"As fate would have it, there would be such a woman who would give me a meaning in my young and short life. However, how cruel fate is, give me the opportunity to meet her and fall in love with her, but I will never be able to stay together.

When I ascended the throne, I thought that I finally had the ability to protect her and give her happiness, but she stepped out of the cold palace and said 'Brother Huang', which shattered my dreams.

At that moment, my world went gray. I can't accept that the person I love in my heart is my sister!

Until one day, when I learned from the conversation between my mother and Mr. Hu that she was not the real Rongle, I should have been ecstatic, but the next moment, I became the son of her enemy;

When she resolutely drank the 'Mandate of Heaven' and forgot all hatred for me, I could have started over with her, but in order to save her life, I had to send her into the arms of others with my own hands......

This is the fate of me, Rongqi!

Since I was not yet born, I was destined to be no more than twenty-four years old. No matter how the world turns, my love will never lead out.

Rong Qi, Rong Qi!

Please allow me to play a game of chess, use love as a bargaining chip, make a plate, and go down to the liver and intestines, and also, no, regret! ”

- Rong Qi

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Since Rong'er obeyed the mandate of heaven and lost his memory, he could only deliberately suppress his feelings. Every time he sees her, he has to pretend that nothing happened, turning his lovesickness into a simple brother and sister relationship, even so, she is still aware of it, and always avoids him intentionally or unintentionally. In her eyes, he has become a psychopath, disregarding morality and ethics, and actually likes his sister. And he has a hard mouth.

Getting along with her after amnesia, although there is bitterness in her heart, there is always some happiness in her heart. So, the days of harmony dragged on day after day, and finally under the persecution of his mother, he had to set a date and send her out of the palace.

On the day she left, a big red robe stabbed his eyes, and he resolutely sent her dozens of miles away in person, despite the minister's objections, and reluctantly watched her walk out of his sight and leave his life.

After returning to the palace, he was depressed, and his body was getting worse day by day, but for the sake of her regular monthly antidote, he had no choice but to obey the orders of the queen mother and calculate step by step.

"Your Majesty, there's a letter from there." Xiao Shunzi took a note and handed it to the young emperor.

Rong Qi took it and unfolded it, and every word on the note was imprinted into his eyes like Luo Tie. His eyebrows tightened, blood rolled in his chest, and he coughed violently.

Xiao Xunzi was startled, and hurriedly handed over the medicine, he raised his hand to stop it, and slowly calmed down the ups and downs in his heart.

The content of this note is that his lover has finally become someone else's wife, and on the wedding day, Zong Zheng Wuwu robbed the bride, which proves that Zong Zheng Wuwu really has feelings for her.

Everything is being calculated, he should be happy, shouldn't he? But how can the smile that overflows the corners of his mouth be so sad and bitter? Just because of one point, that point was unexpected by him, and his Rong'er also fell in love with Zongzheng worry-free.

His hand gripping the note clenched unconsciously, reaching through the back of the paper, his fingertips glowing blue and white.

He thought that if he made a decision, he would be able to bear everything. He could not care if her body belonged to someone else, but he had forgotten, there was no memory of him, and even her heart was no longer his. Rong'er will fall in love with someone else, and she will be sad for other men, and that person, like him, has supreme royal blood, stands under the imperial power, and suffers from the curse of the imperial power. Falling in love with that person dooms her life to be unfulfilled.

If you love someone and are hurt by it, and then you have to marry another man, you will definitely not be happy in that kind of life. And half of the contribution to this situation is his "credit". And that's not all he has to do.

One day, she knew that he had done all this, and she would hate him, right? How much hate will it be? He didn't know.

Ten fingers clasped together, and he was stunned in one place. The summer sun was particularly strong, and the light that shone through the window fell on him, making him even more pale.

Xiao Xunzi called out uneasily: "Your Majesty." ”

Rong Qi didn't move, and he didn't speak. It occurred to him that this was fine, that whoever she fell in love with would be better than loving him, a short-lived man. It's just that he misses her, and he really misses ......

