Chapter 2: The Dignity of Men
"Bang!"
With all his might, the boy threw the second beer bottle he had emptied, and the beer bottle fell to the ground with a crisp "pop" sound, and the crowd watching the two children from afar also raised a small wave in the middle with this broken sound.
Sitting on this busy street that should have been a constant flow of people, but now everyone avoids them like snakes and scorpions, as if it has become a vacuum belt, sitting next to a corpse with a full body **, and the wound on the buttocks is still slowly oozing blood, looking coldly at those who dare not approach him, but under the trend of curiosity, and do not want to miss this scene, in the distance into an arc-shaped crowd, the boy suddenly laughed loudly.
"You don't see the water of the Yellow River coming to the sky, rushing to the sea and never returning. You don't see the sad white hair of Gao Tang Mingjing, and the morning is like green silk turning into snow at dusk. Life must be happy, don't make the gold bottle empty to the moon. I was born to be useful, and I will come back when my daughter is gone. Cooking sheep and slaughtering cattle for pleasure will require 300 cups of drink! Master Cen, Dan Qiusheng, will enter the wine, and the cup will not stop. Sing a song with you, please listen to it for me...... Hahaha...... It's fucking cool! ”
In this case, the boy actually slapped the hard road under him vigorously while proudly reciting the immortal chapter of the achievement of the poet immortal Li Taibai fighting wine and waving a hundred bottles. The boy's voice is getting louder and louder, and the smile on his face is becoming more and more presumptuous, in this boy, the kind of heroism far beyond his actual age, the kind of freedom and freedom of the profligate body, the kind of sonorous that is unique to thousands of people, really made Fengyinglou stunned.
has been bound under his father's stick, has been looking at the faces of teachers and classmates, and has been bowing his head and trying to be a good boy praised by everyone, but it was not until this time that Fengyinglou knew that in this world, he could still live such a surname and live such a flamboyant life.
"I really didn't expect that the last meal of my Xiao Hongfei in my life, accompanied by me, was not the beautiful female classmates in the school who looked cold and became enthusiastic when they got to bed; It's not those professional white-collar workers who are sultry, dress themselves up in a showy way, drill into bars and cafes every day, look dignified, and to put it bluntly, they are waiting for others to seduce them and come to a one-night stand; It's not the landlady who died of her husband and can waive my rent for three months in the last bed, but a little brother who is only eight years old, doesn't smoke or drink, is as timid as a mouse, and will never open his mouth if I don't ask. ”
Speaking of which, Xiao Hongfei, who finally reported his home, bit open a bottle of beer with his teeth, first filled the paper cup in Fengyinglou's hand, then raised the wine bottle, and said loudly to Fengyinglou: "Seeing each other is fate, come, I'm going to dry like a man with my brother!" ”
Obviously, there is no more yogurt in the beer, and obviously I don't like the bitter taste in this liquid, but facing Xiao Hongfei's eyes that shimmer like black gems soaked in wine, an indescribable impulse made Fengyinglou, who was drinking for the first time, raise the cup in his hand, and follow Xiao Hongfei's example, and drink the beer in the cup in one gulp.
"Bang!"
Xiao Hongfei threw the third wine bottle out again, this time he deliberately threw the beer bottle at the crowd closest to them, looking at the pedestrians surrounding him as if they were being stung by a wasp and walking around, so many men who were taller than him and stronger than him, but none of them dared to stand up and reason with him, and no one dared to wave his fist at him, and the smile in the boy's eyes was even stronger.
"Brother Xiao Hongfei......"
Usually, Fengyinglou really doesn't dare to take the initiative to ask questions to strangers, especially strangers who are older than him, but after pouring three glasses of beer in his stomach, an indescribable feeling rises from the bottom of his heart, warm, floating, and even his tongue has become flexible and presumptuous, "You killed someone, and you want to be shot, aren't you afraid at all?" ”
"Afraid?"
Xiao Hongfei stretched out his hand and gently patted Fengyinglou's head with affectionate movements, and said, "You are too young, so small that it is impossible to understand my words, but maybe you will understand later...... I'm not even afraid to continue living, what nonsense shooting will I be afraid of? ”
Speaking of this, Xiao Hongfei laughed out loud again.
Fengyinglou really didn't understand, but he looked at Xiao Hongfei blankly, maybe the two of them were sitting too close, maybe it was just a chance meeting between each other's hearts, he actually understood the thick sadness that flashed in Xiao Hongfei's eyes.
Wind Shadow Lou pointed to the corpse beside him, and after staying for a long time, he didn't seem to be so afraid: "Then why did you kill him?" ”
"Because ......"
Xiao Hongfei really intended to answer the question casually with words such as "because he deserves to die", but his voice suddenly stopped. He killed this man, but at the same time, he must also lose his life, and he will have to bear the ruthless revenge of a deputy mayor after losing his beloved son.
Lighting a cigarette again, Xiao Hongfei's thoughts seemed to fly with the light blue smoke rising up, and his eyes were blurred.
"I've never seen my dad, and I've heard my mom say that he died before I was born. My mom was in very bad health, vomiting blood, and when I was twelve years old, she finally passed away. I became an orphan with no father, no mother, no relatives and no family. Fortunately, I am very feminine and precocious, and I slept with the mother of a female classmate in the class once, although I didn't understand anything for the first time, but I still got two thousand yuan from her. ”
Speaking of this, Xiao Hongfei's right hand swept over his forehead and swept away a few strands of hair, but the Fengying Lou beside him clearly saw that the big boy used such a seemingly casual action to gently remove a tear that was gathering in the corner of his eye.
