Chapter 195
"Please, is it okay to recover for a while? It won't be good to hug it, it's really shy! Zi Ling's tone was completely inappropriate, as if it was no big deal, just a normal thing.
It's just that someone retorts vigorously, "How can you say that?" Usually men and women don't kiss, but we ...... Only...... It stands for ......"
What does it mean? I've hugged my father, I've hugged my brothers, even Uncle Yuyue, so is there anything in this way? It's just an act of intimacy, don't take it personally! Zi Ling didn't say anything further, she also hugged Chenxi and said, because she felt that this matter was unspeakable, especially the person in front of her!
"They are relatives, of course they are family! But I'm not your relative......" Yan Lei blushed and replied shyly.
"But you're my friend, my good brother, so I don't have anything else special to hug you!"
As soon as Zi Ling's words stopped, Yan Lei's heart was like warm water, falling into a lake of ice pools, unable to help himself for a long time.
"Are you telling the truth?" The tone was cold, and the tone was extremely persecutive.
"Otherwise, what do you want me to say? Could it be that I actually have a different heart for you? Zi Ling said to the central point, what she knew, she probably already knew that she was indeed different from others to him. It's just that she doesn't understand, she doesn't understand what the buried heart is! She really doesn't understand, and ......
"Isn't it? Aren't you so? Do you think I can't feel it? I knew it the moment you held me, and I realized why you felt different from everyone else, because we were all the same. We all love each other, we both miss each other, and we all care about each other...... Do you know that since I separated from you last time, my heart is full of missing you, I miss us talking together, drinking together, and relieving the worries of the affected people together...... It wasn't until I found out that you had lost news in Aoba Country for no reason, that I missed and worried about you even more, and I was afraid that you would be hurt by something! Do you know how exhausted I was back then...... Just when I was about to run out, and in order to find your news, Yu Junhong stood up and pulled me and said, If something really happens, your master is Ye Zili will not let you go, and there will be no movement. Then I quieted down and thought carefully about what he had to say. Then I knew it was now...... Don't you really feel the same way I do? Or am I really wrong, in fact, you already have a place in your heart......" Yan Lei looked humble and said what she didn't know before, and her heart suddenly felt so painful, so painful......
"No, I don't have anyone I like. To be precise, I don't know what love is! You sue me, what does that feel like...... All right? Zi Ling asked softly, as if she didn't understand anything, but what was the truth?
"No, you can't be unaware! You're just running away from it, you're like you know everything in front of me, and now you're suing me, you don't understand, you ...... "She's like an all-powerful goddess, how can she have something she doesn't understand, doesn't understand?"
"Maybe you're right! How could I not understand? That kind of life and death promise, love one person for the rest of my life, and never abandon the feelings, even if I have not experienced it personally, I have also witnessed it. Just like my parents, right? But can you be like my parents? Can you? Zi Ling asked Yan Lei, his eyes were full of ridicule and sadness for some reason.
"I ...... I ...... "Yan Lei wanted to say that he could, but he ......
"Can't it be? Can't it be? Hahaha...... You just said to me that you feel that way about me, but what about now? Zi Ling's eyes flickered, and his heart hurt very much...... I couldn't breathe because of the pain......
"When the third prince of the Flame Kingdom reached the age of sixteen, he made a marriage contract with the daughter of the prime minister of the current dynasty, and the king of the current dynasty made an edict. So you say, can you give such a life and death promise, love one person for the rest of your life, and never give up? Can you? Ha ha...... Ha ha...... You can't ......," Zi Ling howled, his eyes sharp and full of complaint.
"Ziling, I'...... I...... can give you a complete love! â
"When you have other women, even if love exists, it has become false and disgusting, because it has been tarnished, do you understand?" Ziling's tears fell, and her heart was broken in an instant...... She actually knew this for a long time, so she knew, she knew better than anyone else, but she didn't want to expose it. The edict made by the king of a country said that it was impossible to cancel it for no reason, and that person was still the daughter of the prime minister, so it was impossible for the prime minister to give up this opportunity like this. So......
"Let's go, get out of here!" The sound of choking filled the surroundings, as if suddenly the beautiful scenery was shattered all at once, and there was no longer zĂ i......
"Zi Ling, Zi Ling, you ......" Yan Lei wanted to speak and try his best to save the opportunity, didn't his heart hurt?
"I originally planned not to expose it, so that we might be good friends and good brothers forever, but I never imagined that after you saw my women's clothes, it would become like this. I'll tell you well and clearly now, I won't marry you, or one of them, as long as it's in the royal family, I won't like and marry them, the freedom I yearn for, the happiness I yearn for, it's impossible to find it at all in the place surrounded by that palace, so I won't be stupid enough to turn in. I will find someone who can travel the world with me, who can give me warmth, who can give me promises, who can give me true and complete love! So you go, don't come to the place where I have it again, don't come to my heart again, okay? Let's just think we've never had a heart-to-heart relationship...... All right? Zi Ling shed the last tear, she was gone, her figure was still there just now, but suddenly disappeared......
For Yan Lei, tonight can be regarded as a great psychological shock, he has lost, he has long lost the opportunity, he has long lost her...... However, she really knew everything, knew their results, and silently endured the results.
A white shadow flashed, passing through the cold wind, but the cold felt in the body was never as intense as the feeling in the heart.