In this kind of longing and calculation, a whole year has passed. During the year, he tried his best, but he couldn't find out the dosage of their prescription. He felt that as long as he was alive for a day, he would have to live like this.

Until one day, he heard that in that plan, his mother not only wanted to use her, but also wanted to use her death to force Zongzheng Wuwu to fight with Zongzheng Wufu and the two Zongzheng Wuqiao brothers.

But how could he let them succeed, he was shocked in his heart, his face was silent, and secretly asked people to convey to Emperor Lintian that he wanted to participate in the autumn hunting activities of Lintianguo, and soon, Lintianguo sent an invitation, and his mother tentatively asked him if he wanted to participate? He said to his mother: "In the past few years, my health has become worse and worse, and I don't know when I will go, so I want to see her again." ”

His mother stared at him for a long time, then finally agreed.

When I arrived in the Kingdom of Heaven, I saw the people I hadn't seen for a long time, and the emotions in my heart were tumbling, complicated and indescribable. Looking at her thin figure, he was distressed, there were thousands of thoughts surging in his chest, all of which were suppressed by him, only turned into a clear and elegant smile, called "imperial sister", and then cried blood in her cold and detached voice "imperial brother".

At that dinner, he superficially dealt with Emperor Lintian and the ministers of Lintianguo, but his mind was all on her. Regardless of whether there is someone or not, he makes no secret of his doting and care for her, he just wants everyone in the world to know that she is the most beloved princess of the Emperor of Qiyun Kingdom, so that those people dare not underestimate her, including Emperor Lintian and her husband. But she didn't understand, because of Xiao Sha, she already had a grudge against him in her heart, she thought that he was bent on Xiao Sha's death, but she didn't know that he did this to send the only disciple of the Xue Gu Holy Maiden to her, hoping that the woman could remember her kindness to save their brother and sister, and follow her with all her heart from then on.

She doesn't understand, it doesn't matter, he doesn't need her to understand, as long as she's good.

After the dinner, he wanted to say to send her, but he held back, knowing that she would refuse, so he only smiled gently and calmly made an appointment for the second day.

From dawn, he kept asking Xiao Xunzi: Has the imperial sister arrived?

Over and over again.

He misses her so much, how difficult it is to come to this trip, and always wants to spend more time with her even for a moment, even if she is complaining about him.

When she came, he waited in the garden, and when he saw her saluting, he tried to help her, but she avoided her. He hid the loss in his heart, showed a smile like a spring breeze, and said: "There are no outsiders here, and the imperial sister does not need to be polite. Come here, tell me to take a good look, I have really lost a lot of weight! I know that I have wronged you by leaving your homeland and marrying far away from heaven! ”

She only said: "The royal brother is serious, it is the duty of the courtiers to share the worries for the royal brother, how dare you say the word 'grievance'!" ”

She was deferential on the surface, but her eyes were extremely cold.

He swallowed his bitterness and sighed softly: "The imperial sister really blames me in her heart!" In the past, the royal sister had never been so deliberately alienated and refused to be thousands of miles away. ”

She looked at him with a faint smile, her eyes were slightly cold, and she said, "Because the imperial brother didn't have so many calculations for his ministers before. I always thought that the imperial brother really felt sorry for the courtier, but I forgot that the imperial brother was first the emperor of a country, and then the brother of the courtier! The courtiers will not blame the royal brother, but please don't ask the courtiers to do the same. ”

He wondered, was he too greedy? He wants to save her life and wants to get her understanding, he is really too greedy! Unconsciously, he could say this. She lowered her eyes and replied: "There is nothing in the world, as long as the imperial brother knows what he wants!" ”

He knew it, and told her that no matter what she thought, he never wanted to hurt her. He knew she didn't believe it, but he still wanted to.

The time with her passed quickly, and whenever she left, he looked forward to the next meeting. At the same time, he is also thinking about how to save her life without destroying the queen mother's plan.

Time passed, and when that day came, his heart ached so much that he could barely get out of bed. Seeing the worry in her eyes when she looked over, he felt a little relieved, at least she would be worried about him. That's enough!

beckoned her to sit beside him, listening to her caring greetings, his heart was slightly warm, but she sat for less than a while and was about to leave, he didn't know how to keep her, so he had to complain slightly: "I will return to China in a few days, can't you take the time to accompany me for a while?" I don't know when the next time we meet? ”

She was silent, hesitating, but finally stayed.

