Eighty-six soft intestines

Zhu Youzhu looked through the curtain and looked at Guan Biyue standing respectfully in front of Zhang Yue'er, she turned her back to him, he could only see her a lock of black hair scattered on her smooth neck, tall and slim, he knew that Ding Si affectionately called her "Abi", for a long time, when Guan Biyue was mentioned, he called her "Abi", but he rarely saw Guan Biyue, and rarely heard him say things with Abi from Ding Si's mouth, I don't know when, Ding Si saw himself again, began to be respectful, and treated himself as a courtier. He missed how much Ding Si didn't know his identity at that time, arguing with himself recklessly, and drinking with himself freely, but with that crown on his head, he was not only himself, but also had supreme power and majesty. The palace maid on the side had already moved the stool, Zhu Youzhu sat down, he wanted to hear it at this time, from his youth to this time, what did he miss Ding Si, Guan Biyue is a smart woman, she must have a deep meaning when she says these words, what does she want to say?

He was thinking about it here, when he heard Guan Biyue's voice ring again: "Later, I finally waited for the marriage, if the queen had an impression at that time, she would remember that you and the emperor came to watch the ceremony in person, what a great honor it was, and the capital was a sensation at that time." Zhang Yue'er was in a trance again, this time passed quickly, when Zhu Youzhu insisted on going to Ding Si's wedding, she also accompanied Zhu Youjiao, at that time, the woman in front of her was wearing a red hijab, and she couldn't see her face clearly, so she only felt that Ding Si's face was faint, not happy or sad, like an outsider.

Guan Biyue's voice was a little low: "But on the first night of the wedding, he stayed elsewhere, I waited for a long time with my head covered, I was originally enthusiastic, but later, my heart became colder and colder." Yes, that night, she kept reminding herself that when she took off her hijab, she would show the most beautiful smile and say the most appropriate words, but she didn't have a chance, accompanied by a lonely lamp, and the night was desolate, she took off her hijab herself, and looked at the joy of the house, and suddenly became unconfident, how difficult was the road she chose? At that time, she said to herself, it doesn't matter, she can wait, if it doesn't work for ten days, she will wait for twenty days, if it doesn't work for twenty days, she will wait for a month, and if it doesn't work for a month, she will wait for two months, and wait until Ding Si changes her mind, this is just the beginning, she has a lot of time, so she is not in a hurry. Thinking about it like this, she felt a little less sad in her heart. Since then, she has hidden her temperament, spoken softly, walked slowly, seriously honored her in-laws, and waited for Ding Si to forget about the white clothes.

Zhang Yue'er listened attentively, her heart was all on Guan Biyue's narration, she saw Guan Biyue's voice was dull, her face was sullen, and she couldn't help but be very sympathetic, thinking: She didn't know how to survive that time?

Guan Biyue's voice became softer and softer: "I was counting days and days, I waited day after day, and on the one hundred and thirty-sixth day, I suddenly felt inexplicably uncomfortable, only to feel that my heart was very blocked, although he became a parent, but he has been avoiding me, and I haven't seen him for several days, what am I to him?" I'm not afraid to wait, but I'm afraid to wait hopelessly, these one hundred and thirty-six days, I wake up every morning and hope that he will look at me and smile at me, but every day there is no result, I am afraid that I will always have the day when my enthusiasm runs out, I am afraid that I will not be able to compete with the white clothes in his heart, and can only be his nominal wife. When she said this, her body couldn't help but tremble, Zhang Yue'er couldn't help but step forward, gently grabbed her shoulder, and pressed her into a chair next to her.

