Chapter 33: Loneliness (I)

The identity of the "seed student", the ups and downs of the past, is destined to be in this school, and it is no longer easy to make new friends.

Half a year later, in the second election, with the result of "zero" votes, Fengyinglou handed over the armmark representing the identity of the squad leader. And the successor, of course, is...... Chan hiked.

A loser stepped down, while a high-spirited successor stepped on. And it was at this time of the alternation of the old and the new that there was a tidal wave of applause among the whole class.

Faced with this situation, clearly feeling this loneliness of being rejected by everyone, Fengyinglou became even more silent. Since then, he has barely spoken in class again. He always sat alone in the most corner of the instructor, he listened silently and left silently, while the others also had an attitude of turning a blind eye to the Wind Shadow Building, and the two sides seemed to live in two parallel worlds that would never intersect with each other.

In the grade assessment a year later, whether it is a cultural class, a military skills class, or even Jin Zexi's martial arts class, Fengyinglou's results are ranked within the bottom tens.

According to the regulations of the Fifth Special Force Elite Training School, a student like Fengyinglou, who has no specialty, and whose grades are too backward and has little training value, can already be directly expelled.

While discussing the list of expulsions, several heavyweight instructors sat together, and when they saw the name of the Wind Shadow Building, everyone fell silent together. After a long time, the first person to speak was Instructor Jin Zexi, who has always emphasized that he only likes the strong and absolutely hates the weak.

"I see that Fengying Studio trains harder than others every day, how did it become like this?"

Listening to Instructor Jin Zexi's somewhat knowingly questioned, several other instructors were silent.

Speaking of hard work, Fengyinglou is indeed the most desperate one among the students in the school. Zhu Jianjun's pigeon cage couldn't sleep, so he simply slept outside the pigeon cage, and he was a nine-year-old child, who spent a whole spring, summer, autumn and winter in the open air.

Since he did not live in a dormitory and was not limited by the school's work and rest time, he would train until late at night with a method that bordered on self-harm.

As long as you walk to the campus at night, as long as it is not more than two o'clock in the morning, you can always see a small figure, rolling on the ground repeatedly and silently; You can always see a small figure facing a poplar wrapped in a layer of hemp rope, where you practice hand-to-hand combat; You can always see a small figure, holding a wooden stick sharpened into the shape of a rifle, running and jumping there, and the mouth still makes a "da-da-da" sound from time to time.

And a dog whose whole body is injured and can hardly hide his aging will always stand quietly to the side at this time, watching this child sweat like rain on campus.

In this case, the basic skills of the Wind Shadow Building should be more solid than anyone else, but in the actual combat assessment, in the face of hundreds of pairs of eyes, the Wind Shadow Building failed again and again, and his results were worse than anyone else.

"Although his grades are not very good, but ......" Jin Zexi said this, and couldn't help but sigh softly in his heart, so many instructors, everyone likes Fengying Building, even he didn't expect that the first person to open his mouth to escort Fengying Building was himself! But Jin Zexi still continued: "Anyway, the spirit of Fengying Building's willingness to study hard is worth advocating, otherwise, let's observe for one more year and see the situation, shall we?" ”

For the first time, several heavyweight instructors in the school did not disagree on the same issue, and with Jin Zexi's proposal, almost everyone nodded at the same time, and decided the fate of the second year of the Wind Shadow Building with a unanimous vote.

Time passed quickly in such an unsinkable way, and when several heavyweight instructors sat together again to discuss the elimination list of unqualified students this year, Fengying Lou was still on it.

"His basic skills are quite solid, but in actual combat, there is almost no winning rate, which is why the results are so bad. Well, this does not exclude the fact that our instructors have taught him something in private, and at the same time there are too many things to learn, but they have lowered the distance from others. ”

This time, it was Instructor Long Jianhui who spoke, "Fengyinglou can endure the wind and rain every day in the corner of the field, and live for two years, let alone those children, even if we are instructors, at the age of eleven, there is no strict order from the instructor, just out of spontaneous consciousness, who can do it?" ”

Several instructors around were silent, and Long Jianhui moved the file of Fengying Building lightly in front of everyone: "So, I suggest observing for another year, at the very least, we don't regret it in the future." ”

The five instructors nodded together, and that's it, Fengyinglou silently ushered in its third year in the academy.