That day happened to be the day of the toxin attack in her body, and he ordered someone to prepare medicine in advance, but she was so protective of him that she secretly poured out the bowl of medicine while the window was closed, but she didn't expect that there was no difference between drinking and not drinking the bowl of medicine. And he, knowing that she didn't believe him for a long time, he was still like a knife.

For her, he, a relative who seems to care for her, but calculates her many times, is a terrible person, right?

He propped himself up from the bed and quietly came behind her, watching her movements, not stopping or saying anything.

When she closed the window and looked back at him, she turned pale with fright, and for a moment she was at a loss.

She's afraid of him!

He also knew that he was like a devil, and he couldn't make her not afraid. But how sad is his heart? He wanted her not to be so afraid, so he smiled and said, "Did I scare the imperial sister?" Look at you, your face is pale. ”

Raising her hand, he caressed her thin shoulders, the slender bones revealed the message of her growing emaciation, and her cheeks were slightly sunken, not as round as before. He was very distressed, and wanted to hold her face and comfort her, but his fingers touched her skin, and when he saw that her expression changed immediately, and there was a thick repulsion and vigilance in his eyes, he remembered that this should not be his action, and his hand fell down again, stopping on her shoulder.

Her body was stiff, and she was obviously afraid, but she said stiffly: "No." The window is windy, so go back and lie down. ”

He smiled softly and asked her to accompany him.

Estimating that the incense synthesized by medicinal incense and incense worked, he put her on the bed, and in the face of her frightened eyes, he couldn't help but caress her face in distress. Seeing her look puzzled, he sighed and said, "Even if you drink that bowl of medicine, it's nothing." The problem is not in the bowl of medicine, but in the effect of the aroma of the medicine mixed with the incense in the incense burner...... Imperial sister, don't look at me with such eyes, I know that you are not happy! I also know what you're afraid of, I don't want to hurt you, you know? You don't understand! You've always deliberately avoided me, guarding against me...... I'm sad in my heart. I can't stand you today, and I will compensate you in the future! ”

As for how to compensate, he doesn't know. Give her his country? He thought about it, but he was afraid that she was not rare. She has never been a power-loving person.

Her eyes widened, her beautiful eyes were full of shock and fear, obviously her consciousness was blurred, and she still had to force herself to tell him that she was his sister!

His heart ached, and he wanted to tell her that it wasn't! But he couldn't say it, so he pressed his finger to her lips and told her to stop talking. He was afraid to listen. Every time I hear it, my heart throbs, as if I was going to die.

He leaned down and buried his face in the socket of her neck, smelling the long-lost fragrance, and his heart was suffocated.

He wanted to hug her so much, and he thought about it for a long, long time. He doesn't know if there will be a chance in the future?

At this moment, Ling'er broke in, and in a fit of rage, he killed Ling'er with his own hands in front of her. Not only because Ling'er broke his secret, but also because Ling'er had betrayed him, he couldn't tolerate the deception and betrayal of others, and she was an exception.

She still doesn't understand, so she hates him!

His heart trembled at the point of hatred that shot straight into her eyes, and from then on, she was not only afraid of him, but also hated him.

He raised his hand to cover her eyes, trying to hide the intense hatred that burst out of her eyes, but in vain. He leaned down and said softly in her ear: "Imperial sister, you are tired, go to sleep." ”

Sleep, Rong'er. Everything will pass. When she lost consciousness, he used his internal force to urge her to take the Heart Protection Pill, and then, he hugged her for a long time, and before Chang Jian took her away, he cut his wrist and fed her a little blood.

He is still selfish after all, this time, he disobeyed his mother, I don't know if he can still get regular life-sustaining medicine in the future? He was unwilling to die with her hatred for him like this, so he hoped that his blood would awaken her memory, no matter how much. He hoped that before he died, he would at least hear her call him "Brother Qi".

