our well-being, so he embarked on this journey, and we all know this thing very well." ”