Psychology: People tend to ignore the things around them that they don't care about, and only remember the things they care about very much. Running away is already a human instinct. How to control one's instincts without being affected by them is the true meaning of psychological research.

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Hu Xiaoyan was afraid of getting sick. Because he didn't have a father since he was a child. Whenever he asked, his mother always told him that his father was sick and dead. Later, his mother also fell ill and died. His fear of illness is something that no one can understand. In his heart: to be sick is to die.

Although he has seen several cases of people around him who have fallen ill but not died since he can remember, he has always unconsciously ignored them.

Psychologically, it's also an escape. Escape is the instinct of human survival, and only human beings who know how to escape can survive in the dangerous ancient period to the present. But it is precisely this instinct of escape that has penetrated into the marrow of human beings, making human beings unconsciously want to escape when faced with various problems. And every person in history who has been able to control his instincts has been a successful person. And those who cannot get rid of their instincts can only be victims of the process of human civilization.

Hu Xiaoyan is not a Confucian, let alone a Taoist, so naturally he is not exempt from vulgarity. He was running away from every moment. Escaping one's responsibilities, escaping everything from reality. I can't hide in my own little bed, shivering and watching all the changes in the outside world.

Cixi, Emperor Guangxu, Zeng Guofan, Yixuan, Sun Wen, bald head and so on? If each of them can bravely face the reality without escaping, why should the Chinese nation go through so many bloody storms?

As long as it is human, it will run away. Friends who read the book, including the author himself, are not running away from certain things?

Hu Xiaoyan felt very cold, and after a while, he felt very hot again. The head is groggy, sometimes I feel as if I am sleeping on cold and hard ground, and the next I feel as if I am sleeping in the clouds.

In the deeper part of the disease, not only did he lose his senses of sensation, taste, hearing, smell, sight and touch. The loss of his five senses did not make Hu Xiaoyan feel uncomfortable, but made him feel very comfortable, because he experienced unprecedented peace! No more pain, no more regrets, no more sadness, no more restlessness. There is no anger, no fear, and no emaciation. It was as if he had returned to his mother nest, to the state of sperm and eggs. A being that exists between non-existence.

He never wanted to go back, it was nice and comfortable. Hu Xiaoyan smiled unconsciously, and his whole body relaxed.

This frightened Qin Yun, who had never gone far alone. Faced with this situation, she was at a loss. She wanted to recruit someone to help, but she was afraid of the night. I was even more afraid that after she left, a bad guy or wild dog would take Hu Xiaoyan's body away. But if she didn't go to someone for help, she couldn't move Hu Xiaoyan.

Qin Yun's strength is very small, and it may not be a problem to catch one chicken, but ten chickens will definitely have difficulties. Of course, Hu Xiaoyan is many times heavier than ten chickens.

She sobbed as she hugged Hu Xiaoyan tightly. She felt that Hu Xiaoyan's body was getting colder and colder.

So she plucked up the courage, took advantage of the moonlight to find a lot of firewood, and lit the firewood with the lighter on Hu Xiaoyan's body. Lighters were still a rarity in this era, and there was no such thing in the Qing Kingdom. This thing was bought by old Hans in London and given to Hu Xiaoyan before he went to England. Old Hans was a very fond of smoking, and he used to smoke tobacco from India, but now he is of course a noble cigar. It's a pity that Hu Xiaoyan just keeps it by his side and plays with it from time to time, because he rarely smokes, especially after marriage.

After lighting the firewood, for the sake of safety, the chick found out that Hu Xiaoyan threw her two revolvers, and she trembled and loaded the bullets. Then hide the revolver in your arms. She took out a thick burning firewood and walked in the direction pointed out by Hu Xiaoyan.

Qin Yun is a beautiful lady, and the farthest distance she has walked is to leave the door of the university and go to the streets near the university to take a walk. The vendors and pedestrians in the vicinity of the university are at least intellectuals, and they all respect the talented people in the university. There are hundreds of security teams in the university to maintain law and order, and whether it is Bai Dao, the representative of the county government, or the ** of the Qinghong Gang, they don't dare to come here to spread wilderness. Therefore, Qin Yun lived a very comfortable life and never encountered danger. This is also the reason why when Hu Xiaoyan met a gangster who provoked the little beauty, Hu Xiaoyan saw through the details at a glance.

At this moment, Qin Yun finally mustered up the courage to take the most important step in his life: surviving alone in the wilderness.