And this wish, he did achieve later, although it was only blurted out in a trance, but it always came out of her mouth.

The coup d'état in the Kingdom of Heaven obviously ended disappointing his mother. And Zongzheng Wuwu was really as infatuated as he thought, giving up the country for her, and Zongzheng's helpless thunderous means impressed him.

After returning to China, his mother stopped his medicine for six months, and at first he could barely endure it, but in the last month, the seven orifices bled out, like the torture of ants devouring the heart, day and night, and it was really worse than death. How many times did he think he was going to die, but there was still a breath of air. He didn't know how much his mother hated his father enough to be cruel to him. He wanted to hate his mother, but at this moment, he didn't even have the strength to resent.

He lay on the cold, hard ground of the dormitory, sometimes rolling, sometimes screaming, and there was also the description of an emperor.

After a month of inhuman torture, his voice was hoarse and voiceless, his face twitched and deformed, his whole person was skinny, his hands and ten fingertips were worn out, and he was drenched in blood, just like his heart.

When his mother finally appeared, he collapsed on the ground without strength, staring at his mother's beautiful face with dead eyes, and whispering in a low voice like an ant: "What if...... In an afterlife, I would rather be reincarnated as an animal...... I don't want to be your son anymore. You have been reciting the Buddha for so many years, can you be merciful...... Kill me. ”

At that moment, he was bent on death, but he didn't want to ask for life-sustaining medicine.

After taking the medicine, he was carried to the bed, where he recuperated for several months before recovering a little. Since then, his mother has not visited him again, nor has she embarrassed him, but has given him many medicines at one time.

As soon as her body recovered, she got the news that she was expelled from the Southern Dynasty by Zongzheng Wuwu, and she stabbed herself and left injured. He knew that all this was his mother's "masterpiece" again.

He immediately instructed Xiao Xunzi to order someone to inquire around, and when he learned where she had landed, he immediately prepared a carriage and horse, and hurried over without sleep. He was so anxious, but how did he know that this was actually a ploy of hers. For the sake of Zongzheng's worry-free, she did not hesitate to destroy her reputation and hurt herself, she loved that man, and she had fallen in love with such a situation!

When he saw her again, her white hair was like a thorn in three thousand silver needles, and he hated to blind his eyes. If you can't see it, don't you have to be so sad?

He didn't know what to say in front of her, and all words pale in front of her. He did not apologize because no apology could make up for the damage she had suffered. She became more indifferent and resentful, as if she hated to cut him with a thousand knives in order to vent the resentment in her heart.

He silently endured her hatred and her anger, and he sometimes wondered, why didn't she stab him with a sword like the assassination of Zongzheng Wucai? In that case, will the hatred in her heart be reduced a little?

Even if they hated each other, they didn't have a chance to be alone, and that night, not only Zongzheng had no money, but Ning Qianyi also arrived. The four most influential emperors in this continent are all in love with her, and she is indeed worthy of being treated by the best men in the world. It's just that he is the least hopeless of them all.

Originally, he didn't plan to participate in the horse selection conference in the Dust Wind Country, but now, since she was there, he naturally had to go. When she arrived in the Dusty Wind Country, she was diagnosed by the Imperial Doctor as pregnant, but she didn't know if she could keep it. She was so scared of losing the child that she looked desperate and sad, and he could only watch from afar, unable to do anything. Until Xiao Ke appeared, her brows gradually expanded, and her heart widened slightly.

He thought it would be nice if she could be as selfish as his mother. But she wouldn't, even if he told her all this, she would definitely rather die herself, kill the child in her womb with her own hands, than give the child a fate that was doomed to be crippled before birth. As it turned out later, his guess was right.

By her side, there is never a shortage of his eyeliner.

After many years of gathering and separation, he lived to be twenty-three years old, and at most he had less than a year left. He learned that she and Zongzheng Wuwu quarreled because of the child, she left the military camp and returned to the palace of the Southern Dynasty, and his mother's plan was started again, wanting to secretly catch her and take her to the capital, after Zongzheng Wuwu broke through the defense of the capital, as a bargaining chip to control the winning side, and when it came to his Rong'er's life, how could he sit idly by?

