Chapter 588: It's not a sin for a man to cry
A "sweet" mouth
When he returned home, he had a high fever and was bedridden, with pins and needles all over his body. Li Shizhen annoyed Jiajing and was expelled from Beijing, without this miracle doctor, Sanchi and others panicked, and hurriedly asked the doctor to catch the medicine and do a good job.
But no matter what the method, we can't get rid of "illness comes like a mountain, and illness goes like a thread." The iron law of silence is extremely weak. Lying on the bed softly, unable to move, this sudden braking is the greatest torture for people who have just become accustomed to being busy.
The day is better, there are always people in and out around you, it's not too difficult, but it's the middle of winter, the days are short and the nights are long, most of the time. He was lying alone. The night was long, all the books were lonely, I lay down all day, I didn't feel sleepy at night, my eyes were bright and bright, but I could only look at the top of a tent three feet square, and I was bored.
The brain was running rapidly, thinking of Lu Bing's death, thinking of Jiajing's reaction, thinking of Lu Xiu's determination, countless thoughts were intertwined in his mind, making his heart twitch one by one, and he sadly realized that saying that the poor and hateful Lu Xiu was someone else's marionette At the same time, why didn't he sympathize with the disease?
He found that in this case, his hands and feet were bound by invisible silk threads, and the other end of the thread was tied to the hands of Emperor Jiajing. He asked himself to stop, no matter where the case came or how many doubts there were, he had to close the case obediently.
Is this called revenge for my brother? Compared with Lu Xiu's revenge, it is just fifty steps and a hundred steps, and in the eyes of more powerful people, it is all the same childish and ridiculous. The same in vain.
Shen Mo hated this feeling, he came from a different era, he was extremely self-conscious, he was extremely concerned about whether he could control his own destiny, and he had been fighting for it all his might. Who knew that in the end, he still couldn't escape the fate of being at the mercy of others, which made the sense of powerlessness in his heart spread wantonly, and finally broke down the seemingly powerful shell.
The darkness of the night and the pain of illness made him no longer strong. He misses Ruohan and the children very much, and this kind of longing cannot be lightly opened, because it will be out of control and flood like a tide. When he arrived at the place where he was scratching his heart and lungs, he felt that his cheeks were cold, and there seemed to be some liquid flowing down his face to the corners of his mouth, some salty, some bitter, it turned out to be his own tears.
Although he is not a real man who sheds blood, sweat and tears, and has been in tears several times, it is all moved, guilty, reluctant, or sympathetic, all for others, and it is the first time that he has shed tears for himself like this
Hard, hard, hard! It's hard to be a man, it's hard to be a person! The farmer faces the loess with his back to the sky and drops eight petals with a drop of sweat, which is difficult for everyone to know; But a few people would think of a big official like Shen Mo. There is also unspeakable suffering. Others see him as a young man. Be in spirits. As if by the grace of heaven, he said that he should not have any worries, and even if he had, he would not have experienced his mental and mental pain at all
His tears are cathartic for the ideals in his heart, and he completely hides his personal preferences. With a smiling mask, he grovels to the emperor, tries his best to please his boss, and makes friends with colleagues he doesn't like, even to those small officials who can increase their faces; Repeating this trick every day, while spreading the branches and leaves, it also becomes exhausted and less and less sincere emotions "In addition to the like-minded classmates when they were young, how many of the so-called friends they have made over the years can tell their heartfelt feelings and trust each other in life and death?" There will be no more than three.
His tears were tired, and soon after entering Beijing, he stepped into one conspiracy and conspiracy after another, and he did not calculate others every day. is to guard against being calculated by others, no matter how high his mind is, he can calmly cope with the past, but the pressure of the last struggle has not had time to subside, and this time it is coming again; This one hasn't been eliminated yet. Next time, it's coming again. In this way, the layers are piled up, so that his mind is already overwhelmed and brittle as paper in an unconscious way, and if he doesn't stop to rest and nourish his soul, I am afraid that when the next test comes, it will completely collapse
Cry, cry all the bitterness and exhaustion, and to hell with all the stress and pain!
A real man is not unable to shed tears, but after wiping away his tears, he can stride on the road with his head held high! The maid who came to serve him saw the furrow on his face, and thought it was caused by sweating at night, so he gently wiped it with a warm towel and completely erased the traces, "So you never know that in such a winter night, Lord Shen, who was always calm and calm, once cried so much that his nose flowed out."
After wiping your body, you feel refreshed. But the head is still very heavy, the limbs are still weak, and it can be seen that the cold on the body is still stubbornly staying, which makes some of the silence that can't lie down helpless, and there is no stomach for breakfast
Eat.
