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This doubt comes from the respect and admiration that the little nurse had for Mo Yan just now.|151 Kanshu.com pure text|.|
Struggling to sit up from the bed, a helpless shout suddenly came from the door, "Didn't I tell you not to move?" ”
Yin Ninglu turned her head when she heard the sound, and what she saw was Mo Yan who was still wearing a white coat, his frames and mask had been removed, revealing his face that looked a little similar to Mo Yutian.
Without waiting for Yi Ninglu to answer, Mo Yan had already stepped forward quickly, came to Yi Ninglu's bedside, pressed a button in front of the head of the bed, and the white hospital bed automatically and slowly rose, and after rising to a suitable position, it suddenly stopped.
At this time, Yin Ninglu seemed to be sitting on the bed and leaning on the edge of the bed, and she could clearly see the night outside the window. She glanced at Mo Yan indifferently and didn't thank her, "It's so late, what are you doing." ”
"I'm not coming, are you going to sit up from the bed yourself? As a patient, don't you have the slightest awareness that you should listen to your doctor? Mo Yan touched a medical record book with one hand, and put it in the pocket in front of the white gown with the other, staring at Yin Ninglu quietly with both eyes, trying to make himself look indifferent on the surface.
And the turmoil, panic, and a trace of helplessness in his heart are known only to him.
Just like when Mo Yan held a scalpel for the first time and operated on others, he was calm on the surface, but he was already at a loss in his heart. The feeling of facing Yin Ninglu now, that's it.
Yi Ninglu was silent, just turned her head to look at the pitch black outside the window, and didn't want to pay attention to Mo Yan.
The atmosphere in the ward was a little solemn, this situation had been guessed by Mo Yan since Yi Ninglu recognized him in the evening, but experiencing this feeling personally at this time still made him a little unspeakably uncomfortable.
In the final analysis, it was he who deceived Yin Ning Lu first.
After being silent for a long time, Mo Yan took two steps back and sat at the wooden table directly opposite the hospital bed, looked at Yi Ninglu's side face, and sighed helplessly, "You should rest more." ”
Retracting her gaze, Yin Ninglu looked back at Mo Yan, her gaze was so indifferent that it was heart-wrenching, it was a kind of eyes that were more dazzling than indifference, excluding everything from her body, and the feeling of not being able to enter her eyes made Mo Yan extremely painful. She looked back at Mo Yan quietly, and suddenly grinned, and some hoarse voices echoed in the ward, sounding a kind of desolation, "You now think of yourself as a 'doctor'?" Where did you go at that time half a year ago? ”
Without waiting for the white man sitting on the wooden chair opposite to respond, Yi Ninglu laughed several times, and the more she laughed, the more tears flowed from her eyes, sliding down her somewhat pale cheeks little by little, and falling on the snow-white sheets, "Doctor Mo......"
"Yi Ninglu, don't be like this, you will affect the child in your belly like this." Mo Yan was a little flustered, he got up and wanted to step forward to comfort Yi Ninglu, but he was laughed by her bleak laughter, and the guilt in his heart was even stronger, and he didn't dare to step forward, so he had to look at Yin Ninglu helplessly and cry bitterly.
Yi Ninglu's cry was very loud in this silent midnight, waking up many patients who lived in the same room on the first floor, and they didn't understand what kind of patients lived in this ward, and such a desolate and helpless cry could be heard in the middle of the night.
Just when Mo Yan was worried that Yi Ninglu's crying would affect the child in her belly, Yin Ninglu suddenly stopped crying, raised her eyes and glared at him fiercely, and said softly word by word, "You said that you would save my mother, Mo Yan!" ”
This sentence has been buried in Yin Ninglu's heart for half a year, as early as the moment when his mother died suddenly, he should have said it to the man in front of him, but he didn't expect to be delayed for half a year before he had the opportunity to question him.
Fortunately, I still know that it is better to hate him than to ignore him, Mo Yan secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
Seeing that Yi Ninglu was still obsessed with the incident half a year ago, thinking of what Mo Yutian had told him at the beginning, Mo Yan sighed helplessly in his heart, and looked at Yi Ninglu with pity, "I'm sorry, I did my best." ”
"Did you do your best? What is the answer to this? Mo Yan, I trusted you so much at the beginning, why did you lie to me!! Yin Ninglu looked up at Mo Yan weakly, hoping that he could answer him truthfully.
All she wanted was an answer.
"I ...... I didn't lie to you, you just forced me to lie to you. Mo Yan's body was stunned first, and then he walked to Yin Ninglu's bedside step by step, shaking his head gently, "At the beginning, it was you who set yourself too high expectations, your mother's illness has reached an advanced stage, and there are several cases on her body, and I am also very sad and helpless when she suddenly leaves......
