Finally, this book is about to hit the shelves, and as an author who has written three novels on the shelves, I should be very calm about this kind of thing. However, when it came to this day, I found that I was not calm.

I remember when I started writing the last book, I had so many problems that I didn't want to finish that book. Later, with everyone's support, the book was put on the shelves, and the results on the shelves were okay, which made me feel that I was actually not that bad.

However, when "The Prancing Horse" began to be uploaded, from the first month, I realized that this time it was even more difficult than the previous one. The biggest disappointment was that I was embarrassed by the collection of this book. However, it took me longer to prepare this book than the previous one, a full three months.

During these three months, I didn't have a penny of income, and I kept revising the outline and the manuscript, and I invested a lot of enthusiasm and energy to make my fourth book a good result in my opinion. But reality slapped me in the face and made me feel ashamed.

I think the responsibility for this kind of problem lies with myself, maybe there are many internal laws in online texts, but I ignore this and slowly deviate from it. But I'm a stubborn person, I don't want to write what I don't like, I don't like the style of smashing the planet with a punch, I don't like to be an invincible protagonist all the way up, I like to write more realistically, more reasonably, and more literately. I'll admit, I deliberately ignored that.

When I was shivering in the cold night and typed the next line of text, I hoped that what I typed down was the text I wanted to write, and I also hoped that what I wanted to dedicate to the book friends was the story I wanted to write. Perhaps this was my greatest extravagance, which led to the book's sluggish performance.

Of course, I also know that there are many book friends who like my work, and they follow me all the way, and some of them have never left the first book, and I am very grateful, and I am grateful from the bottom of my heart.

Because of this, I didn't give up on this book, and although I had countless reasons to give it up, I still chose to keep writing it and put it on the shelves for the sake of my book friends.

You must know that if this book is not on the shelves, then it will have to go down as a eunuch, because if there is no profit from the website, the website will not allow me to write it. You should also know that being on the shelves does not mean that the book will continue to be written, and it depends on the results of the book. I knew that the grades might not be too good, but at least I had to get by and not be outrageously bad so that I had the confidence to continue the book.

As an author who has never written a book of eunuchs, and who has never had a beginning or an end, I implore you to keep my tradition alive and not let me fail to finish this book, and every subscription you subscribe to is a guarantee that I will be able to write.

As mentioned above, I have been preparing this book for three months, and I can say that the story is well conceived and wonderful. This book is a long one, and what is written so far is still the tip of the iceberg, so if I want to get a glimpse of the whole story, I can only ask for your help.

I don't want your tips, I don't want your tickets, I don't want your subscriptions. If you really want to help me and let me finish writing this book, I can even shamelessly ask you to apply for a few more numbers to help me subscribe to the collection. Then I would be very grateful.

Although numbers do not represent ability, I still have to say that I am an author who has typed more than 8 million words word by word, and I have the ability to complete the story I want to complete, and I will write it wonderfully, what I lack is only opportunity.

The subscription fee of three or five dollars a month is actually nothing to everyone, but it means a lot to me, so I grovel and ask you to help me.

I have very little interaction with you, that's because I'm a very boring person, I have a reading group, but I haven't announced the group number, and I rarely appear in the group. But this time I think, if you want, I want to build a subscription VIP group, or you provide me with a group number, I can also add it, we can discuss the plot direction, listen to your suggestions, brag, talk, it's okay.

All in all, subscribing is about whether or not the book can be written, which is a big deal for me, and I beg you to help me again, if you feel that I deserve help.

Thank you deeply! Big Apple, early morning 12/21/2015.