Chapter 36 Title of the Gold List
Bai Menglou followed Hu Die's last words and never dropped out of school. He longs to be strong and learning is the only way for him. He worked harder than ever and got better grades, and both his teachers and classmates believed that he would work miracles.
However, the homeroom teacher, Mr. Li, is also more and more worried about him, and he finds that the child has completely changed, and he has become almost unbelievable, except that his grades are still as good as ever.
He does not accept any help and no longer communicates with others.
His gaze is always cold, and he can't see any warmth, as if he is the gaze of a lone wolf in the desert, looking at the world coldly.
The attitude of his classmates towards him is also changing, from sympathy to respect.
The head teacher talked to him and said, "Menglou, this society is a little unfair, but this is exactly why you need to work hard!" I want you to build and improve. Even if our motherland is unhappy in one way or another, she is like our mother! We can't hate our homeland, we can't hate society! ”
"Teacher, am I hateful to the motherland and society?" Bai Menglou asked rhetorically, "It's they who hate me!" ”
The head teacher was silent for a long time.
"What happened to you shouldn't have happened, but it's an example after all, and you have to believe that our society is generally good and progressive!"
"But for me, it's all about it!"
"Then you can always accept the donations given to you by teachers and classmates, don't you doubt everyone's sincerity?"
"Didn't you teach us not to eat what we came from?"
As always, the conversation ended unhappily.
Life in Bai Menglou is getting more and more difficult. Copying Hu Die's grievance materials and sending them to various news media, spending most of the savings he had saved from his part-time job, after the start of school, he gave up his part-time job in order not to affect his studies, and could only barely survive.
He can only try to reduce his expenses and save money on living expenses.
Once, he suddenly felt dizzy and barely supported until the end of class, and went to the infirmary to take a look, and the school doctor said that he was malnourished and advised him to pay attention to nutrition.
He knew that this was not going to work, he had to eat.
Only by surviving can we fight.
When the bell rang for the end of school, the students threw down their books and ran happily to the cafeteria, but Bai Menglou slowly soared and fell last.
Because he found that there may be more people who go last for the same dish, because the master sees that there is no one behind, and it is a waste not to eat it, so he will often fight a little more. The difference in the master's thoughts often made Bai Menglou's stomach much better.
But it may not be the case every time, maybe the master's strength is not good, there are too many dishes before, there is not much left, and you have to leave some to eat for yourself, so there are very few for the students.
Bai Menglou once didn't eat enough, and when he saw a steamed bun that had been thrown on a swill bucket by others, he reached out and picked it up, driven by a strong sense of hunger. He looked around, the cafeteria was empty, and there was no one, so he took the steamed bun to the faucet, rinsed it, and devoured it.
Since then, every time he eats, Bai Menglou has been the last to go and the last to leave.
Only one day, his action of checking the leftover steamed buns from the swill bucket was seen by a person passing by the window. The man sighed and looked up at the blue sky, two lines of tears streaming down his old face.
"Is there something wrong with our society, or is there something wrong with you?"
Since then, Bai Menglou was pleasantly surprised to find that every time someone threw a mouthful of uneaten steamed buns next to the swill bucket, sometimes it was still hot meat buns.
Bai Menglou can actually improve his life!
His face gradually turned rosy, and his dizziness disappeared.
However, he soon these buns and steamed buns appeared abnormally.
He was no longer the last to go to the cafeteria, he went early, sat down where he could see the bucket of swill, and ate slowly.
He saw the head teacher, Mr. Li, slowly come over, first gently put the two buns next to the swill bucket, and then poured the leftovers from the plate into the swill bucket.
A huge sense of shame surged over Bai Menglou's heart.
Since then, he has never looked at the steamed buns and buns placed next to the swill bucket.
After a while, Mr. Li apparently noticed that the situation had changed, but he had no way to interrogate. Only at one point in the hallway, the two looked at each other for a few seconds, and all the words were silently completed in those few seconds of staring at each other.
"I just wanted to help you."
"Shi, you can kill, you can't be humiliated!"
A month later, the college entrance examination.
More than a month later, the results of the college entrance examination were announced.
Bai Menglou was admitted to the Department of Computer Science and Technology of Tsinghua University with the first place in the county in science.
His score was 37 points higher than the second place, setting a county-wide college entrance examination record.