At night, Sun Jiashu sat alone in the dormitory, and the soldiers in the squad accompanied Xiao Guangdong to borrow wine to kill his sorrows, and when he went out, Xiao Guangdong promised Sun Jiashu that he would forget the past tomorrow and meet the military academy exam with a new attitude. Sun Jiashu made an exception today and didn't go, he knew that if he went, everyone wouldn't be able to let go, in addition, seeing Xiao Guangdong's current situation, he also had a sense of guilt, he only cared about the military school exam for a while, and he hadn't contacted Luye for a long time. Moreover, the number of letters from the green leaves has also decreased significantly, will he also catch fire in the backyard like Xiao Guangdong? Thinking of this, he couldn't help but smile, you see where he thought, he firmly believes that all girls in the world can bear him, but Luye definitely won't, because he knows Luye's heart best, and Luye also understands his heart best, and they have a heart. What he likes, must also be what Luye likes, what he doesn't like, Luye will definitely be disdainful, it's not an exaggeration to describe the two of them as like-minded, but anyway, the most important thing now is to write a letter to Luye, and report on the recent ideological work, he took out the pen, unfolded the letter and began to write.

My dear:

I haven't been in touch with you for a long time, how are you doing lately, are you nervous about studying? Still dizzy? I have been busy preparing for the military academy for the past month, ignoring the emotional connection between us, here, I solemnly say to you: "I'm sorry. ”

I will tell you a good news, I have successfully passed the military academy preliminary examination, the military examination, I am all excellent, my cultural performance is the first in the whole division, the comrades of the cadre section said that the preparatory department can take such a result, and it is already a sure thing to be admitted to the military academy. You can say that you have half the credit for this achievement. I remember when I first came to the army, I had lost confidence in the military academy, if it weren't for your timely encouragement, I am afraid I would have given up long ago, this is probably the power of love, right?

When I am admitted to the military academy, I will go to you immediately, and then we will celebrate well. In another year, you should graduate from college, right? After graduation, you will become an engineer of the glorious human soul, and I sincerely wish you, my green leaf sensei.

Lovesickness is painful, however, the thought of achieving an ideal turns the pain into the joy of success. I feel happy and sweet, I feel like I'm the happiest person in the world, with both love and a career that I love......

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In a classroom at East China Normal University, Green Leaf is standing on the three-foot podium in a dignified and quiet manner, she is wearing a white shirt on her upper body, a green suit on her outer body, a well-fitting one-step skirt on her lower body, her long hair hangs down her shoulders, and her face is slightly powdered, looking both beautiful and solemn as a professional woman. Green leaf's unearthly temperament and elegant demeanor first conquered every judge, and the standard fluent spoken English made the judges and teachers admire, and when they heard the highlights, the audience couldn't help but applaud, and the judges began to whisper.

"This girl is really outstanding, she is a teaching material, skilled in business, and has an extraordinary temperament."

"It's really beautiful to look at people's parents, I think she is more suitable to be a TV host, if she hosts a show, she will definitely become popular."

……

Before the class was finished, they had already filled in the word "excellent" in the evaluation column.

"Mylecturefinished,thankyouforthejudges" (My class is finished, thank you judges) Green Leaf bowed deeply to everyone after the final lecture, and the audience immediately burst into warm applause. Green Leaf breathed a long sigh of relief, and finally persevered, but when she raised her head, she suddenly felt a dizziness in front of her, probably because she raised her head too violently, Green Leaf pressed her forehead with her hand, but to no avail, large beads of sweat began to roll down her pale cheeks, and the head of the department sitting in the first row saw this and hurriedly stood up

"Green leaf-san, are you feeling unwell?" The head of the department asked with concern.

"It's okay, I can hold on." Green Leaf shook her head lightly and said, she tried to walk to the podium, but suddenly her legs were limp and sat on the podium, and the head of the department hurriedly stepped forward to help her up.

There was a panic in the audience, and without further ado, everyone helped the green leaves into the school van, and then galloped towards the hospital. When I arrived at the hospital, the teachers registered, paid the money, and looked for people. Soon, Green Leaf was pushed into the emergency room, and the doctors quickly carried out nervous rescue, but the teachers outside were anxiously waiting, none of the teachers wanted to leave, they all sat quietly on the benches in the corridor and waited for the results, and they were silently praying in their hearts: Don't let anything happen.

