『341』What is more painful than being alive is probably forgetting Li Luoshi
(Girls' Literature)
"Master Su, it's not difficult for Concubine Ben to tell you, but you have to promise Concubine Ben one thing." Ran Xue smiled and lifted her rosy lips, and there was no room for negotiation in her words.
Su Rongqin looked at her, his hands secretly clenched into fists, and he saw that the idea of knowing Li Luoshi's whereabouts was all the same, even if it was for his life, he would ask for it. "Please!"
"Five years, I will choose a woman, you will accompany her for about five years, and these five years will give this concubine a good life!" Ran Xuexiao knew that if she loved someone, she wouldn't forget it even if it was fifty years, but she couldn't watch Su Rongqin go on like this.
He lifted his pained eyes to meet hers, struggling inwardly......
"If you don't want to, you can do it." Ran Xue smiled and walked out with a big belly.
"Su is willing!" Behind him, Su Rongqin's low voice came the next moment.
She stopped slightly, and then stepped out of the room again.
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On a beautiful night, the shallow moonlight gently falls on the lakeside.
Ran Xue smiled and led him to the lakeside, stopped, kept looking at the lake, the air was frighteningly quiet, and the corners of his slightly curled lips were dyed with sadness at some point.
"She slept here for three years." Her voice was so low that she didn't even want to hear herself.
But Su Rongqin, who was following behind him, heard it clearly, and looked around with dark eyes full of pain.
"Shi'er!" The gentle cry mixed with pain was so dry that it overflowed the throat, and the low and clear penetrated deep into the human heart. This sound of Shi'er echoed in the dark night for a long time, and could not be dispersed.
Ran Xuexiao's big eyes showed heart-wrenching pain, she raised her head and closed her eyes slightly, and after restraining her emotions of wanting to cry, she turned around and slowly looked at the man with a painful face.
"Three years ago, Luo Shi knew that she was going to die soon, it was an ancestral illness of the Li family, and there was no cure, she didn't want you to suffer, and she didn't want you to live after she left.
So she found Juyuan Pavilion, we acted together once, I want you to hate her completely, forget her, live your own life, on the day of the wedding, you came, sent Luo Shi the last ride, I think she must be very happy when she walks in the sedan chair...... "She stared at him, word by word spit out the truth of the year.
"So, she won't let you tell me the truth." Su Rongqin felt a suffocating pain in his chest, and his legs knelt on the ground weakly, he had already guessed the truth, but when he heard it with his own ears, it was so heartbreaking.
"Yes, I promised her that I wouldn't tell you. But I didn't expect you to be so obsessed, three years have passed, but you can't forget her alone, you have been thinking about her, waiting for her, and thinking of her. Ran Xue Xiaosu pointed to a slender willow tree, and standing in that position, she could see the beautiful scenery of the entire lakeside.
It was the place where she helped Li Luo choose to settle down.
"She's been there, lonely for a long time."
Su Rongqin followed her gaze, ran to the willow tree with a rolling belt, and stroked the soil under the willow tree with trembling fingers......
"Luo Shi said that you love to come here to talk about business, and she used to bring her often, so she wanted to see you and has been silently guarding you, so she buried her in this place." She looked at the man who was holding up the dirt and crying lowly.
His heart was aching, was it that when she disappeared, Feng Xie also hurt like this.
"Shi'er, you are the cruelest woman, you know." Su Rongqin's heart was poached by her, and she wanted to return it, but her heart would no longer beat, and the person who could make it beat would never come back.
"Su Gongzi, if you love her, live well, what she always wants to see is that you are good." This may be a little cruel, but who can easily do it after losing the person they love the most, and still have no heart to live.
But Su Rongqin is the only son of the Su family, he has his family to take care of, and he has his responsibilities to bear. If he dies, what should the old and young of the Su family do?
"Su Mou finally realizes now, life is better than death, without her, Su is so tired of living." Su Rongqin held the soil and pressed it to his heart, the pain of drilling his heart made his face pale, and he closed his black eyes in pain and left a line of tears.
Seeing him crying, Ran Xue couldn't smile anymore, her eyes were hot, she raised her little face, and took a few deep breaths, she had to restrain her emotions and not have too many emotional ups and downs.
"Ninth Princess, let Su go with her, without her, the next days will be really difficult." Su Rongqin took the bright red belt, and the bundle of joy robes turned into a loose red robe, loose on the slender body, he stood up and hung the belt on the tree.
How good it would be to die like this.
You don't have to miss your beloved woman anymore.
"Master Su, if you die, there will be nothing, and you can still think of her when you are alive." Ran Xue smiled at him and looked at him bent on death, the tip of her heart hurt as if she had been beaten hard, and even breathing became a little harder, and she raised her voice towards him seriously.
If she dies, I'm afraid you won't even have the right to miss her.
"When you're dead, will you forget her?" Su Rongqin froze, his painful eyes shattering his entire world.
"If you die, what will the Su family do, if Luo Shi knows that you are still dying for her, she will not feel at ease if she has a spirit in heaven, besides, if you die, can you find her, if a person dies, he is dead, there is nothing, you can't find her." She didn't snatch the belt from his hand, and persuaded him coldly.
In him, what is more painful than living is probably forgetting Li Luoshi!
"Perhaps, it's me Su who did a lot of evil in my previous life, so God is so difficult for Su in this life." The belt in Su Rongqin's hand slowly slipped to the mud floor, and he sat down next to the willow tree, his eyes lost his usual look, and he just looked at the mud quietly......
Trembling fingers gently stroked, as if caressing the most precious thing in this life.
He'd found her, and he was finally able to get along with her.
"Shi'er, you have hid from me for three years, but you have to compensate me in the next life!" He repeated this sentence in a low voice, full of pain, and the more he spoke, the lower his voice became, as if he wanted to keep this sentence in his mouth and bury it in his heart.
Ran Xue looked at him with a smile and smiled.
It's just that this kind of laughter is mixed with too many things.
Should he laugh at his choice to live well, or smile at seeing that Su Rongqin finally found Li Luoshi......
She didn't want to disturb this pair of hard-working mandarin ducks, tears flashed in her big transparent eyes, turned around, and left here with difficult steps.
Only Su Rongqin was left alone under the willow tree crying bitterly in response, everything he and Li Luoshi ......