From the time he walked down the city to the time he returned home, Chu Tianya never said a word. Then he ran to the cellar, and took out the pots of Jiannan Burning Spring that He Bo had hidden here to use when he was married, and poured them all into his stomach.

Drunk.

Xiao Linglong had been standing outside the cellar, not showing up, not speaking, or stopping, until Chu Tianya was completely drunk and unconscious, and she walked in.

"I got drunk and still didn't say a word." Looking at the man lying drunk in the wine jar, Xiao Linglong couldn't help but sigh lightly, "How tenacious is this man's will?" ”

"Does the county lord want to hear the young master's drunken mantra?" Uncle He's voice suddenly sounded behind Xiao Linglong, startling her.

Seeing Chu Tianya like this, He Bo sighed and shook his head.

"Old man, he blames himself for the matter of Xishan." Xiao Linglong said.

He Bo pursed his lips and shook his head, "I can only say that you still don't know much about the young master." Or rather, you don't know men well. ”

"Oh, how do you say?" Xiao Linglong asked curiously, "Isn't it because of this?" ”

"There may be part of the reason, but definitely not all of them." He Bo said, "Judging from the old man's understanding of the young master, in his heart at this moment, the grief and anger will be greater than the self-blame and sadness. Even if he blames himself, then he is just hating why he is unable to rescue Xishan, or unable to turn the overall situation around and decide the winner. ”

"He's done enough." Xiao Linglong said, "It's almost beyond his limits." ”

"Yes, in our opinion, he is just a petty official, a very ordinary person. Any general in Shengjie's army, or any official in Taiyuan Mansion, is more powerful and capitalized than him. He Bo said, "But that's what the young master hates." He hated why he was not the envoy of Hedong Xuanfu and the commander of the Shengjie Army, he hated why he didn't have a million male soldiers, and he hated why he couldn't talk about Tianxian and take charge of Qiankun! ”

Xiao Linglong was surprised: "Won't it?" ”

"Yes." He Bo spit out a word, but it was categorical.

Xiao Linglong couldn't help but be stunned, looked at Uncle He, and then at Chu Tianya, who was drunk and fell to the ground, as if the two people in front of her suddenly became strange again.

"Maybe the old man is right, I still don't know anything about him, let alone men!"

"There are many kinds of men." He Bo laughed and said, "Young Master, it's the kind that likes to prove a qiē with actions." The more important the decision, the less he will say it; He will only dismiss it into action and arrive at a real result. This result can also be understood as what we usually call 'ambition'! ”

"But he said it today." Xiao Linglong said.

"Huh? ......" He Bo, who was talking endlessly, couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, feeling very faceless, and asked, "What did he say?" ”

"He said, the Jurchen will not be destroyed for a day, and he will not go to the Yellow Spring for a day!"

"It's just an oath, not an ambition in his heart!" He Bo smiled hesitantly, "After going through so many things, you should also see it." To put it mildly, the young master is now a man who can't be a country, but he has one characteristic that is commendable, that is, once he recognizes something, he will spare no effort and devote himself to working hard to fight for it. He seldom speaks his thoughts and aspirations or talks about them, so few people can hear his truest heart, and can only be guessed from his actions. ”

"Old man, you can't either?"

"I can't."

"No wonder ......" Xiao Linglong twisted her brows slightly, "I've been with him for so long, and I still find that I don't know him at all." ”

"You don't need to know him, you just need to understand him." He Bo laughed.

Xiao Linglong blinked blankly, "Does this make a difference?" ”

"Of course there is, the difference is big." He Bo smiled, "Let me give you an analogy, as long as you know how rice can fill your stomach, you also need to understand how rice is cooked, how rice is changed from rice, and how rice is planted?" ”

"Well, it's not the same thing at all!" Xiao Linglong couldn't cry or laugh.

"Hehe, maybe later, you will understand." He Bo smiled, "Actually, this may also be a subtle essence of our Han culture - it is difficult to be confused without seeking to understand." Whether it's between husband and wife, friends, or even anyone, you might as well keep a little distance and mystery. If the two parties know each other completely, and there are no secrets and privacy between each other, then these two people will only be strangers. ”

Xiao Linglong raised her eyebrows in surprise and exclaimed, "Old man, I think some of the things you say sometimes are really quite reasonable!" ”

"Do you think the old man has lived in vain for decades?" Uncle He pursed his lips, "If you don't want him to freeze to death here today, don't just talk nonsense, quickly pull him out of the wine pile and get him back to the room to sleep!" ”

"Huh? I...... I? Xiao Linglong was stunned, and her face turned red.

"Ahem! …… Where did you think of it? My young master is a serious person! He Bo coughed dryly and turned his face blank, "You won't ask your two followers to carry people?" Really, the big girl's family is so impure in her heart! ”

"You! …… I won't tell you! I'm going to call someone! Xiao Linglong hurriedly ran away in annoyance.

