It's been a month, and it's been a month since that waking up, and I'm living a heavy and confused life, and there's a lot more to think about.

A month ago, when Ye Qingmian woke up in the early morning sun, it felt as if he had been asleep for centuries, making him a stranger to the world he had lived in for twenty years. And Ye Qingmian's hand was holding a note that read: Save the rainy day.

Ye Qingmian didn't think that he was sleepwalking, and he didn't find any traces of anyone coming to the house. Since that waking up, every morning, I always have almost the same note in my hand that reads "Save the rain". It was also since then that Ye Qingmian felt an inexplicable restraint, suppressing himself, as if he had lost something, but he had no impression at all, as if he was trapped in a transparent cage.

Ye Qingmian looked up at the sky, covering the dazzling light with his hand, trying to see through everything, but as far as his eyes could see, it was only a blue sky. In the distance, a girl full of youthful atmosphere ran over, driving away the slight cold of early spring, so that Ye Qingmian could finally relax a little.

"Brother, come here. Ye Qingsha excitedly took Ye Qingmian's hand and led him to a middle-aged woman. "Professor Gu, this is my brother Ye Qingmian, I'm going to trouble you today. ”

Professor Gu is one of the most accomplished scholars in psychology in Zijingang, and he is very interested in hypnosis, and he has been pestered by Ye Qingsha for a long time to help his brother treat his illness.

Because she was under the same roof, Ye Qingsha felt the change in Ye Qingmian almost that day, confused, confused, doubtful, anxious, and more and more silent.

Professor Gu introduced Ye Qingmian's siblings into his apartment at the school and began to conduct psychological tests on Ye Qingmian. But no matter what kind of test, it shows that Ye Qingmian is an extremely normal person. Ye Qingmian hesitated for two or three times, and finally told Professor Gu about the note.

"Are you trying to say that you are experiencing something surreal?" Professor Gu did not refute Ye Qingmian, but frowned and pondered.

"Yes. ”

"Don't tease, brother, you're getting more and more..." Ye Qingsha, who was unscrupulous, looked at the serious expressions of the two, and finally held back her words.

"I knew very well that I didn't write the note, and no one had ever entered my room. I was also suspicious of sleepwalking, so I tried to throw away all the pen and paper in the house, but when I woke up the next day, I still had this note in my hand. ”

"Then whose handwriting do you think is on it?" Professor Gu took a note that Ye Qingmian took out of his pocket.

"It's my handwriting. Ye Qingmian frowned.

Professor Gu was also meditating, the pen in his hand was tapped back and forth on the notebook, and several people spent a few minutes in silence.

"Maybe a deep hypnosis will help you, take it easy, let's try it?"

"Thank you Professor Gu. Ye Qingmian did not refuse, and cooperated with Professor Gu for the first hypnosis.

A series of long mental hints made Ye Qingsha yawn for a long time, and finally sent Ye Qingmian into the deepest part of her consciousness.

Desolate and silent, Ye Qingmian saw the dead and silent earth, the red soil, and a faint smell of blood.

"What do you see?" A distant voice floated from outside the world, it was Professor Gu's voice.

"The red earth, bloody, barren, it's evening, and the sun is about to set. ”

"Go on, walk through the land, see what's there?"

Ye Qingmian changed with the change of consciousness, his body moved forward rapidly, and he skipped the ground in an instant, a corpse! Continue to move forward, more and more corpses! dense, almost covering the ground, at that time it was an indescribable hell. Frightened, helpless, undaring, resentful, written on the faces that had lost their life, but there were no traces of injuries on their bodies, as if they were asleep.

"Corpses, corpses all over the place, everybody is dead. ”

In reality, Professor Gu's expression became more and more solemn, and Ye Qingsha also looked at her brother worriedly.

"Keep going, what else can you see?"

Ye Qingmian flew through the endless sea of corpses, becoming more and more irritable, and just when he was about to reach the limit, a line seemed to appear on the ground, separating the sea of corpses. On one side is dead silence, on the other side is life, and the Buddha is the dividing line between heaven and hell.

"The scenery ahead is beautiful, full of grass and flowers, but there is no life, no insects, no small animals. ”

"You have crossed the pain and seen what lies in the depths of beauty?"

"There's a tombstone there. Ye Qingmian's consciousness came instantly, and when he came to the tombstone, he saw a man beating the tombstone in front of him with his hand, the man's hand was already bloody and blurred, and blood flowed down the surface of the tombstone.

"A man was pounding a tombstone, and there was a girl in front of it. ”

"Look at what is written on the tombstone? Do you know those two people? ”

Ye Qingmian focused his gaze on the tombstone, and just a glance made his heart turbulent. In reality, Ye Qingmian was lying on the bed, and suddenly the muscles of his whole body tensed.

"Brother!" Ye Qingsha nervously wanted to go over to wake Ye Qingmian up, but was stopped by Professor Gu.

"Whose tombstone is it?"

