Thinking about it, when a loyal and willing military general who is willing to sacrifice his life for the loyal person slaughters two monarchs he serves, no one will become unable to think about it, become depressed, and become hesitant.

Zhao Yue understood Lu Bu's feelings at this time, this was a duel between self-esteem, morality and cold reality. He himself had felt this way, just a few years ago, when he opened the black box left by his mother as a Han Dynasty soldier and learned that he was a descendant of the Qin royal family.

Lu Bu looked a little sad, like an old and sick king of the mountain who had worn out his sharp claws; It's more like an eagle whose wings are no longer strong, standing on the edge of a cliff and wailing.

He looked a lot like a defeated general, covered in tight ropes, covered in scars and blood, and his hair was a little unkempt.

However, his eyes were full of affirmation of himself, full of a kind of self-confidence, and full of a kind of care and longing for the people he cared about in his heart.

The only thing that is not is self-blame or frustration.

This is not a man who sells for glory, he just does something like that, and even though sometimes people know that a person has a hard time doing such a thing, they are still used to criticizing and denouncing it.

This is the unfairness of the world, but it is also a kind of fairness given by God.

Lu Bu is known for his peerless martial arts, so he is bound to be envied by many people, and then, even if he can really manage to live his life without being criticized, it is difficult to guarantee that he will suddenly be accused of being a villain by a group of people thousands of years later.

One should believe in the beauty of the world, even if it is gloomy, and that it is just a cloud that occasionally drifts through the clear sky.

"Kill me, Changjiao." Lu Bu said lightly.

Zhao Yue couldn't believe it, and even suspected that she hadn't heard it clearly, "What are you talking about, Feng Xian, if you do this, it will really make the world think that you are the kind of person rumored by the outside world, only by living can you slowly wash away the stigma and prove yourself!" ”

Lu Bu let out a long breath, as if he had made a big decision, "If you want to help me, please kill me, let me leave this troubled world, fulfill my reputation, and take care of Diao Chan." ”

"What a reputation for you!" Zhao Yue was a little helpless, and couldn't help but shout, he could understand a person's inner thoughts, but he couldn't solve it, this was really a situation of feeling powerless, "If you die, what will Diao Chan do?" I will hate myself for a long time in my heart! ”

"Diao Chan ......" Lu Bu paused and said sadly: "You take care of her and obey her as much as possible, I really hope that you can kill me." I once killed Ding Yuan, voted for Dong Zhuo, killed Dong Zhuo, and voted for Wang Yun, and now, Wang Yun is probably dead, if I take refuge in you...... This is really a practice that heaven and earth do not tolerate. ”

When Zhao Yue heard this, he was speechless, he never thought that Lu Bu, who seemed to be invulnerable and dedicated to doing his best, was actually so fragile in his heart.

He suddenly discovered the difference between himself and Lu Bu, and it was this difference that prompted him to regain his strength after encountering this situation, while Lu Bu was completely depressed.

That is, he can motivate himself, he can enlighten himself, he understands the importance of life, and as long as life is there, all the hardships will make him grow. But Lu Bu is different, Lu Bu has a strong sense of self-esteem, and he doesn't seem to care about what the world says, but in fact, he cares more than anyone else, he is currently bent on death, just to use death to tell the world: he Lu Bu is not a three-surnamed slave who is afraid of death and seeks glory.

"Fengxian, you really can't die now, this troubled world needs a warrior like you, at present, I also need you, and the entire Hongnong City also needs you!" Zhao Yue paused word by word and said seriously.

Lu Bu raised his head and looked at Zhao Yue expressionlessly, "These can't be the reason for me to continue to live, without me in the troubled times, there will be a day when I will be calmed down; If you can come to this day and achieve such achievements, you will never lack the strength of my alone; As for the people of Hongnong City, it would be good to leave it all to you. If you want me to live, please tell me now a reason why I have to live. ”

Zhao Yue stared at Lu Bu vigorously, and found that Lu Bu did not have a trace of nostalgia for this world, but the reasons he could think of had been told to Lu Bu just now, and now, he really couldn't think of any other reasons.

"If you can't think of it, please give me death." Lu Bu's eyes revealed resoluteness.

Zhao Yue thought seriously for a moment, he really didn't want Lu Bu to die like this, but since Lu Bu was unwilling to join his command, what was the use of him saying these words?

Zhao Yue kept thinking about feasible ways in his mind, and when he thought of the allusions to Fan Li and Xi Shi of Yue Guo during the Spring and Autumn Period and the Warring States Period, he suddenly showed a happy smile: "Fengxian, is the reason why you are bent on death, is it just because you don't want to be humiliated as a rebel by the world again." ”

Lu Bu didn't say anything, it was a tacit acquiescence.

"Okay, since that's the case, then you don't have to take refuge with anyone this time, when Hongnong City is completely pacified, I will let you go, and let you and Diao Chan go to seclusion in the world, in this case, do you still want to die?" Zhao Yue asked with a smile.

After hearing this, Lu Bu was a little shocked, he never expected that Zhao Yue would be willing to let him go without taking any effect from him. If that's the case, his meaning as a martial artist will disappear, and even if he is alive, he will have no meaning.

But as an ordinary person, isn't it also a beautiful enjoyment to wander the rivers and lakes with Diao Chan?

Lu Bu was a little hesitant, he had considered all the possibilities, but he didn't expect such a simplest and most simple answer.

"I want to think about it, it's still a while before dawn, and you'll come back to me at dawn." Lu Bu said without doubt, it seemed that no one else could interfere with his life or death, but it was true.

Many people in power have mistaken one point, that is, the lives of their subordinates, and even the lives of captured generals, can be decided by their thoughts. Yuan Shao was like this, so he captured Zhao Yun alive, and Zhao Yue was like this at the beginning, so he couldn't bear to kill Lu Bu, but now he figured it out.

It seems that it is the best to be able to achieve such a happy result. Although Zhao Yue did not get Lu Bu's help, he felt a motivation in his heart, a motivation to fight for all those who cared, and he had to suppress this city.

On the Yamen side, Wang Jian has left, and Zhang Duan, Gao Shun and Jia Xu have firmly occupied this place.

Zhao Yue also came out of the prison and instructed the guards to take care of Lu Bu, while he himself was preparing to return to the palace.

Of all the important people under Zhao Yue, only the idiot was still groping in Wang Yun's mansion. (To be continued.) )