Chapter 75: You Are So Different (2)

"What if the person you love has the same thoughts as you, so that the two sides will not be in conflict?" asked Hui Liye, "There is another question, although the person who left first can no longer feel anything, the pain in his heart during the dying time should be no less than that of the person who was left behind, and he should regret that he could not be with his loved one for longer." ”

At this moment, Hui Liye, who has lived for tens of thousands of years, has become a questioner, and You Qianjing has become a puzzler, and they are not bound by some factors such as age, identity, and responsibility at this moment, but stand in a reciprocal position and exchange consciousness.

"Perhaps, I haven't really died yet, and I can't really understand that feeling even if I imagine it. You Qianjing exhaled deeply, looking at the sunset in the west and a few jackdaws returning to the forest in the sky: "Although people have a little empathy, it is still very difficult to empathize, especially for the pain of others, sometimes what we think may not be as good as one-ten-thousandth of what we feel." ”

"I still think that Siondine's idea of reincarnation is absurd, life is precious because of its transience and uniqueness, life and death are the laws of all things, and the so-called immortality and reincarnation are the desecration of life itself. ”

"The process of coming to the abyss and entering each other's world is meaningful, and one spends a lifetime accepting others, understanding others, and then waiting for parting to come. But at that time, the existence of those people was already engraved in his memory, and it became an inseparable part of it, and he would live with them. ”

"And so on and so forth. ”

"If there is anything that remains after the karma of physical destruction has dissipated, I think it should be something more abstract, not something that exists in the physical or spiritual realm. And the process of the existence of this thing is not reincarnation, but should be called 'inheritance'. ”

Perhaps this is a kind of self-paralysis and self-comforting statement, and it may feel better if the person you love is still around, but this is fine. ”

Inheritance......

If there really is such a thing, Xiu probably won't be seen again in the next hundred years, right?

Hui Liye remembered that Sion Dine had returned to Star Frost Island without saying a word after waking up, and it followed him because he was worried.

Siondine sat in the cabin where he had lived with the child for two lifetimes, gathered some things, and came to the sea of flowers where he slashed the "monster".

Several years have passed since that tragedy, and after several spring and autumn, the hexagonal hoarfrost that was once stained red with blood has long since opened and failed, just like the reincarnation he is seeking.

Sion Dine stood in the sea of flowers for a long time, and Hui Liye, who was in a phantom state, stood at the edge of the forest from afar, looking at him, only to feel that the person's lonely and lonely figure looked shaky in the perennial cold wind of Star Frost Island.

It was the only time Siondine had taken off his disguise in front of it and completely revealed his vulnerable side.

The child's body landed in the middle of the sea of flowers, where there was a clearing with a radius of about five meters, and there was no grass.

Siondine took a seed from his bosom and planted it in the middle of the clearing, and as soon as the seed hit the ground, it took root and sprouted, and in an instant it grew into a giant tree.

He buried the things he had taken from the hut under a tree and erected a stone monument without words.

Hui Liye watched his every move from afar, and until the end, Siondine did not shed a single tear for the child.

Why? Isn't he saddened by the child's death?

"Qian Jing, would you cry because of someone's death?"

"That's for sure. Although he didn't know why Hui Liye suddenly had such a question, You Qianjing replied categorically, and then he took out a small glass bottle of Star Candy from the Skyclave, twisted one and threw it into his mouth, "The grass and trees will still be sad, as long as it is a person, they will not even be inferior to them." ”

"My dad said, don't talk about this kind of bullshit if a manly husband has tears, don't bear it if you want to cry if you're sad, and release your emotions normally That's what people are. ”

You Qianjing "croaked" and bit the star candy one by one, and the fine crystal sugar dregs splashed everywhere: "But you'd better not ask others this question in the future, especially if you replace 'someone' in the first person." ”

Just like knowing what Hui Liye was going to ask, You Qianjing quickly replied: "Don't you think this question is stupid? What is the starting point? Do you want to get an answer from others who are sad because of their departure? Use this answer to affirm their status in the other party's heart, in the final analysis, what they love is not the people around them, but themselves, what they care about is whether they care about themselves or not." What kind of psychology is it? low self-esteem, conceit, self-comfort? ”

"Selfish and pathetic. ”

You Qianjing was speechless, the sugar residue had melted, but he didn't feel the sweetness, but there was a hint of bitterness.

"If I had to answer that, who wouldn't be able to say to Xavier's old man, 'I'll be sad if you die, I'll want to blind my eyes with tears,' who wouldn't be able to act?"

"Ah, what I'm saying is purely personal, probably because I'm a ...... person Strange, sometimes I reject this kind of ...... How do you say it?" You Qianjing, who was clever in words, suddenly ran out of words, "You know that in the big family, there are people everywhere who have one thing on the surface and one behind the other, and everyone is alive wearing a mask. Under the influence of inheritance, talent, and resources, there may be seven people at a table eating, six people thinking about killing the person opposite, and the one with the highest status thinking about who will do it to themselves today. ”

"In this case, when the powerful person dies, although some people cry for him, in fact, everyone thinks in their hearts that the old thing is finally gone or the damned one didn't give me the inheritance and deserves to die early, and so on. ”

I had been wandering with Sion Dine before, and the only sojourn experience was in the special case of the You family, so I didn't know that the big family inherited the fierce competition Hui Li Night Terror.

"Well, people are so complex, and there are many ways to express an emotion, there is no need to go online. ”

After You Qianjing finished speaking, he looked into the courtyard, and after confirming everyone, he lowered his voice and said, "Take me as an example, if my father was like that, I wouldn't cry." ”

"My dad raised me, not to see me drop a few golden beans and howl a few times in his last time, let me tell you, if I really did that, my dad would be so angry that he would sit up and punch me in the face with a set of five-step punches. He would say, "Is it useful to cry a guy who has no interest?" It's better to think about how he will live without Lao Tzu!"

Hui Liye chuckled, with what it had known about You Yun over the years, it seemed like he would speak, and You Qianjing had even learned ten percent of Shen Yun.

After laughing for a while, You Qianjing breathed a sigh of relief: "Although I don't know what you think about, what are you worried about. However, the past has passed, and the future is unpredictable, so just cherish the present and take it step by step. ”

"But as for the immortality you said, I will not accept it when I die. ”

"I can endure parting, I can face death, but I am afraid of loneliness. Everything has a color, but loneliness is transparent, do you know why? The world itself is pure and transparent, and the colors we see are all refracted from our own perspective. But after living for a long time and looking down, everything has faded, and if there is only loneliness, I can't bear it. ”

"So don't leave me, even if you run away, I will chase you back to the ends of the earth, but I can't miss you as a companion and thinker. ”。

Hui Liye's figure in the Skyclave was flickering for a moment, and he smiled lightly at You Qianjing's unprecedented "willfulness".

"Good. ”