He took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand and said, "From the moment I got that money, I understood that I was destined not to be a good person in my life." Hehe, a guy who learned to rely on women to eat soft rice at the age of twelve, what kind of fun will it be in the future? Since then, I have been killing all sides, half playing and half making money, I once took off my clothes and got into a box, so that people would give me as a gift to a young lady, and I opened the bud for her that night. I have also been a semi-fixed lover of a rich woman, and even a woman agreed with me that when I was eighteen years old, I would love her without any contraception, because her husband was incompetent, and she wanted a child with clear eyebrows like me, and she would pay me a sky-high price, and the price was that I had to stay away from that child, and never let him or her know about our relationship. ”
Although he only knew a little about it, Feng Ying Lou had already listened to it in a daze. His lips squirmed for a long time, and Feng Yinglou finally said a sentence: "If you are in trouble, you can find a police uncle." ”
Hearing this sudden sentence, even Xiao Hongfei was stunned, he turned his head and looked carefully at Fengyinglou's serious expression, and after a long time, he suddenly burst out laughing. He looked so happy and so happy that he laughed so much that tears flowed from his eyes.
"It's so fucking hard to find the police, it's a fucking big white thing, a big toast! Come on, just for the sake of you, little brother, who was popular in the 70s, fell in the 80s, and a nonsense nursery rhyme in the 90s, let's have a cup for him again. ”
"Smack!"
The paper cup and the beer bottle touched each other again, and after drinking the juice in the wine bottle, Xiao Hongfei played with the non-lethal throwing weapon in his hand and said: "Don't look at it, it's only been more than three years, and even I don't know how many bed partners I have changed, and how many times I have had sex with women for money." But there is a woman I obviously like very much, and even a year ago, I swore in front of her that I would marry her as my wife in the future, but I have never touched her. ”
"But when you called just now, you also said that you were only fifteen and a half years old, and you were only fourteen and a half years old a year ago...... "Fengyinglou said cautiously: "I heard the teacher say that it seems that if you are less than eighteen years old, you can't get married, even if you are eighteen years old, you will marry early......"
This little radish head in front of him has the ability to make him laugh non-stop!
Xiao Hongfei said: "Some people are thirty years old, in fact, they are still little children who don't understand anything, like me, who are struggling to eat everywhere, and have long been accustomed to seeing all kinds of ups and downs in the world, even if they are only fourteen years old, they clearly understand that a girl like Xue'er, although she is five years older than me, is congenitally disabled, and it is impossible to leave the wheelchair in this life, but only she really cares about me, without a little hypocrisy, without a little snobbish concern." In my life, it is impossible to find a wife who is more true, purer, and better for me than her. I, Xiao Hongfei, will never be the kind of fool who has to miss it to know how to turn back, let alone the best fool with the scenery on the other side! ”
"From the day I swore to marry Cher, although I still had to rely on women to eat, every time I earned, I would hand over half of the money to Cher and let her save it for me. I had even figured out that when I was eighteen years old and Cher would be twenty-three, I would stay away from the fat powder around me and open a flower shop with Cher . The store really doesn't need to be big, and it doesn't need to make a lot of money, just enough to feed Cher and our children. If the flowers of the day are not sold, I will collect them and give the most beautiful of them to the goddess Cher, who is the most beautiful and lovely in my mind, even if she marries me as his wife, she will not change anything. I can't imagine how much she smiled when she took the flower from my hand, because ...... The feeling of happiness will melt me. ”
That's right, it's just a quiet narrative, and what rises in Xiao Hongfei's eyes is clearly the inextricable intoxication of wandering in the sweetest dream.
But Feng Yinglou's body trembled slightly, really, he could really figure it out, a happy person would not sit here. Without broken dreams, broken hearts, and broken loves, how could this fifteen-and-a-half-year-old boy burst out and kill people, and how could he be willing to kill?!
"Smack!"
Xiao Hongfei jumped up suddenly, slammed the beer bottle in his hand on the head of the corpse next to him, and in the glass splash, he raised his foot and kicked the corpse desperately, "You say, you say, you are the son of the deputy mayor, there is never a shortage of women around you who stammer you, as long as you want, you can change to a new bed partner every day, why do you want to insult Xue'er, who can only sit in a wheelchair all her life, and force her to jump directly from the seven-story building?" You don't have to worry about food or clothing, there are people everywhere who stammer you and flatter you, why do you still rob me of my life, the person I care about the most, and the last happiness? ! ”
Kicking seventy or eighty kicks at the corpse, Xiao Hongfei suddenly raised his neck and let out a wolf-like howl. And the tears finally couldn't hold back, rushing out of his eyes, and fiercely slashing across his face, bringing out two sinuous tear stains.
"He is Li Yue, the son of the deputy mayor! He has a large number of witnesses to prove his innocence, and there are a lot of people who take the initiative to wipe him out for help without asking for help. In the face of all this, my little white face who eats soft rice can't help him, the law can't help him, and even the police uncle who has difficulty finding the police can't help him! ”
Xiao Hongfei stared at a pair of bloodshot eyes, looked at Fengying Lou and hissed: "Little brother, tell me, if it were you, in the face of all this, would you continue to live with your anger, or fight everything, even if you can't die well, even if you are destined to be beaten into the eighteenth layer of hell and never be reborn, you have to kill a fucking poor mountain for your own woman, your own family, and fight out a heavenly justice?!" ”
Wind Shadow Lou shook his head vigorously, he didn't know, he really didn't know.
But looking at Xiao Hongfei, who looked like a wounded beast with pain and madness written in his eyes, he was only eight years old, but he suddenly understood the truest meaning of Xiao Hongfei's sentence, "I am not even afraid of continuing to live, and I am afraid of some nonsense shooting" The truest meaning of Xiao Hongfei's sentence.
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