"It's my tombstone. The man who beat the tombstone was also me. Ye Qingmian's hand in reality clasped the edge of the bed, and his voice was very painful. There is a paradise in the boundless sea of corpses, but the paradise has its own tombstone, and he is trying to destroy it with his body.

"Who is this little girl? I don't know her, but she seems to care about me. Ye Qingmian saw that he had finally given up next to the tombstone, and when Ye Qingmian was about to breathe a sigh of relief, the self suddenly looked back at him, his eyes full of pleading and hope.

The world was shattered, whether it was a sea of corpses, a tombstone, or a self or the little girl, all of them cracked like glass, shattered into nothingness with a crisp sound, and behind it was the room where he slept.

It was night, Ye Qingmian saw that he was sleeping very deeply, the other himself was lying on the table, the other was full of chains, the other end seemed to lead to hell, the other self tore open a note and wrote three words on it: Save the rainy day, let the queen stuff the note into the sleeping self.

The picture is broken again, it is a rainy day, a modern cemetery, Ye Qingmian found his grave in it again, and a demure girl stood quietly next to the tombstone. A long white dress looked thin, and a black umbrella fell at the feet at will, and the rain was heavy and cold.

Ye Qingmian looked at her nothingly, still very strange and calm, but behind this calm was full of despair, Ye Qingmian was a little afraid to look at it. The rain was heavy, wetting her skirt and her hair, and it was hard to see if there were tears falling.

A sad atmosphere filled Ye Qingmian. I don't know how long it took, her eyes suddenly became sharp, her eyes were full of madness, bloody madness, which made Ye Qingmian palpitate for a while, watching her leave the cemetery firmly and disappear into the blurry rain curtain.

"Don't!" Ye Qingmian sat up suddenly, and found that Ye Qingsha and Professor Gu were looking at him worriedly. Panting deeply, his head was covered with sweat, what was he trying to stop just now? Was it a dream? But why is it very real, who is that woman? I don't know her, but why does it affect my feelings? Ye Qingmian closed his eyes vigorously, but he could never go back to that dream.

"Brother, take it easy, it's okay, it's okay. Ye Qingsha hugged Ye Qingmian and looked at Professor Gu for help.

"Now empty your mind, you need..."

"Professor Gu. Ye Qingmian interrupted her, and seemed to ask herself, "In this world, is there reincarnation?"

Professor Gu was stunned for a moment, and then sighed, "What you saw just now was just a dream, an illusory outburst of suppressed feelings in your heart, try to talk to the people around you as much as possible, whether there is reincarnation or not, at least this is the world you have lived in for more than 20 years, isn't it?"

Leaving from Professor Gu, Ye Qingmian was not a little relaxed, and seemed to be even more confused, is it really a dream? Is it really too much pressure before? Looking at his sister who was worried about him, Ye Qingmian finally squeezed out a little smile.

In Professor Gu's room, a seductive and sexy woman walked out of the void, walked generously to the window, looked at Ye Qingmian's back, and shook her head. "It's him... Nozomi, your luck... Not bad. ”

Unexpectedly, it turned out that he was the legendary person. Professor Gu was not surprised by the person who appeared out of thin air, and he was not inexplicable by the other party's name for him, but recalled Ye Qingmian's face with some disbelief.

"It's a pity that we can't make a move on him due to the laws set by Qingcheng Yutian before he died. ”

"I shouldn't have let him see that. Professor Gu sighed with some regret.

"It's not your fault, after all, none of us knew that he was that person, and Qingcheng's rainy day was so important in his memory. ”

"The rainy day in Qingcheng is really terrible. Professor Gu said with emotion.

"After all, she is a woman who has blocked countless reincarnations, who dares to underestimate her? When she is still there, I'm afraid we don't even dare to mention her name easily. The bewitching woman looked at the sky in awe, and there seemed to be a lonely shadow there.

"That note won't be there again. ”

"Oh, what's going on?"

"The remnants of his consciousness from the previous reincarnation have been sealed by me. Professor Gu said. "Whether it's a moment, or an eternity, it's all this time. ”

"Yes, reincarnation is about to start again, and this time it will be different. The bewitching woman said heavily.

"Even we, the Overseers, are not immune. ”

"Yes, if you can't stop him, then this reincarnation will be the last of the last. This time you inadvertently leaked in front of him, find a chance to die, change your identity. ”

"It's been a few days. Professor Gu looked at everything around him that originally belonged to him, and he didn't have much nostalgia.

"It's a pity that we can't kill him, and we can't tell these people to the world. ”

"It's not a big deal, the master will give instructions. Wait for the reincarnation to begin, and everything will be over. ”

"May nightmares be buried deeply. ”

"May nightmares be buried deeply. ”

It was another morning, Ye Qingmian opened his eyes, and helplessly wanted to put the note on the table, but found that his hand was empty.

Ye Qingmian immediately woke up, and the knot that had been suppressed for a month seemed to have opened, it seemed that Professor Gu's hypnosis was really useful! But Ye Qingmian didn't feel relaxed, and when he recalled the picture he saw during the hypnosis yesterday, he was still puzzled. The picture there is like a seed, sprouting in Ye Qingmian's heart, slowly growing, and maybe one day, it will be pieced together into a complete memory.