At this time, Xu Wei came in with a clay pot and said with a smile! "If you don't have an appetite to eat, then drink some thin soup and paste the crucian carp on the table. Opened the lid and came out steaming, let the maid scoop a bowl, feed Shen Mo and drink: "This is specially made for you, listen to my words and drink it obediently for a day, so that you will have a fever at night." ”
"Really?" Shen Mo will be suspicious: "What is in this?" ”
"Soybeans, black beans and mung beans, as well as green onions and white shallots, start cooking before dawn" Xu Weixian said: "How about it, I'm interesting enough, right?" ”
"Where did you come from?" He estimated that Xu Wei was erudite and talented, and he might not know where to go.
Xu Wei thought that he was not at ease, so he couldn't help laughing and scolding: "I know that your guy's life is expensive." I saw this recipe from the notes left by Mr. Li, so I can rest assured.
"I didn't mean that," said silently, "just casually asked." ”
"Come on, I don't know you as a patient." Xu Wei said magnanimously: "Eat and drink all the beans in this jar." Then cover the quilt and sweat, and the cold on your body is gone. ”
"So much?" Shen Mo looked at the clay pot and couldn't help but worry: "How can you finish drinking this?" He couldn't help but think of Emperor Jiajing drinking that "bitter vegetable soup." When the pain was painful, the heart said how could Mr. Li actually get some such a prescription? Isn't that meant to be embarrassing? Because in the past two days, he even had to rely on the maid, which made him feel embarrassed, so he drank as little water as possible, "If you drink less water, the fever will never get better, and it has become a vicious circle and you don't know it, you really want to die and suffer from it."
But this time he was obedient, obediently ate a jar of bean soup, and then got into the quilt to sweat. In the evening, Xu Wei brought another clay pot and asked him, "How is it?" ”
"It's much lighter." Mo Mo moved his limbs and said softly, "But there is still no strength." ”
"It's okay, just drink this." Xu Wei asked the maid to scoop and feed it to Shen Mo, and said as if offering a treasure: "There are still soybeans, black beans, mung beans and green onions, but with the addition of Huai yam with skin, it is used to treat weakness and weakness." ”
Shen Mo ate all the soup and ingredients, sweated all night in a daze, and when he woke up the next day, his head didn't hurt anymore, he had strength in his body, and his stomach was rumbling. I wanted to eat, sat up, and after overcoming the initial dizziness, I wanted to go and get the snacks on the table. Who knew that his feet were floating, and Jiang kicked down the commode on the ground, woke up the maid outside, and hurriedly ran in to check only to see the adult kicking the commode to the ground, as if looking for something.
Shen Mo looked embarrassed, and said without choosing a word: "I," I want to find something to eat. ”
The maid's brain was short-circuited, and she said in a timely manner: "The bucket is empty."
Shen Modeng's face was black, and he smacked his mouth and said, "Zijuan." You're going to be angry with me
After making a fuss, I lost my appetite, drank the soup made with beans again, and secretly smiled bitterly: "I am full of water, it really hurts my honest stomach."
At this moment, I caught a glimpse of a blue booklet resting on the table. Li Shizhen's handwriting, silently picked it up and opened it, it was full of coping methods for some common diseases. Write in great detail about what symptoms and how to deal with them. Shen Mo's heart couldn't help but feel warm, and he remembered when Li Shizhen left. Because he couldn't send each other because he was handling the case, he just hurried home to meet. Li Shizhen handed him the book and asked him to take a good look when he was fine" This Mr. Li, who is always cross-eyebrowed, is actually a warm-hearted person.
Turning to the corner, I saw the two doses of prescription I was taking. Shen Mo admires Li Shizhen's ability to turn decay into magic and use common things around him to cure diseases. The heart said, "I have to learn a few hands, and I will be prepared in the future" and carefully smoothed the corners. Prepare to copy a copy by hand, first, to deepen the memory, second, to be bored, and third, he is ready to treasure the original, and in the future, the children and grandchildren will not be angry, and they can take it out for money or something.
After copying seven or eight pages, he suddenly stopped his pen and stared at the handwriting on that page, and his whole person was stunned. I saw that it was written: "Get a pound of bamboo shoots." Zuoqing fish can detoxify the body. It can also relieve worries and fears. He was stunned, he didn't care about copying it, continued to flip through the book and looked down, and found a recipe that recorded how to treat children's mouth sores, postpartum abdominal pain, and musculoskeletal diseases, using hyssop! Read it carefully, in addition to introducing the effect of hyssop wine on the book, it also has the miraculous effect of concentrating the mind and calming the soul."
"Relieve worries and fears? Concentrate on the soul" Shen raised his head, his eyes were erratic, he didn't know if this was a coincidence, or if Li Shizhen was going to tell himself, he closed his eyes and thought about it, Li Shizhen said that day: "Take a good look when you have time." At that time, listening to his words seemed to have a deep meaning, but there was nothing special about his actions, which made Shen Mo suspicious.
