57 The past
Five or seven of the past
When Onyx opened her eyes, the sky was already full of light, she hurriedly looked at Ding Si beside her, Ding Si was still lying there quietly, her eyes were tightly closed, Onyx didn't know why her heart jumped wildly, she trembled and stretched out her fingers, across Ding Si's nose, and when she felt the warm breath, Onyx's heart settled. She gently approached Ding Si, in the glow, Ding Si was like a crown of jade, his temples were like a knife, the two sword eyebrows were slightly erected, and the angular face was like carved out, in an instant, Onyx felt that her heartbeat was half a beat slower, she remembered the situation of giving Ding Si Qi in the water yesterday, and her face couldn't help but blush, but the feeling came up very clearly, cool, as if mixed with the fragrance of mint, which made people nostalgic and unforgettable. Onyx looked at Ding Si's pursed mouth, and suddenly couldn't help but want to get closer, this face is so likeable, this person is so lovely, it makes people fall a little bit, and forget their original wish.
Just when Onyx was about to approach Ding Si's face, he suddenly saw Ding Si's long eyelashes blinking, so he hurriedly stood up, and the glow reflected her face red, and that charming face was extremely beautiful in the spring sunshine with the enthusiasm and shyness of a girl. When Onyx calmed his breath and looked at Ding Si again, Ding Si had already opened his eyes, he seemed to remember everything about yesterday, and stood up with a smile at Onyx.
The two of them stood side by side in the glow, with the sea in front of them, an unknown island behind them, rolling waves in front of them, flowers and flowers, green trees behind them, and birdsong from time to time, everything seemed so peaceful on this remote island. Ding Si looked at the sky and said sincerely: "Onyx, you saved me yesterday, right?" Thank you so much for making you tired. ”
Onyx didn't dare to look at Ding Si, and said with a squeak in his mouth: "Don't say that, Brother Ding, as long as you're fine." ”
Ding Si smiled, Agate's eyes swept to Ding Si's smile, and his heart trembled again, so he heard Ding Si say: "Onyx ......"
Onyx involuntarily replied in a low voice: "Hmm." ”
Ding Si didn't seem to know how to continue, he paused for a moment before speaking again: "I have been doing fast fishing since I was eighteen years old, and I don't know how many ups and downs I have experienced during this period, but this time I feel very different from usual. ”
Onyx thought to himself: You don't know the truth of the matter yet, if you do, how should you deal with it?
Ding Si seemed to fall into memory: "I was enthusiastic when I was eighteen years old, but because my father was a fast catcher, I couldn't study and take the test for fame, so I also did fast catching, sometimes I am also confused, why did I do fast fishing?" Later, I met a person, and the person told me not to let go of a bad person, not to catch a good person, to be a good catcher, and then I found out that it was also useful to catch fast. ”
Onyx listened to him tell him about his youth, but he couldn't help but think: Why didn't I meet you at that time? But I was too young at that time, and it would have been nice if I had been born a few years earlier.
Ding Si thought of what happened when he was young, smiled slightly, his face became a lot softer, and he continued to say: "Do you know who is the person who said this? ”
Onyx shook his head.
I only heard Ding Si's voice say like a spring breeze: "It's white." When he said the name, it was as if he were mentioning a treasure, so carefully that he seemed to breathe so lightly.
Onyx's heart suddenly became chaotic, yes, it was Baiyi, she had heard that Baiyi was still the saintess of the Red Lotus Sect at that time, and now she is the holy aunt of the Red Lotus Sect, but the Red Lotus Sect is now more and more low-key, and the name Baiyi has gradually forgotten by many people, but Baiyi is the first person Ding Si likes, and the two love each other, but they make mistakes, make people, and finally miss each other. She was suddenly a little jealous of this woman named White, after many years, Ding Si could still remember her firmly, and even loved her name like a treasure.
Ding Si had a smile on his lips, but his voice was sincere: "There should be rumors about me and Baiyi on the rivers and lakes, I believe you have heard some, those rumors are not bad, but in the end, I married someone else, I know, some people also say that men are unkind, some people say that I am helpless, and some people say that I am greedy for the power of the Yue family." About these, I've never ignored them, and I don't even bother to distinguish them, about me and Ah Bi, by the way, Neizi's name is Guan Biyue, I always call her Ah Bi, I've never told anyone, and today is idle, Onyx, are you willing to listen to me and Ah Bi? ”
Onyx's heart suddenly blocked inexplicably, she knew that she should refuse, but she heard her trembling voice say, "Yes." ”
Ding Si's voice sounded in Onyx's ears with warm memories: "I married Abi, and I was indeed forced. At that time, Bai Yi became a holy aunt, I thought that she would never marry, I would never marry, even if I didn't have the opportunity to stay together for a lifetime, I would look at her from afar, and my heart was connected, so before I was twenty-four years old, no matter how many matchmakers my father and mother found, I always gritted my teeth and disagreed with those marriages. Later, when I was twenty-four years old, my father had a serious illness, and my father had always been in good health, but because of my relationship, my father was locked up and tortured by Dongchang, and since then, his health has not been as good as before. That year, his condition was extremely dangerous, and the best doctor in the capital was helpless, and some people even asked me to prepare for the future, and my father was on the sickbed, only saying that he wanted to see me get married and have children. His eyes gradually became cloudy, the past seemed to be in front of his eyes, that year he stayed in front of the hospital bed for two days and two nights without closing his eyes, Ding Qianzhong woke up from a coma, he saw his father's face withered, full of white hair, but less than fifty years old people are like drooping old men, and his heart is as uncomfortable as a knife. At that time, my father didn't have much strength, so when he opened his eyes and looked at himself, he closed his eyes again, and only after a while did he gasp and say, "Fourth, get married." After saying that, there was another cough, and his defense line collapsed at once. So, under his mother's Zhang Luo, he married Guan Biyue, the daughter of Guan Dameng, the commander of the Soldiers and Horses Division. It's strange to say that after he got married, his father actually broke back from the ghost gate, although he was still sick, but he finally survived.
He was silent for a while, and then said: "Although I became a relative, I have always been indifferent to Abi, because things are busy in the yamen, and there is very little contact between me and her, she was a bride at that time, and naturally she was also shy, I ignored her, and she rarely appeared in front of me." But every time I see her, I can't help but think of the white clothes, she at that time, she also likes to wear plain clothes, people are also quiet, and the speech is also gentle, it is like a white clothes, after I see her, I often can't help but think of the white clothes, every time I see her, I will be miserable for many days, therefore, I often avoid her, in the three or four months after marriage, I have met her only a handful of times. I am so cold to her, and I don't see her complaining, I just take care of my father and my mother every day, and keep the house in order, my father and my mother are extremely satisfied with her, especially my mother, who seems to be a few years younger all of a sudden, and has the energy to walk, and has a smile when she speaks. I never asked Abi how she felt at that time, and I think she was probably bitter too. Ding Si's voice was low and slow, he should have never told anyone about this past, Onyx was unconsciously attracted by his words, and a taciturn woman couldn't help but appear in front of him, Guan Biyue should be such a person, she doesn't like to talk, she is kind-hearted, but she must also like Ding Si, otherwise, which woman is willing to be newly married and will be snubbed by her husband, but she still waits wholeheartedly, pays silently, and has no complaints?