In the past three years, Lei Hongfei has already made a name for himself in the school, and he has completed six years of primary military training in three years, and has rushed into the intermediate training class with irreproachable results, and has become a seed student that the school focuses on cultivating. On the way he grew up, of course, he would encounter the same things as Fengyinglou, but after several attempts, no one dared to provoke Lei Hongfei easily, such a strong person who was absolutely different from Fengyinglou in terms of surname and attitude.

In the face of the challenger, Lei Hongfei was ruthless, as soon as he made a move, it was bound to be a heavy blow in the form of a cauldron and a sinking boat, and many people were shocked by the beast-like madness on Lei Hongfei before he could make a move.

Only Hai Qingwu understands that the reason why Lei Hongfei fights so hard is because he has a fire in his heart, he didn't protect Fengyinglou, he watched Fengyinglou become more and more silent day by day, and watched Fengyinglou sweat there every night, but his grades never improved, if he couldn't vent this fire, he would really suffocate himself to death.

In the face of the same malicious challenger, how could Lei Hongfei be polite, how could he not make a move, like a Spanish bullfight that saw a red cloth, and launched the most savage ramming charge against the enemy?!

If it is said that to become a strong person, you must go through all this, Fengyinglou fell, but Lei Hongfei successfully rushed up!

By the middle of the third year, something big happened at school.

Liu Wei, that is, three years ago, when Fengyinglou went to find Instructor Jin Zexi, the student who was washing the clothes for Instructor Jin Zexi saw in the water room was practicing martial arts with a newly recruited student, who was five years older than him, but had never learned hand-to-hand combat, and had just stepped into the school for three days. grabbed the final victory, and directly made up for it, stepping on Liu Wei into a serious injury, resulting in a student with considerable development potential and who had been carefully taught by Jin Zexi for several years, and was directly eliminated from the competition.

Instructor Jin Zexi, who made a three-year appointment with the Wind Shadow Building, chose to leave the school because of this incident. It was not until this time that the school understood that Jin Zexi was so cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and when it came to caring for students, he was definitely the strongest one among all the instructors.

Or, just like Jin Zexi once said in the mirror, if you want to achieve great things, you have to be ruthless and thick-skinned, and in this regard, he obviously hasn't practiced at home!

Hearing the news, the Wind Shadow Building, who was punching and kicking the poplar tree, only took a moment, and continued to slam at the target in front of him.

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By the end of the third semester, there were only four bishops left to sit together to discuss the fate of the students, and the results of the Wind Shadow Building were still in the bottom ten, and he still did not show any special skills, so he was still within the range of elimination.

Top 10 for three years in a row!

Faced with this situation, everyone's eyes naturally fell on Li Xiangshang. Without Jin Zexi, a competitor, the identity of the head of the Fifth Special Force, there is a good chance that ** will fall into his pocket, whether Fengyinglou stays or leaves, he, the future head, should also speak.

And the few instructors present really wanted to see what attitude Li Xiang Chamber of Commerce used to face Fengying Building, such a student that he and Jin Zexi had taught together.

"Do you think that the Fengying Building, which we used to be optimistic about together, should be so weak, so weak that it can only be ranked last forever, and it will always face the danger of being eliminated?"

Li Xiangshang stretched out his hand and took away the file of Fengying Building, and said categorically: "I don't think so!" ”

Relying on this sentence, Fengyinglou stayed.

"Fengyinglou, don't practice."

The person who spoke was Hai Qingwu, and she looked at the row of groves, and she only felt that her nose was sour.