After thinking about it for a long time, he didn't dare to be sure, he sighed lightly and copied down the content of those two pages, but only those two sentences were missing. Then he actually put those two pages of Li Shizhen's, authentic. Tear it off, and take another look at the "Worry, Fear, Concentration, and Soul." These shocking words folded the two pages and easily put them into the charcoal basin.
The flames flickered up and engulfed the two pages so that no one could see them again."
Sit in the study
Chuan Shen said silently: "Bring the file sent by Zhu Jiu." He knew that Dan was set on the outside.
Sure enough, not for a while. Sanchi reported a box with the seal of Beizhen Fusi, and followed the silent signal. Carefully rest on the table. Relieved, he said, "It's really heavy." ”
Shen Mo didn't joke as usual, just nodded and said, "Go out, close the door." ”
Sanchi said softly: "My lord, you have a good body, and you have to be busy again?" ”
"What's the solution?" Shen Mo sighed and said, "This illness has delayed everything, and the palace can't wait." He smiled at him and said, "I just, it's not effortless." Let's get out. ”
Sanchi looked at him worriedly and quietly retreated. The hidden lock on the sub opened the lid of the weighty box, and a stack of files was neatly stacked inside.
Shen Mo took out the case file from the box and spread it on the big case in front of him, there were nine books in total, some asked the Taoist, some asked the eunuch, some asked the Lu family, and some asked Lu Xiu".
Silent hands crossed in front of his chest. Holding his eyes and staring at these files, trying to get a glimpse of the truth of the incident from these true and false confessions",
He had done this no less than ten times, but this time was different, because he realized that he didn't know the true face of Lushan. I'm afraid I'm in this mountain. This time he decided to do so in a detached manner. Jump out of the game and revisit the case with a skeptical attitude!
It was Hedinghong who poisoned Lu Bing, but did this poison necessarily come from pills? Could it be from somewhere else? At the beginning, Shen Mo discovered a misunderstanding, always taking it for granted that the pill was poisonous, could it be that Lu Bing had eaten something else? For example, you always have to drink water. He thought that Lu Bing always liked to drink the kind of strong tea that was very second, so he could completely mix it with Heding Red without being noticed. And this method is more secure than poisoning the pill, unlike the latter, who may not be lucky enough to be lucky. I never got the poison pill.
Of course, what does the North Town Fuji do? The cup was immediately examined and found to be non-toxic, which is recorded in the dossier, so they ignored it when they were silent. But now that I think about it. It happened suddenly. And in order to save the Grand Governor, it is impossible to check everything in the room......
Thinking of this, Shen Mo carefully opened the file about Lu Bing's poisoning before and after, focusing on what happened in Jiangdu before he was poisoned. Those who were present at the time. There are only two guards in the outhouse, and Lu Bing's ninth aunt, "Lu Bing is very affectionate, and likes to accept the beautiful maids around him as his aunt's wife, this ninth aunt is his original personal maid, after becoming his aunt's wife, she has not abandoned her profession, and always serves him inseparably" According to Aunt Jiu's confession, Lu Bing began to have colic in her abdomen and bleeding from her mouth and nose soon after taking the pill, so she screamed and called the outsiders in.
If it is assumed that she is the murderer, a blank period during this period is enough for her to steal the beams and replace the pillars and replace the evidence. Then Dongchang quickly intervened and took away all the physical evidence for a period of time, annihilating all traces. Let them be silent, they have no proof.
There is no way to find out about this now, but Shen Mo can boldly assume that it is poison in the tea! It can be deduced that Dongchang, who has evidence of annihilation, is the murderer, or at least an accomplice. And the line of the thirteenth aunt has become the plank road of Ming Xiu, in order to cover the real murderer who secretly crossed Chen Cang!
Although it's just an imagination. But Shen Mo felt that the possibility was extremely great, because he jumped out and looked at it objectively
The overreaction from the beginning of the East Factory. Judging from Chen Hong's later excessive obedience, it is likely that Dongchang has a part in this matter. It must not be an accidental incident, but an elaborate and audacious conspiracy. Murdering the Governor of Jinyiwei, this crazy idea that ordinary people can't think of, was done by the people behind the scenes! Then, like playing Go, he lured himself into a dead corner with meticulous actions step by step, and won this game completely.
Such a masterful stratagem. There will be no clumsy failures or rather. Any clumsy failure is a trap to lure you into making mistakes. For example, Lu Xiuhui was dismantled by herself when she was in Suzhou, and she was used again in Beijing, and she will inevitably think of her at the first time. Isn't this making it clear that she thinks it's her, so that she can help the real culprit cover it up?
"Aunt Nine" slammed the table in silence and shouted silently! He had already remembered that after he arrested Lu Xiu by himself. It was she who jumped out and confessed the abnormal behavior of the thirteenth aunt, and every word she said was able to prove her inference at that time. At that time, Shen Mo also secretly sighed: "It is worthy of Lu Bing's women, everyone is the same as a detective."
But now there are only two words in his mind!