What is the purpose of my life? From my birth to the present, what exactly have I been here? What should I do on the road ahead? I live so painfully, should I choose to die? In Leng Chenxi's mind, a series of questions about why he was born and why he lived kept appearing. He struggled with the meaning of his life, and pursued a reason, a reason to live...... But in his heart, there are only doubts in addition to doubts, and he has never come up with a correct answer. So who can help him get that answer, the answer to keep him alive?

"How are you thinking about it? Got an answer? A clear and faint voice broke Leng Chenxi's thoughts and brought him back to reality.

His eyes were closed, squirming slightly, and then slowly opened.

Leng Chenxi's eyes were misty and hesitant, searching for someone in the line of sight.

He saw Zi Ling once again condescending to look at him, looking into his eyes.

"You're really useless! It's been a day and a night, and nothing can come out......" Zi Ling sneered contemptuously.

"You're not me, how can you know how I feel?" The voice was a little choked, the breath was panting, the face was red, and the eyes were moist.

"What are you lamenting? It was because of the pain of the treatment, so I hesitated. Or do you have no point in living at all? Zi Ling asked forcefully.

"You...... You...... I won't understand! ”

"I don't understand, can't you help me with that? Say what you think, what you're thinking, let me hear it! The so-called one person counts short, two people count long. You can't make up your mind, and everyone else doesn't have to be like that! ”

"I ...... I...... I don't know how to say it. Leng Chenxi listened to Zi Ling's tone, as if her face had changed, and she suddenly couldn't find the direction of her answer.

After Zi Ling heard this, he was silent for a while. Suddenly, he said softly: "You can say whatever you want, there is no one else here except me and you, so there is no need to have any scruples...... Anyway, I'm still your uncle's apprentice, and I won't hurt you, please understand this. ”

Hearing this, Leng Chenxi couldn't hold back the words in his heart, and asked impulsively, "Uncle, does he care about me?" Actually, I know in my heart that he doesn't care about me at all. Otherwise, if I have been looking for him for so long, he will not always disappear from the world...... He must have been hiding from me! ”

"You're not him, how do you know he doesn't care about you? How do you know that he disappeared from the rivers and lakes just to hide from you? ”

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, he doesn't even know about your poison. He's not just hiding from you, he's hiding from many, many others. He hid himself and cut off all information from the outside world, so that all people did not know his whereabouts and could not find him. Whether it's an enemy or a friend. Do you understand? Zi Ling sighed, a little bit thinking about Daddy and them!

"Is that true of him? He didn't know I was sick, he didn't know I was poisoned, and he didn't deliberately avoid me. It's just that he's hiding, and he doesn't know anything......"

"What do you say?" The eyes inside the mask exude seriousness and sincerity.

Leng Chenxi believed it, he believed Zi Ling's words, not for anything else, he just looked at the eyes that came out of the mask, and he believed it.

"What else do you have to think about?"

There was a pause in his thoughts, "I...... I don't know what the point of my life is? ”

Is it the meaning of being alive? Zi Ling, she herself knows best?

"I'll show you something...... I think after reading it, you may have the answer in your heart! ”

"What is it? Yes...... What are you going to do......" Leng Chenxi looked at Zi Ling and easily picked him up.

"I'll show you!" Look at him with a look you don't know.