Chapter Eighty-Three: The Suffering of Humanity

Zhao Yue hurriedly responded and helped the two up; Remembering that Qin Feng was still standing outside, he also called him in and introduced each other to each other, and after seeing that they were familiar with each other, Zhao Yue smiled with satisfaction.

At night, the cool evening breeze blows on the barren mountains, a few trees sway in the wind, and the chirping of cicadas continues to sound. Torches were lit in front of each tent, and a hearty meal at the dinner party made everyone in the cottage indulge in excitement and joy.

Especially Wang Jian and Cao Ping, who drank too much wine and were already asleep on their couches.

Zhao Yue did not drink alcohol during the banquet, but replaced wine with tea; This is also what the fool told him: to be a monarch, before the world is decided; It is necessary to stay away from wine and wealth, so that we can be free of distractions and devote ourselves to lofty goals.

Standing on an inconspicuous stone block in the back mountain, he looked at Chang'an City from afar, thinking in his heart.

This time, he came out of Luoyang in order to go to Chang'an City to find his eldest brother Zhang Duan, but he didn't expect to have an unexpected gain here. This has to be said to be the blessing of the emperors of the Qin Dynasty. Zhao Yue looked at the stars in the sky, closed his eyes slightly, and prayed that the ancestors would bless him with a smooth road to hegemony in the future.

On this outing, the idiot guarded Luoyang, and he didn't know what the situation was; Although he had an indescribable feeling for the old man, he still recognized his loyalty and his earnest teaching.

In order to prepare the Luoyang side to receive the cottage soldiers, Zhao Yue had already instructed Cao Ping to send someone to carry his letter to the Meng idiot in the evening.

Lu Ze was ordered to go, believing that he would go to Luoyang in the near future, so that the idiot could understand his current situation; Although he did grow quite a bit; But Zhao Yue must also admit that he is the first time to take on the role of the lord of everyone, how to choose everything, how to decide, or listen to the opinions of his subordinates.

As for Xiao Tong Meng's side, Zhao Yue not only frowned, if he had known that he would meet Wang Jian and Cao Ping here; He categorically would not let Meng Shi go to Yuan Shao to ask for military rations and money; First, they owe a lot of favors, and secondly, Yuan Shao has to pay attention to their development.

At present, Wang Jian and Cao Ping are hoarding grain and grass in their camps and plundering Dong Zhuo's money. It was enough for the military and civilians in Luoyang to last until autumn.

Zhao Yue was thinking about it, when there was a sudden sound of rustling behind him, and he suddenly turned around, in the woods not far away. The low bushes were shaking slightly, not like the wind was blowing, and someone was clearly hiding inside.

"Who!" Zhao Yue asked vigilantly, and the sword on his waist had already been drawn.

A familiar voice rang in my ears.

"My lord, it's me. You said that you wanted to be alone and think about something, but I was afraid that something would happen to you alone, so I watched you secretly in case someone harmed you. ”

Qin Feng walked out of the dark shadow, walked under the bright moonlight, and touched his head embarrassedly; Smile honestly. In this young man's heart, he was really worried that something would happen to Zhao Yue. To a certain extent, he is like Zhao Yue back then, always worried about Liu Zheng all the time.

Qin Feng didn't know what the relationship between Wang Jian and Cao Ping and Zhao Yue was. Therefore, having experienced a catastrophe, he was accustomed to being vigilant against danger, and at this moment, he was crouching here to maintain Zhao Yue's safety.

Zhao Yue frowned tightly, thinking about Qin Feng's words in her heart, wanting to believe it, but she couldn't completely believe it.

He hated this feeling, but after all, he was already a prince of one side, and maybe someone was already eyeing him at this time, so he had to be cautious; Zhao Yue is actually spending every day in fear now, he doesn't say it. It doesn't mean he doesn't want to. Although the young man looks confident and indifferent, after all, it is the first time for him to stand at this height, and he will inevitably feel at a loss.

It's as easy as it was before. It seems that he was born to be a monarch who rules others, but in fact, he pretended to be.

"Qin Feng?" Zhao Yue frowned, but still said patiently: "It's okay, you think about me, this is a good thing, I naturally won't blame you." Come on, don't stand in the grass anymore, there are many mosquitoes in summer so as not to be bitten. ”

"Thank you for your understanding." Qin Feng said gratefully, in his eyes, Zhao Yue's thoughtfulness and care for the people was really incomparable to Dong Zhuo's rotten people, and Qin Feng was willing to follow Zhao Yue forever.

However, Zhao Yue turned around and put the sword back into its sheath. He thought that he needed to find an opportunity to test Qin Feng to see if this person he had just met was really trustworthy.

He felt that he had changed, he was in pain, but he was reassuring himself that this was a change that he had to make.

Zhao Yue let out a long sigh, turned around and prepared to go back to the tent to rest, while Qin Feng followed him without saying a word, protecting him. However, in Zhao Yue's view, it was not like a kind of protection, but more like a kind of surveillance.

At some point, Zhao Yue really couldn't adapt to this change of identity; Until then, he had always believed that there was a considerable price to be paid for being the heart of the crowd. For example, Dong Zhuo was threatened by Lu Bu in the main hall and almost died; For example, Ding Yuan was killed by his own righteous son.

These are just some examples of the current dynasty, which he has seen with his own eyes.

Are there still fewer stories in ancient books? Zhao Yue's heart is actually very empty, but he is actually very full; The emptiness is that there is no one who can really get along with; And the fulfillment is that you can get along with more and more people.

This is a contradiction, and for Zhao Yue at this time, it is even more torture.

Back in his tent, Zhao Yue blew out the candle flame and sat on the bed, staring blankly at everything in the dark, his eyes empty. He's thinking; Although he now knows a lot of knowledge, astronomy and geography, and hundreds of schools...... But he still has moments of confusion, and this confusion cannot be answered by those things in books.

As soon as this happens, he thinks.

Outside the tent, Qin Feng stood straight outside the tent, holding a torch, keeping vigil for Zhao Yue, and his immovable figure seemed to be a sculpture, showing the loyalty of the courtiers.

But Zhao Yue had a strange feeling, he once thought that if he survived the painful choice of Qin Han in his heart, he would no longer be bothered by anything. But now he feels that he is plagued by another huge problem that he can't get rid of for a long time.

He couldn't describe the problem, but it did.

Recalling the conversation with Wang Jian and Cao Ping during the day today, he was so afraid, he was worried that one day in the future, he would have that strange feeling about these two good brothers and good friends.

With this confusion and uneasiness, Young Master Qin Zhao Yue fell into a deep sleep.

Qin Feng, who was outside the tent, always insisted on standing consistently, constantly walking back and forth to prevent himself from falling asleep. From time to time, he removed the black cloth from his head and shook the dust, and his big black eyes sparkled in the moonlight, showing the simplicity of a young man. (To be continued.) )