Qin Yun's original intention was to find someone to rescue Hu Xiaoyan, so he shouted while walking. But she was a little woman, with a small voice, and had not yet eaten lunch or dinner. I lost my strength even more. At the moment she was tired and hungry. But she didn't dare to walk around, she was afraid that if she lost her direction, she would never be able to find Hu Xiaoyan's body again.

Finally, Qin Yun couldn't hold on. She fell to the ground crying.

I'm useless! At this moment, Qin Yun thought of Xia Lingling. It would be nice if Xia Lingling was here.

It's strange to say that Xia Lingling, a smug girl, actually became good friends with Qin Yun, but Yan Zhuzhu, who worked with her, had a bad relationship. Qin Yun herself didn't understand why Xia Lingling always liked to talk to her about some news in the newspapers on the street. Qin Yun rarely spoke, just listened quietly. Xia Lingling didn't feel bored, and occasionally explained some Chinese medicine theories to her, regardless of whether Qin Yun could learn it or not, whether she could accept it or not.

Xia Lingling's experience in the rivers and lakes must be very sufficient, Qin Yun understands this in her heart. The girl's parents had traveled everywhere, and after her parents died of illness, Xia Yan also took Xia Lingling out to buy medicinal herbs, and Xia Lingling once went on the road from Beijing to Tianjin to study alone. In this era, it is actually not easy for a girl to do this.

Qin Yun was very envious of Xia Lingling, not only about Xia Lingling's experience, but also about Xia Lingling's martial arts. If only I knew martial arts. Qin Yun thought to herself, in this way, I can fight away that bad guy instead of Lord Hu, instead of being alone in the dark night and helpless!

At this time, Qin Yun heard a sound of footsteps, as well as the barking of a dog. She looked up and saw a torch approaching. She smiled happily.

The man who came was an old man, leading a fierce dog. The dog's mouth was at least twice the size of Qin Yun's, and its tongue sticking out was four times as long as Qin Yun's tongue. Its face was at least as big as Qin Yun's head.

Qin Yun thought inexplicably.

"Girl. Are you human? The old man did not dare to approach with his torch, but the dog tried to run on the girl. This made Qin Yun very scared. She sneaked her finger at the gun in her arms.

"Uncle, help."

Qin Yun didn't say anything, the old man still wanted to take a closer look. This call for help immediately startled the old man. The old man grimaced and pulled the dog back a few steps.

This is? Qin Yun's head was a little confused.

I don't want to think about it, in the middle of the night, a girl walks alone at night, and when she meets someone, she shouts for help. Isn't this the rhythm of encountering ghosts in the story of Liaozhai? In ancient times, the awareness rate of ghosts was still very high.

The author once went to a small river after dark to wash vegetables, and suddenly a strong man appeared, and the guy seemed to have come to fetch water. When he heard the sound of water, he saw a short man at the water's edge and didn't know what to do, so he was startled and took a few steps back before asking aloud, "Who is that?" After the author replied, the strong man patted his chest to fetch water and said, "In the middle of the night, I'm scared to death." The author was speechless at the time.

Of course, Qin Yun didn't know this allusion, she was very afraid that this savior who suddenly appeared would run away. So he didn't care about wiping the tears on his face and told his story out loud.

Yes, stories. Qin Yun, as a traditional Chinese woman with high intellectuals, is really good at making up stories. She said: I went to Tianjin with my brother, and on the way I met a few robbers, and I ran out after throwing away my salute. But my brother is sick, and now I don't know whether he is alive or dead, so I beg my uncle to save my brother.

When the old man heard this, he was moved.

"Where's your brother?"

"At the front."

"Don't lead the way yet." The old man was very enthusiastic, perhaps thinking of his children and grandchildren.

With Qin Yun's little feet, he didn't go far, and soon, the old man saw Hu Xiaoyan lying next to the burning firewood (at least the clothes were gorgeous). Only then did the old man breathe a sigh of relief and believe the little girl's words. He's also really scared of ghosts and stuff.

The old man looked like he was fifty or sixty years old, but he still carried Hu Xiaoyan very easily, and the moment he put it on his back, his scalp was a little numb. Without him, this young man's body is cold and cold! Fortunately, the dog didn't bark when he saw the cold young man, otherwise he would have turned around and left.

Legend has it that when a dog encounters a ghost, it will first bark, then turn around and run away.

With the old man's help, Qin Yun finally stopped crying, she took the torch and followed the old man in the direction of the old man's house. The big dog in front happily led the way in front, if it weren't for the rope now in Qin Yun's hands, the big dog would have run away a long time ago. Looking at this cheerful big dog, the emotions that were still a little scared quietly disappeared, and now she is not only not afraid of this dog, but she feels that this vicious dog is very cute and cute!