914 Responsibility is heavier than feelings
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Tang Lin dug a grave by himself and buried himself in it, but when he told Huang Doudou the truth in his heart, he was also happy. Because now is the best time and the best environment, he has the confidence to say these things in front of the unconscious old man, and these words should be said in front of the old man. Whether he heard it or not, it was symbolic, and the beans were ripe enough now.
It was impossible for him to say that it was not suitable before, but now that he said it, Huang Doudou's reaction was normal, she actually listened to it as a fun story, people's personalities are really difficult to change, and it is really easy to change their nature. But in the end, the problem she grasped was the last thing Tang Lin could face.
Because of this problem, he can only stand in the middle, and it is impossible to say that he is married, and it is impossible to ignore it, or the kind of statement that he originally said in the house of Huang Doudou. But after Huang Doudou knew the truth, she was obviously very interested in this question, maybe she was just because of the recent pressure and boredom, because she had nothing to do except face the old man who couldn't speak or move all day long, or maybe she cared about this question very much, and she wanted to know Tang Lin's answer now.
Tang Lin smiled, slightly embarrassed, "I can't answer this question, what do you say?" Can you help me find a solution? "Tang Lin is not a scoundrel, but now he has to play a scoundrel. Huang Doudou looked up at the old man, and suddenly lowered his voice again, "Actually, my grandfather didn't tell you about me and you, right?" My grandfather won't take the initiative to say it, unless you take the initiative to tell him, I have lived with him for 18 years, I have been with him since birth, and I know him better than anyone else. So, don't be embarrassed, am I not able to get married or no one likes me? Cut! I won't agree to your marriage proposal on your knees, do you want the old cow to eat tender grass? I'm still a high school student when you're so old! ”
Huang Doudou said very smoothly, but her eyes couldn't hide it, and there was obviously a trace of disappointment in her eyes. She thought that she was very good, very atmospheric, and crisp, but Tang Lin's heart was dripping blood in embarrassment. Tang Lin is the traditional point of view, if he hadn't confirmed his relationship with Huang Ying before, then he would really be responsible for Huang Doudou in the future. And there has been such a big thing recently, and the two of them haven't been together, so it's relatively better.
But the question is why did Huang Doudou come to Jiujing City? She simply wanted to follow him, and she came to negotiate directly with the old man without hesitation. Then now Tang Lin went back to the village first, leaving her alone and unable to go to school, she could only accompany the old man who couldn't speak or move every day, and she had to be excluded and suppressed every day, her life had completely changed, and her life had never been like this. And Tang Lin, who promised the old man to take care of her, didn't really take care of her, in fact, he was almost completely left to fend for himself during this time.
Tang Lin looked up at Huang Doudou, who was pretending to be relaxed, "This matter is very strict, anyway, it is impossible for the two of us to be separated again, you will be with me in the future, just like a family." I...... I haven't been able to get married in recent years, do you understand when I say that? I've always disliked promises, that's all I can say! ”
This is indeed Tang Lin's answer, he can only answer like this, he can't just say to a 19-year-old girl, why don't you be **** with me, be small? He is indeed very helpless, in the face of women other than Huang Doudou, who either like or enemies or strangers, he is now a little comfortable between Li Hongjie, Chu Feifei, Zhang Panpan, and Liang Shuang, even if it is the old man who gives him a headache, Deng Zijun, who is his comrade-in-arms, or the wilted Xiaowen who he just met. He can handle it quite easily in the middle, although he may not feel it himself, but in fact, for women, he has really changed a lot. But only soybeans can't. So far, there are four women who have had a relationship with him, and the female mayor is in a serious relationship, and sleeping is normal. Li Hongjie had a one-night affair before he first arrived in Zhongzhou and did not confirm his relationship with the female mayor. Zhang Panpan's side was a **** relationship that occurred under the indirect encouragement of the lady.
The rest is Huang Doudou, Huang Dou is the girl he spoiled, the 18-year-old flower girl who is serious, and the first daughter who is serious. One of the above three women is a ****, one is mixed-race, and the other is a 35-year-old mature woman. Of course, these three are not the first daughters, only Huang Doudou is. At the same time, he also believes that if he hadn't ruined people, Huang Doudou's first time would definitely be given to the last man to marry her. Although Huang Doudou is very extroverted on the surface, she is actually quite conservative and traditional in this regard, her openness is all lip service, and her indifference is all pretended.
But she is like this, Tang Lin is more and more uncomfortable, this is a cycle, an internal cycle, a depressed internal cycle, and until the relationship between the two of them is completely and completely resolved, this depressed internal cycle will always torment the two of them. Of course, the state of the two is much better now than when they were not in contact at all at the beginning, and the two of them are also like no one on the surface, and they live peacefully and cooperate with each other on the surface. On the surface, it's all in the past, and no one is good at accounting.
Tang Lin felt that he was very lame and embarrassed, and finally gritted his teeth, "Forget it, if you don't dislike me, I'll marry you!" After a great struggle and painful choice in his heart, he always thought that his love with the female mayor would not end in vain, but now he understands that feelings can sometimes be sacrificed relative to men's responsibilities. At least that's how Tang Lin is. The two most important things the army taught him were to obey orders, to be loyal to the motherland, and to take responsibility. These two things have been deeply engraved in his bones and cannot be changed.
Huang Doudou was stunned for a moment, his eyes obviously lit up, "Are you serious? Cut, don't fool me by thinking I'm a kid! Let's go, go to the Civil Affairs Bureau now, I'm a Beijing hukou. ”
Tang Lin nodded, glanced meaningfully at the unconscious old man on the bed, and said in his heart, Okay, I'm worthy of you, wake up quickly!
Huang Doudou said to go, because 20 minutes were up, it was supposed to go, Huang Doudou excitedly followed Tang Lin out of the back passage, happily climbed directly into the driver's seat of Q7, and lit the fire!
"I'm familiar with the Civil Affairs Bureau, my district is diagonally opposite my house, it's too late for you to regret it now!" Tang Lin wanted to pretend to laugh magnificently. But he couldn't laugh, the expression on his face was very helpless, but there was a kind of sacrifice in his eyes.
"Haha, so happy! Forget it, forget it, I don't want to get married at the age of 30, and I will get a certificate with you at the age of 19? I like Sister Huang, discuss with her another day and discuss the three of us together, haha! Now, you invite me to eat something delicious, I haven't eaten something delicious in a long time! I'm going to burst my belly today! ”