0088 Backfired

After Zhao Yun heard Gongsun Zhan's calculations, he was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that Gongsun Chan in front of him was a little unfathomable, and his intentions were also a little not bright, but no matter what, this was the lord he had followed for many years, and Zhao Yun's state of mind changed only in an instant, and he returned to his usual appearance later. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Guan Jing clapped his hands and said: "Okay, wonderful, wonderful, this is called a plan, the lord is really whimsical!" ”

Gongsun Zhan nodded with satisfaction, and said to Zhao Yun: "In this case, I will send someone to Liu Xuande tomorrow to send a message, and General Zilong will go back to clean up, and go to Youzhou with Shiqi in three days!" ”

Zhao Yun panicked after hearing this, he didn't expect Gongsun Chan to keep saying that he was extremely reluctant, but now he immediately let himself go, this contrast between the positive and negative sides really made Zhao Yun stunned, and he couldn't reminisce for a while.

Guan Jing also immediately echoed: "General Zilong, go back and rest quickly, make a little preparation, and in three days, I will go to Youzhou with the general, this time our Jizhou predicament can finally be solved, and the whole battle will be General Zilong's strength!" ”

Zhao Yun just felt dizzy and a little dizzy, and then felt that his hands were a little soft and trembling, but he didn't say anything, just hugged his hand and said goodbye to Gongsun Zhan: "Lord, rest early, Zilong retires!" ”

Gongsun Zhan was a little carried away with joy, and he didn't notice the abnormal expression on Zhao Yun's face, but just said kindly: "Zilong has been cultivating for two days, and he is ready to go, and after three days, I will personally see you off!" ”

After Zhao Yun left the state capital, he led the horse and walked on the bleak street, letting the cold and biting cold wind blow on his body, he didn't seem to feel anything at all, his heart was already cold, and his people seemed to have merged with this cold wind.

Zhao Yun's once full of enthusiasm was extinguished again and again by Gongsun Chan and slowly moved towards annihilation, Zhao Yunzhongjun's heart to serve the country is not bad, he only has monarchs and emperors in his eyes, his goal is to revitalize the entire Han Dynasty, his ambition is to contribute to the country, and even sacrifice his life for the country.

Once the righteous and benevolent Gongsun Zhan, the Gongsun Chan who directed the country and was ambitious, and the Gongsun Chan who was dedicated to goodness and served the country and the king, I don't know when it quietly changed.

Zhao Yun has been following Gongsun Chan for more than two years, and two years is enough time to change a person, whether it is a person's ambition or ambition, whether it is a person's identity or status, it will change.

Since he was seized the position of the leader of the 'White Horse Yicong' by Gongsun Zhan, Zhao Yun has slowly felt that Gongsun Chan is alienating him intentionally or unintentionally, this feeling makes Zhao Yun extremely uncomfortable, he is a loyal person, he doesn't want to be estranged from Gongsun Zhan, he doesn't want to be alienated by Gongsun Zhan.

However, whenever Gongsun Chan conflicted with the interests of the country and the interests of the toiling public, Zhao Yun couldn't help but admonish, but this was also a taboo for Gongsun Chan, Gongsun Chan thought that Zhao Yun had a different heart, and he thought that Zhao Yun was no longer loyal to him.

Everything is changing in another direction that no one wants to see, Zhao Yun is powerless to change this ending, and he has no intention of trying more and working harder, because he has begun to lose confidence, he has begun to slowly turn hope into despair, this feeling is only relative to Gongsun Zhan.

The wind, cold and merciless, blew through Zhao Yun's clothes, chilled Zhao Yun's loyalty, took Zhao Yun away from the state capital, and disappeared into the silent and dark night with Zhao Yun.

Gongsun Zhan was still drinking with Guan Jing, at this moment, he still had the heart to drink, he was still drinking with a smile on his face, as if the three-way army of Yuan Shao, Yuan Shu and Han Fu had retreated, as if the border disaster that had plagued him for a long time had subsided.

Between Gongsun Zhan and Guan Jing pushing the cup, he and Guan Jing also began to chat: "Shiqi, do you think I am happy or sad now, full of ambition, or full of melancholy?" ”

Guan Jing was also a little drunk, he squinted, glanced at Gongsun Zhan, and saw Gongsun Zhan's smiling face, so he said unintentionally: "The lord's henchmen are about to get rid of it, and the lord should also settle down, why bother for those complicated things?" ”

Gongsun Chan smiled and said, "Shiqi, Shiqi, you...... You are one of the few people who have followed me the longest, and I know my temper and temperament, you can also say that you know the best, and today I ......"

Guan Jing knew what Gongsun Chan was going to say, so he raised his glass and said: "Lord, as the saying goes, there is drunkenness in the present day, don't care about his leisure and sorrow, why does the lord think about those sad things again?" ”

The smile on Gongsun Zhan's face suddenly disappeared, he suddenly looked at Guan Jing seriously, Guan Jing was a little overwhelmed, and then, Gongsun Zhan shook his teeth and said slowly: "They deceived me too much, is it tolerable or unbearable, I will learn from the Spring and Autumn Period today and the king of Goujian, lying on the salary to taste the courage."

When the day comes, I will be full-fledged, and I will let those who bear me, deceive me, insult me, and reject me all bow down to the ground and worship me as a king, and I will let them bow down at my feet, and I will let them slowly taste the taste of failure, and let them taste the suffering of the world! ”

After Guan Jing heard this, he couldn't help but feel a chill in his heart, yes, this is the true heart of Gongsun Chan in the current period, he is a person who will repay him, and most of the time he disregards faith and righteousness, and takes his own interests as the leading factor to oppress others.

In the early days, Gongsun Zhan, although his official position was not high, but he was born in a famous family, and he still had a lot of demeanor, and he was also more righteous, but later, as he fought in the north and south, with the people and things he experienced, and with the increase of his power, his heart slowly changed.

Guan Jing, as an early aide of Gongsun Zhan, is well aware of the reasons for the change of Gongsun Zhan's state of mind, a person will always change, but whether he becomes good or bad is often not something he can say, the people and things he comes into contact with in the general environment are the leading reasons, and the individual's temperament is the determining factor.

Whether Gongsun Zhan's change is good or bad, no one can say clearly, how long he can hold out in the turmoil and disputes at the end of the Han Dynasty, how far he can go, no one knows, the only thing Guan Jing knows is that he has long been a plank on Gongsun Zhan's big ship, and his whole life has been bound to Gongsun Zhan.

In the next two days, Zhao Yun was extremely tormented, as if he was an ant on a hot pot, he couldn't sit or stand, he wanted to go out for a walk, but he didn't know who to go to.

Since Gongsun Zhan's decision came out, all of Gongsun Zhan's henchmen have been notified, many of them are good friends with Zhao Yun, and some are bad friends with Zhao Yun, but no one took the initiative to visit him.