"Grandma, grandma, what's wrong with you?"

The exclamation in the house pulled Jia Huan out of his chaotic mind, and just when he hesitated to go in and take a look, there was an exclamation from inside the house again, this time it was Gongsun Yu's voice!

"Not good...... Big grandma, how are you ......

You can't live or die.

Where did it get to this......

Not good!

Grandma, you should quickly raise your spirits, otherwise, the big loss will become a big collapse......"

Gongsun Yu's anxious voice even had a crying tone.

Hearing this, where could Jia Huan leave, he turned around and entered the room.

In the messy room, You Shi was still lying on the ground.

His body was covered with blood, and the pungent blood gas filled the room.

You Shi's head was held in the arms of Gongsun Yu, who was a little panicked, and pinched the person hard.

But her eyes were hollow dead gray.

Looking at Jia Huan's eyes, it made him feel terrified!

How sad and desperate this must be, and the heart is as dead as ashes, so that there will be such dead eyes......

Beside her, Silver Butterfly was already crying and breathless.

She has been with You Shi for so many years, and she knows You Shi no more.

Looking at You Shi's eyes, Silver Butterfly can see You Shi's will to die from them.

But...... Why?

Is it for the child who never existed?

Didn't the child ever exist, and it made her sad more than the child?

Silver Butterfly was puzzled.

However, thinking about these days, You often stays up night after night, quietly sewing children's clothes that can be worn until the age of two by hand, and Yindie seems to understand a little bit.

This is the mother, right?

Is it?

Yindie was a little puzzled and didn't have time to think about it.

Just looking at You Shi's gradually graying eyes, she was so frightened that she cried out loud.

Until Jia Huan strode over......

He took You Shi from Gongsun Yu's hands, let her be covered with blood, hugged her body, and called in a deep voice: "Sister-in-law, sister-in-law!" ”

But......

It seems that his weight is not so heavy, and his voice does not recall You Shi's yearning and yearning for life.

Although her pale mouth opened and closed silently, her eyes became more and more hollow......

Jia Huan looked at You Shi's mouth, carefully identified it for a while, and saw that what she said was:

Mother......

Peach blossom......

Feeling the breath of life that was rapidly flowing by the person in his arms, Jia Huan was also a little panicked, and shouted loudly: "Peach blossom, peach blossom!" ”

He didn't know what the name meant, maybe it was the name You had given to the child who didn't exist.

He could only go step by step and echo the You family, trying to leave more time for Gongsun Yu.

You Shi seemed to have some reaction, and then opened and closed the mouth shape of "Peach Blossom" over and over again.

It's just that the breath is still quietly dying......

Silver Butterfly cried and explained on the side: "Third master, peach blossom...... Peach Blossom is grandma's maiden name before she left the cabinet......"

"That's right! It's a child! ”

"Give her child!"

"Third master, promise her quickly, give her a child!"

Suddenly, Gongsun Yu seemed to understand something, and shouted to Jia Huan.

Jia Huan was stunned when he heard this, but he didn't have time to think about it, he hugged You Shi, and said at a slightly faster pace: "Sister-in-law, isn't it just a child?"

We're still so young, we're still so young...... It's more opportunities in the future, right?

Don't worry, when you get well, I promise that I will give you a child in the future.

Didn't you say last time that you liked the peach tree next to Tangquan Palace the most?

It's just that you're too busy to serve me all year round, and you don't have time to spend much there.

When the time comes, you will live there for a good year, and then come back when you have a baby!

Good no good?

When the time comes, I will say ...... Let's just say that the child was adopted from the health hall.

Sister-in-law, rest assured, no one dares to talk more!

I will protect you and your children for the rest of your life!

Sister-in-law......

Sister-in-law?

Sister-in-law!!! ”

"Whew!"

"Third master, don't worry, sister-in-law is fine.

She had already given up her will to die, but her qi and blood were too weak and she fainted.

In the future, as long as you have a good life and will raise it for a few months, you will get better soon.

She's already ...... good body."

After inserting the golden needles all over You Shi's body and saving her life, Gongsun Yu, who was a little pale, exhaled a long breath.

It's just that after Jia Huan saw You Shi slowly closing his eyes, his face changed greatly, and she comforted softly.

After Jia Huan heard this, he breathed a sigh of relief and put his mind at ease.

Just looked at Gongsun Yu, but didn't know what to say......

Gongsun Yu and even Dong Mingyue hid this matter from him, it can't be said to be wrong, in the final analysis, it's all for his good.

