readx;?readx; Chapter 624: Gray-Black Memories (Part II)

Once the dusty memory is opened, the scabbed wound is torn open, and the pain is as if it were yesterday......

Later, she learned that Qin Fuyin conspired with her biological father to report her to death of a violent illness by taking advantage of the epidemic in the prison, and used a female corpse Li Dai Taozhuang, so she was replaced. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

As for her mother, she really died in the prison of Shuntianfu because of the epidemic......

Monstrous hatred filled the young heart, she hated not only the family, but also her father, if he hadn't abandoned him, how could she and her mother have suffered such a tragic fate? So on a dark night, she quietly left the place her father had arranged for herself, left the dirty middle capital, and wandered around aimlessly.

Although she tried her best to disguise herself, the little girl who had no experience still showed her feet. But perhaps her life should not be extinguished, and at the most dangerous moment, a passing swordsman rescued her. Seeing that she was helpless and homeless, the old man felt pity for her, so he took her back to the mountain and accepted her as a female disciple.

The years on the mountain were her happiest days, in addition to the kind master, there was also the likable Shenji junior brother...... Shenji is the master's youngest son, smart, pink and cute. They regarded her as their closest relative, and not only took care of her meticulously in life, but also let her read the books and classics of the teacher without reservation, and took the trouble to explain the obscure things to her.

A naturally intelligent little girl, eager to absorb the extensive knowledge of her teacher. I don't know how many years have passed in the mountains, and suddenly eight years have passed, and in these eight years, she has mastered the mastery of yin and yang divination and vertical and horizontal power scheming.

Armed with knowledge, she felt stronger than ever! The hatred that has been suppressed in her heart for many years can no longer be controlled, and she decides to go down the mountain to take revenge!

The master did not stop her, but gave her eight words, 'The power is the table, and the heart is empty'. is a young junior brother who has become a handsome young man, and he is reluctant to give up on her. After eight years of getting along day and night, this big boy has become attached to her as a mother, sister and even his first love.

For a sensitive woman, how can she not know this innocent affection? But hatred has overwhelmed everything, and she can only pretend not to know, and suppress deep regret in her heart. resolutely bid farewell to the master, and went down the mountain to return to China.

Even after sixty years, she still remembers her junior brother looking at her back on the mountain beam, and shouted heartbreakingly: "Senior sister, I'm waiting for you to ......"

She didn't look back, but she was afraid that once she turned around, she would no longer be able to harden her heart. With a wave of his hand, he left all the good things in his heart, and disappeared on the vast mountain road with only the determination of cold iron.

In the years in the mountains, she has already considered clearly, this world does not allow women to come out, if you want to gain power, you must first marry the person in power, and then use the power in his hands to achieve her goals. For the little girl who works behind closed doors in the mountains and is seriously detached from reality, there is no one more powerful in this world than the emperor.

So I'm going to marry the emperor! She said to herself.

And she has capital, in the past eight years in the mountains, thirsty to drink clear spring nectar, hungry for fairy peaches and wild fruits, coupled with the secret Yangrong Yiqi pill made by the master, her appearance is even more beautiful and refined, like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, and she is not old at all.

When I wanted to sleep, someone sent a pillow, and when I returned to China, I met a once-in-a-decade draft girl, analyzed her own conditions, she was very optimistic about the prospects, and went to Luoyang to sign up.

However, reality taught this talented and good-looking woman the first lesson - although the eunuchs in the draft were shocked by her appearance, they could not send a woman with no household registration and unknown origin into the palace...... Of course, if she can come up with some real money, she can say anything. But this little woman didn't understand it, and categorically rejected the hints of the eunuchs, and refused to give any of them.

The matter fell apart, and she originally wanted to wait for the next batch to talk about it, but when she inquired, she found out that such an opportunity would only come once in ten years.

She had no choice but to go back to Beijing to find her father and ask him to help her fulfill her wish. For Master Wen, who has been promoted to the right attendant of the household department, this is not a difficult matter...... Besides, he didn't know how to arrange this eldest daughter who fell from the sky, and after a few words of false persuasion, he created a Zhongdu household registration for her, issued an identity certificate of fifteen years old and the death of both parents, and found someone to guarantee her, and finally sent her to the palace.

She thought that after all the setbacks, she could finally make a big difference, but what awaited her was a more helpless reality...... Everything is still because of excellence, her image and temperament far surpass other show girls, so that before the screening of the face saint has not begun, the name has spread all over the Inner Servant Province, and the palace maids and eunuchs are all popular, she will stand out from the three thousand show girls and become a new generation of favored concubines.

