Chapter 21: I'm Not a Good Person
"This small campus can accommodate so many people......
This was Jin Tao's first impression of the safe zone of the Women's Liberal Arts College, where a huge American flag was laid out on the grass of the college. In the dark night, Jin Tao couldn't tell how many people were hiding in the houses built with bricks, and even under the American flag he saw, there were traces of many people getting in.
"Hey, you can't ...... Can't let your kids poop and pee here......"
At this time, it was far from the dead of night, probably for fear of recruiting Japanese soldiers, and the safe zone seemed quite quiet. Except for the sound of the ignorant children crying, everyone muttered quietly when they spoke.
Only the voice of the administrator reprimanding those who fail to comply with the simplest requirements will be slightly louder. Undoubtedly, at the time of this catastrophe, no one wanted to attract the attention of the Japanese outside the safe zone.
In a place with such a large number of people, failure to comply with hygiene requirements can undoubtedly lead to the occurrence of epidemic diseases.
The refugees in Jinling Women's Liberal Arts are all women, and even for the safety of the young women, the safety zone manager here advises the older women to stay at home so that the young girls can make room to hide.
"Ah Xue, put this armband on, this is what I asked the embassy to do, I thought you were ...... And you'd better stop Chinese, you can speak English or French......"
Minnie. Weitling's blue eyes were filled with sorrow as she spoke. These sorrows were like dark clouds on her tired face. Following them, Jin Tao looked at the miserable crowd in the safe zone, and his heart was as uncomfortable as someone holding it tightly in the palm of his hand, rubbing it tightly.
"Why should we Chinese endure these humiliations? Could it be that in this troubled world, there are not one or two real men hiding in this seemingly paradise? ”
Especially Minnie. Weitling's words made him feel a certain depression. He tried to divert his attention from Weitling and Yan Xue, who were whispering. Although for Minnie. Ms. Weitling, as well as the other foreigners in the safe zone, he was sincerely grateful. But as a Chinese, a Chinese man, and especially a soldier, the security zone is precisely a shame in his heart.
With the cold night breeze, the sound of whispered laughter could be heard from some of the huts in the safe zone. The words that drifted in the wind were just a few words, looking forward to a future where I could return home safely. As for the sound of resisting or continuing to fight, not the slightest sound is heard here.
"This is a place where it is easy to wear down people's fighting spirit, but now the most indispensable thing in Nanjing is fighting spirit!"
There was a small voice urging him to get out of here as soon as possible. Everything around him, the atmosphere in the entire camp, weighed heavily on him. This made him even have a desire to shout loudly, to make everyone understand such a simple truth.
Compromises can only make the atrocities of the Japanese worse, and the only way to achieve security is confrontation. And the greater the loss that the other party can suffer, the more the other party will converge. Even Mahatma Gandhi's "non-violent non-cooperation" approach to India can do more than staying here.
Some people may think that the civilian war of resistance may be an overly cruel choice, but is self-defense in the face of massacres also a cruel choice?
Good thing Minnie. Wei Tling's accommodation for Yan Xue was not far away, it was an office in the office building of the university.
"Mr. Jin, the accommodation I arranged for Ah Xue is in the third office at the bottom of the corridor and turning right, please wait for me there if you can. I'll go back to the office and sort out the papers, and I'm sure I'll be able to get you a long list soon! ”
"Of course, please Miss Weitling, and I'll be waiting for you there!"
Jin Tao was much more relaxed when he came to the building, at least there were not so many refugees here, on the contrary, it seemed to be made into a hospital or something.
On the walls of the long corridor, some horse lamps are hung as street lamps. There were doctors and nurses in white coats, and some of the offices were apparently used as wards, but it was not known what kind of wounded people lived in them.
Jin Tao gentlemanly carried her burden for Yan Xue, so that she could walk easily empty-handed.
Yan Xue, who finally came to the safety zone, understood that it would not be long before she was separated from Jin Tao. After hiding together for two days, she saw the warrior who left a deep impression on her and rushed to the battlefield. I guessed in my heart that the three of them were enemies of the Japanese, and I was afraid that this goodbye would never be seen again!
"Brother Jin, this is also a hospital in the safe zone. According to the original arrangement, some of the female refugees would be assigned to work here. There were also some Kuomintang soldiers here...... Why don't I discuss it with Mr. Hua, maybe you can hide here during the day......"
I don't know why when Yan Xue spoke, the more she spoke, the more she felt that she was not confident enough. She glanced at Jin Tao a little timidly, and then her bright eyes kept staring at his face, as if she intended to imprint his appearance firmly in her heart.
