Chapter 229: If you don't want to be happy, it's a dead word
Later, Qiu Jianshan fell in love with a girl from a big family, the two were both lustful people, and they had known each other when they were young, but the two were just children at that time, and they were definitely not old enough to talk about marriage, but they didn't think that they would not meet for more than ten years, and the girl actually looked like a fairy descending to earth, as dazzling and moving as a rain flower stone basket, very good-looking!
Qiu Jianshan, who has the person in his mind, thinks that he has attainments in martial arts, and his family affairs are not too bad, and his appearance is not ugly no matter how bad he is-at least much better than Song Haozi of the royal family, so after thinking that he has natural conditions, he resolutely pursued the girl he liked. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Qiu Jianshan, who judged his appearance, talent, family affairs and other aspects objectively, was really able to get the love of the eldest girl, but more importantly, the two of them had no guesses for a long time, so that the girl decided that the man who pursued her was her lifelong partner.
It's just that when both parties reached the point of talking about marriage, and the dowry of Qiu Jianshan went down to the girl's house, an accident happened......
Qiu Jianshan's face didn't know when tears were hanging on his face, he choked up, but he didn't follow the previous Chinese, and said: "After that, my family business and family door will basically be destroyed, and my beloved woman also died under her own knife after being trampled on her dignity, but this is all caused by them!" ”
"What has happened to your family, can you finish speaking?" Seeing that a middle-aged man on the other side was only halfway out of what he said, he Yuan Sanke didn't admit it, no matter how he said it, he was a big man, and said: "Hmph, I didn't think about you as a man, you talked like a girl, pretending!" ”
I wanted to fool Yuan San like this, and at the same time make myself feel a little smoother, but Qiu Jianshan didn't expect that the other party would actually sneer at himself because of his unclear expression.
Qiu Jianshan's brows furrowed into a slit.
As far as he is concerned, all the bitterness in his heart, the time that has been shown on his face has been too long, too long, so that he has paralyzed himself, trying not to let himself feel the pain and depression, Qiu Jianshan is really doing a cover-up, and it is very perfect, even his original surname and the face of his family have forgotten, if it is not for the memory of human beings, he is really willing to abandon everything before.
It is much better to concentrate on being a robber and murder than a beggar who sits or lies on the side of the street begging for food, waiting for death; The biggest difference is that a person can still enjoy the pleasure and refreshment of killing, while the beggar is not only ridiculed and indifferent by the world, but he himself has to indulge in pain and cannot extricate himself.
Since you can't get happiness yourself, you have to take the things you want from others, and you have to be happy.
Therefore, killing people and obtaining material rewards, being able to eat and drink spicy food every day, and not having to communicate with anyone, no one dares to be his enemy anyway, and there is no organization or leader among the horse bandits who is willing to ask for a "weirdo" who is silent and has martial arts above anything and is willing to claim the king and hegemony among the horse bandits.
The bandits among the horse bandits respected and feared him, and the leaders appreciated and needed him, and Qiujian Mountain lived a colorful life among the horse bandits who could almost be described as "isolated" in the desert.
If, "isolation" is isolated from the rouge gouache and beautiful scenery and delicacies in the south of the Yangtze River, the isolation of Qiujian Mountain is very thorough, and for more than 20 years, it has not stepped into any place south of the Yellow River, not a single foot.
If life is only for killing, the pleasure is only for plundering, and the so-called sense of achievement and honor is based on the pain of others and even the degree of casualties, forcing other people's wives to be separated and their families to be ruined, the life of Qiujian Mountain is definitely colorful.
Qiu Jianshan, who is already living in a world that does not belong to "people", deceived himself, endured too much, let go too much, he paralyzed himself, deceived himself to "live", and then he got happiness and experienced pleasure, even if there is no love, he can have a group of children.
Although his children did not live long in the desert, Qiu Jianshan, as a "father", did not feel the pain of the desert, all he needed to do as a father was to keep the corpses of his children intact after they died, so that they would not be cooked and eaten by their own people, and then they would be thrown to a place to feed the eagles, or buried under a tree.
Anyway, no one can touch Qiu Jianshan's heart, whether it is a woman or an old man, or a few children who died young, none of them let Qiu Jianshan, who was paralyzed by himself, ever waver.
His wife had watched her baby die in her arms because of malnutrition because of her lack of milk, and the girl who was a mother for the first time praised Qiu Jianshan: "You wicked man! Your heart can be eaten by wolfdogs, taken away by eagles, and your indifference is much better than your swordsmanship. ”
As she spoke, his wife wept bitterly.
When, when she cried red and cried blind, Qiu Jianshan lost interest in her and didn't want to be happy with her in bed anymore, so no matter how flower-like the other party was, young and tall, he didn't have any worries and wiped the long sword in his hand on the neck of the girl who squinted.......
After extinguishing a life that was alive but endured infinite pain and nostalgia, Qiu Jianshan did not have a trace of reluctance or regret because the other party had given him a happy emotion.
It's just that after that, Qiu Jianshan will give birth to a baby almost a year later after a few days and nights of pleasure in bed with the woman who robbed the road and plundered it.
Everyone thought that Qiu Jian Mountain had changed, because it had changed because of the woman he had killed before.
But Qiu Jianshan did not admit that he had any changes, and when he had a working meal with the horse bandits, Qiu Jianshan also said on this topic: "Haha, if there is no child appearing, I can be happy with your sister-in-law every day!" Hahaha! ”
Someone smelled it with a silver smile on his face: "That lump of things, how to solve it!" ”
"Hehe, I found out, let them eat it from their mouths, it's fine!"
"Ah, would they do it too?"
"Lao Tzu is happy, who cares if they want to or not! If you don't want to be a dead word! ”
"Yo, the eldest brother is really heroic, the little disciple toasts the eldest brother, come on!"
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(To be continued)