Simply took advantage of his mother's absence, brought 300,000 troops to press the border, forced her to go to Wucheng, before his army set off, he issued a death order, all soldiers can kill anyone around her, but must not hurt her life, if there is a violation, punish the nine clans.

On that day, rivers of blood flowed, and those who died were loyal to him. For the sake of a woman, risking the lives of hundreds of thousands of people, he didn't know if it was right to do this, he only knew that he wanted to do everything in his power to protect her before he died, and take her to a place to fulfill his last wish.

He changed his appearance and blended into the city, and watched her on the city wall with a longbow in her hand, and shot an arrow at his stand-in on the high platform, her expression was resolute, and her movements were crisp and neat, without the slightest hesitation.

He pressed his heart tightly, pretended not to see, and sneaked into her room to wait for her.

After this battle, she was almost exhausted, and as soon as she entered the house, she slipped and fell to the ground next to the door, and his tired expression made him feel extremely distressed.

In this case, he had no trouble taking her.

On the way, he found a black cloth to cover her eyes, and he was afraid to see her hateful gaze. Although this practice is only self-deception.

When she woke up, she didn't remove the black cloth, and she didn't want to see him, did she?

Knowing in his heart, he still asked stupidly: "Rong'er, do you hate me like this?" ”

She told him, "Yes, it's annoying." "So sure, leave no stone unturned.

The bumps along the way, he kept coughing, his body was getting worse and worse, and there was not much medicine, so he couldn't go back to the palace to find his mother, so he had to save it.

Without enough medication, I felt that it was difficult to breathe. However, he can endure the physical pain, and he can barely bear her indifferent hatred, but every time he hears her say that Zongzheng is worry-free, the maintenance and strong concern and worry in her tone are like steel needles piercing the heart, and the pain is unbearable.

She thought that he had taken her away in order to use her to control Zongzheng, so he asked, "Is he already so important in your heart?" Would you rather die yourself than be harmed? Why? ”

"Because he is my husband, the father of my child, and the only man I love in my life," she said. I can live for him or die for him. ”

That was her answer. He felt that he was cheap, and he knew that the answer was so, so why did he have to let her say it?

The only love, she said...... One Love! She only remembered that she loved Zongzheng without worry, but she didn't remember that she also loved him!

Rong'er, why are your love and hate so absolute and thorough? Loving someone can live and die for them, but hating someone is so ruthless and merciless.

Anyway, since he couldn't give her happiness, he simply fulfilled her happiness. So, he used the condition of curing the poison of the Mandate of Heaven for half a year.

Take her to the village where he used to carry his dreams and hopes, the house he built for her is still there, the ginkgo trees in the courtyard are luxuriant, and the hollyhock flowers are in full bloom, which is very beautiful. When he saw her eyes, he smiled at her without realizing it. Whether she loses her memory or not, it's a place she loves.

Walking on the stone road, the look in her eyes suddenly changed a few times, and then she squatted down with her head in her hands, looking very painful, he suddenly panicked, went to help her, and let her vent her pain on him, leaving one blood mark after another. Did she remember something, he wondered? If recovering her memory was going to make her so painful, then he would rather she not think about it. But there is no special medicine in her hand, to suppress the poison in her body, only his blood, and his blood happens to be the key to awakening her memory.

A few months, with her by my side, passed quickly. These days, he dotes on her very much, and as long as she doesn't leave, he leaves everything to her. Slowly, she seemed to hate him so much, probably because he said that he could cure the poison in her body, or maybe because he realized that with his current physical condition, he would not be able to die soon. Whatever the reason, he just wanted to cherish this time.

October is approaching, and she is about to give birth, but she is depressed, and her eyes are full of her thoughts about the father of the child in her womb. He saw it in his eyes, and it hurt in his heart. Some people say that when a woman gives birth to a child with one foot in the ghost gate, she must hope that when the child is born, Zongzheng will be by her side. She gave him four months, he thought, and that was enough. So he called Xiao Xunzi and asked him to quietly pass on the news of her place to Zongzheng Wufu.