An hour passed, it was a long night for the teachers, the door of the emergency room finally opened, the green leaf was pushed out, several pipes were inserted into the body, everyone gathered around, and a nurse shouted: "Please let go, the patient needs to be observed." The teachers immediately dodged a path and watched as Midoriye was pushed into the observation room by the nurse, and a doctor shouted into the hallway, "Who is Midoriba's family, please come." ”

The teachers looked at each other, not knowing what to do, and finally the head of the department stood up and said to the doctor: "Luye's family didn't come, we are all her teachers, just tell us if you have anything to say." ”

The doctor said: "After resuscitation, the patient is out of danger, and according to preliminary laboratory tests, the patient is suffering from leukemia. However, this result has yet to be further confirmed, and it is recommended that the patient be hospitalized for observation and treatment. ”

After listening to the doctor's words, there was an immediate burst of regret from the crowd.

The head of the department asked the doctor, "Does the patient know about her condition now?" ”

"I don't think I know, she's been in a coma." The doctor replied.

"Oh, doctor, if the patient doesn't know, please don't tell her, after all, she's still young and can't accept this reality at once." Said the head of the department.

"Don't worry, I'm a doctor and I know what to do." The doctor said.

After coming for about an hour, Green Leaf slowly woke up, and the teachers bought fruits and tonic to visit Green Leaf in the ward, Green Leaf was lying on the bed, although his body was still very weak, but his face was already ruddy, and he couldn't tell that it was a patient.

The head of the department said: "Luye, you can recuperate with peace of mind, the doctor said, it's just a little anemic, just stay in the hospital for a few days." ”

Luye said gratefully: "Thank you, teachers, for causing trouble to everyone, thank you, thank you, Director Xie." ”

When a female teacher saw this scene, her eyes immediately turned red, she hurriedly twisted her face to the side, and then covered her face and walked out. The teachers saw that the green leaves were okay for the time being, because they still had work to do, so they left one by one. Wait until the last teacher closes the door,Green Leaf suddenly buried her head in the quilt and cried "wow",Although everyone didn't tell her the truth,She can also have a premonition of her illness,Although the condition on the bed card is in English,But she, a top student in the foreign language department, won't even know the word "leukemia"? Yesterday she received a letter from Sun Jiashu, bringing the good news that Sun Jiashu was admitted to the military academy, she was excited all night, even today's lecture she was full of energy, she felt that the future was bright, she did not expect that now she became a leukemia patient, as if she had fallen into the abyss again. She is no stranger to leukemia, and the Japanese TV series "Blood Coagulation" is almost a household name. She knew that she would eventually die slowly like the heroine in the play, and Sun Jiashu was about to become an officer. If they were together, her illness would definitely affect his work, and the long pain was better than the short pain, and after some painful choices, she made a bold decision - to break up. One didn't do it, two didn't stop, she wrote a letter of renunciation overnight, the first time she wrote a letter of renunciation, this time it made her embarrassed, how to write?

Home Tree:

Hello, I am really happy to hear the news that you have passed the pre-examination of the military academy, you are about to realize your dream, and the hardships of several years have not been in vain.

There is one thing that I have always felt sorry for you, the more you hide it, the more it will hurt you, I tell you now, in this way, my heart is also calm, I talked about a boyfriend in college, can you forgive me?

As soon as she wrote a few sentences, she suddenly grabbed the letter and crumpled it into a ball, so that no one would believe it, she was fine a while ago, but now she suddenly has a new boyfriend, and his Sun Jiashu is not a fool, he should know himself best. So, what's the reason? It seems that this black cauldron can only be believed by his parents when he carries it. Because her mother had always objected to their relationship, she rewrote it.

Home Tree:

This time I went home, my parents made the decision to find me a partner, the man's family conditions are very good, his father is the county magistrate of our county, promised to arrange a good job for me after I graduated, his mother is the chairman of the county woolen mill trade union, is my mother's boss, I was forced to meet with the man, the boy is okay, as a secretary in the county party committee, I didn't know what to think at the time, but I agreed in a daze.

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Kiss you for the last time, may you find the right person as soon as possible, forget me, I'm not a good girl, not worthy of being your bride.

Writing this, Green Leaf couldn't help but shed tears again, tears dripped on the letterhead, and the handwriting slowly blurred.

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"I choose to give up because of true love"

I want to give you all I have/Just because I'm not perfect/

I really want to love you for the rest of my life / I'm afraid that I will be a drag on you from now on /

I miss the days of the past / Eyes to eye each other / Find yourself in the pupils.

I want to go back in time/Holding hands/Conveying the true meaning of love in body temperature exchange/

Love to the point of heartache / So choose to escape /

Because of true love / So choose to give up /

Don't ask for eternity /

Just want to have a good memory/