At this point, he couldn't blame her......

It's just that he didn't speak, and Gongsun Yu's temperament was not a careless person, and he didn't speak, standing quietly by the bed with his head down.

Silver Butterfly didn't dare to say it......

So, there was silence in the room.

After being silent for a while, Jia Huan opened his mouth first and said, "Young lady, can you move your sister-in-law now?" It's not a thing to keep it on the ground all the time. ”

After Gongsun Yu glanced at Jia Huan, he said, "Be careful, just don't move the golden needle." ”

Jia Huan nodded when he heard this, and then used his dexterity to pick You Shi up from a blood stain, and then carefully placed it on the bed.

Looking at You Shi, who was pale and did not have a trace of blood, Jia Huan's heart, which had no feelings, suddenly felt a touch of pity.

He seemed to suddenly understand You's mind.

He seemed to understand why You was so desperate......

To put it bluntly, You Shi is just a weak woman who clings to him for a living, and even looks at his face for a living.

She doesn't ask for much, as long as she can live safely and comfortably in this Ning Guo Mansion.

But she didn't want to make a mistake, she had a skin-to-skin relationship with him.

But their identities are destined to happen to them, and this incident is not visible.

What made her even more "frightened" was that after an overnight joy, she seemed to be pregnant......

It's a terrible thing!

But for her, it seems to be another ...... Unspeakable, sacred, even more important than life.

Jia Huan also has questions, since it is more important than life, why would she "easily" abort the child?

It wasn't until now that he suddenly realized that perhaps, for You Shi, the child who lost was also her child......

It is a child who can hold all her thoughts and let her miss every sleepless and lonely night.

Every year on the "death day", every year on his birthday, and even every New Year's Day, she will make him two new clothes long in advance, increase a little bit every year, and then burn him to wear......

Perhaps, she can also speak to the spirit card that was quietly erected for him, and say some considerate words to the two of them......

It's cruel, it's absurd, it'......

She's not alone anymore because she has children......

However, after she experienced the unspeakable pain of killing her own child with her own hands, she endured even greater pain.

Her child never appeared.

She didn't have any children at all......

What a cruel blow to a woman in her early twenties, a woman who had pinned all her thoughts on this child for the rest of her life.

How cruel was Heaven to her......

The disappearance of this child took away not only her great loss of essence and blood, but also all the hopes and thoughts for the rest of her life.

This may be the reason why she has no love in life and her heart is like ashes.

Jia Huan suddenly remembered an article he had read in his previous life, "Xianglin Sister-in-law".

Xianglin's sister-in-law can still insist on living and living when she is most desperate, even if she is crazy and stupid, she is still looking for it, isn't it because she once had a son?

Perhaps, in the eyes of onlookers, she is just an incomprehensible madman and fool, or they just treat this incident as an illogical joke.

However, if you don't fall into that situation, who can understand the true suffering......

"Alas!"

Jia Huan sighed lightly, thinking in his heart, fortunately, Gongsun Yu was there, and he saved You Shi's life in the end.

Later, let's talk about it later.

Since this kind of thing has happened, whether he is conscious or not that day, he has brought disaster to others, and he must give her an explanation......

Yindie has been waiting carefully, first bringing hot water and a handkerchief from the copper basin, washing his hands for Jia Huan, and wiping the blood stains on his body.

While also quietly looking at Jia Huan's expression.

It wasn't until she saw the pity in Jia Huan's eyes that Yindie breathed a sigh of relief in her heart......

"Silver Butterfly, go get one from me...... Tsk, it's not a ......."

Looking at the blood stains on his body, he definitely couldn't go out in his clothes, Jia Huan wanted Yindie to go to him to get a piece of clothing to change.

But then he suddenly remembered that the sisters in the family were all on his side, and if they were touched, it would be difficult to do it.

"Go get it from me."

Suddenly, Gongsun Yu, who was taking the needle from You Shi's body, said softly.

"Huh?"

Jia Huan looked at her in surprise, he hadn't spent the night with her, how could he have his clothes?

After Gongsun Yu took out the last golden needle, he raised his head, wiped the sweat on his forehead, his face was slightly red, and he lowered his face and said softly: "I'll try...... I tried to make one for the third master, I'm afraid it's very bad......

My female popularity is not good, if the third master doesn't like it, he can ...... when he goes back But I lost my ......" tone was a little self-reproachful, and even inferior.