On the day she gave birth, he didn't dare to go out, but just sat on the edge of the bed, holding her hand tightly, trying to give her strength. Looking at her painful and deformed face, listening to her heart-rending screams, he panicked, and didn't know how to share the burden for her?

When a woman gives birth to a child, it is far more painful than he imagined, and if he were to change him, he would rather not have a child than let her suffer such pain!

In order to keep her going, in order to give her strength, he told her that he had informed Somasa Worry-free.

She was originally exhausted and was about to fall asleep, but as soon as she heard that Zongzheng Wuwu would come, her eyes lit up again. This is probably the power of love, Zongzheng is worry-free with her, just like what she means to him.

The child was successfully delivered, and before she could celebrate, the mother's people came to her and took her baby away.

She thought that all this was his conspiracy again, and grabbed him by the hem of his clothes like crazy, looked at him hatefully, and glared at him angrily. He was speechless and indefensible, so he had to grit his teeth to bear the monstrous anger of her as a mother who lost her child.

When he returned to the palace, he tried every possible means to find out the whereabouts of the child, but found nothing. After thinking about it again, with his understanding of his mother and Rong'er, he ordered someone to dig a passage in the secret room of his bedroom, which extended to the underground prison of the palace where his mother lived. On the day when Zongzheng Wuwu and Zongzheng attacked the palace without planning, the passage was completed, and he rescued her and soaked in the bath soup with the precious medicinal herbs he had collected over the years. On this day, he has already embraced the heart of death, and instead of being tortured to death by illness, it is better to use his blood and life to fulfill her happiness.

Let her soak in the medicinal soup, which has a taste of medicinal herbs that can make people sleep, and she will fall asleep in a short time.

He used his internal force to open up the major acupoints for her, introduced medicinal properties into the meridians, and finally, passed on his life's skills to her, and after that, he knelt on the ground with the wooden barrel, and his whole body had no strength.

He closed his eyes and opened them again, grasping her slender fingers and gazing deeply at her sleeping face. He had to remember her, even if he died, he had to remember this woman. He has to take his feelings for her and remember the temperature of her body, so that when he arrives on the Huangquan Road, he will not be lonely and lonely.

stretched out his hand to Xiao Xunzi and motioned for him to give him a dagger, but Xiao Xunzi did not move for a long time, his eyes pleading: "Your Majesty...... Maybe there's another way......"

"Bring it." His unquestionable tone swore an oath of his determination.

Xiao Xunzi looked sad and reluctantly handed over the dagger.

He took it in his hand and instructed Xiao Xunzi: "After I die, you help me to sit on the dragon chariot and go to wait outside the Xuanyuan Palace." Remember, before Rong'er wakes up, you must not let the queen mother notice that something is wrong. This is the last will of my life, and you must do it. ”

Xiao Xunzi nodded sadly, knelt down behind him and kowtowed.

He also instructed Xiao Ke not to tell Rong'er about this, lest she feel indebted.

He thought, let her hate him so much, only if the person she hated left her, she would not be sad.

Everything had been arranged, and he cut down the meridians of his hand mercilessly.

Blood rushed out of his body, sharp stinging pain seeping into his heart, and he didn't even brow for a moment. Just like that, he quietly watched his blood stain the medicinal soup in the barrel red point by point, and listened to his young life play a sad song in the face of a ruthless fate, he laughed softly, that smile was extremely serene, and even with a sense of satisfaction.

This life is destined to be so short, but in this short life, he is satisfied to meet her and fall in love with her. If he must say regret, then his biggest regret is that he can't listen to her call him "Brother Qi" from the bottom of his heart before he dies.

From now on, his smile was invisible; His voice, he couldn't hear her; Everything about her has nothing to do with him......

He didn't even dare to pray for the next life, because he wasn't sure if it would be as unfortunate as this life!

He slowly raised his head, his gaze fixed on her face, and muttered to himself in his heart, "Rong'er, this is the last thing I can do for you." May this life ...... You can be happy! In the next life, we must also be happy. As for me...... Forget, never remember, and even if you do, please forget! ”

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