But some people are not so comfortable. The draft eunuch who went to Luoyang was worried that she would retaliate in the future, so he praised her in front of the queen mother, and sure enough, it attracted the sour water of the queen mother, and deprived her of her face saint qualification with a decree, and also sent her to the most bitter and tiring Huanyi Bureau......

Full of hope to come in and be a mother, but in the end she became the lowest level of laundry lady. This huge psychological gap almost didn't completely crush her, but life has to go on, and she can only bow her head first.

The monotonous hard work not only eroded her delicate hands, but also honed her will, allowing her to learn a lot of knowledge that she could not learn from books...... For example, the human heart, for example, for survival, for example, forbearance......

Temporary difficulties and setbacks are not always bad. For those who are truly wise, there is always a lesson to be learned, experience to be learned, and a stronger strength to accumulate for the next time the sword is drawn!

The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold, and the edge of the sword comes from the sharpening, which is the truth......

The pearl will not turn into dust when it is covered with dust, and it can regain its light when a good wind blows.

Only half a year later, her fate finally took a turn for the worse......

The matter turned out to be jealous of the wind, when the emperor was newly married Yan'er, and the concubine and the queen were also in their prime. Young people don't know the importance and always want to monopolize their own men, but the emperor can't be divided into two, so naturally there is a conflict.

But after all, the queen is the rightful lord of the harem, and she steadily suppressed the concubine's head, which made the noble lady very aggrieved, and tried every possible way to find the queen's pigtails, wanting to sue in front of the emperor and save some face.

As the saying goes, 'what is good at the top, what is good at the bottom', since the master and the lady have needs, the eunuchs and palace maids naturally racked their brains and worked together to collect materials for the concubine. Someone deprived the queen of the qualification of a show girl to face the saint, and also shook out the matter of her being beaten into the Huanyi Bureau.

This matter can be small or big, it all depends on how to say it with one mouth, and if you say it in a small way, it is just that the queen mother of the world has disposed of the little palace maid; But in general, it is a great sin of jealousy!

As the head of the emperor's wife, jealousy is absolutely unavoidable......

Therefore, the jealous concubine Niangniang took the matter of the queen suppressing the newcomer and blew the pillow wind to the emperor.

The emperor's reaction was much more than she expected, he did not blame the empress, but excitedly ordered someone to summon the beauty......

In fact, it is not difficult to understand that those who can become queens have strong natural forces in the family, how can they turn their faces because of some trivial things? But the woman who 'made the queen jealous' made His Majesty the Emperor, who was annoyed by the two daughters-in-law, want to see what kind of beauty he almost missed.

Sure enough, I fell in love at first sight and was shocked!

After that, things are logical, naturally 'spring cold baths Huaqing Pool, hot spring water slippery wash cream. The warmth of the hibiscus tent **, from now on the king will not be early'......

With this beautiful woman who cultivates both inside and outside, the emperor suddenly lost interest in the vulgar fans in the palace, and asked about the current vacant establishment in the palace, so he promoted her directly from the lowest laundry maid to Concubine Zhuang, one of the four ladies.

After that, His Majesty the Emperor devoted himself to the world of the two. It can really be said that 'Chenghuan has no leisure for the banquet, and the spring is a special night from the spring outing.' There are 3,000 beauties in the harem, and 3,000 are pampered in one! ’

This is a bitter pain for the two thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine people......

Don't say anything about the queen who was swept away, and don't say anything about the concubine who steals chickens and rice, even if she is a resentful woman who can't get favor in the palace, she can't wait to split her into eight petals!

But at this time, Concubine Zhuang is no longer a fledgling stupid girl, after going through ups and downs again and again, she already knows that there is a tragic intrigue hidden in the palace of this Yingying Yanyan. I also mastered how to endure in the face of powerful enemies, how to survive in this deep palace, and how to win the hearts and minds of most people......

First of all, her stomach was very competitive, and it didn't take long for her to become pregnant with the dragon seed, and she gave birth to the fifth prince the next year. This child, who is very similar to the emperor when he was young, is very loved by the emperor and the queen mother, which greatly consolidates her status as a mother concubine.

Then when the queen mother was sick, she worked tirelessly, night and night in front of the bed, and the endurance of washing clothes made the eldest ladies from those big families out of reach, and they didn't have the ability to compete.

Soon the Queen Mother recovered, and since then she has been blue-eyed, and often said to humanity: 'In the future, I will have to rely on Concubine Zhuang to support her for the elderly.' In addition, she knows everything about astronomy and geography, and is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, which makes the lonely and boring Queen Mother more and more inseparable, and she has to talk to her every day, which naturally becomes her biggest backer!