After all, this is an era that pays great attention to women's morality, women's words, women's appearance, and women's skills.

Even a girl like Lin Daiyu, who is a little "unruly" and despises "vulgar things", is also a good girl, but slowly.

And Shi Xiangyun can even make a living from this!

In this era, women are not very popular, and they are really discriminated against.

When Jia Huan heard this, his heart that had been tense suddenly relaxed, and a smile resurfaced on his face, he stretched out his hand and gently combed Gongsun Yu's slightly scattered bun in her ear.

This intimate action made Gongsun Yu's face flush with shame.

Jia Huan said softly: "Young lady, you are also too greedy.

You are already a genius of Xinglin, a holy hand of medicine.

In this regard, there are few women in the world who are better than you!

There are not many in the past.

Are you still greedy enough, and you still want to be proficient in female red and piano, chess, calligraphy and painting?

Doesn't God favor you too much? You're still letting other girls get mixed up?

Especially a stupid girl like Yindie, how do you let the family live? ”

Where has Gongsun Yu heard such intimate and empathetic love words, and for a while, a pair of moved eyes were watery.

Yindie was almost half angry on the side, but she didn't dare to make a mistake in front of Jia Huan, she said to Gongsun Yu: "Auntie, where are the clothes you made for the third master?" I'll fetch it. ”

Gongsun Yu came back to his senses, his face became more and more red, and he said: "In the east room of the medicine room, in the upper left pavilion of the wardrobe, it is a stone blue cardigan. ”

Yindie originally wanted to say, where would the third master wear such old-fashioned clothes......

But when her mouth was still open, she saw Jia Huan looking at her.

immediately extinguished the thought of dying, and quietly went out to get clothes.

After Yindie went out, the atmosphere became a little ...... Ambiguous.

Jia Huan glanced at You Shi, who was lying on the bed, and his complexion seemed to be gradually improving, and said to Gongsun Yu: "Young lady, that day...... What the hell is going on? Sister-in-law can't ......"

When Gongsun Yu heard this, his face that had just calmed down turned red again, and his eyes were a little flustered, and he didn't know where to look......

Jia Huan wants to hear the incense in detail. Yan's story found the wrong person, and Gongsun Yu is not as shameless as him, where can he tell those details......

After Jia Huan teased him shamelessly, he didn't stop until Gongsun Yu's legs were almost unstable, and said with a smile: "You are also stupid, and you persuaded them to drink avoidance soup!" ”

When Gongsun Yu heard this, he looked at Jia Huan puzzled.

Jia Huan smiled: "You are also a martial artist, don't you know why our martial artists usually have no heirs?" ”

When Gongsun Yu heard this, he was stunned at first, and then he suddenly reacted, and his face became more and more like a crab in a steamer.

This time, one of her legs was really weak and couldn't stand, and she fell to the side softly.

But he was held by Jia Huan first, took it into his arms, and said with a smile: "You are also a doctor, but you forgot that I am a martial artist, and before becoming a great master, I have been refining and refining qi, where is it so easy to get pregnant?"

If a martial artist who can't break through the seven grades, if he wants to marry a wife and have children, he must completely stop working hard and stop working hard for two or three years before he can give birth to a son!

Although the third master, I somehow broke through to the seventh grade that day, but I didn't have time to replenish my essence again......

However, when young mothers want to have children in the future, they must have them.

When the time comes, the young lady can come to me directly! ”

Gongsun Yu, who was originally shy and almost unable to stand, after hearing the last sentence, he didn't know where to give birth to the strength, and suddenly hugged Jia Huan with his backhand, holding tightly, tightly!

In this era, no matter what kind of woman she is, as long as she is a woman, then for them, the child is life.

……

PS: I don't know if the explanation about Youshi is clear?

Don't think about the problem from the highest point of morality, and don't be busy criticizing it first.

I hope you can first stand in You's point of view, stand in her position, think about the problem, think about what a child means to her.

Then think about how innocent the child is, and whether it is meaningless.

To be honest, I don't know if this inspiration is right or not, after all, I'm not a woman either......

This dialectical thinking has puzzled me for most of the day, on the one hand, I think it is ridiculous, and on the other hand, I think it is very real.

I've been thinking about this point all the time, and if it weren't for this point, I would have had four chapters today.

Interested book friends are welcome to think together, but don't scold......

You have to really think from You's point of view, hehe

…… I feel like I'm a bit schizophrenic......

(To be continued.) )