Four years, four years. Wind Shadow Building is almost thirteen years old, and the continuous training every day has reduced the immature aura on his body day by day, and his height has also risen by leaps and bounds to one hundred and forty-eight centimeters, as for the row of groves, there are already more than twenty trees that have been kicked by the Wind Shadow Building, and the internal veins are broken, and the water cannot be supplied normally and gradually wither, and the school must replant new saplings in it every year, but the Wind Shadow Building is still in the combat assessment, and it is still within dozens of places.

Time has not healed the wounds in Fengyinglou's heart, nor has it rebuilt the self-confidence he once had.

In the face of the "enemy", Fengyinglou was like a piece of wood, and his attack was weaker like a sheep, as long as there was a light laugh from the audience, his attack would be even weaker and weaker, until the instructor shook his head again and again, and was mercilessly swept out by the enemy.

Now the Wind Shadow House has become a special case in the whole school, a special case of a tortoise running no matter how much it runs, even if the rabbit sleeps beautifully in front of it, it will not be able to win this tortoise and rabbit race. It has become the most direct proof of this theory that if a soldier has no courage and no fighting spirit, he is nothing.

Seeing that Feng Ying Lou was still mechanically facing a poplar tree that was already overwhelmed, and every time his right leg was pumped up, he would let out a painful moan, Hai Qingwu finally couldn't help but walk over and clasp Feng Ying Lou's shoulder. "I told you to stop practicing, did you hear that? What's the use of practicing like this, if you continue to practice like this, you will train yourself to be a fool! ”

Hai Qingwu really couldn't believe it, the eyes in front of her were dull, only by looking at the white tree, would there be a faint hint of ruthlessness, the boy who had grown shoulder-high with her was the little boy who received her a cane back then, and he could send her a love letter back, innocent, revealing a romantic feeling.

On the love letter that Hai Qingwu is still carefully preserved, the big smiling face drawn by Fengyinglou is still blinking, taking Fengyinglou's true innocence and not carelessly, and the happiness from the heart at that time is released without reservation. Reading the "accidental" poem that he mended with circles and forks in his love letter, an indescribable impulse, an indescribable sourness and astringency, made Hai Qingwu suddenly hug Fengyinglou from behind: "You don't want to practice anymore, you have been practicing stupidly like this, I can see it...... It's uncomfortable! ”

In her life, Hai Qingwu has never had such intimate contact with a man other than her father. Even she couldn't tell herself, whether her current state of mind was pity, sympathy, friendship care, or whether she really had a strange feeling of indescribable but real for the boy in front of her.

She only knew that she really didn't want to see Fengyinglou like this.

Wind Shadow Building's body finally stopped, and he really had no way to break free of the shackles formed by someone who really cared about him, with his arms and feelings. He was silent for a long, long time before he whispered, "If I don't practice, what else can I do?" ”

Hai Qingwu was really stunned.

There are no new friends in the Wind Shadow Building, everyone is looking at him sideways, and now in his life, the only thing left is not training, training and training, doesn't he just want to use this method to rediscover his value in this academy, but no matter how hard he tries, he still relies on the pity of the instructors every year to get by?!

He has no self-confidence and no dignity, if he gives up this perverted self-mutilating training, how do you want him to continue to stay in the Fifth Special Force Elite Training School, and how to face those disdainful eyes that are looking at Gu Zuo's posture?!

"Fengying Building, Lei Hongfei and I are leaving, what should you do, you look like this, how can we rest assured?!"

Hai Qingwu is already twenty-three years old, and it will take her two years to undergo terrain adaptation training in the mountains, deserts, jungles, and snowfields, and in the next two years, she is destined to be completely insulated from the Wind Shadow Building. Lei Hongfei, who has been skipping grades with amazing results all the way, is also about to enter the technical school under the jurisdiction of the Fifth Special Force to learn the knowledge of primary fitters, and after the completion of the study, he needs to spend a year and a half to go to various military factory branches to learn various weapon combinations and theoretical knowledge through practice.

In other words, in the next two years, Hai Qingwu and Lei Hongfei will not be by Fengyinglou's side.

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