The sun is stained with blood, the earth is sad and barren, and beyond the peach source, thousands of miles of corpses are sunk. So, what exactly is the place?

The rain curtain cemetery, the wind blows the skirt, the black umbrella beauty, and the thought seals the devil. Who is she?

Wait, why can't I remember the woman's appearance? Ye Qingmian became very nervous, trying to recall every detail, but the woman's face became more and more blurred, and finally only a sigh remained. Alas, is it really a dream? Ye Qingmian shook his head and stopped thinking about it.

Bang! Bang! Bang! There was a knock on the door, "I'm about to get up, brother, you promised to go shopping with me." ”

"But it's going to rain. ”

"How romantic it rains!"

"It's a pity. ”

"What a pity?"

"This damn blood relationship is a waste of your romance. ”

On the bustling street, Ye Qingmian was expressionless, carrying countless bags and following behind Ye Qingsha, watching her harvest the spoils of war with excitement and satisfaction.

"It's so annoying, so a day has passed. Walking on the street, looking at the afterglow of the sunset spread on the street, Ye Qingsha pursed her lips and complained.

"If I don't pass today, I'm going to pass. Ye Qingmian helplessly poked his head out from behind a pile of bags and smiled bitterly at his sister.

"Hey, it's ugly. Hard work, Mr. Ye Qingmian, go home at night and compensate you for making good food!. ”

Ye Qingmian adjusted his posture noncommittally, shuttling through the crowd with difficulty, not paying attention for a while, as if he had bumped into someone. Both of them fell to the ground, and Ye Qingsha's loot fell to the ground.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Just when Ye Qingmian was about to apologize, an ethereal and sweet female voice took the lead in apologizing.

"It's fine. Ye Qingmian smiled at the girl and began to sort out the large and small bags on the ground. Neither of them noticed that the pendant around the girl's neck broke under the impact just now and fell into Ye Qingmian's bag.

After the girl apologized again, she helped Ye Qingmian sort out her things and left with a lot of guilt. The girl was very cute and beautiful, wearing a pure white trench coat, which set off the faint shyness on her face, which inexplicably made people very close.

The same street, the same two people, the same sunset. Ye Qingmian walked through the crowded commercial street with headphones and met her where the shopping bag was knocked down. Long straight black hair, a long light blue dress, with a simple smell of laundry detergent.

She stood in front of Ye Qingmian and plucked up the courage to look into his eyes, "Hello, my name is Qingcheng Yutian, can you tell me your phone number?"

"What did you say?", Ye Qingmian was a little puzzled, his hands were pulled out of his jacket pockets, and he took off his headphones.

"I... I recognized the wrong person. ”

"Oh. Ye Qingmian calmly put on his headphones, away from the sight of Qingcheng's rainy day.

Qingcheng Yutian pinched his fingers in annoyance, his teeth were about to bite his lips, and finally turned around and chased after him, "You wait!"

"Brother, why are you in a daze?" Ye Qingsha pushed Ye Qingmian.

"It's okay, I just bumped into someone. ”

"Girls?"

"Hmm. ”

"Oh~" Ye Qingsha pulled a long voice and looked at Ye Qingmian with a little meaning, "Know?"

"I don't know. ”

"Want to meet?"

“...... I don't want to! ”

"It's boring. ”

Ye Qingsha walked forward boredly, Ye Qingmian picked up the bag again and followed, stopped and looked back, but was shaken by the sunset, and it seemed that she couldn't see the girl just now. I don't know what's going on, I seem to be a little lost, and I seem to have lost something important.

"Kaori, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, I bumped into someone just now, he has a lot of stuff. ”

"What should I do? The girl persuaded without care.

"But I seem to be sad. Hanori turned to look at the bustling crowd, and the person was gone, and suddenly her heart ached.

"Why are you so ugly, did you hit someone or kill someone? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. Hanori barely squeezed out a smile and looked at the sun that was about to sink into the horizon, with a faint helplessness, "Maybe the sunset is too dazzling." ”

On the same street, two people who missed each other have drifted apart. If Ye Qingmian could still remember the picture that might be a dream, he would know that the girl who rubbed shoulders just now was the one who was silently heartbroken in front of his tombstone in the cemetery in the heavy rain.

In the cold winter, the head snores lightly, and the spring breeze is green again.

The dry pond is dry and the mountains are dry, rippling all things, and the city is full of chaos.

The fog locks the clouds, the rainbow is often accompanied, and the smoke and rain are receded.

Look at the fire and the glow is dyed, the sky is fairy, but it is not compared, and they meet.

Who is the Xia curtain for, the red edge of the line, and the reason for the mistake.

The bustling alleys are like guests, and the past is vivid.

The sea was once like a world away, and they knew each other speechlessly.

After a thousand years of rotten bones, the soul is clear in dreams, and the clothes and shoes at that time.

"Where's my pendant?" When Hanori subconsciously tried to touch the pendant around her neck, it was empty, leaving only a lonely delicate chain.