"Shut up! You shut up!! Yin Ninglu shook her head to interrupt the man's words, and when she saw him approaching her step by step, she moved back in a little panic, "You stop, don't come!" ”
Yi Ninglu's emotions were already very excited at the moment, Mo Yan was worried about her physical condition, so he had to reluctantly obey her orders and stop moving forward, "Okay, I won't go over, I won't go over." ”
Mo Yan's voice was invisibly lowered a lot, he softly soothed Yi Ninglu's fluctuating emotions, and said, "You lie down and rest, let's talk about it tomorrow, okay?" ”
"Not good." Yi Ninglu shook her head vigorously, raised her eyes and quietly looked at Mo Yan's familiar face, and suddenly asked in a trembling voice, "Mo ...... Mo Yan, then you tell me, why did you lie to me that as long as you collect enough five million, you can save my mother? I had to sell myself just to get the five million! But you didn't keep your promise! Moreover, your surname is Mo ...... That man, also surnamed Mo! ”
As if having figured out something, Yi Ninglu glared at Mo Yan in disbelief, "You...... You are all surnamed Mo? Could it be that ......" Although he was a little unbearable, at this moment, Mo Yan did not intend to continue to deceive Yi Ning Lu about his relationship with Mo Yutian, and nodded lightly, "He is my cousin." ”
"Cousin?!" Yin Ninglu muttered this word softly, her eyebrows, which had been frowning, gradually eased, and she sneered, "Is this a coincidence or what, you asked me to collect as much as possible five million, and at that juncture, there was a man who wanted to buy me for the first time, but the reward was ridiculously high five million, now it seems that all this was premeditated by you?" Then my mother's death is really inseparable from you! ”
She didn't say who the man was, but she just said that he was also surnamed Mo, and Mo Yan admitted that the man was his cousin, so it seems that this matter is indeed as she thought, it is not so simple.
"You're thinking too much, Yininglu. It's too late, you better rest early, your physical condition is not as good as you imagined, it's better to rest more, otherwise if you beg me to save your child, I can't do anything. Mo Yan no longer looked at Yi Ninglu's eyes, and regardless of her refusal, he stepped forward and pressed the button at the head of the bed to return the bed to its original position, and spoke again in an irresistible tone, "What's the matter, I'll talk about it tomorrow, sleep well now!" ”
Seeing that Yi Ninglu's eyes were still sober and unconvinced, his red lips were biting aggrievedly, and he didn't let himself cry, which made Mo Yan's heart ache.
He shook his head helplessly, turned around and walked towards the door, "If you can't calm your heart and let your emotions affect the child in your belly, if the situation like last time happens again, I really can't save him again." Your mother has passed away, and the most important thing now is to take care of your body, unless you are unwilling to give birth to this child. ”
"No, I'll have a good rest, I'm going to give birth to this child, and I'm going to let this child take a good look at the murderer who killed his grandmother back then!" Yi Ninglu's voice was soft and firm, drifting into Mo Yan's ears with a blatant hatred.
Mo Yan stopped when he heard this, turned his head and looked at Yi Ninglu quietly, his deep eyes couldn't see any emotional fluctuations, and then smiled gently, "If this makes you feel better, I allow you to treat me as the object of your hatred, even if you bear the charge of 'murderer'." ”
Looking at Mo Yan's figure disappearing outside the door, Yi Ninglu finally sobbed softly again: in front of such a close to the truth, why did she feel afraid? Mo Yan didn't answer, but with his relationship with Mo Yutian, it was enough for Yin Ninglu to figure out a lot of things.
But what did Mo Yan's last sentence mean? Bearing the charge of the murderer? Isn't he a murderer? Then why did the mother die suddenly!! Why did Yin Ninglu feel that after getting close to the truth, her already clear thoughts became even more chaotic at this time, which gave her a headache.
What scared Yin Ninglu even more, with her chaotic thoughts and floating restless emotions, the child in her belly also began to be restless, so that she no longer dared to think crankily, forcibly let go of everything, and tried to calm her heart.
I don't know why, although Mo Yan had deceived Yi Ninglu once, but when he faced him again, when he heard his words, Yi Ninglu still had some inexplicable belief and didn't dare to disobey him.
This may explain her fear of trying to experience the blood flowing from her lower body again, as if she were personally feeling her child leave her little by little, which made her miserable.
The night passed, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Ah Xiang's petite and delicate figure walking around the ward, busy preparing something for Yi Ninglu.
"Hmm...... Sister Xiang, what are you doing? After coming back to his senses, Yi Ninglu asked.
Today, the sun outside is very bright, and the warm sun shines in through the glass window, refracting a faint light and shadow on the white ward wall, and also reflecting on Yininglu's hospital bed, with the pleasant birdsong outside the window, making Yininglu feel leisurely and comfortable.
The weather in City A is like this, the sky in other places is already so cold in the winter that people dare not go out, but City A still feels warm and beautiful, like spring.