Chapter 731: Desperate for Life
Li Xiu'er held Ji Ning's letter and couldn't calm down for a long time, but she never wanted to open the letter, because she was afraid that she would be more sad if she read too much.
"Yuzhen, I don't want to ...... Looking at the letter written by Ji Gongzi, even if he has a letter, it is not written to me, but to ...... Sister Su's! Li Xiuer said a little sadly.
"How can you say that, Miss? Haven't you been waiting for the day when you meet Ji Gongzi, even if Ji Gongzi really doesn't like you, but you have to ask Ji Gongzi first to know his intentions, do you think Ji Gongzi will let you enter the palace and spend your life in that dark palace? Yuzhen was still a little anxious with her expression.
"I ...... I don't know ......."
Li Xiu'er, who has always been assertive and far-sighted, is like a little girl at a loss, sitting there for a long time, unable to calm her mood.
Yuzhen said again: "Miss, what do you want to do, the slave maid doesn't know, but the slave knows that you have a deep love for Ji Gongzi, if you give up now, it will be tantamount to giving up completely, Ji Gongzi may not appreciate it, and may hold a grudge for life, Miss should first see what Ji Gongzi says......
After Li Xiu'er hesitated for a while, she finally opened the letter, and when she saw Ji Ning's words, she couldn't help but shed tears.
This is a very deep resentment, she knows that there are many things between her and Ji Ning that cannot be explained, she doesn't even know how she can sink into it step by step and can't extricate herself, now Ji Ning and Su Pujia are about to become married, but the sadness in her heart is also increasing.
And at the beginning, she actually just wanted to fulfill Su Pujia and Ji Ning.
"I can't be too selfish!" Li Xiuer said to herself in her heart when she looked at the letter.
In the letter, Ji Ning used a lot of metaphors, including a story that did not exist at all in this era, that is, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, when Li Xiuer saw that story, he was attracted by the protagonist in the story, the joys and sorrows of the characters, and a poignant and fruitless love, which made Li Xiuer look very fascinated.
Yuzhen waited on the side for a long time, and finally couldn't wait to ask, "Miss, what did Ji Gongzi say?" ”
He ...... He's telling a story......" Li Xiu'er came back to her senses and said.
"Storytelling? Yes? Yuzhen thought she had misheard.
"Ji Gongzi told a story here, about a man named Liang Shanbo, who fell in love with Zhu Yingtai, but he didn't know the identity of Zhu Yingtai's daughter, and after Zhu Yingtai got married, Liang Shanbo knew, and finally Liang Shanbo died of depression, and even Zhu Yingtai ...... It should be martyred for it, the two of them turned into butterflies, and finally they can live and live in two ......" Li Xiuer likes the characters in this story very much, and at first she didn't understand why.
Yuzhen said: "Miss, isn't Ji Gongzi actually hinting at you, in fact, are you also Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai?" Ji Gongzi has never known your identity, and Miss has always thought that Ji Gongzi has something else in his heart, in fact, what Ji Gongzi has always liked is Miss You! ”
"How...... How can it be! Li Xiuer directly denied.
"Miss, don't admit it, in fact, this is what Ji Gongzi meant, you don't want to think about it, at this time, Ji Gongzi suddenly wrote to you, telling such a story, isn't it actually hinting at you? It's just that Miss thinks it's impossible for Ji Gongzi to know your identity, but who is Ji Gongzi, he is the champion of my Great Yong Dynasty, and it can be said that there are thousands of books hidden in his heart, he can know such a poignant love story, I don't know, Miss, what else do you think Ji Gongzi can mean by writing this story? Yuzhen has been pressuring Li Xiu'er.
Li Xiu'er was still shaking her head: "Yuzhen, don't talk nonsense......"
"Miss, now that Ji Gongzi is writing a letter, whether you are interested in Ji Gongzi or not, you should write a reply to him, you still have to write it, Ji Gongzi has already hinted that you are Zhu Yingtai, and you don't want him to end up depressed, right?" Yuzhen is dedicated to her own miss, and when she speaks, she is all about helping her own young lady to pursue happiness.
Li Xiu'er sat there, her whole person was very hesitant, she didn't know what she should do.
She suddenly thought that in fact, she hadn't finished reading Ji Ning's letter, Ji Ning actually listed some words at the back of the story, and she couldn't help but want to pick up the letter and read the words behind it carefully.
When she picked up the letter, she realized that Ji Ning had already revealed the matter later.
"Miss treats people with sincerity, wholeheartedly for others, but I don't know the things in this world, everything lies in the word fate, if Miss is dedicated to the red wall, there should be no obsession in the next, but if Miss has the heart to get out of the sea of suffering, there is a plan to try it down......"
Seeing this, Li Xiuer frowned suddenly.
When Ji Ning writes letters, he often uses vernacular Chinese, which is rarely seen in other people's letters.
This is also what makes Ji Ning different, because Ji Ning's language style is different from many people, trying to be as simple as possible, while others try to express their talents in the text, and they will use a lot of rare words, which makes people dislike.
Li Xiuer thought to herself: "Ji Gongzi never shows how talented he is in his writings, and tries his best to explain his views in plain words, but he is the most talented person in the world, otherwise he would not have won the top prize, as for those who claim to be talented and learned, they are always showing off their talents......"
At this time, Li Xiuer actually didn't care too much about the method that Ji Ning said.
Because she herself feels that she has reached a desperate situation and cannot achieve both loyalty and filial piety, she can only maintain filial piety and sacrifice her own happiness.
She was afraid that Ji Ning would put forward the idea of eloping with her, and she was unwilling to accept this kind of proposal.
"Miss, have you finished reading?" Yuzhen asked a little anxiously beside her.
"No, soon!" After Li Xiu'er finished speaking, she continued to read the next page of the letter.
Ji Ning's letter is very long, there are stories, there are narratives, and the last one is a bold proposal in Ji Ning's opinion, when Li Xiu'er saw the plan that Ji Ning wrote at the end, the person stood up directly from the spot, and her expression was incredible, because the method proposed by Ji Ning was beyond her imagination.
"This ......"
Li Xiu'er stood there, unable to describe her mood at all.
"How?" Yuzhen asked with concern.
Li Xiu'er said: "Yuzhen, do you see if there is anything else in the letter?" ”
"Huh? What is it? Yuzhen opened the envelope, and there was a small paper bag inside, which contained something.
"Yes...... Is it a pill? After Yuzhen saw Li Xiu'er open the paper bag, she couldn't help but ask curiously.
"Yes!" Li Xiu'er replied in the affirmative.