Guan Biyue smiled at Zhang Yue'er gratefully, and said faintly: "So that night, I wanted to indulge myself, I waited for my in-laws to fall asleep, and then broke away from Qiaoyun, and then took the wine jar by myself, and climbed down a tree to the roof, that night the moon was very bright, sprinkled on the roof like flowing water, I looked at the moon, complained that God didn't open my eyes, and then took a sip of wine, I don't know how many words of injustice to God, I don't know how many sips of wine, after drinking, my mind is a little unconscious, but, This kind of sip of drinking is really pleasant, it's strange to say, I drank to the end, I can still remember to go back to the room, the next day I woke up, I found myself and Yi lying on the bed, and then I thought for a long time, in fact, I don't need to complain, some things are not something you can get with your efforts, especially emotional things, Ding Si likes white clothes, I don't want to forget him, this is something I can't barely come, but I like Ding Si, which is also something I can't control. It's just that there is only one white clothes, and I can't be white clothes no matter what, then, I can only be Guan Biyue, if Ding Si likes me, he can only like Guan Biyue, if he doesn't like me, I am still Guan Biyue. Therefore, if I am lucky, Ding Si can see my goodness, I will be his wife with peace of mind, if he can't forget the white clothes, and the marriage was only for his father and mother at that time, then, after a hundred years of the two old men, I will leave the Ding family and live alone. When she said this, her expression was proud and vivid, and Zhang Yue'er was impressed.

In early summer, Kunning Palace was quiet and peaceful, the wind blew the veil up and down, Zhang Yue'er seemed to have been friends with Guan Biyue for many years, listening to her narration with a smile.

Guan Biyue's voice was a little cheerful again: "It's strange to say, since I got drunk that day, Ding Si came to my room to sit intentionally or unintentionally, I still thought, could it be that I scolded God that night and God heard it, and I came to comfort me pitifully, if so, why did I scold God earlier, but I saved so much pain." She said it playfully, and Zhang Yue'er couldn't help but smile.

"However, I thought clearly that night, I am Guan Biyue, and I don't want to be anyone's shadow." Guan Biyue's tone was indescribably firm: "Since that day, I have walked generously, laughed heartily, and never made a twisted little family style, my parents-in-law and mother-in-law are good people, and I don't think there is anything wrong with me, sometimes I am amused, and I laugh backwards." ”

Guan Biyue's eyes were fluttering, and her eyebrows were vivid, but at the end, she said abruptly: "At that time, I thought, maybe I will get what I want, and I have a little place in Ding Si's heart, but one night, Ding Si was drunk. She paused at this point, but the situation of that night appeared in front of her eyes: she was about to fall asleep, but she didn't expect the sound of knocking on the door outside, she looked through the door, only to see Ding Si drunk and misty, she quickly opened the door, Ding Si no longer had the usual restraint and calmness, he fell on top of her, she took a lot of effort to drag Ding Si to the bed, and when she wanted to help Ding Si pour a cup of tea, suddenly the clothes belt was pulled by Ding Si, she looked back at Ding Si, his face was flushed, his brows were locked, and his eyes were a little confused, Such Ding Si was a little weak and painful, and she felt distressed for no reason. She was thinking about it, and suddenly felt that Ding Si pulled it, and hugged her in his arms, his hot breath was on her face, his lips were on her cheeks, he hugged her tightly into his arms, she suddenly felt weak, happiness came too suddenly, she was a little frightened, but when she heard the sound of candle bursting, she felt that her face was flushed, she couldn't help but want to raise her head, and wanted to put her lips closer to his. However, at this moment, she heard Ding Si shout softly: "...... in white clothes" In an instant, she was like five thunderbolts, and her whole body couldn't help but become cold, who was he? Is it the white clothes that haunt me? Unfortunately, she is not. She gently but resolutely pushed away Ding Si's hand and left his embrace, she saw his hand dancing in the air, as if she wanted to catch her, but she just lowered her eyes and said softly in his ear: "Ding Si, I am Guan Biyue, Guan of the closed door, green Bi, happy Yue, because I was born in the spring, the outside is green, and my father and mother want me to be happy for the rest of my life, so I am named Guan Biyue, I am not a white dress." She thought about it, and suddenly saw Zhang Yue'er looking at her with concern, hurriedly smiled embarrassedly, and said softly: "I didn't expect that Ding Si was still shouting the name of Baiyi. There was an indescribable bitterness in his voice.

Everyone in Kunning Palace seemed to be able to listen to it, and there was no sound at all in a huge palace.