Chapter 33: Heartache
Chapter 33 is heart-wrenching
After Liu Xiu finished speaking, he ignored her.
Wen Ya smiled reluctantly and said:
"I wonder what arrangements His Highness has?"
Liu Xiu frowned, closed his eyes, and said:
"I'll tell you tomorrow, it's getting late, I'm going to rest."
Wen Ya held the hand on the edge of the table and pinched it hard, but she still smiled and said softly:
"Your Highness, the people of the Patriotic Republic have always been unconvinced, the situation is sinister, I am afraid that you will encounter an assassin."
Liu Xiu frowned and did not answer.
Seeing this, Wen Ya's heart was cold, she took a deep breath, and a look of disappointment flashed in her eyes, she paused, and continued after a moment:
"Your Highness, I heard Fang Zheng say that the emperor. Leave all the elites of Yingge in Luojing, separate them in the army, and isolate them, now you have no one to use, in case the Patriotic Assassins want to do something to you, who will protect them? ”
Liu Xiu's heart froze, he raised his head, looked at her, and finally held back the voice of "Then you come", and replied coldly:
"I've got my own measure."
Before the words fell, only a "pop" sound was heard, and the hard wooden table was grabbed by Wen Ya and cracked into pieces.
That's a sad and desperate expression!
DID YOU KNOW!
She smiled sadly, no longer reserved, and begged directly:
"Your Highness, Wen Ya wants to go with you."
Liu Xiu sighed:
"I'm only staying in Weiguo for a few days, and I'll be back soon, so why should you be like this."
Wen Ya stared at him, and said leisurely for a while:
"However, a few days is enough time for His Royal Highness to see Princess Wei Liu Ziyu."
In the darkness, there was a faint low moan.
Liu Xiu stood up suddenly, like a frightened beast, and roared in a low voice.
In a trance, the memories that I once thought were numb and even forced to forget began to emerge cruelly again.
What I've been trying to forget for the past two years is the woman with long hair and a shawl like water.
It's as if you're standing in front of you right now.
"Ziyu, Ziyu, Ziyu, Ziyu, Ziyu, Ziyu."
For a moment, he shouted in the depths of his heart until all the deepest memories burst out.
Ziyu!
The pain of not being able to keep his beloved one, once again gnawed at his soul, as if he was in a raging fire, burning his body, devouring his soul!
The boundless darkness shrouded him again, and the majestic rain of that night seemed to be in front of him, and he couldn't hold Ziyu's hand anymore and let her slip out of his hands!
At this moment, he suddenly felt so cold, it turned out that he hadn't changed at all, he was still the three princes of the empire who were useless and bullied two years ago!
He jerked his head up, and at some point, burst into tears.
Wen Ya was taken aback by Liu Xiu's hideous and miserable expression, she looked nervously at the brocade-robed man in front of her, his whole body was tense at this time, and a slight tremor could be vaguely seen.
Just like the slightly shy boy two years ago.
It turns out that even now, is there still a time when he is weak?
She saw that his face was full of tears, like a wronged child.
She suddenly felt a terrible heartache, and at this time, in the crowd of people all over the world, only his lonely figure stood in front of her.
She suddenly felt weak, and the tenderness she had never felt before slowly flooded into her heart, this painful man, his figure was so lonely.
At the same time, a sourness surged into his heart, in the past ten years, it has been by his side that is not Ziyu, but her, gentle!
But does he, Liu Xiu, know? Even in the two years that Ziyu left him, he didn't look at himself differently.
"Why?"
Wen Ya suddenly heard Liu Xiu's voice, he slowly raised his head, his face was a mess stained with tears, and his eyes were full of pain:
"Why did you mention her?"
Wen Ya looked at Liu Xiu's eyes with all her heart.
The pain blurred his own figure inside.
"I don't want you to see her, I want to be with you and be with you."
"I want to be with you and be with you."
This sentence is so familiar!
He suddenly remembered that before going to defend the country, he had asked Wen Ya to borrow troops from the country to hoard the border, and she had said this to him when she set off.
This is an oath that Ziyu has never given himself, this is a promise that he has been by his side for more than ten years, and he has been by his side!
But, Ziyu! Ziyu!
Liu Xiu suddenly raised his head, and a cold look appeared in his eyes.
"Follow me to defend the country."
The wind outside the door blew in and surrounded the lonely woman in the room.
I don't know when, Liu Xiu has already walked out, leaving only Wen Ya who is still smirking lowly.
He said that he wanted her to accompany him and go to defend the country together.
Even if there is Ziyu there, waiting for him-
In the bedroom, Liu Xiu sat at the table, on the table, with two handkerchiefs side by side, embroidered with mandarin ducks playing in the water.
Mandarin duck pa.
It's cold and windy outside, and it's a bad day!
The person sitting at the table thought so to himself.
At this moment, Ziyu should fall asleep, he muttered like this in his heart, but he couldn't help but sigh in his mouth.