He Bo snickered a few times, walked to Chu Tianya's side and squatted down, sighed lightly, and said leisurely: "Young Master, you should be able to understand now, when I saw the tragic scene of being slaughtered with my own eyes, I can also understand why Xiao Linglong is so extreme and indifferent." She has also experienced such a thing herself, and more than once. In comparison, the blow that the young master received from the Xishan incident is nothing-ordinary, born in troubled times, these are regarded as experiences! I hope that after today's wine awakening, the young master's mind will be more mature; In the future, be a good man and a true hero! ”

Chu Tianya opened his eyes in a daze, closed them again, and immediately snored.

"Huh!" He Bo stood up, "Those who achieve great things are indomitable and unswerving, their joys and angers are invisible, and their chests can accommodate all things!" …… Young master, you are young, but you are more qualified than Fang Ladu! ”

In the early morning of the next day, Chu Tianya woke up with a splitting headache and unbearable thirst in his mouth. When I turned my head, there was a bowl of steaming warm water at the head of the bed.

He got up and drank the whole bowl of boiling water, the temperature was just right, and it was obvious that someone had just added it to him.

At this time, Chu Tianya slowly came back to his senses, and also remembered yesterday's events, and couldn't help but sigh.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, tuk tuk, not light, not heavy, not hurried, three times.

"Lord Xiao, please come in." Chu Tianya said.

The door was pushed open, and Xiao Linglong walked in with a surprised expression, "How do you know it's me?" ”

"Who else but you would knock on the door like that?" Chu Tianya leaned on the bed and smiled.

"Does everyone knock on the door differently?" Xiao Linglong took a few steps closer and asked curiously.

"Of course." Chu Tianya nodded and smiled, "If you observe carefully, you will be able to remember that everyone's footsteps and knocks are all different. It has a lot to do with the person's character. ”

"Hey, what's the difference between me and someone knocking on the door?" Xiao Linglong was even more curious.

Chu Tianya said with a smile: "For example, Uncle He, there is always only one knock on the door, which is heavy and heavy, and it is slapped with a slap; Xiao Ai knocked on the door twice softly, and then inevitably asked. As for you, it's three voices with the same rhythm and weight. ”

"And what kind of character am I?" Xiao Linglong asked naturally.

"What, you want to trick me?" Chu Tianya smiled, "What kind of character are you, don't you know a little better than me?" ”

"What if I have to tell me?" Xiao Linglong tilted her head slightly, and a curious and provocative smile appeared on her face.

"Then I can't say anything. If you say it well, you think I'm a sycophant, and if you say it, you hold a grudge against me. Chu Tianya smiled, "If any man dares to judge a woman in person, then he is either too conceited or too stupid." ”

"Hearing what you say, I know that I don't have a good impression in your heart." Xiao Linglong shook her head lightly, and smiled helplessly, "Forget it, this topic will stop here." You are already invincible in the world when it comes to playing poor, I can't say anything about you. ”

"Hehe, awards, awards." Chu Tianya laughed, "Early in the morning, Lord Xiao came to my room...... What do you want? ”

"You're bored!" Xiao Linglong scolded with a blank face.

"Hey, why am I bored?" Chu Tianya couldn't help but laugh and said, "I'll just ask you where you come from, what did I say?" ”

"You know it anyway." Xiao Linglong's face turned cold angrily, then turned her face sideways and rolled her eyes, "You and the old man are both the same boring, so you love to ask for the cheapness of this mouth!" ”

So, Chu Tianya smacked his mouth a few times very cooperatively.

Xiao Linglong was suddenly angry, turned her face to the other side, and rolled her eyes again.

Chu Tianya felt that Xiao Linglong's appearance of rolling her eyes was charming to a certain level, and she was completely worthy of the words "disaster to the country and the people".

"Looks like I'm worrying, you don't have anything to do at all." Xiao Linglong stood up, "Please take care of yourself, I'm going to practice martial arts!" ”

Chu Tianya smiled: "Thank you for your concern!" ”

"I'm too lazy to care about you!"

Xiao Linglong left, and Chu Tianya let out a long breath.

The fire in Qingyun Fort yesterday seemed to turn into a shadow, hovering left and right in Chu Tianya's heart. The thousands of unjust souls in the fort also accompanied him like a shadow, which made Chu Tianya's heart very uneasy.

After getting drunk, Chu Tianya lay there, but he listened to all the conversations between He Bo and Xiao Linglong word for word. Although people are too drunk to get up, their minds are still clear.

It was at that time that Chu Tianya figured out a lot of things and opened a lot of knots.

He Bo had a sentence that impressed Chu Tianya very deeply, and it was more like a sharp lightning bolt that shot directly into his heart, breaking the gloom and depression of his state of mind.

"Born in troubled times, these are regarded as experiences"!

That's right, there will be even more tragic things in the future, and it is possible to see his loved ones leave in front of his eyes like He Bo and Xiao Linglong; In life, who can be with you until the end of your life?

Aren't the parents, relatives and friends of the previous life now separated by thousands of years and never seen each other?

Once you see through life and death, everything can be easily dealt with!

Qingyun Castle's blood debt, self-blame is useless, it must be turned into motivation to make a difference, in order to be worthy of that Nirvana fire!

Putting aside the quilt and turning over and jumping out of bed, Chu Tianya's heart felt like a snake peeling its skin and a butterfly breaking out of its cocoon, although there was struggle and pain, but it was a new life!

"Lord Xiao, prepare your horse - follow me to patrol the city!"