Facing Yan Xue's pleading words, Jin Tao's heart flowed through a warm current. Although he understood what Yan Xue meant, he couldn't, who was familiar with the truth of the Nanjing Massacre. At the very least, he could not let the things in his body fall into the hands of the Japanese intact, and his conscience also made it impossible for him to accept the tragic fate of Nanking in this way.
"The Buddha said, if I don't go to hell, who will? If you can go to hell, you will naturally be the demon king! ”
Of course, these words don't have to be said to Yan Xue, Jin Tao knows that it is just because of the day and night that Yan Xue has a psychological identity with himself, and he can only smile wordlessly.
Yan Xue, who didn't get Jin Tao's verbal answer, only felt that her heart was heavy for no reason. She seems to have seen Jin Tao, who had been seriously injured in battle, trying to survive in the mud formed by blood and dust. Tears poured out of her eyes unconsciously, and she even hoped that Jin Tao could become softer because of her beautiful eyes!
"What a brave man he is! Challenging so many Japanese soldiers outside alone, why did he fight so desperately? Doesn't he know that the ** in the city...... Alas! If the ** in the city are all men like him, then where will we be bullied by the Japanese in China! ”
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From the 11th, the Kuomintang troops had been broken up one after another, and by the afternoon of the 12th, the entire front had broken up, and the city of Nanjing was full of routs who had abandoned their ammunition to survive. They came in droves outside the international security zone established by foreigners, discarded their ammunition and stripped off their uniforms at the behest of the missionaries. Some people even began to loot the civilian clothes of the people, which Yan Xue had been used to a few days ago.
These were in stark contrast to what happened after meeting Jin Tao, and she couldn't figure it out anyway. They are both soldiers, they are all men, why are their choices so different?
In silence, the two came to the residence that Wei Tling had prepared for Yan Xue. The sound of the door opening alarmed the people in the house, and when the door was opened, a woman's voice of surprise came.
"Snow, is that you? Oh my God, seeing you is the happiest thing of my life! ”
What made Jin Tao a little embarrassed was that the woman with long black hair in front of him was only wearing a pajamas. At this moment, she was desperately hugging Yan Xue until she found that she was followed by a behemoth wearing a strange military uniform.
Next, she gave full play to the appearance of a woman who likes to gossip, and when she chirps, she looks like a little magpie.
"Who's this, Snow? Oh my God, he's like...... Where did you find good people...... Did you just meet? ”
These scenes couldn't help but make Jin Tao shake his head, although the foreign girl with black hair and black eyes looked good. However, her gossipy appearance is enough to make Jin Tao worried. Yan Xue lives with such a girl, will she teach her badly.
In addition, this foreign devil, the Chinese language is correct and round. It should be rare in this era, which also attracted Jin Tao's attention.
"I'm sorry, I don't know ......"
No matter what Jin Tao thought in his heart, the scene in front of him made him have to leave the room quickly. I can't help but complain about that Minnie. Ms. Weitling did not make it clear that there were other people living in the house.
"It doesn't matter, just stay there and don't move!"
The foreign devil is full of generosity, and he doesn't mind suffering at all when he only wears pajamas.
"Hey, Snow, you see, even though you're a staff member here, he's a soldier. And we don't allow soldiers in the international security zone, and we don't take in men here...... You know! ”
Yan Xue showed full shyness under the gossip of the other party, and Chinese girls are easy to be shy. The other party didn't have any of the usual reserve of girls, probably because he was worried about the purpose of Yan Xue bringing Jin Tao here, so he put forward several suggestions in one breath.
"Otherwise, I want Teacher Minnie to arrange a position for him, but you know...... Is he your lover, or ......"
He ...... He ......"
Yan Xue's reaction made Jin Tao feel very uncomfortable, and now even if she tells others that she has nothing to do with her, others will not believe it. In addition, when the other party thinks that he is a man who has come to the safe zone, he can't help but be a little unhappy.
"I'm not going to stay here, and I'm not a 'nice guy'. I'm just escorting Yan Xue over on the way, and it looks like my mission is not bad. Goodbye, Yan Xue! And you, unknown Miss Magpie, are glad to meet you! ”
Jin Tao put down Yan Xue's burden and planned to leave this noisy place.
As a soldier, he had begun to miss the icy wind outside. Even he already thought that it was precisely his fate to travel here and prevent or retaliate against the Nanjing Massacre!
"Brother Kim...... Brother Jin, wait for me, I have something important to tell you! ”
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