His thoughts went back to two years ago, that rainy night, the rain was majestic, just like the pain of his inner breakdown.
At that time, he was practicing calligraphy in the study, and when he was proud of writing, he heard the door "squeak" and was pushed open, he turned around angrily, and saw Ziyu walking in with red eyes, as if he had been crying for a long time.
He remembered that he was in a panic and threw the brush away, so he wanted to hold Ziyu in his arms and ask her why she was crying.
But Ziyu dodged it, so she gently pushed herself aside with her white and slender fingers like jade onions, wiped the corners of her eyes, and a tear slid down her fingers.
Think about it, even if she is crying, Ziyu is so beautiful.
Every detail of that day, I remember it clearly, although I deliberately want to forget, but every night before I go to sleep, the heartache comes unexpectedly, along with these tears, the memory pours in little by little, and the tears are squeezed out of the eyes.
Ziyu had two clear marks on her face, as if she had been crying for a long time before coming here, so that he couldn't help but want to hug her into his arms and dissolve the boundless sorrow on her face.
It's just that she dodged it again, walked straight to the table, pushed the pen, ink, paper and inkstone on the table to the ground, and lay on the table, as if she had been greatly wronged, and cried.
He still thought that he had made her angry, and he remembered that when he saw the words written by Ziyu and pushed them to the ground, he was still unhappy.
He shook his head, smirked self-deprecatingly, and continued to remember.
At that time, he squeezed out a smile on his face, strode to her side, and didn't dare to hug her, so he stood beside her stupidly and looked at her, and asked her:
"Ziyu, why are you here?"
Ziyu, why are you here? Liu Xiu suddenly wanted to cry, even if it was an ordinary sentence, he would not have a chance to say it again in the future, and sometimes, a short greeting was a luxury.
Ziyu heard her own voice, her tears could no longer hold back and flowed like beads, she threw herself into her arms and cried out in pain:
"Liu Xiu! The emperor wants to marry me to Liu Hongwen, the king of Wei! I don't want to marry him, I haven't seen him, Liu Xiu, I have always had you alone in my heart, if you have me in your heart, help me, propose to the saint, ask him to take back his life, ask him to give him marriage, ask him to let us be together, I beg you. ”
I remember that I was stunned at the time, my mind was blank, and I couldn't even be angry, I just thought that I was holding Ziyu's head in a daze, and asked in a trembling voice:
"What do you say? Father wants to marry you to Liu Hongwen? ”
Ziyu subconsciously bit her lip, just nodded, and the tears couldn't stop flowing again, but she was still standing there stupidly, and she didn't even say a word of comfort!
Long.
Zi Yu slowly pushed himself away, stood up in the mess, looked out the window, it was already windy, and it was gloomy outside, as if it was going to rain, just like the mood of the two.
She stood there sobbing softly, digging her nails deep in her flesh, using pain to suppress her anger and sadness, and she just looked out the window and didn't look at herself again.
He felt very cold at that time, a kind of cold that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, from the inside out, radiating from the inside.
He remembered that when he walked to Ziyu's side, he was so panicked that he didn't know what to say, so he had to take the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone at his feet to vent his anger, kick these things aside, and roared and scolded:
"Is the emperor confused? Why do you want to marry you to Liu Hongwen, he is a vassal king, what qualifications do you have to marry you, my father doesn't know you and me, he goes to the country in a dignified manner, and actually marries the person that the prince likes to the subject country as a concubine, and spreads it out, doesn't it make the world laugh! No, I will immediately meet my father and beg him to take back his fate! ”
I remember that I was about to go to the door after I finished speaking, but my own cowardice and fear of my father made his steps very vain, and there was a faint expectation in my heart, hoping that Ziyu could stop him and let him not go, and wait for his father to figure it out, and then take back his fate.
Everyone was happy.
Ziyu really used her white fingers to pull her shirt.
I had a breath at that time, and that breath was a pain in my body, and my heart was as painful as a knife!
Ziyu cried:
"Liu Xiu, it's useless, the saint will not change his mind, as a daughter, how can I decide my fate? You are just the third prince of the empire, and you are not engaged in government affairs, so how can the Holy One consider your opinion? It's ridiculous, the world thinks that I, as a royal prince, must live a free and happy life, but how do they know that I am just a chess piece that can be used to consolidate the country! It is used to win over the chess pieces of Liu Hongwen. ”
Although he was angry, he was afraid to take a step and beg his father, and remembered that he just opened his mouth and said angrily:
"It's really unreasonable, there are many people who are used to marry, why did your father marry you! He must have been bewitched by the villain, hmph, my father has been old and confused recently, and there are too many traitors around him, they must be doing bad there, otherwise my father would not be so ruthless and send my beloved woman away, Ziyu, don't worry, I will go to my father's palace and let him take back his life! ”
I remember that Ziyu's eyes lit up at that time, but when he said a word later, the light was instantly extinguished.
After that day, I never saw this light again.