233 Goodbye Ideal

Su You nodded and smiled, which can be regarded as resolving the embarrassment of being a little incoherent just now, and then defended, "It's nothing, I just feel that you are a little familiar, but it looks like an old friend of mine." At the end of the day, you and I are our own family. ”

"It turns out that Mr. is also surnamed Su, I don't know what it has to do with Sunayan?" Su Shuangyu was stunned for a moment and asked cautiously.

Su You heard him ask about Su Wei, and his heart surged for a while.

However, Nayan's position in Su Wei is already a thing of the past, and he originally intended to marry him, but in the end, the relationship between the two families was not embarrassed because of the matter of Lianzong.

Su You didn't know if the Su Shuangyu and Su Wei family in front of him could climb to relatives, but he still smiled bitterly and talked about his depression, "I have always respected Nayan, but he is in a high position, how can I climb high?" However, although he can't write two Su characters in one stroke, he comes from Jingzhao martial arts, and I come from the South China Sea; One is in the northwest and the other is in the southeast, so it doesn't really matter if you look into it. ”

Su Shuangyu listened to Su You's words, secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and heard Su You ask, "Why are you asking this?" We're sitting here, aren't we supposed to listen to your story? ”

Su Shuangyu smiled miserably, then turned the teacup in his hand and said slowly, "I'm from Jingzhao Martial Arts, and I can be regarded as a distant relative of Nayan." When the emperor was opened, my father often ran business between the Central Plains and the desert, and my family was quite prosperous at that time, and I was determined to be a rich businessman since I was a child."

Speaking of which, Su Shuangyu's eyes were already full of tears, the dream was very full, but the reality was skinny, wasn't it?

When I was the happiest in my life, I greeted flowers and applause with tears when I reached the top; And the greatest pain in the world is to miss the happy times when you are down.

At this time, Su Shuangyu is at the low point of his life, and he can't see the future.

When Su You heard him talk about his childhood dream, he couldn't help but think of the big words he aspired to become a scientist when he was a child.

Ideals are always great, but reality has turned those who struggle for their dreams into frogs in a glass jar. -- The future seems bright, but there is no way out.

Those friends who once aspired to become pilot writers together, did their original wish come true? Do you have to pay tribute now?

Knowing that his childhood dream had become a joke, Su You still comforted Su Shuangyu softly, "Although dreaming of you now is a bit extravagant, you are still young, and you still have a lot of time to fight for your dreams, right?" ”

Su Shuangyu didn't hear it, and said to himself, "My family has always been a single lineage, when my father had an accident when he went to business, the family lost its pillar, and in order to occupy the inheritance of our orphans and widows, the family tried every way to force my mother to remarry; And I, without any choice, followed my mother to the current Ma family. ”

Su You nodded, and quietly listened to Su Shuangyu continue to say sadly and angrily, "You have also seen how my stepfather treated me, but what I hate the most is the Su family, why would I be like this if it wasn't because of the family's calculations?" The reason why I insist that my surname is Su is because I want to spur myself on with this, and one day I will take back what belongs to me. ”

When Su You heard this, he couldn't help but think of what Brother Ma said in "The True Color of Heroes", "I want to fight for a breath, I don't want to prove how great I am, I want to sue others, I must get back what I lost!"

It's just that when he thought of the family that desperately sucked your blood when you were rich and noble, and wanted to kick you away when you were down, Su You was finally a little lucky, glad that he didn't connect with the Su clan because of Su Kui's rhetoric.

When you are brilliant, the family will indeed be proud of you; But what if you're down? What she can give you, perhaps, is to sweep the floor out?

Su Pisces is full of hatred at this time, but he can still fight for his dreams, can't he?

But when Su You was about to give him some guidance, he said sadly, "If there is no choice in life, you will never know the pain." My mother had no choice but to remarry, because she couldn't even choose to die, because of me. And I also endured shame and fatigue because of my mother's survival, and what sustained me was my mother and hatred. ”

Su Shuangyu looked at Su You, and then his voice softened, "When my father was alive, I was the treasure in the palm of the family, but after following my mother to remarry to the Ma family, I became a thorn in the side of the whole family. In the past, I could eat whatever I wanted, but now I can eat whatever I want, they eat woad vegetables, and I eat woad vegetables; They eat meat, and I can't even drink the soup. It's nothing, drag the oil bottle, it's justified. But once during the festival, there were a few fish stewed at home."

Su You couldn't imagine that the kid in front of him had suffered so much, and when he looked at him carefully, he realized that he was not a little fat man; His fat face is clearly the swelling of long-term hunger, and if this swelling does not subside, I am afraid that his life will not be long.

Su Shuangyu raised his eyelids and fell into memories again, "I have liked to eat fish heads since I was a child, and you also know that most of the people who develop this vice are children from rich backgrounds, and now no one in this Ma family likes to eat this thing." But that time, my eldest brother, my stepfather's own son, he didn't like to eat fish heads, but that time he took the fish head with the first chopsticks. I couldn't get angry, so I fought with him. As a result, he ate the fish head, and I was beaten. Do you know who hit me? My mother! It's my mother! ”

When Su Shuangyu talked about his mother, his voice became a little high-pitched, but Su You knew that he was not complaining about his mother, but his own fate; In the final analysis, it was not himself, nor her mother, that forced him to live so undignified, but the family that kicked their mother and son away.