With the emperor's favor, her son's support, and her mother-in-law's support, her position was finally secured. Seeing that she couldn't make it bad, the concubine also secretly begged her for peace, and she happened to be trying to deal with the queen who gave birth to a son-in-law, and the two sides hit it off, formed an offensive and defensive alliance, and squeezed the queen and her son together......

But she did not get lost in the treacherous palace fight, she knew that her status actually came from the emperor's favor, and she also clearly remembered that 'those who have passed away in Israel will be weakened and love relaxation', and one day she will be old and yellow, replaced by a fresh beauty.

She felt that only by making the emperor respect and appreciate her in his heart could this favor last. He changed into a costume and persuaded the emperor to put away his thoughts of having fun, regain his strength, and try to force his career.

The emperor said strangely: "The other concubines wish I would never leave, why do you still want me to leave?" ”

She first bowed to the emperor and said respectfully: "Because the concubine feels that His Majesty's talent is no less than that of Emperor Tang Ming." "The people of the New Three Kingdoms highly respect the Tang generation, and they all think that Emperor Xuanzong is no less than Taizong's genius, so she compares the emperor like this, which is really a great praise.

The emperor was really happy, and said overjoyed: "I'm still a little close." Le said strangely for a while: "What does this have to do with you persuading me?" ”

"Because the concubine doesn't want to be Yang Guifei." She said with a dignified face: "The concubine heard: 'National affairs depend on the monarch alone. 'Now the country is not peaceful, and the countries of Southern Chu and Qi also have great potential, if Your Majesty indulges in wine, the country will be like a boat sailing against the current, and it will soon be caught up by other countries. There is such a deep contradiction between us, they will definitely take the opportunity to attack my Great Qin! As he spoke, he kowtowed and said, "The concubine naturally wants to be with Your Majesty every day, but I want to be able to ......grow old with you even more."

The words were reasonable, well-founded and modest, which moved the emperor and said: "Concubine Ai is really my eldest grandson empress." "From now on, I will change my mind, concentrate on national affairs, and make the governance of Daqin prosperous! The people and hundreds of officials all praised His Majesty for 'not flying for three years, soaring into the sky, not sounding for three years, and making a blockbuster', which made the emperor get unprecedented satisfaction and became very respectful of Concubine Zhuang.

Since then, she has looked at her differently, no longer as a pure plaything, and will ask her when she encounters difficult state affairs, she can always give the most appropriate way, so that the emperor admires her very much, and she is more and more inseparable from her, and even for her delay in establishing a prince, she is obviously hesitating or even waiting......

She did not live up to the emperor's kindness, poured all her efforts into the five princes, and sure enough, he cultivated both civil and military, outstanding, and won the emperor's love.

After many years, the five princes grew up, successfully became kings, and were entrusted with the important task of guarding by the emperor, and their grace actually overshadowed the prince.

If this continues, sooner or later the crown prince will fall on the head of the five princes.

Concubine Zhuang, who was immersed in happiness, did not forget her original intention - the bitter hatred for that family not only did not dissipate, but brewed and fermented with deep burial in her heart, becoming more and more intense.

It's just that the family is too powerful, even if the emperor wants to give up three points, she can only endure it for the time being, waiting for the day when her son will take the throne...... Although the time will be longer, she has to wait patiently, because she has to think about her son, and she can't let him innocently provoke the enemy and ruin the plan of life and death.

In order to paralyze the family, she even let her second son marry the young lady of the family......

But the soup soup of the avenue is not for Yaocun; The emperor and queen of heaven are not perished, no one can force the sky to act according to the script he wrote! Just when Concubine Zhuang was full of hope for the future, His Majesty the Emperor, who was in the prime of the Spring and Autumn Period, was assassinated before an expedition......

With the sudden death of the emperor, those princes who were usually gentle and frugal immediately tore off their disguises and relied on the mother clan behind them to grab the power left by the emperor. The five princes, who had the advantage, suddenly seemed to be alone, and they were defeated on all fronts......

Needless to say, the five princes made a mess of the Great Qin Empire, and the two countries of Qi and Chu took a good opportunity to break through the national gate of the Qin State.

And the five princes, including the five princes, were finally ruined and turned into loess in the angry counterattack of the major families......

Concubine Zhuang's huge advantage of 30 years of hard work turned into nothing in an instant - she finally understood a truth, pinning her hopes on others is never safe!

After experiencing the loss of a child, she finally fully matured......