In order to support her mother and son to survive, Su Shuangyu's mother beat her own son against her will, and what other mother bears more than her?

But it was the family that was supposed to shelter them that caused this qiē!

"Don't say anything." Lai Yanbei fell into silence when Su Shuangyu began to recall her childhood, and her tears had been soaked with yarn at some point; When she spoke at this time, she couldn't cry a little.

Su Shuangyu nodded, and his face was full of silent tears.

Su You didn't know how to comfort him for a while, and he realized at this time that the reason why he was willing to listen to Su Pisces tell stories was perhaps because this Pisces and his son Yunfan looked a little imaginary? But their personalities are obviously different, Yun Fan will not endure half a point!

There are three people at Su You's table, including Su You dressed as a scholar, Lai Yanbei dressed as a heroine, and Su Pisces, a porter.

The three of them are dressed differently, but their faces are sad, this weird atmosphere is as strange as it is, and the tea guests next to them can obviously feel the depression of the atmosphere here, and they can't help but look sideways frequently.

Su You coughed to show his impatience with the onlookers who didn't know the truth, and couldn't help but ask Su Shuangyu, "That Lingtang now?" ”

Su Shuangyu wiped away his tears and said with some twist, "My mother passed away last year, I originally thought that I would leave the Ma family after keeping filial piety, but my mother gave birth to a little brother after coming to the Ma family, although he is also surnamed Ma, his relationship with me is the best." I always wanted to leave, but I always didn't give up on him. ”

"You're an emotional person, are you going to guard your little brother for the rest of your life?"

"Can I have another future?" Su Shuangyu asked in a trembling voice, he had a hunch that Su You was the noble person in his name, so at this time, he was also very expecting Su You to give him a satisfactory answer; Of course, even if Su You leaves, he still has to be grateful to Su You and the one who came to Yanbei, because his story has been held in his heart for more than ten years.

Who else in this world would want to listen quietly to their own complaints, except their own mother? Who else will silently shed tears with themselves?

Su You nodded, then took out the money bag from his arms, grabbed a handful of silver beans and put them in front of Su Shuangyu.

Su Shuangyu didn't expect that Su You would give him so much money, but what he wanted was obviously not this, so he straightened his spine and pushed, "Sir, am I telling stories?" If I wanted my husband's money, I would have taken it when I was on the street. ”

Su You nodded again at his poor and unyielding nature, whether it was true or pretended, as long as he could pass the money barrier, he would not look down on him in vain.

"You put the money away first, and I'll show you a clear way." After Su You said this without doubt, he smiled again, "If you go back empty-handed today, how can you explain to him?" ”

"It's a big deal, it's a beating, in the end, it's thunder and rain, and it cripples me, who will work for him?" After Su Shuangyu said this nonchalantly, he finally put away the silver beans that Su You gave him, got up and gave Su You a deep salute, and said, "Please advise Mr., Pisces has no teeth and will not forget." ”

Su Shuangyu only in an instant, the temperament on his body has been improved by several grades from the lowest level of the villain, as the saying goes, "money strengthens the courage of the poor", which seems to have some truth.

Su You stood up and helped him up, and asked him to sit down again, and then asked, "Since you have been a big businessman who has aspired to be a rich country since you were a child, I wonder if you will make an abacus?" ”

Su Shuangyu shook his head shyly, he obviously didn't have a chance to learn this new thing that had just been popular for more than a year.

"It's okay, there is a precedence in hearing the Tao." Su You waved his hand, then took out a business card and handed it to him, and continued, "You take my name and go to the milk ice shop in the West Market to find the shopkeeper there, and let him teach you to learn abacus; If you can learn to add and subtract three digits in three days, I promise you'll have a future. ”

Su Shuangyu took Su You's business card with both hands, he has been reading and learning calligraphy since he was a child, and when he glanced at the name and official position on Su You's business card, he knew Su You's energy, and since then he has decided that the person in front of him is his destined nobleman.

"Understood?" Su You looked at him and was stunned when he took this business card, and thought that Su Shuangyu was illiterate.

"Thank you sir for your kindness, Pisces will not disappoint him." Su Shuangyu saluted again, then turned around and strode away.

Lai Yanbei looked at Su Shuangyu, who had regained hope, and was also very relieved, but laughed at Su You and said, "What's wrong today?" You are so heartfelt to the people you meet, but I am impressed. ”

Su You smiled, and then whispered, "It's not selfish, since I lost my son, it's good if I can pick up a brother, since I saw him at first sight, I felt a little kind, I'm afraid this is the legendary fate, right?" I hope he doesn't disappoint me. ”

"Listening to what he said, I also think it is wise for you to refuse the invitation of the Martial Arts Su Clan." Lai Yanbei nodded.

"He made me firm in my direction, and it was a bonus." Su You also nodded.